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Chapter 702 No One, No Love, Losing His Heart ([-])

Excerpted from Su Xiaoxiao's space log:
Journal title: Finally, I still can't write the ending
发表时间：2013年10月23日 1:30am
Log Access: Personal Visibility Only

I don't know why when the night time passed zero, I became inexplicably nervous, as if the next moment would be dawn.

Time went by so fast that I was caught off guard.

I hardly lament the passage of time.Because I never cared about these.Whether my time is fast or slow, I am living my life without any changes.

But that was maybe ten years ago.

Time changes people.Whether you like it or not.

The society we live in is changing all the time.For example, the coffee bar that Lu Jinnian and I used to go to when we were in college has long since disappeared, replaced by a shop that sells second-hand books. There is a marker pen on a huge white cardboard hanging on the door of the shop that reads: Books sell by the catty , three yuan a catty.I suddenly remembered that the broccoli I bought in the morning cost three yuan and five pounds.Unrelated things, I know, but, I just remembered it suddenly.

There is also a supermarket downstairs from my house. The boss also changed on a certain day.The supermarket is still the same supermarket, and the things it sells are the same.But the person in front of my cashier who often smiled and said to me, "Is eating alone today?" disappeared.The most obvious one is Lu Jinnian. I saw him and Pu An being together, on and off, and finally came to this situation.At first, I really felt that it was a pity that people who loved each other were not together, which always makes people sigh.But now I don't think so.People who love each other do not necessarily have to be together, in other words, people who love each other are not necessarily suitable for being together for a long time.

Both people have their own ideas and the life they want, and they love each other enough, but not enough for their own love.I will understand this way, is it strange?If you know both of them, you will understand me.

Besides love, they all have more important things to protect, some are their dreams, some are their beloved home.No one is willing to regress in order to fulfill their love.

No one can die without love.We all know this.

One day, Lu Jinnian will meet someone. She may not love him as much as she does, and she may not be smart enough, but she is gentle and cute enough without so many small thoughts.When he was vulnerable, he would cry on his shoulder, and when he was happy, he would smile heartlessly.Can act like a baby and can cook well.They will get along peacefully, without quarrels, and they will not feel very hard.Very ordinary life.Lu Jinnianhui is a good husband and father.Work hard, take my wife and children to the playground on my off day.There is a gentle smile on his face.He no longer worries about gains and losses, no longer trembles.Don't worry about losing anymore.

Perhaps the final building blocks of the perfect family are two people who get what they need and know when to step in and back down.

If Lu Jinnian finally meets another girl, I think I will really lose him completely.

So, it's ridiculous, right?After all, I never had one.

He doesn't love me, no matter past, present or future.

For those who have never had it, it is ridiculous to describe it as lost.I think so.However, if he is no longer a person, I must withdraw from his life unconditionally.

I can no longer walk in and out of his house like a friend, I can't walk down the street unscrupulously hooking his shoulders, everything I can do now will come to an end.

(End of this chapter)