About him I have a crush on

Chapter 3 About Him I Have a Secret Love For

【one】

I've found out everything about you, but I just can't know the name in your heart.

【two】

Since the introduction of the policy of "changing the exercise between classes to a kilometer run in order to enhance students' physical fitness", every morning after the second get out of class, the office is crowded with students who come to ask for leave.

As the competition for leave slips intensified, students’ reasons gradually developed from “Teacher, I have a cold and fever” and “Teacher, I have a headache and stomachache” to “Teacher, my eyes hurt and I can’t see light” and “Teacher, my ears hurt and I can’t exercise vigorously. "such as.

In short, there is a tendency for the recurrence of the second disease.

Although the class teacher saw through everyone's tricks at a glance, he couldn't bear the girls' soft-heartedness.Therefore, during the running time between classes every day, the people resting in the stands are all dark, and the runway is full of weak people in twos and threes.The head teacher was giving an angry speech on the rostrum, but the class teachers could only look at him helplessly.

Students these days can't afford to be provoked.

In order to save the head teachers from the dire straits, the school issued a rule that no leave can be requested without a sick leave issued by the hospital.

As soon as the ban came out, the office was really clean.

At this time, looking at the sick leave note of "running between classes and taking a rest for a week" in exchange for the hospital medical certificate in his hand, Huang Sisi really burst into tears.

When she went retrograde through the crowd queuing downstairs, she felt a sense of superiority over ten thousand people.However, she will not tell others how she got the sick note for stomach bleeding.

Of course, she wouldn't be so stupid as to torment herself until her stomach bleeds just to ask for a leave of absence, that was completely an accident.

An accident that caused her to die in pain yesterday.

However, when he walked to the rest area on the left side of the rostrum, Huang seemed to feel that the trip to the hospital was worth it.

In the rest area that was originally noisy, there were very few people sitting today.And at a distance of [-] meters from the runway, Huang seemed to have recognized Gu Jiazhen's figure with keen eyes.

Although the precedent of "asking for leave with weird reasons" was actually set by Huang Sisi, but if you really want to say that the most second-class thing about her is that she thinks she has the ability to be the best in a crowd no matter how large or small. Quickly find Gu Jiazhen's super power.

Whether it is a school auditorium crowded with thousands of people, a playground crowded with people, or even a supermarket full of strangers, a bookstore or even a random street, Huang seems to have this extraordinary vision. Inside, I saw the one that belonged to Gu Jiazhen at a glance.

After Huang Sisi said, "The night gave me black eyes, and I will use them to find Gu Jiazhen", her best friend Xu Yingying rolled her eyes and completely disliked this girl who had a deep crush on her.

But every time Huang Sisi "encountered" Gu Jiazhen, he was still very proud of his superpower.

【Three】

The bond between Huang Sisi and Gu Jiazhen started from a dessert shop.

Her performance after meeting Gu Jiazhen was summarized by Xu Cherry as "I thought your eyes lit up when you saw the ice cream. I didn't know how bright your eyes were until you saw Gu Jiazhen!"

That day, Huang seemed to be eating a lot, looking at a table of desserts, and suddenly saw a boy push the door in.At that time, Gu Jiazhen was wearing a blue and white shirt, neatly dressed.While waiting in front of the counter, he kept patting the table with his fingers lightly, and his heart, which was as yellow as it was knocked, trembled.

She watched Gu Jiazhen order her favorite cookie and rum double ice cream, watched the clerk finish filling the box for him and said with a trembling smile, "Welcome next time."

I was so elated the whole time that I completely forgot that there was a plate of butter on the table that melted.

It wasn't until he watched him leave with the box in the end that Huang Sisi came back to his senses and rushed out with a stride.She was making calculations in her heart, thinking that it was just half a minute late, so she could follow him from a distance.

As a result, he ran too fast, and when he opened the door, he bumped into the boy who was standing at the door answering the phone.

