forget me wedding

Chapter 7

In a piece of green grass, Jue'er and Yu Feng are walking side by side, Yu Feng is still holding a little guy in his hand, the family looks very sweet.

Shi Qi was walking alone not far from them, I ran up to him and held his hand.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time," he said.

"What are you doing here?" I naughtily climbed onto his arm.

"We're going to get married! You're gone, everyone is looking for you, hurry up, we won't have time to go to church." He said as he straightened his tie.

That's when I realized that he was dressed very differently today. It was a very formal white dress with a golden bow tie around his neck. His hair was well combed and his beard was clean-shaven. , the whole person is extremely handsome.

I looked down and saw that I was only wearing casual clothes and didn't even have a pair of shoes on my feet. I immediately shook my head shyly and said, "I don't have a wedding dress..."

"But my friends are waiting for us!" Shi Qi helped me straighten my messy hair, and kissed my forehead lightly, "No matter what you look like, I love you."

In an instant, the sky cleared up, a rainbow paved a road in the sky, colorful flowers bloomed on the grass, and friends came from all directions.

I feel happy.Looking at Shiqi, Shiqi also looked at me.

"I love you, Button." His voice suddenly became far away.

"I love you too, my Shiki!" I shouted happily.

Closing my eyes, I offered my lips, and he kissed carefully, happiness and joy filled my heart.I want to open my eyes, but my eyelids are so heavy, I feel pain, and I don't know where there is a dull pain.

"Shiqi, Shiqi..." I whispered.

Finally, I forcefully opened my eyes——

My neck is so sore, I seem to be lying there.The flowers were gone, the rainbow was gone, I turned my head away, and saw a anxious and haggard face—sad eyes, stubbled chin, sunken cheeks, black eye circles, messy hair... It's not the Shiqi just now at all, but I know that this is real.

"Are you awake?" Shi Qi asked anxiously.

"You were so handsome just now." My voice was weak.

Strange, where did all my strength go?

"You're dreaming again." He patted my cheek affectionately.

"Not really!" I turned my face and stared at the ceiling, "You are wearing a dress, your hair is well combed, and your beard is clean shaven. Many people came, and they all looked so happy; there was a rainbow at that moment Pave the way for us, all the flowers are blooming, only one color is missing, but it is also very beautiful... Are these dreams? It would be a pity if they were."

"No, it's not a dream, it's real! When you recover from illness—no! Tomorrow, we will register tomorrow, and we will get married tomorrow... Kou'er, I want you to be my wife, you are my favorite Wife..." He held my hand and put it on his cheek, rubbing it back and forth, tears falling down.

This feeling is so familiar, it seems that I have said to him many times, could it be that I am really dreaming?
what!Shiqi, why are you crying?Your tears weigh on me.

"Are you crying?" I asked anxiously.

"No, I'm happy," he wiped away tears carelessly.

"How long have I slept?"

"Just a moment." He answered me lightly.

"Liar!" I looked at him distressedly, "You have big bags under your eyes, haven't you slept for a long time?" I wanted to touch his face, but I couldn't lift my hand. I knew that the god of death was already standing at my feet. side.

He shook his head.

I looked around, "Why is there no one?"

"It's three o'clock in the morning, and everyone has gone back," he said, showing me his watch.

"Why don't you sleep?"

"Yes, I slept, I just woke up." He smiled easily, but couldn't hide his exhaustion, he must have not closed his eyes for a long time.

I feel sorry for him.

"Sleep for a while, lie on my side, I want to see how you sleep." I begged him softly, "Please."

He shook his head and kissed my fingers, "I'm not tired."

"Please—please, you know? You look so cute when you sleep, like a pretty doll."

"A bearded doll?" He opened his eyes mischievously.

I smiled, this can be regarded as having fun in hardship!

"Come on, sleep on your stomach for a while. When you wake up, you will be energetic again. Only with energy can you take better care of me. Now that I am awake, let me take care of you instead. I will sing to you while you sleep. Go!" I looked at him seriously.

With tears in his eyes, he nodded, lying on the edge of the bed, and closed his eyes.

I know he is not asleep.

