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Chapter 353 Last Night Stars Last Night Wind ([-])
But despite this, I think I still can't think that Lu Jinnian and I are the same kind of person or that I and Lu Jinnian are similar in some respects.

In any case, I would never fall in love with someone like myself.

Lu Jinnian, do you occasionally feel a little guilty, or guilt is fine.This is the question I asked him after I helped him dump a girl who was obsessed with him in the first year of high school.

ah?Oh.There will still be a little bit.Lu Jinnian said.

I just thought at the time, after all, human hearts are made of flesh.Besides, he still said such cruel things to such a cute girl, he must still feel a little bit sorry.Don't boys all have heroism of pity and pity?Lu Jinnian is also a boy, so there will be some.

As for himself, he has always had such a strong image, so naturally he can't provoke anyone's desire to protect him.I've always known this.

But don't think too much about it.The guilt I'm talking about has nothing to do with those girls.I feel sorry for pulling you in and causing you to be misunderstood.Although you are indeed a man, you are still a girl after all.Of course I don't care, but it's really bad for your reputation.

I have always had the image of a shrew in front of Lu Jinnian, even if I am occasionally moved by some of his actions, I will not show off easily.But that time I was really moved.Lu Jinnian is also not good at expressing himself, and it was probably the first time he made it clear that he cared about my reputation.

flattered.There was such a surprise at the time.

But Lu Jinnian doesn't know that even if I don't help him with these things, I won't be a good girl in the eyes of others.I knew it a long time ago.So I don't care at all.

As long as I can do a little bit for Lu Jinnian, even if my reputation is ruined again, I will not hesitate.

Anyway, I have nothing to lose, I have nothing in the first place.

Actually, I wanted to talk about what happened yesterday, but since Lu Jinnian has been playing at my house these two days, he didn't play computer games.If Lu Jinnian was by my side, I don't think I could write a single word.

Park Anhao said that the diary only represents the emotions of the day, after this day is not considered instant impression.It is also correct to think about it carefully.Just like my Friday, Saturday and Sunday, I have a different mood every day, although I want to recall and record it on Monday night.But there is no desire in my heart at that time, and I don't want to recall it anymore.It seems that those few days have become a thing of the past like the thousands of days and nights that have passed before, gone with the wind and cannot be recovered.

Just like the days when Lu Jinnian and I were together, they passed by so ordinaryly, together with time, sometimes when I think about it, I can't help but wonder if these are all dreams.

Unfortunately, it is not a dream.

It would be great if it was a dream.Better not to wake up again in your life.

Lu Jinnian's space is still being updated sparsely, and sometimes he will ask me about it.

"Su Xiaoxiao, you really didn't say anything to scold me in the space? Or is it always like that so you dare not let me see it?"

"You're so pretty. My space is full of love letters. I want to show them to people I like in the future."

"Then hurry up and find the person you like, and my brother can give you a reference. Men are all visual creatures."

Every time at this time, I have the illusion that Lu Jinnian is still the same as before, ignorant of everything.

(End of this chapter)