He also knocked the bag on his shoulder to the ground, and because he had just rummaged through his phone, the bag happened to be open, and the things were scattered on the ground in an instant.

In the schoolbag of the boy who had just finished his lessons, several homework books with "Liyang Middle School" printed on them fell out. , Gu Jiazhen".

It's only one floor away, so why didn't we meet sooner.

The next day, as soon as Huang Sisi arrived at school, she looked at Xu Cherry with love in her eyes and said, "You know what? The first time I saw him, my heart thumped..."

"It's broken." Xu Cherry came to a conclusion mercilessly.

"It's bombed, okay!" Huang Sisi was completely immersed in his own world, "It's the kind of feeling that is often written in novels, the feeling of love at first sight and destiny. Really, you will know after feeling it. This feeling It's not a lie."

"Are you stupid?" Xu Cherry poked her on the head, "What is he doing in a dessert shop like a boy?"

"Buy ice cream."

"Are you really stupid?" Xu Cherry rolled her eyes, "Have you ever met a boy who likes to eat ice cream?"

At this point, Huang Sisi woke up from her fantasy, "It seems so, so he bought it back and gave it to... people?" She swallowed the word "girlfriend" with difficulty, and then quickly He waved his hand, "It may also be that there are older sisters in the family."

"Oh, let me ask for you." Xu Yingying stood up and rubbed her best friend's messy hair.

As the saying goes, if you want to deal with a male god, you must first deal with his good friend.

In this matter, Huang Sisi felt that his good luck really broke through the sky. Chen Shuo, who was inseparable from Gu Jiazhen every day, happened to be Xu Cherry's childhood friend.

The two quickly ran to the door of Class [-], Huang Sisi hid outside the door and peeked at Gu Jiazhen, Xu Yingying and Chen Shuo were talking in the corridor.After a while, Huang Sisi turned around because he heard Chen Shuo say, "No, not even Tang's appearance."

"Then does he have someone he likes?" Xu Cherry asked.

Just as Chen Shuo was about to speak, he found Gu Jiazhen appeared behind him, "What are you talking about?"

"It's nothing, it's nothing." When Chen Shuo turned around, he quietly nodded to Xu Cherry.

Sure enough, luck is limited.

And Huang Sisi's good luck was all spent on such trivial things as "coincidence", which "but it's of no use".

【[-]】

However, this truth did not affect Huang Sisi. She firmly believed that as long as the hoe dances well, there is no corner that cannot be dug.

Moreover, since meeting Gu Jiazhen in the dessert shop, Huang Sisi has accompanied Xu Yingying to find Chen Shuo every three days, wandering around the door of the first class from time to time, plus the canteen, canteen, playground, countless times. "Coincidence" and "coincidence" forced Gu Jiazhen to firmly remember the name Huang Sisi.Gradually, it became an acquaintance from a one-sided relationship, and every time I saw her, I would say hello in a friendly way.

And during these countless encounters, Huang Sisi didn't meet Gu Jiazhen's legendary "person he likes".

"Rumors! They're all rumors!" Huang Sisi patted the table with a Chinese textbook as a gavel, "How could the person I'm destined to like someone else!"

"Please," Xu Cherry chuckled, "It's obvious that you fell in love with him at first sight unilaterally, okay? He's seen you hundreds of times, and it doesn't seem like love at first sight."

"It doesn't matter!" Huang Sisi waved his hand awe-inspiringly, "That's a thousand things, no, it's all things. You just wait for the day when I let him 'all things see through your heart'."

There seems to be only one way for Huang Sisi to chase people, to gain a sense of presence.

When Gu Jiazhen passed by the freezer in the commissary, he would always be startled by the girl's face suddenly approaching him, and then saw her quickly take out two cookie and rum cones and asked himself, "Do you want one?" Then he looked at himself. Come to the conclusion, "Come on."