"Shall I sing the song "Together" for you? You used to like this song very much, saying that it has a light and beautiful melody. You took me to many streets to find this film, You were so happy when you bought it. I learned the song very hard, because you like to listen to it, and I always think that one day I can sing it to you." My heart is extremely happy, I feel happy.

His eyelids are twitching restlessly, is he trying to open them to see me or is he struggling with sleep?
"Take my hand gently, hug me gently
The icy cold wind, I hide in your arms

I always thought it would last forever, at least till the whiteheads

Only rely on this little heat, what else is missing?
you said i would do-

Cling to your forehead, feel your tenderness

Cold hands, you refuse to give me
Cling to your chest, warm my hand

Only rely on this little heat, what else is missing?
You said I would understand—

Never want to think about the future, what and what

I thought this was our bond
Never asked for anything from you, what and what

Because this is forever staying together..."

——Shiqi's snoring came softly, and I knew he was really asleep.I opened my eyes wide, looking out of the dark window, I was afraid, I was afraid that this was my last vigil for the world, for my Shiqi.

It was getting brighter, and Shiqi slept very peacefully. I didn't close my eyes all night, and I was afraid that if I slept again, I wouldn't wake up.

The nurse came to make rounds and saw Shiqi lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep, so she left immediately knowingly.

Wei Er, on the other hand, carried a cup early in the morning, and ran over with Akai in a hurry, and shouted as soon as they entered the door: "Kuer, I'm here!"

Shi Qi woke up with a start, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was even more haggard.

"Sorry, I didn't know you were resting." Wei'er smiled apologetically, and walked towards Shiqi, "Shiqi, why don't you go back to sleep? Just leave it to me and Akai."

"No need!" Shi Qi took my hand and kissed my lips lightly, "I'll leave and wash my face."

Seeing Shiqi leave, Wei Er immediately sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me carefully.Akai took the cup from Wei Er's hand, poured a bowl of soup to Wei Er, and said to me: "This soup is very nourishing. It was stewed by Wei Er and I last night. We didn't sleep a night. , this is called 'Shiquan Love Great Tonic Soup', it is designed to cure all kinds of diseases, try it."

"Your love is all given to Weier, how can I still have my share?" I smiled and looked at Akai and then at Weier.

Wei Er glared at Akai, and said while feeding me the soup: "You can take it if you want, I can't wait for it, he-he is so annoying."

"A heartless woman!" Akai murmured softly.

"I'll take care of you when you go home!" Wei'er squeezed Akai hard.

The two of them were arguing lovingly, completely forgetting to feed me the soup again.I really envy them, and I can't help but think of my Shiqi, if I "gone", he can find another loved one to spend the rest of his life well, and I am really relieved
But—how many times can a person really love in a lifetime?Life is so short, is one life enough?

Veer started feeding me soup again, blowing it very carefully, and I felt very happy.

Akai was sitting by the side flipping through the newspaper, raising his head to look at us from time to time, as if he had something to say, but he didn't.

"Your spirit is much better today." Wei'er's voice dropped, "You have been in a daze for the past two days, which is scary."

"Do you all know?" My voice was also dim.

"Shiqi didn't say anything. We went to the doctor privately. Wu'er has a good relationship with that doctor—we are all very sad." Wei'er's eyes turned red.

Everyone—does that include those two?
"How is Jue'er?" I changed the subject.

"I gave birth to a beautiful daughter. For some reason, I always feel that the child is very similar to you, especially the eyes, which are big and bright." Wei'er's voice was a little hoarse.

"A child who is only a few days old, how can you tell?" I smiled, feeling very sweet. "Are the mother and daughter safe?"

Will pursed his lips and nodded.

"Where's Lin?"

"Temporarily detained, but everyone is doing their best to help him, and he will come out soon."

"Where's Wuer?"

"She is engaged to Lin." Wei'er's tears finally fell.

A feeling of warmth surged into my heart, perhaps because I was not so blessed, so I knew that others were happy, and I was sincerely happy for them and hoped that they would live well.

but me?There is no hope.

Shiqi walked in, followed by Meiyuan and Xizi.Xizi was holding a large bouquet of perfumed lilies.As soon as he entered the door, he saw Weir and his wife, and immediately exclaimed in surprise: "I thought we were the first, but it turned out that you were earlier."

