good luck

Chapter 194
Due to the heavy rain, the temperature suddenly dropped a lot.

It is very appropriate to wear long skirts in such weather.However, because she was worried about the continued heavy rain, Xia Weiliang still went out in a short skirt.Walking on the road, she regretted it because the wind was very strong.

When the mood is cloudy, come out and breathe the fresh air.This is what Park Anhao told her.

At this moment, Xia Weiliang's bad mood really dissipated a lot.The road washed by the heavy rain is still wet now, and the sky is clearer after being washed by the rain.Xia Weiliang suddenly felt that it was good to be alive.

I also remembered that I always flashed the idea that it would be better not to exist many times a long time ago, but fortunately I always reined in the precipice.Xia Weiliang has never told anyone that I actually feel so depressed that I want to die sometimes.She knew no one would care.Except for my own parents.A long time ago, or in junior high school, Xia Weiliang told a person he thought should be a friend that depression was dead, and he was going to die.In fact, it was a bit coquettish at that time, wanting to comfort.But the girl said to herself: Then you go to die.Of course she said this with a smile.However, Xia Weiliang's heart was still inexplicably sad.She didn't tell her that, though.

At that time, Xia Weiliang knew that to many people, even the people she cared about, her own life and death were actually irrelevant.It's because I always like to make a fuss over a molehill.

I still remember when I was a child, I always told my mother that I would not live long.After I finished speaking, I was naturally scolded by my mother.Xia Weiliang still remembers what her mother said, Xia Weiliang, you metamorphosis child, even though you say stupid things, you are a pig brain.Even so, when I was 15 years old, I still said the same thing to her. As you can imagine, she still scolded me, but Xia Weiliang felt the endless pain in her mother's expression.That was a painful application because she loved me dearly.Xia Weiliang thought about it later.

So when she couldn't hold on anymore, Xia Weiliang always said to herself, at least I still have her, and some of the responsibilities I shoulder.

So she has to work hard to be better, for her who loves her, and for them who she loves.

However, she is still an optimistic pessimist.Until the third year of high school, I met Park Anhao on the Internet.Everything changed again.It was a plain girl with fair skin and a soft voice who always took care of her own feelings.Xia Weiliang and her got along very well, and when they met later, they kept in touch frequently and became close friends.

After that, it is now that they have become people who can face each other day and night.

When she is alone in a daze, she will think that it is rare for someone to love me so warmly and sincerely, and treat me well.Then I must not let her down and make her sad.

So for Xia Weiliang, Pu Anhao is the most important existence now.From 2008 to 2011, for thousands of days and nights, she never changed her mind.

Speaking of Anhao, he has not forgotten Lu Jinnian until now.Zhang Ailing said that forgetting the pain of losing love, there are only two things, time and new love.But, Anhao, I don't know what she thinks.Now she doesn't love anyone, and the person living in her heart is still only Lu Jinnian.

Then, Xia Weiliang also thought of herself.In fact, there is an impossible person living in her heart.People say that pain lasts only a hundred days.It's been almost six years.But Xia Weiliang still can't forget it.In fact, she herself is much more pathetic than Pu Anhao. At least Anhao knows where the person she likes is and can see it, but she herself has no way of knowing his news.

The flower of love when I was young has withered long ago, but I hold the residual flower and refuse to throw it away.

(End of this chapter)