Or if she sees Huang Sisi walking towards him on the road, she will definitely pass him the snacks in her hand, "Do you want to eat?" As long as he wants to say "no", Huang Sisi will definitely go faster Say first, "Eat, this is delicious."

And during the short class break, she was also glued to the corridor.

"Huang Sisi! What are you still doing!" The Chinese teacher stood on the podium and shouted to the girl who was still standing in the corridor outside the door.

Unexpectedly, the other party didn't even look back and just said, "Ah, immediately!"

Even if the class bell rang, she couldn't change her posture of lying on the fence and giving her whole body to the earth.

After 20 seconds, Huang Sisi finally returned to his seat reluctantly, and immediately received a note from Xu Cherry who had traveled far away. "What are you doing, every time Lao Yuan's class starts, he refuses to come in."

"Look at him, their next class is physical education. And, hahaha, he just looked back at me."

So at this time, I would lie down hard and watch him walk through the long corridor to the playground.

"What about the first two days?"

"They have music on Tuesday afternoon, and art on Wednesday afternoon. They will all go to the art building. Of course I have to sneak a peek."

"Did you go to their class to read the schedule?"

"No, just watch it every day, and you'll know after a week."

"Huang Sisi, you are simply a female detective."

Female detective?

Know what time he goes to the cafeteria every day, what time he goes to the canteen, what time does he go to the bookstore, know his movements after each get out of class, and even know which classes he has made up on weekends, when and where.Through this, countless chance encounters have been created, and Bi Yuelao is dedicated to creating the so-called "fate".

Because for me, this kind of liking is enough to be happy as long as I can see the other party.

Even knowing that he already has someone he likes.

He even knew that he had someone he liked, but for so long, he hadn't been able to spot even a single back of the other party.

Later, I asked Chen Shuo again, but he insisted, "I don't know anything, and I haven't said anything."

Huang Sixiang couldn't help feeling self-defeating, even if he knew everything about him, what's the use, and he wouldn't empathize with others because of it.

【Wu】

At this moment, our female detective finally withdrew her thoughts. She stood under the playground stands, pretending to look around, and pretending not to see anyone she knew.Then he walked towards the male god with a cautious face but a happy heart.

"Hi." Gu Jiazhen greeted Huang Sisi, and she immediately sat down with peace of mind.

"What's wrong with you?" Huang Sisi tentatively started to strike up a conversation.

"Ah, nothing."

Rusty refusal.

The girl was about to sigh, when she suddenly heard Gu Jiazhen continue, "It's too stupid, I'm sorry to say it."

"It's okay. It's so difficult to get a leave slip now. Tell me and I'll learn. Maybe I can use it next week."

Gu Jiazhen smiled, "Why do you like to ask for leave so much, how much hatred do you have with running?"

"It's just lazy," Huang Sisi covered his face, "Oh, let's talk."

"Tell me first, how did you cheat this time?"

"I'm not lying, I had stomach bleeding last night." Seeing the surprised expression on the boy's face, Huang Xisi waved his hand, "It's okay, it's not the first time for me."

"Then you still like to eat so much, can't you restrain yourself?"

"Tch, don't you also buy ice cream?"

"I bought it for my mother. I don't want it myself."

"Oh. Alright." Huang Sisi resisted the urge to laugh three times, "I'll just trust you first, now it's up to you."

"Ahem." Gu Jiazhen paused, "I didn't wear slippers at home, and I stepped on a nail when I walked, so I couldn't run away."

"Hahahahahaha." Then came the girl's laughter that attracted all the eyes around her, "Why are you even weirder than me?"

"Hello." Seeing the other party laughing endlessly, Gu Jiazhen looked helpless.

Huang Sisi stopped, turned his head sideways, and looked at him with his mouth covered. Although he had seen him hundreds of times, it was the first time he had such an opportunity to sit so close in front of him and see him so carefully and earnestly.

I tried my best to ask for leave.