"Akai has to go to work later, so come over and have a look first, and go straight to work after a while." Weier said.

Xizi nodded, handed the flowers to Shiqi, sat on the edge of my bed, looked at me, her eyes were the same as Weier's just now, and after a long time, she said in a hoarse voice: "Xiaofu received my call yesterday and is now On the plane——I thought that when you came back, everyone could be reunited..."

"Without me, there is one more brat. I heard that Jue'er's daughter is very beautiful, have you seen it?"

"I've seen it. All children are the same. They were wrinkled when they were born, like a little old man. They grow with each passing day."

"When do you want one too?" I asked mischievously.

Xizi smiled and took my numb hand and put it on her belly, lowered her head shyly and said happily, "It's been four months, twins."

Everyone who heard it cheered.

Shi Qi was also smiling, but the way he looked at me was bitter.

My situation was surprisingly good that day, everyone I could see was seen, until night fell, the crowd dispersed, and the rest of the time belonged to me and Shi Qi—he didn’t have a chance to talk to me all day.

"Would you like some water?" He asked me softly.

My eyelids are heavy, but I dare not sleep, I am really afraid that I will never wake up again.I shook my head slightly at him.

"Are you tired? Take a nap?" He said while helping me to pull up the quilt, stuffing every gap in the quilt to prevent a little bit of cold air from entering.

Looking at his serious and thin face, I felt distressed, but said to him in the calmest tone: "You have lost a lot of weight these days. In the future, you will find a woman who can cook and cook to fatten you up. do you know……"

He stopped my trembling lips with his fingers, and his eyes were so red that it made me feel so distressed that my eyes were also red.

"You know what? I have a gift for you. Remember that little suitcase I brought with me the first day I came here? It's in there." He changed the subject of me .

"I didn't let you open it then, did I?"

He nodded.

I shook my head.

"I made it with my own hands. It can be used when we get married, and it can be treasured for a lifetime."

"I can't guess, what is it?" I asked softly.

His tears rolled down, and he put my hand on his cheek and rubbed it gently. "I'll get it for you to see."

"now?"

"Yeah!" He nodded firmly.

I refused to agree, "Don't go! This place is far away from home, I don't want you to go, go tomorrow, see tomorrow."

"Okay, see you tomorrow." He nodded with a smile.

Suddenly, a burst of dizziness hit me, and I felt that the air suddenly became thinner, and I couldn't help gasping for breath.

Shi Qi immediately rang the service bell and helped me up.

Once again I lost in a blank situation.

In the dimness, I heard the young doctor say to Shi Qi: "You have to be mentally prepared, she doesn't know if she will wake up again..."

Of course I can wake up, of course I can.

But I am so tired, sleepy, hurt, tired, and weak, I just want to sleep well.In the distance, Shiqi's voice came, it was pitifully small, but I knew he was talking to me loudly.

Where is the end of this blank world?
"Ku'er..." Someone was calling my name, and I knew it was my Shiqi, but his voice was so far away, hazy and clear.

I want to see my Shiqi.

Someone grabs my hand, I know it's my Shiki, but how can I open my eyes?

I can only wait helplessly until the world quiets down, the pain disappears little by little, and slowly, there is nothing left.

Do not!Can't!
I opened my eyes suddenly, lifted my heavy eyelids, and suddenly at this moment I found that it was already bright.

There are many people beside the bed, are they here to say my last goodbye?Am I really going to die?

"Button..." Shiqi grabbed my hand excitedly.

His hand must be warm, but unfortunately I can't feel it.

Everyone gathered around so I could get a good look at them.The crying started from Wei'er, and Wu'er and Fei'er couldn't help it. Finally, everyone's tears flowed down, defeating the hard work of forcing a smile, and collapsed.

Such crying hit my eardrums, which made me very relieved.

Yu Feng was also there, but his tears fell quickly one by one on Jue'er's face, and seemed to return to her face again, flowing out again, without end, scalding me.

Will is still the same as before, with a red nose when he cries.

Is everyone who can come here?
Shi Qi put his hand on my face lightly, and there was great sorrow in his eyes, "You are a deep sleeper, don't scare us anymore, okay?"

"No more." My voice was originally hoarse, but now it was even more blurred under the oxygen mask.

