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Chapter 449 I Think I'm In Love With You
　[3] Who hasn't loved a few scumbags in their youth

This is what Ye Xiaolu told me.

But Ye Xiaolu didn't know that in my youth, I only loved Wang Siqi, and he was not a scumbag, even if he said he didn't love me anymore.

Some people say that girls are most beautiful when they are fifteen or sixteen years old.Some people say that you are the most beautiful when you are 20 years old.Some people say that you are the most beautiful at the age of 24.From the perspective of the theory of the mean, girls between the ages of 15 and 24 are beautiful youth.It is really good to count carefully, more than 3000 days and nights, so long.However, my youth, it ended in an instant.

In the past, I watched people around me die and die because of a broken relationship, desperately trying to keep them, and what's more, they cried, made trouble, and hanged themselves.However, the ending is still the same.So, I once vowed to Zhao Xianning that if my man took the initiative to break up with me in the future, I would definitely not be like that so-and-so. My eyes were swollen for at least half a month. He humbly begged others to stay.To retain a person who doesn't know how to cherish in this way is to practice oneself.Zhao Xianning did not object to my opinion, she just said lightly, when you meet and fall in love, you will have the answer in your heart.

At that time, I was not with Wang Siqi.I wasn't in love with anyone back then either.So I think Zhao Xianning started to play deep again.

After all, Zhao Xianning was right.There is no slightest deviation.I really have the answer in my heart now.To love someone is not to ask whether it is worth it or not.Loving someone will really be humble to the dust, but it will not bloom any color flowers.Some are just more and more guilty.

Things that I was so sure and sure I wouldn't do or even sneer at all the time, now I do them all.

I cried for a full month after the breakup.When I was alone, the tears fell so easily.Even in class, my eyes turned red unexpectedly. If I hadn't bit my lower lip desperately, I would have cried miserably.When I went out to take the bus, unfortunately, I sat in the same seat as the one I sat with Wang Siqi in the past, tears would flow down my cheeks.Sleeping at night, I obviously didn't think about anything, but my eyes were like a faucet that was unscrewed, and tears kept flowing.Also on the road.In that month, there were surprisingly many tears. I had never shed so many tears in a year before.

I even worked up the courage to drop all pride and self-control and call him.I begged him, I cried, crying loudly regardless of my image, I said, Wang Siqi, I don't want to break up with you.I beg you, don't go.I have grown up so much, and I have never taken the initiative to beg anyone without self-esteem.

However, Wang Siqi was unmoved.I'm so sad and I've said so much, he still just repeats what he said that morning, Clover, don't do this, I don't love you anymore, really.

This time I remember very clearly that I hung up the phone first.

I began to believe that he really didn't love me anymore.So let me cry, let me make trouble, let me suffer.What he was most worried about and feared most in the past, now he doesn't care at all.

However, I still can't accept the fact that you no longer love me.
I always think of you in every starry night. You say that the stars in summer are really bright, but they are still not as good as you. You are the brightest star in the night sky, the light of my whole world.

But how will you remember me now, with a smile or in silence?

(End of this chapter)