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Chapter 719 I Think I'm In Love With You
【67】We will always be together, not thinking, but believing.

I know it shouldn't be this sad.

I know it shouldn't be so capricious.

I know I shouldn't think too much about it.

I know I shouldn't dwell on the past like this.

Knowing doesn't mean it can be done.It is in recent years that I have guessed that I really understand the true meaning.In the past, my mother always nags me, alfalfa, don't think about it every day, it's unrealistic, you have to get hooked with our reality and live in real life.Although the fantasy is beautiful, it is not easy to realize.

How did I answer her back then?I said, I know.

She also said, Clover, you have to study hard, so that you will not be eliminated in the future world, and you can have your own place.

I heard the same answer, I said, I know.Know.

She also said, you have to keep your eyes open, you have to cleanse your heart, don't be fooled by appearances, you have to be brave, you have to be decisive, and you must not hesitate.

I said, I know, I know everything.

She also told me that in love, you must see clearly, feel with your heart, and don't do things like flying moths to a flame.It's just right to love someone with seven points, and use the remaining three points to love yourself.That way, even if you get hurt, it won't be too serious.

I was a little bored, I said, I know, I know, you don't have to remind me like this all the time.

But my mother never cares about me. Even so, she will remind me to live a good life and love myself well.And my answer is like her constant reminder, I always say I know, I know.

It is only now that I really know that I just recognized the literal meaning in the past, and I never thought about how to deal with such a situation if I really encountered it.

I think life is too simple.

I think too lightly of myself.

Until that year when Wang Siqi told me on the phone that he no longer loved me, my irrational hysteria exposed all my weakness and ignorance.Five thunders struck the top.This word is enough to describe my mood at that time.I'm like an elf in a flower bud. I didn't know that there would be such dazzling eyes from the outside. I thought I could sleep peacefully without anyone disturbing me.In the fragrance of the flowers, I forgot that the flowers will bloom after a certain period of time.

Love also has a deadline.Falling in love and breaking up are like twin flowers, one coexisting.

It's not the first time I've seen someone break up, nor is it the first time I've seen how sad people are after a breakup.However, I just didn't think of these possibilities to myself.

Yes, I never thought that Wang Siqi and I would have such a day.Even if I once joked with him, Wang Siqi, don't like others.I've said this, but, I'm talking utter nonsense, utterly, utterly without thinking.

I just want to hear Wang Siqi's warm and affirmative tone, he said, no, in this life, I will only recognize you as one person.My future wife will only be Alfalfa and no one else.

What I asked Wang Siqi was just the worst trick.Used to soothe my occasionally restless heart.

From the moment I was with Wang Siqi, I had no reason to believe that we would have a bright future and we would live together.We will grow old together.

I never doubted this.

(End of this chapter)