In fact, it’s not that it’s so irreconcilable with running, it’s just that the best time to sneak peeks every day during exercise between classes, but after running in line, you can’t see anything.And if you ask for leave to sit here, at least you can still see it three times when their class runs over.

It doesn't matter how far away, even if it's so small that there is only a black spot left, I still can't take my eyes off it.

When talking about liking this thing, what comes to mind is - I am very happy when I see it.

Just looking at you like this makes me very, very happy.

After the break up, as soon as he returned to the classroom, Huang Sisi held Xu Cherry excitedly, "I'll tell you!"

Unexpectedly, the other party grabbed me with the same degree of excitement.

Huang Sisi blurted out "Gu Jiazhen" and wanted to interrupt Xu Cherry, but he didn't expect to agree with the other party again.

"Tell me first." Huang Sisi took a step back, she must know the gossip about Gu Jiazhen first.

"I just saw Gu Jiazhen and Chen Shuo downstairs."

"I've been watching him for a long time." Huang Sixiang didn't take it seriously, and when she saw Xu Yingying's "difficult to say" expression, she became serious, "What's wrong?"

"I heard Chen Shuo say to Gu Jiazhen, 'Yo, let's see who's gone'."

who.

The one he likes.

Just to prove the non-existence of that person, last week, Huang Sisi really acted like a private detective. He sat by the window of the dessert shop from 03:30 on Sunday afternoon, waiting for Gu Jiazhen to leave get out of class at [-]:[-].

Watching him walk into the dessert shop alone, buy good things and pack them.There was an event in the store that day, and when the clerk asked him if he wanted love chocolates, he refused.

It seems that it is definitely not a gift for someone you like.

During the period, in order to avoid being found out on purpose, Huang Sisi kept ordering and ate twenty ice creams without knowing it.When I got home at night with a stomach ache, I remembered what I had done.

But he managed to get the leave slip, and sat beside Gu Jiazhen for half an hour, and also got the news that the ice cream was bought for his mother, Huang Sisi felt that he was an honorable defeat.

But now, it seems that everything she has done stupidly is just worth the candle.

that person.

The one he likes.

Like himself, he also felt that he was very happy to see her?
【land】

Huang Sisi seemed to have lost his original arrogance in an instant, and completely forgot how loudly he threw down the sentence "You just wait for the day when I let him 'Wan see through your heart'" at that time.

I don't know how to make someone who already has a crush like me.

It is so difficult to be liked, it seems that no matter how hard you try, it is completely useless.

"Don't be so dejected, didn't you say, as long as..."

"But I don't even know who they are, so how can I poach someone?"

For a whole week, she sat in the stands with Gu Jiazhen and watched everyone run, chat, and joke. Huang Sisi kept following his gaze, but he couldn't figure out who he was looking at.

There probably won't be a more failed crush than her in this world. With such a big rival in the same school, she has countless opportunities to see him, but she just couldn't find out who the other party is.

"It's okay, I'll find a way for you." Xu Cherry patted her on the shoulder, turned around and went downstairs.

A few seconds before the class bell rang, Xu Cherry returned to the classroom and slapped a notebook on Huang Sisi's desk, "Gu Jiazhen's draft book was stolen by Chen Shuo, and he said he really didn't know who that person was." , I can only send you a notebook to make amends."

A draft book is more effective in school than a diary. If you are bored in class and use it to scribble or pass notes, you will definitely leave shocking gossip on it.Although it is a bit immoral to do so, but for the sake of Huang Sisi, Xu Cherry is willing to go.

But Xu Yingying didn't expect that she would go to Huang Sisi after class, but she didn't have the expression of "you can start copying after getting the secret strategy" at all, instead she looked like she was not in love.

She took out a piece of paper from her notebook and pointed to Xu Cherry.That's a class schedule.

Originally, the section she thought was about physical education had two large characters of mathematics clearly written on it.

"Then what's the matter, maybe you guessed wrong."

