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Chapter 352 Last Night Stars Last Night Wind ([-])

Source: Su Xiaoxiao Space Log
Space access: only myself
发表时间：2012年5月21日 23:12
Journal title: The past is like the wind

Another fulfilling weekend with Lu Jinnian.

After meeting Lu Jinnian and before he met Park Anhao, we actually spent weekends together often.It's ridiculous to think about that time, even if Lu Jinnian went out to date girls, he would always call me during lunch.

He said, have you eaten, if not, eat at the restaurant near the ×× store.You must have thought he was the one who set the position and asked me to come with you.

Congratulations, of course, wrong answer.Lu Jinnian said this because he was eating at the XX restaurant he mentioned.The reason why I was also asked to come over is because when the date is over, we meet to go home together, or go out to play again.Or help her get rid of pestering girls.

He had dated a girl before, who was very pretty and spoke in a soft voice.Originally she was a perfect person, but her personality really didn't match her every move. She was a very willful and authoritarian person. At that time, I didn't understand why Lu Jinnian would be with such a duplicity person.Just as I was summarizing how long this love cycle was, Lu Jinnian told me that he broke up with that girl.Half a month and two days.The breakup was still brought up by Lu Jinnian, but the girl didn't believe what Lu Jinnian said was true.Reluctantly, Lu Jinnian dragged me to act in a scene similar to the plot of a dog blood TV series... I still remember the details clearly, and the girl's resentful eyes.I wondered why it was me who was hated.If I figured it out, I'd give this man a slap.

Then go back and maybe cry bitterly.

I do not know either.

Since that time, I have become a professional split.Sometimes I feel guilty too.I once asked Lu Jinnian, why are you able to be with someone who has no love?In fact, what I really want to say is, why is it okay to be with others, but not me?Obviously you don't necessarily love them much.

But I didn't ask that.

Lu Jinnian said, because the two people who are together have no love, just like the agreement before, they only need to be accompanied, not to love each other.

Can you guarantee that no one is tempted in the end?I asked him.

That's someone else's business.Anyway, it is impossible for me to do this.Since the mentality of the game was at the beginning, how could it be possible to get interested in the process?Whoever violates the rules must pay the corresponding price.

Sometimes I am really speechless to myself. Regarding what Lu Jinnian said, no matter whether I really agree with him from the bottom of my heart or not, I will support him without any reason.

But what Lu Jinnian said was not wrong.Since I made such a choice at the beginning, I have to be able to afford it.Lu Jinnian just kept his word.

Lu Jinnian once said to me like this, maybe we all don't believe in love, don't believe that we will really fall in love with someone, and don't believe that someone will really fall in love with us.No purpose.

It turns out that Lu Jinnian, who is like a prince, would have such dark thoughts. I also thought so many years ago.At that time, I didn't believe that I would change. I almost thought that I would live without knowing why and then die silently.

(End of this chapter)