forget me wedding

Chapter 4

Yesterday I told my friends that I was going to do something, and naturally all my friends arrived on time, I know they didn’t want to kill me, they really wanted to get together with me again, it’s just that we’ve been apart for so long, everyone So many strangers, they can't find a good excuse.

When Shi Qi and I arrived at the hotel, Will's phone call followed.

"Ku'er, where are you shopping? Everyone is here, do you want to renege on your bill? Let me tell you, we won't wait any longer. I'll send you the bill after eating. Don't try to run away." shouted.

A Kai's voice came from the side again on the phone, "Why are you talking like that, what if you scare her away again?"

I couldn't help laughing, and responded casually: "I'm downstairs."

I turned off the phone and went upstairs, and as soon as I saw someone, those guys started screaming indiscriminately to show their excitement.

"Don't make noise, don't make noise!" Fei'er loudly stopped this "riot", "My precious son is sleeping, please don't make such noise!"

Shiqi and I looked at each other and smiled, and sat down together.

This time there were also their children, some who could run and jump, and some who were still in swaddling babies.Douzi also brought his bride, a very refined girl who was a little shy when meeting people.

Without my introduction, everyone who sees Shi Qi knows who that person is.Fei'er shook the little guy in her arms and said to me: "Your boyfriend's dimples are so beautiful."

Shi Qi thanked him embarrassingly. At this moment, Concubine's son frowned for some reason, and before he opened his eyes, he began to howl.Concubine's hands and feet were messed up, shaking and coaxing, but her precious son didn't sell her at all, and the more he cried, the harder he cried.

When Fei'er's baby son cried, it didn't know which nerve of Bin's baby girl was affected, and the little guy started to cry too.

For a moment, the entire box was flooded by the cries of the two little guys.

The adults froze for a moment, then laughed heartily.Bin took over his daughter from his wife, loving her very much. He kissed his daughter's little face and said, "Be good, baby. Let's ignore that brat. If he's not good, let's ignore him. Be good, baby..."

"I think these two little guys hit it off very well. They look a bit like husband and wife. Come on, come on, let's make a baby kiss for them today. It's lively!" Yongping immediately elicited strong reactions when he opened his mouth, and everyone agreed. , except Bin and Feier.

Concubine deliberately gave Bin a blank look, and said disdainfully: "Our Zijie will not marry your family's chrysanthemum or flower. Our Zijie will go abroad in the future and marry an American foreign girl to enhance the friendship between the two countries." Maybe it will be our family Zijie's important task in the future."

"Hey, that lesbian, my daughter's name is Kaimei, a beautiful and happy plum blossom born in winter. That name was given by the Huang Daxian at the street corner. They said that this name is the name of his old man. I have named the best one in the past few years, and I am safe!" Bin looked as proud as a peacock.

Concubine just wanted to say something, Yongping pulled his son over and said solemnly: "Hey, you mean that Huang Daxian at the street? He also said that Liu Lian of our family is named after him for decades. Get the best, when did you become the best 'Kayme' in your family?"

"'Durian'? I still have 'Apple'! What's your name, let everyone talk about it." Bin had a disgusted expression on his face.

At this time, Yongping's five-year-old son (let's call him "little durian") pulled Yongping's clothes and asked Yongping aggrievedly: "Father, you married Uncle Bin's daughter to Auntie Feier Then what shall I do next?"

Everyone burst into laughter, at this time, the food was served. "Eat vegetables—eat vegetables..."

"That's how they all play." I said to Shi Qi with a smile.

Shi Qi's smile is faint, I know he doesn't like this kind of party.I lowered my eyelids, secretly, under the table, I gently held his hand, a little apologetic.

He thought I was uncomfortable, so he immediately looked at me and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"No!" I smiled apologetically.

"Fool!" He scolded me in a low voice, and privately squeezed my hand even tighter, it hurt me a little.

