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Chapter 448 I Think I'm In Love With You
　【2】I always forgot to tell you, but I never really thought that you would leave me.

I received a call from Wang Siqi in the morning, and I thought he was going to say "Good morning, wife." Just like every morning before, he would say to me so gently.But now I only hear him say "Clover, let's break up." His tone is still gentle but without warmth.I pinched my face hard and it hurt so I wasn't dreaming.

Perhaps, this is true.But why?I don't understand at all, I went to see the wedding dress together yesterday, and talked about our future.He must be kidding me, I thought.

"Wang Siqi, today is not April Fool's Day." In fact, I know that Wang Siqi would never joke about this kind of thing, but I really don't want to accept it as true.I have a friend who always breaks up with her boyfriend, repeatedly and repeatedly, but finally reconciles. It is strange to say that every time there is a fight, the relationship does not diminish, but it is sweeter than before. Now the wedding date has been set.Maybe the relationship doesn't end until the end, and no one knows who has left and who can't live.I also discussed this matter with Wang Siqi, but he didn't express any opinion on the incident itself, he just hugged me tightly, and he said, "Clover, even if one day we quarrel hysterically, even if we want to kill each other at that moment , and you must not say the word breakup. Because no matter who says it first, this relationship is over." "Irreversible." He added four more words.I remember wanting to ask him if one day you will.However, I suddenly remembered that Wang Siqi once asked me if I really loved him.I pretended to be angry and replied to him, since you don't believe me, why ask me.I am such a duplicity person, I have said tens of thousands of times in my heart, Wang Siqi, I love you, love you, love you, but if you really let me look into Wang Siqi's eyes and say seriously, Wang Siqi, I love you.That's more intimidating than a set of math papers.Yes, I'm just scared.

"Well, I'm serious. Clover, let's break up." Wang Siqi said this without any hesitation, just like three years ago when he took my hand and said, Clover, I only recognize you in my life. .

But I am really not reconciled.Why so suddenly?If I knew he would answer me like that, I swear, even if you asked me to do a thousand math test papers and be attacked by a thousand cockroaches, I would not ask those three words.

"why?"

"Because I don't love you anymore."

All the lights in the world went out at that moment, and the little light left in my heart from the beginning to now was instantly darkened.My heart is just so empty.I felt so weak, my body was light and light, but my head was as heavy as a thousand-jin boulder.Why is your face so wet?Why am I crying?I haven't done anything wrong.It's not my fault.We've always been in love, haven't we?We used to be so hard together.The days we walked together.Those are sad.those happy times.Why is it nothing all of a sudden?The person who said yesterday that he wanted to protect himself for the rest of his life actually said that he didn't love her anymore.

Who hung up the phone in the end, I don't know.All I know is that I've been crying and crying.That was the worst cry so far.Cried all day.Do not eat or drink for a day.

Wang Siqi, my first love, my favorite, I never thought that you would leave me, just like throwing away an old thing, so mercilessly.

(End of this chapter)