Jue'er sat by my bed, she was confinement, she was round and clear, but her smile was a bit far-fetched, she asked me softly, "Do you want to see the little guy?"

When I looked at her, I still felt sad, maybe because I couldn't see her so beautiful?Her eyes are beautiful, watery, and she is innocent when she cries, maybe Yu Feng was deceived by her tears?

"Do you want it?" she asked me again.

I struggled and looked at Shiqi with blank eyes. He understood what I meant and helped me take off the oxygen mask.

I smiled gratefully at him.

Looking at Jue'er, I answered her with difficulty, "No need...Wei'er said that the little guy looks like me, I saw it in a dream, very beautiful..."

Jue'er choked with sobs and asked, "In the dream, what..."

"There are all of you, all of whom look so happy, dressed in costumes to attend Shiqi and I's wedding; there is a rainbow-paved road leading to Shiqi and I's happy home, and there are many, many flowers..." I smiled Tell everyone about my dream slowly.

Shi Qi turned his face away, not to let me see the tears he just fell.

"Ku'er..." Jue'er called me again.

My eyes returned to her beautiful face again.

"Don't hate me," she said.

At the last moment, what's the relationship between hating and not hating?I looked at her and asked myself - what is she?It is a flame that is still burning my past, so this hatred must persist.

She tried to take my hand away from Shi Qi's, and I immediately stopped her: "Don't! Jue'er, I have persisted for so long, and I don't want to change anything, and you know very well—we can't go back. Please don't take my hand away from Shi Qi's, without the warmth he gave me, death would have come sooner."

I think what I have said is clear enough, she nodded with a smile, stood up from the edge of the bed, and walked towards her husband, suddenly, she turned her head again, tears fell, and her lips trembled and said: "It doesn't matter if you hate me!" , Don’t hate me, don’t forget me.”

Is it just that?Have you struggled for so long just to keep me from forgetting her?How could I forget?How could I forget her fairy-like aura?How could I forget the thin shoulders she held over me when I cried?How can I forget her every smile and every word...

It's just that everything can't happen again, and there is no time for us to recall it again, we-we can't go back.

Pain came from all directions and surrounded me.I screamed in pain, and dimly I saw a door open to me, the door was full of black forget-me-nots, and after passing through the door, there was a beautiful and alluring rainbow bridge.

"Shiqi—" I called out hoarsely.

"I'm here!" He knelt by my bed and drew closer to me.

The Rainbow Bridge became clearer and clearer. At the end of the bridge came the Shiqi in a white suit and a golden tie. He stretched out his hand and wanted to take me away.

I turned my head with difficulty.Take a look at the Shiqi next to me—they are very different, but I feel more sorry for the emaciated Shiqi beside me who is crying helplessly.

The distress made my breathing short.

"Don't leave me, please, don't..." His tears were flooding and he didn't hide it.

I don't want to leave him, I don't want to, but my breathing refuses to let me go, so I can only gasp for breath with difficulty.

Everyone held back their tears and looked at me with pity.

So sleepy, heavy eyelids.

"Don't sleep, button, I'll tell you stories, I'll sing to you, I'll say 'I love you' to you, say it ten thousand times a hundred million times, don't close your eyes, please, don't... ..." Shiqi's cries finally became chaotic, and they came from all directions, tearing my heart apart.

My Shiqi, how can I bear you?
The white mist dissipated and brought me to a world without sound, this is not my world, I want to go back!
The last effort seemed to borrow the last time from the god of death, and I finally woke up again.

"Are you awake?" Will leaned over.

"Where's Shiqi? Why didn't I see him?" I searched for him everywhere.

"He went back to get his things and will be back soon."

"I'm afraid I won't be able to see him for the last time." I laughed at myself and looked at the friends around me.

They have nothing to say to me, they just try their best to give me the most beautiful smile, which makes people feel very heartwarming.In the crowd, I saw You, she was sitting quietly in the corner, and when she saw that I was awake, she came over.

"You, it's great that you're here..." I said excitedly.

She took my hand and placed it on her cheek, tears welling up in her eyes. "You and I have been friends for more than ten years. If we look back every day, we can be sisters in the next life... In the next life, I will be the older sister, and you will be the younger sister. I will protect you forever..."