"But math classes usually start early, why is he still wandering outside?" Huang Sisi asked back.

Xu Cherry froze for a moment, "Is he going to see that person?"

The crush seems to be getting more and more deadlocked.When Huang Sisi was about to give up, Gu Jiazhen suddenly told her during the inter-class exercises that the host suddenly fell ill at the graduation party of the third year of high school, and dragged him to save the scene.He said he had a ticket, and asked Huang Sisi if he wanted to go and see with Xu Cherry.

Huang Sisi was naturally willing to do so, and took Xu Cherry to go with him at night, looking at the stage with an idiot face the whole time.Xu Yingying finally couldn't stand it anymore, and said that the skit was too long, and it was a long time before Gu Jiazhen took the stage, so she dragged her to play with Chen Shuo backstage.

Huang Sisi reluctantly followed her, but saw no one, only a mess of clothes and props in the dressing room.

"This bag belongs to Gu Jiazhen." Huang Sisi saw the bag that she knocked off at a glance.

This time, it was still open in front of her.

"Mobile phone." Xu Cherry pointed to the white object with a corner exposed.

"Huh?" Huang seemed to have no response.

"have a look."

"what the hell."

"Just look at the address book." Xu Yingying said and moved her hands, and found what she wanted after two clicks. "Sure enough," she turned to the phone screen, "This kind of person marked with special symbols must be..."

Xu Cherry thinks that "I have finally found 'that person' after searching for so long", and everyone should be celebrating, but for Huang Sisi, it is certain that in the heart of the person she likes, she really likes the other person equally. one person.

She drooped her face and said "hmm".

"Then I'll give it a try."

"Stop playing." Huang Sisi felt a little nervous because of her.

"It's okay, just listen to the voice."

Huang Sisi was upset for a while, and made a gesture to grab the phone, but unexpectedly, this action stimulated Xu Cherry even more.

She smiled and pressed the call button.

At this time, the bell rang in the bag.

Xu Cherry held Gu Jiazhen's cell phone in one hand, and found out her own in the other.

After she flashed her screen, just a second later, Huang Sisi recognized the number on it.The number she knew so well.

【VII】

So, have you always misunderstood yourself?

The eyes he looked at through the crowd were actually on Cherry's body?

When I called her to come to the party, I said "together with Xu Cherry", so that's what it meant.

Every time she was ecstatic, it turned out that she was self-indulgent.

Compared to falling in love with the same boy as your best friend, having a crush on your best friend is the most helpless thing.With Xu Cherry, who has no faults, Huang Sisi can't even tear up and settle down.

She could only silently and calmly accept this fact, a fact that caused a gap between them but could not be repaired.

There was nothing wrong with the other party, but she couldn't change the pain in her heart.

It turns out that this is the real feeling of a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

It can probably be regarded as an embarrassment that is invincible in the entire universe.

Xu Cherry was cheated by Gu Jiazhen completely out of nowhere, and she didn't know what to say to comfort Huang Sisi. She just said dryly, "I swear, I don't like him", but this "give it to you" attitude You can't change the fact that you are liked.

As for Huang Sisi, he couldn't say anything other than "Oh, it's okay".Compared with Gu Jiazhen, who is far away, Xu Cherry, who is close at hand, is more important, but do you want to say something like "the fat and water don't flow to outsiders, or if you stay together, I can see him all the time" Suggestions to show that you don't care?

To say you don't care would be a lie.

She would not eat ice cream all afternoon for Xu Cherry and then go to the hospital, nor would she watch her every day and do everything in order to meet her.

But no matter how much she likes Gu Jiazhen, she still doesn't want to lose Xu Cherry as a friend because of him.

In this world, there are always things that you really think are okay and acceptable, but no one will believe you when you say it.

Everyone subconsciously believes that people should be selfish and should be desperate for what they want.

"Want to go together?"