I suddenly thought of Yu Feng and Jue Er, looking at them, just saw Jue Er was wiping the vegetable juice off Yu Feng's clothes with a napkin, they were so affectionate.

Although everyone broke up unhappy yesterday, but today they seemed to be fine, they still came, and they dared not not come.Looking at Yufeng again, I remembered what Lin said, and my heart tightened.

Shi Qi put the vegetables in my bowl, I recovered and smiled at him.

The troublesome Bin yelled at this moment: "Kou'er, when will you get married?"

I didn't answer, Yu Feng and Jue Er immediately looked at us.

Shi Qi took up the topic with a smile on the sidelines, "Soon, you must come to have a wedding banquet then."

"Of course!" Bin Yue said more and more excitedly, put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand, and said: "Among our friends, Kou'er used to be the liveliest, you don't know—her fists are so powerful, one can hit Two or three men! She used to be clamoring for an early marriage, but now she is ninety-nine in her twenties and hasn't married yet. You! My buddy, I say, you marry her back, whether it's laundry, cooking, or gatekeeper You can buy groceries too, just treat it as a good deed, save an innocent young girl who is about to grow old, marry her! Don’t let her expire.”

Friends burst into laughter immediately.

Yu Feng and Jue Er seemed to be quietly breathing a sigh of relief.

And what about Shiqi?My Shiqi was also laughing, but the smile was a little sad, I couldn't bear to look at it, and secretly hated myself.If I'm healthy, if I live longer, if...

Shi Qi also looked at me, but I turned my head away.

The children were running around me, and I only knew Will's child, and I didn't know any of the other children--it didn't matter if I didn't know them, there wouldn't be any of my children anyway.

Life is a reincarnation, but I want to stop in this life for the continuation of life after life.There is no afterlife, no restart of life, no innocent eyes of a child.I have only an empty shell, as Shi Qi said, just a speck of dust, a lonely soul looking for a way home.

It's just that the sky is getting dark too fast, and loneliness is pervasive.

Is it possible to avoid a horrible death if I stop my thoughts?If it's all just a dream, can I wake up in a panic?If, if, if this is all if, how wonderful it would be!

Look at the people around you, is it the one you love or the one who loves yourself, is it the one who cried for you yesterday or the one you are going to entrust to your life tomorrow?Is it bestowed by God in pity on you, or did fate come early from the afterlife?

No one knows that I am about to die, only Shiqi beside me; no one cares about my short life, only Shiqi who loves me.If I ask you - what is love?Is it a vigorous one that will be unforgettable to your heart, or is it a plain and simple support to grow old?How long can love last?Is it the moment when the flowers fall or the perseverance until death?
In fact, there is no need to think about anything, I only have a little time to breathe, I have no time to think, I am afraid to think.

Someone pushed me, I turned my head, and it turned out to be Wu'er.

"Why don't you eat?" Wu'er said as she put a piece of meat into my bowl. "You're too skinny, it's not good."

"Eat more too." I also put a piece of meat in her bowl.

"I have a bad appetite these days." She took a sip of wine. "Have you ever seen my daughter? Hey! That girl who pierces the sky.

I looked over, and the little guy happened to be looking at me too, looking at each other, smiling heartily at each other.

"She's beautiful," I said.

"Like her dad. The one in my stomach looks like me." She said very flatly, not like the attitude of a woman who is preparing to be a mother.

I was thinking, maybe she was having a fight with her husband?
"Are you having trouble with your husband? Why are you still drinking?"

"No!" She patted the back of my hand reassuringly, and said, "Don't worry about me, I can handle it by myself, don't forget that I am a nurse!"

"What about your husband? I didn't see you bring your husband here today."

She didn't answer me directly, but said directly: "It's not the first time, I used to be called hard work, the hot June day..."

"Where's your husband?" I insisted.

She was stunned for a moment, but said in a calm tone: "He's out doing business, and he only comes back two or three times a year, and the little guy in his belly doesn't belong to him."