I smiled and said, "When we arrive in heaven, I will help you find Sen and tell him that you will wait for him in your next life."

You covered her face with her wide sleeves, returned to her seat and wept quietly.

The door was quiet, but Shi Qi didn't come.

What did he go back for?Why don't you come back?The god of death has not lent me much time!

There was a flurry of footsteps approaching from far away, everyone looked towards the door, and greeted the belated hero with me.

The one who appeared at the door was Shiqi who came from a dream—white suit and golden bow tie.It's just that his hair is still messy, not as shiny as in the dream. He was panting heavily, walking towards me slowly, his eyes fixed on me, never moving away.

He has a wedding dress that is so white that it shines.

Oh!I finally knew what he was going to give me as a present—something to keep for a lifetime, something to use at my wedding, something he made himself.

Panting out of breath, he spread out the wedding dress, and his friends gathered around immediately. Everyone grabbed the corner of the wedding dress and helped him spread the wedding dress on me. Finally, the applause danced with his kiss.

"Have you seen... the groom who ran all the way with the wedding dress? I am..." His breath was still not steady, and it was a bit difficult to speak.

His hands fumbled in his pockets, and finally, the tab of a soda can appeared in his palm.He knelt down on one knee and said to me firmly: "I didn't have time to buy it, I just found this - it doesn't matter what you wear, the important thing is that we are together, forever, forever...we will never be separated again, button, we will not be separated." Separated again..."

His hands were trembling, and he put the ring on me gently.

Once worn, it encloses us, and we are no longer separated.

Although his hands were shaking, but it was unshakable firmness, looking at me, he said: "Tomorrow, we will go to XZ, to the Potala Palace - now, you just need to say 'I do'. "

At this moment, how can there be a mountain of worry and worry coming to me, what am I thinking?
"Shiqi!" I called out, "You once told me that if two people who love each other can look back [-] times in this life, they can meet again in the next life. I have always believed in this legend—we have been together for nine years. It's been a year, at least we can have a glass of wine together in the next life... When we meet, you must recognize me..."

"Idiot!" His tears slowly rolled down his thin cheeks, "Don't think too much about anything, our life in this life hasn't started yet! In the next life, the next life, of course I will recognize you, because you are a good man Woman, is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen... Kouer, I will be with you in the next life, the next life, and the next life, and I will never be apart!"

Tiredness came to visit me again.

"Shiqi, I love you... how can I bear you..." I'm so tired! "Shiqi, I love you so much, I love you so much..."

"I love you too, I love you so much..." Shiqi's cries finally dissipated, and he collapsed without reservation.

I tried hard to raise my hand, but I didn't have the strength.

Maybe it’s the connection of hearts, he took my hand and put it on his chest, and then put his own on my chest—this is our sweet little gesture, let each other understand each other’s love in the heartbeat of a lover meaning.

I felt it, his heart was saying "I love you" to me with every beat.And did he feel my heartbeat?Is it very faint?My heart is about to stop beating, and I can clearly feel the heaviness, but how can my love for Shiqi stop?

The beautiful white mist rose around, and I vaguely saw that Shi Qi with shiny hair, he stretched out his hand and asked me: "Would you like it?"

My voice is pitifully low, but I believe my Shiqi can hear me, because he has always been by my side and never left.

"I would." I said.

Stretching out my hand, I held Shiqi's hand, and walked with him through the gate covered with black forget-me-nots on both sides, and stepped onto the Rainbow Bridge.The sun is shining on my beautiful wedding dress.Everyone clapped hard and cheered for us.

Looking back quietly, the slowly closed door ended my nostalgia for that world.However, the moment the door closed, I saw a man with a wedding dress running towards me—it was Shiqi, my Shiqi.

The door finally closed, closed forever, blocking him out.

The deep bell rang, and I was going to hold my wedding with Shiqi. I will not let him look around for me anymore, and I will not let him be so lonely anymore.My wedding is going to be amazing because I have it all in such a beautiful paradise.

But I still wear a pull-tab on my finger, which is a blessing from another world - in that world, there is a man crying for me, and I heard him say: "Forget-me-not..."

(End of this chapter)