After class at noon, Xu Cherry went to the front row to look for Huang Sisi as usual, but her tone became a little nervous and tentative.

"It must." Huang Sisi hurriedly took this opportunity to get in touch.

But as soon as she took Xu Cherry downstairs, she ran into Gu Jiazhen.

It's not a coincidence, it's because she went downstairs at this time every day to meet Gu Jiazhen. Over time, she formed a habit. This time, she still met Gu Jiazhen without any accident.

Huang Siru held Xu Cherry's hand, and suddenly lost his strength at some point.

After greeting Gu Jiazhen awkwardly, she no longer had the courage to hold Xu Cherry's hand intimately.

The person she likes so much, the person who can be happy all day when he sees her, but when he met her, his eyes fell completely on his side.

Huang Sisi lowered his head and walked out of the teaching building along the original route without saying a word.

【eight】

Probably everyone can see that Huang Sisi and Xu Yingying, the inseparable sisters, suddenly become unfamiliar.Although they still eat together and go back to the dormitory together, the daily communication is just such innocuous topics as "did you finish your homework" and "where to eat at noon", and I have never seen them chatting and joking together in the corridor The whole class could hear their laughter.

No one in the class dared to ask about them, but privately sighed "Girls".

It was Chen Shuo who went upstairs by accident to break all the embarrassment.

"Is Cherry not with you?"

"Ah, no." Huang Sisi quickly looked back at the downstairs.

"Look at Gu Jiazhen?"

"what."

"You are so obvious, no one can see it." Chen Shuo smiled, "You like him, why don't you chase him?"

"What's the use, doesn't he like... cherries?"

"Are you kidding me?" Chen Shuo held on to his dropped glasses, "How is that possible?"

"real."

"Where did you see it?"

"Just that day..." Huang Sisi hesitated for a moment, "I saw that Cherry's number was saved as a heart in his phone."

"So it was you who flipped through my phone that day?"

"No!" Huang Sisi covered her face in embarrassment.

Because the development of the incident was so unexpected that day, Xu Cherry even forgot to delete the call history and hurriedly put the "culprit" mobile phone back.

And the cell phone that originally belonged to Chen Shuo was just in Gu Jiazhen's bag. After his owner saw the extra call records, Chen Shuo grabbed Gu Jiazhen by the neck, "What did you do to my cell phone?" what!"

Gu Jiazhen was confused by this "flying misfortune", so in the end, Chen Shuo had no choice but to confess to his crush in exchange for the other party to calm down his anger.

"He, because he likes that person, he obviously doesn't like eating desserts, and he visits dessert shops every weekend. He is very active, and even forged a leave note to ask for leave. He was told many times by the math teacher, but he still likes to wander around before class .”

Huang Sisi looked at Chen Shuo, a little silly.

"Because of that person, he would show up at the dessert shop every weekend, take time off every day to sit in the stands, and every time before that class, he would lie on the fence.

"Our Gu Jiazhen looks pretty good, and he's also a nice person. There are so many girls chasing him, I really didn't expect him to have a crush on him too.

"I told him, maybe that person likes you too. He thought I was playing with him, and he thought that there would be no such good thing in the world as a crush who also had a crush on himself. Huang Sisi, tell me, there is such a thing in this world. matter?"

"You have to ask her that." Huang Sisi pointed to Xu Cherry who just came back from the office.

"Find me?"

"Yes." Huang Sisi pushed Chen Shuo over, "I'm going to settle the score with you, because you took his mobile phone the day before yesterday and called the person he has a crush on."

"Hey!" Chen Shuo made a gesture to cover her mouth, but Huang Sisi ran away, "I'm going to find Gu Jiazhen, you guys should settle the score carefully."

Before going downstairs, Huang Sisi turned around and made a face at Xu Cherry.

Only then did she realize that when she likes someone, what makes her happiest is not that that person likes her in the same way, but that she can share every moment of such a mood with you.

(End of this chapter)