I was very surprised. Fortunately, everyone chatted loudly, and no one heard Wu'er's words.

Wu'er looked surprised at me, but instead laughed a little: "What's wrong with you? I thought you were still the same as before. You shouldn't find it strange. Kou'er, you've changed. I thought you were the same as before. will support me."

"Why? You..." I couldn't ask.

She blinked her big beautiful eyes, and suddenly burst into laughter.Everyone looked at her, she shook the wine glass in her hand to everyone, and then drank it all in one gulp. Everyone did the same as her, drank the wine in their hands, and chatted again.

I feel sorry for her laughter, because it is so desolate and no one knows the reason, so no one can hear it.

"Is your husband treating you badly?" I asked again.

She put down the glass and looked at me seriously, before finally saying, "I'm lonely."

I nodded and didn't say anything else. Loneliness is the best reason, in fact——I really admire her courage.

Shi Qi beside me looked at me and asked, "What do you think?"

"No!" I pretended to be fine and took a sip of the soup.

My eyes stopped on the face of Yu Feng opposite, he happened to be looking at me too, I hurriedly turned my eyes away.What does this meal taste like?Have I lost my sense of taste?Otherwise, how could I not taste it?

Wu'er handed me a goblet with some red wine in it. I took it and took a sip. Suddenly, I remembered what Lin said, and my heart tightened again. Could it be that I couldn't let go of being for Yufeng? High hanging heart?

I turned around and asked Wu'er, "Do you know what research Yufeng is doing?"

Wu'er nodded.When Wu'er spoke, the cup slipped from my hand and smashed to the ground into thousands of pieces, just like my heart, my hatred, and my pain were all shattered.

Because I heard Wu'er say: "Yufeng is researching—how to grow black 'forget-me-not'."

In the middle of the night, I hid in Shiqi's arms. As usual, he hugged my naked body and fell asleep peacefully.

However, I kept my eyes open, couldn't sleep, and was very cold.

Trouble trouble trouble……

"You're shaking." Shi Qi's voice came from above his head.

I didn't answer him.

He helped me raise the quilt, hugged me even tighter, and asked, "Are you going to watch the world again?"

"He's dying," I said.

"Who?"

"Yu Feng."

"Oh!" He replied without any emotion, he and Yu Feng had no friendship at all, and there was no relationship between them, so it would be better.

After being quiet for a long time, I knew that Shi Qi was not asleep.

"Can you prevent his death?" Shi Qi asked lightly.

"can."

"Then will you stop it?"

"I do not know."

He sighed, stroked my hair gently with his hands, and murmured: "You have always been a transparent child in front of me, and you have not been able to hide your thoughts from me, you have always been."

My nose started to sore, I raised my head to meet his eyes, and choked up: "For so long, what have I lived for? What sustains my life - not only your love, but also to them I hate them. I hate them, but I don’t know how to hate them; I want to get revenge on them but I don’t know how to do it, I, I... I don’t want him to die.”

The tears finally burst.

"Don't want him to die just because you hate him?" he asked.

My heart ached, "Yes, it's because of hate."

He patted me on the back lightly, without saying a word.

"I love you, Shiqi." I said.

"Hmm!" he responded.

"What should I do? Should I tell him? This is the best time for me to take revenge on them, should I give up?" I helplessly grabbed Shi Qi's arm.

He sighed again. "Can you understand how I felt when I knew you were terminally ill and had less than a year to live?"

I shook my head.

"I'm scared! Because I love you, because I'm about to lose the you I love; I also have helplessness, because I can't change this fact. All of this is pain! Please think about it from Jue'er's position, she is about to lose what she wants. For the people she supported until the old age, she didn't even know that the danger was coming. By then, these fears and pains would overwhelm her, and she would not be able to bear it."

"That's right!" he went on to say, "This is indeed the best opportunity for revenge, but will you really take revenge like this? What good is it for you, is it just for peace of mind? Don't forget, I am losing you too , I am the same as Jue'er. It's just that I was mentally prepared for the pain, and I added it up bit by bit. When that day comes, I really lost you, whom I love, and she also lost She loves him, then these two pains are all caused by you."

