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Chapter 720 I Think I'm In Love With You
【68】It's really easy to decide to forgive someone, but it's really, really hard to go back to the past.

When I used to watch TV dramas where girlfriends and the heroine’s boyfriend finally got together, I always had doubts about the word girlfriend. I didn’t think it was a TV drama so it wasn’t true.I would sigh alone: ​​the human heart is not ancient, the human heart is unpredictable, and the human heart is simply not the human heart.Then I told Wang Siqi, how could this be possible.If it were me, if I really liked my boyfriend's friends, then I wouldn't like them at all.Wang Siqi was stunned when he heard that.

After a while, he asked me very seriously, Clover, besides me, who do you like?Could it be Liu Heng who helped me deliver something to you last time?
My first reaction was who is Liu Heng?After a round of searching in my mind, it turned out to be Wang Siqi's roommate.Fortunately, Wang Siqi can figure it out, but seeing him jealous, I am somewhat happy.Girls are always so vain.

All joking aside, when things really happened, I was still very depressed.It happens to be the two most important people in life.Fate is really kind to me, it brings me the one I love the most, and makes us hurt each other.

Changle asked me if I could forgive Ye Xiaolu, from the bottom of my heart.

I said, of course, I have long since forgiven.It started when she said this shocking fact without any scruples, and when she said she didn't like me.I decided not to blame her.Ye Xiaolu is not a heartless person, nor is she heartless.She just habitually hides her thoughts in her heart, and she is used to pain alone.What's more, she is right.She was the one who first met Wang Siqi, and what's more, she has always loved her.Now I finally understand why Ye Xiaolu always looks so solemn when she looks at Wang Siqi, it's because of love.She loves him, but love is hard to express.

Ye Xiaolu is much more unfortunate than me.In the past three years, she has watched how Wang Siqi and I fell in love with each other, and how Wang Siqi treated me well, but she couldn't say a word, she couldn't tell anyone, she could only bear it alone.We are obviously such good sisters, but none of us discovered this secret.So I think maybe we still don't love her enough, and we inadvertently ignore Ye Xiaolu's feelings.

Ye Xiaolu is too peaceful, her emotions are like fish in the deep sea, swimming silently.The few of us are the storms at sea, always coming and going like windswept.Therefore, her sorrow was not noticed.

I have no way of guessing how she and Wang Siqi rekindled their old relationship.Maybe it's really the greatest first love.Maybe in Wang Siqi's heart, no one can replace Ye Xiaolu's position, maybe he just wanted to make me angry... and so on, I sat alone in the dark and guessed a lot, but none of the results I was satisfied with.I'm so stupid, until now, I'm still willing to believe that he still loves me.

At least a tiny bit of love remains.

Time heals all wounds.Will this sentence become Ye Xiaolu's good medicine to comfort herself in the future?She's no better off than I am, I can guess.I also said this to Chang Le.

Changle said, do you want her to live alone in regret?Does that count as revenge.

I laughed, and then, slowly said, she will not regret it.She never does anything she regrets.Don't feel guilty about me either.However, she still won't be happy, because she knows that if something is broken, it will be difficult to recover.And I know this too.

revenge?Humph, I never go back and think about these useless things.

If I have to say this, I feel that I am the one being retaliated against. All of a sudden, lovers and friends are gone.And these are caused by the people I love and love me the most.

How ironic.

Still, I want to tell you——

Xiaolu, if there is a next life, let's be friends again.If there is a next life, you and Wang Siqi should love each other well and never break up.In this way, it is impossible for me to meet him.

If there is a next life, the four of us will still be the same, if we are very good sisters.

Nobody can tear us apart.

Xiaolu, I still want to tell you——

I'm sorry, I wish I could have noticed your mood sooner.Sorry.

(End of this chapter)