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Chapter 465 I Think I'm In Love With You
【19】Friendship, once serious, hurts more than love.So no one dares not to be serious, and no one dares to be too serious.

When Zhao Xianning told me what happened later.

When I knew that Juli had been hurt like that.

When I saw the two of them desperately convincing themselves to choose to believe in order not to let the friendship between us break.

I really want to hug them and cry, for no reason, I just want to cry.

In my middle school days, in fact, I used to treat people this way, too good to get carried away, so good that I thought there was only one C in the whole world.

C is my best friend from junior high school, whom I identify with.

At that time, I was still a paranoid and stubborn girl.The attitude towards friendship is very narrow, and I can't bear the slightest tolerance for my best friend to have a closer connection with his classmates.However, whether I can tolerate it is my business.Whether she wants to associate with other people is her business.No one can control anyone.However, at that time, I didn't understand at all, I only knew that a person's life was sulking, sad, and crying.

At the age of 14, I am sensitive, eccentric, and somewhat hostile.

But my popularity in school is very high, and my popularity is also very good. Everyone wants to get close to me.

But even so, I don't care at all.

Because—the only friend I have identified is C.Only C is my friend, and the rest are just classmates.that is it.

But C doesn't think so. She always thinks that the more friends the better, the more the better.A circle of one or two people is too boring and boring.From C's point of view, friends are people who play, talk and go shopping together, as long as they can be together like this, they are considered friends.

As for me, I have always believed that only like-minded people are friends, and they support each other and understand each other.The most frequently used words in school during that time were: Blessed to share, and difficult to share.

A friend is a confidant of the soul. Only when you walk into each other's hearts can you be considered a friend. Those like C belong to playmates.I don't need playmates, friends, and just a C is enough.

Thinking about it now, the me I used to be was really naive.So persistent, even if you get hurt, you don't hesitate.As long as you can stick to your doctrine.

C is a carefree girl, somewhat like the present Zhao Xianning.In the second year of junior high school, her nickname in class was Wang Xifeng.Because C has never been heard before the sound has arrived in the classroom.She knew almost all the boys and girls in the junior high school, and she played well.Every time I see her mingle with everyone, I feel a little dazed: How on earth did we become good friends?I can't figure it out until now.But really cared about her.

Don't think that jealousy can happen only in love, especially in girls' friendship.Seriousness is stronger than love.

"Then you are jealous, what should you do, should we fight?" Zhao Xianning asked me with a frightened expression when he heard this.

"Clover, she's probably hiding in a corner and crying in circles..." With the exception of Queen Juli, who else would be so heartless.

"Clover, you are so immature." Well, Ye Xiaolu, you are also in possession.

"It's a bit like what Juli guessed." It is true that every time I feel left out, I can only be sad by myself.Countless times I want to talk to C about my thoughts.But they didn't say anything.Although she doesn't understand me, I do understand hers. C will not think about these things, she just wants to be with everyone every day, and be happy together.That's fine.

In fact, C is also right.

No one is wrong.Everyone has their own way of approaching friendship.Everyone wants friends, life is not the same.No one can impose their own ideas on others.

Even if we are best friends, we are still individuals.

C wrote me a letter on the eve of graduation.Eloquent.

For her letter, I cried all afternoon.In the letter she mercilessly denied me as a whole.Say I'm stubborn.capricious.childish.withdrawn.Many things are inexplicable.She said she couldn't understand me at all.She also said that many people in the class didn't like me.Even if they like it, it is because I am the class monitor, I have good grades, and I can help them in the exam.

(End of this chapter)