I also sighed slightly.

"You are still you, kind you." He kissed my cheek and my forehead dotingly, "Tell her, life is precious,"

He just listened to what I said, and he would not ask why Yu Feng died, because he believed that he knew I would tell him what I didn't want to say—it would only add to each other's pain.

I gradually calmed down.

"Tell me about your illness." He asked again.

I smiled wryly and had nothing to say.

"Did the doctor tell you to have an operation?"

"The cancer cells have spread, and there is no way to do surgery." My voice was pitifully low, but in this silent night, he still heard it.

"Why don't you let me go with you to get the report?"

"I'm afraid I'll collapse in front of you."

"It doesn't matter this time."

"No! This is the last time." I put my hand on his bare chest, feeling his heartbeat.

He also put his hand on my chest.This is our consistent small action, feeling each other's heartbeat together, and every time it beats, the heart under the palm grows old for a second, but with eternal persistence, we say: "I love you."

I decided to go to Yufeng's house again, and go with Shiqi.

I decided to persuade Yufeng to give up that experiment, give up that flower, and give up that agreement we had——

I remember that there was sunshine at that time, very bright, pouring down from his happy face.Standing by the sea, he said to me loudly: "I will send you a flower, the name is 'Forget-me-not', no one has seen such a flower - strong fragrance wrapped in black The petals are planted with my own hands, watered with my sweat, and carefully cared for by my love. I want you to hold it into the church, hold my hand, and live forever..."

Then he put his hand through my ear-level short hair, and said, "You want to keep me long hair, and when we get married, I'll pull it up high for you—only a few strands hang down, playfully Your face flutters with the wind, and then we listen to the priest pray for us and swear our love, everything will be perfect."

I remember, I will always remember that poetic declaration of love, that is our youth, our youth and ignorance, swimming in the sea of ​​time with only a passion.

Long hair, I have it. For a long time, I have always had waist-length hair, but I am old, and this hair has waves—just like the waves that passed gently under his feet back then.

And what about flowers?Hasn't he already given up on me?Why do you want to plant those flowers?If I tell him that flower will end his life, will he be afraid?Will it continue?

Perhaps, that flower does not belong to me.

I hugged Shiqi's arm tightly, it's so cold this winter.

Shiqi put his hand on the back of mine, is it comforting?
For our arrival, Yufeng and Jue'er were very surprised. They thought that I would never step into their house again in this life, right?
Shi Qi admired their home very much. I know he likes such a clean cabin, especially the small bar and small fireplace.

Yufeng brought the big white bear puppet to me, and said with a silly smile, "Don't forget to take it with you when you leave. If you can't carry it, call Shikina."

"I easily stain white things." I replied lightly.

Shi Qi hugged the doll, put it on the sofa next to me, and said in a half-commanding, half-joking tone: "Kou'er, the doll is very beautiful, don't you like dolls very much? Take it!"

I didn't answer him, just smiled.

Jue'er opened the refrigerator and brought out a lot of snacks, and Yufeng immediately made a pot of good tea.

Shi Qi sat beside Yu Feng in a friendly manner. When he looked around the hall, he saw the wedding photo, and immediately praised: "The wedding photo is very good!"

"Go and take a picture when you get married, it's taken by Xiaofu's cousin, it's free!" Jue'er sat beside me with a big belly and a smile.

Shi Qi looked at me and said, "So good, free?"

There was a fiery passion in his eyes, I couldn't bear to look at it, so I had to lower my head, but I heard him ask again: "Jue'er, how old is the baby?"

"It's been more than six months. Will you stay until then? I want you to name the child." Jue'er looked at her husband happily.

Yu Feng smiled and nodded.

