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Chapter 290 This life is only for you ([-])
④ Even if the person you love is her now, I am willing to help you.

Even though I have had this thought countless times, it is not with an extremely sad mood.Sometimes I really want to tell anyone how I feel.

Whoever it is, really can.

Even I secretly thought about having a word or two with that girl, Pu Anhao. I really wanted to get to know her better and see where the gap between us is.

It's just that it can't be Lu Jinnian, just like I have been hiding my feelings for so many years and not telling him.

What's the point of telling him?
There may be scenes where the confession is rejected.Maybe just being treated like a psycho again.Maybe Lu Jinnian just had an expression of disbelief.

None of this is what I want to see either.

Maybe I'm really a person who is not honest and lacks courage.

I don't want to express my feelings, but I can't justifiably say that I want to compete with that girl.

Every time I think of this, all the fighting spirit and confidence I have accumulated before disappear in smoke.

So when people are fine, they should really think about positive things, so that they will be happier.

⑤Looking at the space log editor, I remembered that Lu Jinnian asked me why I didn't open the space during a small chat.At that time, I said with an indifferent expression on my face, anyway, there is a blog in use, so there is no need for the space to exist.Besides, how can there be so many things to talk about every day?

Lu Jinnian opened his mouth, but remained silent in the end.

In order not to make the atmosphere worse, I told him, but you are a heartthrob, and you must update your space and blog frequently, let alone set permissions that are only visible to you.

Lu Jinnian said, I'm not that shy, you see I'm smiling to welcome guests from all over the world.

Are you a welcome pine?In fact, it was just casually said so.But Lu Jinnian choked on my words.

So in the end, both of them would be laughing and joking.

Imagining so many years, the two of us seem to have come here like this.I really can't remember what kind of warm and decent words I said.He was sick, and our conversations were still the same as usual, not working properly.It's really like the way two men get along.

Thinking of this is still a little frustrating.

So love will always be so far away.

⑥Su Xiaoxiao, friends last longer than lovers.You and Lu Jinnian have always been friends like this, okay?

I asked myself the same question.

Isn't it good that you and Lu Jinnian have always been friends?This way you don't have to worry about gains and losses.

However, the voice in my heart was extremely irritable and resistant.From the day I decided to follow him forever, I will be by his side all the time.After so many years, after such a long time, I didn't just want to be ordinary friends!

The feeling is so strong.Don't let me waver in the slightest.

Now I don't even have the qualification to lose him, so why not talk about long-term or not.

However, taking a step back, at least he is still a friend who will make him care a little bit.

Like what happened today.If he doesn't speak, it means he acquiesces.

(Writing this, I still can't help but want to sigh, Su Xiaoxiao, you are such a despicable person. You are no better than those who indulge in unrequited love...)
However, although there is a taste of invincibility, I am still very happy in my heart.

Really.

(End of this chapter)