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Chapter 404 But I Only Feel Lonely ([-])

Summer 2010.Nanmu City.in a neighborhood.

"Xiaochun~" A middle-aged man with a crew cut, wearing a white T-shirt and blue-green printed beach shorts was sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, calling a woman's name loudly.

"If you have something to say, just say it. There's so much nonsense!" The short-haired woman poked her head out of the kitchen with an unhappy expression on her face.She was wearing a plain cotton dress and her face was pale.

"I've said it several times, don't wear such old clothes! Look at how well-dressed the old Wang's woman next door is..."

"It's none of your business what I wear?" Xiaochun seemed to have become accustomed to this kind of conversation, she remained silent for a while, and only responded to such a sentence coldly.

"Hmph! You are ruining yourself!" The middle-aged man stared at Xiaochun's cotton clothes with resentful eyes.

Before he said this, Xiaochun had already entered the kitchen.But Xiaochun still heard what the man said.

spoil?Hearing the man's words, Xiaochun couldn't help laughing at himself.

Since marrying this man, her life should have been almost ruined.Perhaps it should be said that since leaving Lianhuadu with his father, life has changed completely beyond recognition.

Get expelled for fighting at school.It wasn't a transfer at all, but a direct expulsion.Dad didn't beg the teacher too much, but just accepted the result indignantly.In the past, Xiaochun might be coded because Xiaochun didn't study very hard in school.But Xiaochun remembered that it was surprisingly peaceful that time.Dad didn't say a word, and he heard all the reproaches.Thinking about it carefully at that time, Dad's face still had a stretched expression, as if he had let go of a burden and relaxed.Xiaochun in that year didn't quite understand the true meaning of that expression.Her father has always been working outside and rarely comes home.Whether it is with myself or grandma, there is very little communication.The only thing that can be regarded as the maintenance of the relationship is the love that blood is thicker than water, but it is only to pay some living expenses.Phone calls are... surprisingly rare.After returning from Lianhua Middle School, Xiaochun asked her father, "Which school do you want to transfer to?" After asking, he sincerely said sorry for making you worry.

Logically speaking, the answer I got should be, "Which school in which city," followed by a kind smile and a big hand gently stroking his face, "It's okay, it's okay."

However, what Xiaochun heard was, "You still have the face to continue asking me about my transfer from school until you are expelled?!" Money trash!"

"..."

That was the first time Xiaochun knew that he was just a waste in his father's heart.Although Xiaochun really couldn't figure out why he was a waste.

However, the tone of this word is really not like saying something wrong by accidental slip of the tongue, nor is it like losing your mind and talking nonsense because of excessive anger.

It's something that really comes from the heart.

In Dad's opinion, dismissing such a thing is not a shameful shame at all, but it is the fulfillment of a wish.Xiaochun thought of a word "schadenfreude" but felt that it was not like that at all. In his father's eyes, this was really his wish. It was his wish that she stop studying. He had prayed and hoped for it since the first meeting.

Stop studying?Xiaochun suddenly confirmed such a message.From today she can no longer go to school.Lotus Middle School is the last school.

(End of this chapter)