Shi Qi was also very happy. He took my hand and said, "Okay! Then let Kouer and I choose a name for him. Kouer and I both like girls very much. It would be great if they were girls. You have to be as beautiful as your mother, and as steady as your father."

Both Jue'er and Yufeng laughed happily, and their laughter made me sad.

Shi Qi patted the back of my hand and asked me meaningfully: "Are you okay?"

"Okay, of course." I replied lightly, without much emotion.

God knows if I can survive until then.

Jue'er tried to hold my hand, but I flinched a bit, but she still held it. Her tone was pleading: "Let's eat here at noon!"

"Okay!" Shi Qi agreed before I could refuse.

It was the first time in nine years that she shook my hand, and it was as cold as ever.

Yufeng also took Shiqi's hand and said: "Women like to chat, let them chat, let's go shopping!"

"Okay!" Shi Qi stood up, pulled up his jacket, turned his head and gave me a deep look, and left with Yufeng.

It's just me and her.

I took a cigarette with an excuse, and pulled Jue'er's hand away, and smoked again with an excuse, and sat away from her, far away.

"The smell of smoke is bad for you and the kids," I said.

She smiled and nodded.

I have nothing to say.I hate silence, I hate silence, so I went to the TV and turned on the TV and stereo, played a CD, and watched TV programs and listened to the CD as if nothing had happened, so as not to think too much.

"Will you marry him...?" she asked me suddenly.

I looked at her suddenly, and met her brave and bright eyes.She is thin and small, and her body has not gained any weight due to pregnancy. Now she is curled up on the sofa, making her even more petite.

"Will you?" She asked again when she couldn't hear me.

"No!" I replied simply.

Her head dropped.

Until now, I still don't understand what kind of magical power this woman in front of me has, and what method did she use to take Yu Feng away from my side?She is just a thin shell, she doesn't have three heads and six arms, but she can make Yu Feng obliterate the oath she made to me, why can she make Yu Feng obsessed with her for so long?Maybe they will stay together for a lifetime and never separate.But I can't understand, I really don't understand why love is so strange-people who are together at the beginning often don't necessarily support each other until they grow old.

Now I believe in fate a little bit, fate is a trick of fate.

The cigarette in my hand soon ran out, I threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray, looked up at Jue'er, and found that she was also looking at me.I laughed dumbly and asked, "What are you looking at? It's so strange to me!"

"I miss you so much!" Her eyes were red again.

I couldn't stand the anger, so I sighed and turned my head to the TV, but I heard another sigh from her clearly.

There is a lyric in the song that moved me. It is just a few simple notes singing along with the singer: "If love is happiness, then what is the bet for the person who sheds tears? Confess..."

"Whose song?" I asked.

"Anonymous's."

"Oh, it sounds good."

"Yu Feng bought it, and he said that listening to CDs is necessary to listen to this effect."

I took a CD casually, and said a little sentimentally: "Yes, Yu Feng likes to listen to such light and leisurely things... Uh, Shi Qi also likes it very much!"

"But you love cartoons the most," she said immediately.

I smiled, put the film back, and walked around the room.

"Come, have a cup of tea," she said.

I stopped and sat next to her.Quietly took the tea in her hand and took a sip.

Tea is good tea, fragrant and fragrant.

"Is it good? It's from Wu'er."

Wuer?I remembered the conversation I had with Wu'er last night, so I asked, "Is Wu'er and her husband not on good terms? Why haven't I met her husband?"

"Her husband seldom comes back, so it's hard for her. It's lonely and boring for a woman with a child behind her."

"and then?"

Jue'er's hand for adding tea to me stopped in mid-air, she seemed to want to take something but forgot, she just asked me a little hesitantly: "You know everything?"

"A little bit."

"That man is not as brave as her."

To be honest, I really want to know who that man is, but I don't want to ask her again.

Jue'er refills my tea again.Finally, she stopped everything in her hands, looked out of the window as if praying, and clasped her hands together.A gust of wind blew in, rushing her words past my ears, and I heard her say, "It's Lin."

I shivered, why is it that man again?

"Lin and Wu'er belong to the same hospital, and Wu'er is Lin's assistant. Lin has never been married, and somehow she and Wu'er got on good terms, but recently I heard that the two separated. God knows what that man wants to do. "Jue'er's tone was very flat, and she didn't show any worry about Wu'er getting into trouble with that dangerous man.

"Lin is taking revenge." My tone was more flat than hers.

Jue'er froze for a moment, her face turned pale, and she asked incredulously, "You, what are you talking about? Retaliation? Who does he want to take revenge on? Is it me or Wu'er..."

Her lips began to tremble up and down, her eyes began to look hollow, tears slowly filled her eye sockets, and finally, she cried out loud.

I leaned against the back of the chair, held the cup in my hand, and leisurely watched Jue'er crying.

"I should have known earlier, it's all my fault..." Jue'er choked up.

She is old and not as ruthless as before.Looking at her appearance, I really can't believe that such a fragile person has become my strong enemy.

"You should think about what to do with Wuer." I said.

"That fool! That man is so bad, why is she still with him? It's impossible for him to love Wu'er, it's impossible!" Jue'er screamed.

"Then who does he love?" I asked coldly.

One sentence stopped Jue'er, she stared blankly at me with her big beautiful eyes open, and finally, she burst into earth-shattering tears, the cry was sweet, hitting my eardrums, like a powerful song The piano music is exciting.

She muttered vaguely: "How, how... I became a sinner again, Wuer, Wuer... another victim..."

I was quiet, not going to comfort her.

At this moment, the door opened, and two men walked in talking and laughing, carrying dishes with both hands.Seeing Jue'er's tears, the two men were stunned.

The tears of a beautiful woman are the best weapon against a stupid man.

Yu Feng put the dishes on the floor, walked over slowly, sat beside Jue'er, and asked softly: "What's wrong? Don't cry, it's not good for the child."

Jue'er wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, looked at Yu Feng, and then smiled reluctantly and said, "It's okay, I got sand in my eyes... By the way, I'll get some food you and Shi Qi bought."

Shi Qi stretched out his hand to stop her, "No, it's fine for me and Kouer to come."

Everyone looked at me, although Shi Qi's tone was very light, but everything was decided for me.I sighed, got up from the sofa, and helped Shiqi carry the dishes into the kitchen, leaving Jue'er and his wife in the hall.

As I expected, as soon as I entered the kitchen, I heard Shi Qi scolding: "Why did you make people cry? Can't you talk about it?"

"Why did you buy taro? I don't like to eat it." After speaking, I threw the taro bag into the sink and turned on the tap.

"Didn't you say you have to forgive? Have you forgotten?" He asked immediately.

I put another bag beside him, picky: "These eggplants are so ugly, can they be eaten?"

He suddenly put on a straight face, looked at me coldly, and asked, "You like this look very much, don't you?"

"I don't like bean sprouts either!" I looked at him coldly.

In this way, we stared at each other for a long time, neither of us would compromise until the water in the sink overflowed.Shi Qi glared at me, turned around to turn off the tap, and began to wash the vegetables with his head down.

I stood behind him and I knew he was angry.

Feeling guilty and sad for no reason, I hugged him from behind and apologized sadly: "I'm sorry, it's my fault..."

He didn't speak, he was unmoved, but it made me more scared.I willfully pulled him over, got into his arms, and started to cry.

His face remained expressionless, very quiet.

If he ignores me, I will feel that the world has left me, and I will be afraid, panicked, and helpless.He is a man who can scare me, he knows where my weaknesses are, so he makes my heart beat and tremble.He is not like Yu Feng.

After a long time, he said, "Say hand me the basin."

I hurried to get the basin, and he would talk to me, explaining that he had forgiven me.

After working for more than half an hour, Shi Qi and I finally made five dishes and one soup.When it was served on the table, I saw a bottle of red wine on the table, which was from 82, which was quite expensive.Thinking back, where did I see this bottle of wine?
Shi Qi asked Yu Feng jokingly: "The little grape red in 82? Today is really a blessing, Yu Feng, this should be your treasure, right? Are you willing?"

"Let's have fun!" Yu Feng replied simply, and brought four goblets over.

Jue'er also came over with her waist supported.

I also sat down quietly, leaving Shiqi to prepare the dishes alone.

I saw that Jue'er's tears were not completely dry.

After everyone was seated, Yu Feng began to pour the wine.He poured the least for Jue'er, and the most for Shiqi.He said: "I am reluctant to drink this wine on weekdays. It was given by a Japanese friend in the year you left. I always think that one day you will be able to drink it too. You love the little grape red the most."

Shi Qi froze for a moment and looked at me.

I swirled the wine in the glass, took a sip, and was immediately intoxicated.The fragrant taste infects every taste bud in my mouth, and then occupies every sense organ in my body, making one feel as if flying in the sky, looking down at the earth, feeling refreshed and happy.

"Good wine!" I sincerely praised.

"As long as you like it." Jue'er said while raising her glass, "Kuo'er, come! I'll toast you."

"Such a precious wine needs to be tasted slowly, bit by bit, so let's not do it, just do whatever you want." After I finished speaking, I raised my glass to her and tasted it lightly.

Jue'er's hand stopped in mid-air, and in the end, she just took a small sip.

Next, we started eating.

To be honest, I don't have much appetite, I'm just picking rice grains there.It was only when Shi Qi put down the bowl and chopsticks that I realized that I had still finished half of my bowl of rice.

"Why, the food is really not to your liking?" Shi Qi asked with concern.

"No!" I answered and put some food in my bowl.

"Ku'er, some soup!" Jue'er said as she took my bowl and handed it to Yu Feng.Yu Feng hurriedly filled my small soup bowl with some soup.

I took the bowl, but didn't drink it right away, but started today's main topic - "Yu Feng, do you still remember our previous agreement?"

Yu Feng and Jue'er looked at me in surprise, Shi Qi was also a little surprised, he didn't know what agreement between me and Yu Feng.

I thought it was not a good way to start the topic, so I changed my tone and asked four serious questions: "Yu Feng, are you really planting 'Black Forget-Me-Not'?"

He thought about it, and finally nodded.

"Please stop that experiment!"

There was a hint of anger in his eyes.

Shi Qi had a hurt look on his face.He didn't know the connection between Yufeng's life and death and that black flower, he only knew that I was keen on all black flowers.

He must think I've been lying to him for a long time, right?
Yu Feng's voice sounded angrily: "Why!"

His tone was heavy.

"Are you afraid of death?" I asked bluntly. "Did you know that the flower you are studying now is the messenger of death! It will kill you!"

"Where did you hear that? Nonsense!" He was very excited, blushing, "You know how hard it is for me? I spent several years cultivating and researching it, not waiting for you to tell me today Come on like this!"

Jue'er tugged at the corner of her husband's clothes to signal him not to be so excited, then she turned to me and said, "Yu Feng has indeed been researching and planting that kind of flower for the past few years, day after day, year after year, how many times he has failed He never gave up every time. He would go to the flower shed every day to take care of those fragile lives like his own children, that is the gift we want to give you!"

What is "Our gift to you"?That was what Yu Feng wanted to give me, so what does it have to do with her?
I looked at Shiqi, but he didn't look at me.He was lowering his head in thought, shaking the goblet lightly in his hand, the wine in the glass was shaken and returned to the bottom of the glass.

I sighed and said seriously to Yu Feng: "I really didn't lie to you, that's why I came here today. That flower can cause cancer, so please give up this experiment."

"How could it be? That research only needs to change the chromosomes and factors in the flower, and then use drugs to control it—that drug, that drug..."

Yu Feng's voice became quieter, he stared at me blankly, after a long time, he leaned heavily on the back of the chair, stroked his forehead and said in pain: "You knew from the beginning that the flower would not grow successfully, right? ?You knew it from the start, so now you're coming all the way to make fun of me, right?"

I didn't answer him.

He went on to say: "I thought I could give you these flowers as a gift. I really hope that when you walk into the church in the future, you will hold the flowers that I promised you at the beginning. Although the promise cannot be fully fulfilled, at least Over the past few years, I have been using my apologies to you to try to create miracles, I thought it would be successful, but..."

Yu Feng's eyes turned red, and Jue'er gently put her hand on his shoulder.

Honestly, I'm in a bad mood.

Jue'er's voice came faintly: "We worked hard."

"Stop that experiment." My voice was also colorless.

"No, I will never!" Yufeng roared.

Seeing him so angry, I calmed down, "Stop that experiment! You are joking with your own life. That experiment has a high level of radiation, so please think about it."

"How could you know? Only Lin and I know the properties of those medicines, so how can you know?" After Yu Feng finished speaking, he was stunned for a moment, his face began to pale, he turned to Jue'er, his lips trembling: "Could it be... "

"It's Lin again!" Jue'er looked at me helplessly, with a look of panic on her face.

Shi Qi also looked at me with an extremely complicated expression.

In the next few minutes, none of us said a word, and the four of us were meditating in this hall with our own thoughts.After a long time, Yufeng opened his mouth and said, "Honestly, I thought you didn't know about flowers. I even thought you had forgotten our agreement. You know, it's been nine years..."

How can I forget?If I forget it, I won't be keen on all black flowers, if I forget it, I won't be standing here today.That was indeed a long time ago, just such a sentence, he said it when he was happy, and it was a sentence that I was in a good mood.But he was seriously trying to fulfill half of his vow to me, how could I forget?

It's just that no matter how serious it is, it's a foregone conclusion-we can't go back.

"Give up that experiment." It was Shi Qi who spoke.

I looked at him, and he lowered his head, avoiding my gaze.I'm sad and really sorry.

Jue'er frowned, looked at me, and asked mockingly, "Why did you say that? Don't you hate us very much?"

Her words were like a slender needle, piercing fiercely into my heart.

Yu Feng stood up.The voice was very firm, "I have worked so hard for so many years, and I will never give up the experiment because of your words today. Listen carefully—I will never!"

"You're crazy!" I also stood up angrily.

The same piece of land, there is no distinction between high and low.

"I'm crazy!" His eyes were wide open. "Do you know how guilty Jue'er and I have been in the past nine years? Hurt you, do you think you are the only one suffering? I am now making up for everything I owe you, and you refuse to let us feel better Is it a little?"

Shi Qi stood up suddenly, took my hand, and said calmly: "Go back, there is nothing to say."

It turns out that life is so selfish. In order to make my heart feel better, I actually leave the sins after death to me.

I smiled wryly.Pulled the handbag and walked with Shiqi.

"Ku'er!" Jue'er hurriedly called me.

I didn't look back, but my steps stopped.

Her voice came from behind, "Forgive him for his indiscretion just now, please understand that everyone is working hard just to get back to the original point."

"What is the origin? Is it still possible to go back?" I asked with a sneer.

"For the sake of everyone's hard work..."

I interrupted her, "Do you love him?"

"Love, of course love!" She can't wait to answer me.

"Then who is important to you, me or him?"

Jue'er was quiet.

Turning around, I faced her and asked, "It's him, right?"

She smiled helplessly, "I don't want to answer."

"It's him, isn't it?" I persisted. "You once promised me to take good care of him. He is the person you will accompany in your life, and he will support you until you grow old. But if he doesn't give up that experiment, then his lifespan will never last to be with you. Support each other until they grow old. Three years, never more than three years, think about it yourself."

Jue'er took a step back, stunned.

I feebly moved the corner of my mouth and left with Shi Qi.

(End of this chapter)