Distressed Concubine

Chapter 325 Paying for him for the rest of my life 2
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, snuggled into his arms, and put her ear into his heart.

He put his arms around her body and stroked her hair gently.

Listening to his steady heartbeat, Nalan Ruixue murmured: "Cheng, I'm a little scared."

"Afraid of what?" His voice was soft.

"I'm afraid that one day I won't be able to hear your heartbeat again!" She blinked her eyelashes lightly, her face suddenly turned pale, and her eyes turned slightly.

The slight trembling of her body made Bei Gongcheng, who was lying on his back, think that she was afraid. He stared at the air above his head and smiled lightly. He held her tightly in his arms, and pulled the quilt to wrap around their bodies.Then she smiled lightly against her forehead: "No! I will always be with you, just like now, the quilt wraps us tightly, and it wraps us for the rest of our lives."

forever?What if... I can't accompany you to that day?
Nalan Ruixue was slightly silent, the corners of her lips curled into an extremely clear and shallow arc, but the light in her eyes was rapidly losing its luster as if she was gradually becoming scarce.She took a strong breath and panted slightly: "Okay... Forever..."

The eyes dimmed a little more, she tried her best to open them, but it seemed that she couldn't match the speed of their closing, she said softly: "Cheng, can you say a word to me?"

Bei Gongcheng's heart trembled, thinking of the sentence she had always wanted to hear, a sneering smile appeared on the corner of his lips, full of happiness. "What do you want to hear?"

She quietly listened to the beating of "dong" and "dong" from his heart, slowly closed her eyes, and breathed out from her lips. "Don't make me wait... Sheng, just say..."

The corners of Bei Gongcheng's lips rose, and he smiled lowly for a moment and said, "Is it very important?"

"Yeah." She swallowed lightly, and her body gradually softened.

He took a deep breath, hugged her tightly, looked down at her intoxicated closed eyes, leaned forward and kissed her on the forehead, and said with a slight smile, "Okay, just give me a kiss and tell me." you."

Leaning close to his cheek, he smiled and waited for her coquettish and shy reaction.

But for a long time, the one who responded to him was not moving...

Bei Gongcheng gradually put away the smile on his lips, and shook her body slightly in disbelief. "Sher?"

She still didn't move, not even the ups and downs of breathing...

"Cher?"

"Cher!"

"Cher!"

A roar resounded throughout the grassland...

In a blink of an eye, half a month later, the first snow in Beichang began to fall, and when I woke up overnight, the sky and the earth were all white.

Located in the majestic and splendid Prince Regent's Mansion, an elegant courtyard is surrounded by water. There are no deep palaces and tall houses, no deep courtyards, just simple courtyard houses with blue bricks and green tiles, pine stones and white steps, and a snow mountain ice planted in the corner. crane orchid.

At this moment, the sky is full of hexagonal snowflakes, and the cold wind blows into the panes, making the weft curtains flutter. Jing Chen glanced at it, and walked forward to close the panes.

When the third door was closed, Jing Chen looked at the bleak figure in a single shirt standing at the window, stepped forward and said indifferently: "My lord, go to the Nuan Pavilion and stay there, it's cold here, not to mention that if the princess wakes up, I'll be fine." , the first thing I want to see is you!"

"Will she still wake up?" Bei Gongcheng's voice was ethereal, a little ethereal.

Looking up at the sky, he seemed to be asking the sky, but also seemed to be talking to himself.

"The concubine is auspicious! She will definitely wake up!" Jing Chen didn't know what to say, so he could only force a smile.

But this did not relieve Bei Gongcheng a lot, or he had heard too many words like this, he had long been numb, stretched out his hand, let the snowflakes outside the window float into his palm, and said lightly: "Go in, I want to see the snow... ..."

Jing Chen trembled his lips, sighed slightly and stood beside the Nuan Pavilion, exchanged glances with the rest of the waiting people, and slowly shook his head.

Bei Gongcheng stared at Feiyang in front of him, thinking of Qingluo's heartbreaking words of crying.

"Her body cannot bear children. Madam said before she left that her cold disease cannot be cured. After all... She was once a life drawn from hell. In fact, except for the regular acupuncture and moxibustion of Shibacuan Shishou every year , she has been taking medicine all these years, both are indispensable, but after meeting you, she stopped taking medicine..."

"She has never cared about Ning Yuran's children. What she has always cared about is your deception. Because she doesn't know how long she can be with you, and she doesn't know if she can satisfy your wish of having many children and grandchildren. Having children Finally, she once said that she may try her best to save one child for you. If there is an accident, remember to protect the child... She gave a woman... because she was afraid that you would die. She was actually very sad, and everyone thought her Crazy, I think she is just looking for trouble, making things difficult for me, and making trouble for you, but she has no one to say..."

The cold snow melted in the palm of his hand, and he thought of Su Zian's serious face.

"I didn't expect that pregnancy would do so much harm to the mother's body. She deceived us! I think she may have learned how to use luck to flow through the meridians, so she avoided my meridians again and again! That's why she had such a strange reaction. While calling her pulse, mother and child are safe, alive and well, vomiting violently, and her body collapsed. If she guessed right, she should always maintain a state of Qi flow every time she faces you and the enemy. But every time the air flow dissipates Sometimes, she will be strangely lacking in energy and tiredness, which is why she is so listless before marriage..."

"This time when I went back to Hongmen Village, I heard from my father that he had warned Aunt Ningyue that Xue'er should only practice martial arts to strengthen her body, and she must not learn to be lucky. Her poor body can't support that. Aunt Ningyue said at the time, how could a girl have such martial arts attainments, don’t worry, so she probably didn’t tell Qingluo Qingfu, but you and I both know that the air flow is brought out from the meridians, the more she Exercising it, the erosion and hollowing out of her will be more severe! And I suspect that silly girl... has always known..."

Gently clenching his palms, letting the melted snow flow out between his fingers, he thought of Qing Fu's sad words.

"You can see that she is so fierce, and she looks fearless. In fact, she is very sensitive in her heart. She has no sense of security. Because of her physical problems, she is afraid that she will die quietly one day. Because of her reputation, she Wandering in the entanglement between man and woman, ego and patience. You may not know how leisurely she used to be. What is a man? To her, she is nothing..."

"But when you appeared, she can only see you as a man in her eyes from now on. You can see that she seems to have a good relationship with Ye Yun, Su Zian, and even Helian Changgong, but I know that in her heart, Maybe you have never seen the other person as a man. To her, you are unique, and she has always wanted to go to the cold mountain with you to see the snow, go to the frontier fortress to herd horses, go to the mountains and rivers for thousands of miles, and then win the world. You are the king, She is the queen, holding one hand and guarding the other until the end of time."

Slowly spread out the other tightly clenched hand, which is a four-inch square green wood box.

That was the box that Ye Yun gave him at the end. He said: "That was the box she told me to go out that night and gave it to me, saying that she would give it to you when she died. She slept... I don't know." Whether you will wake up or not, I will leave it to you now."

He has been afraid to look at it. He is afraid that if he looks at it, it means that she will never wake up again?

But it's snowing today... The ethereal snow fell on his palm, Xue'er, are you here with me?

Staring at Kongxue with black eyes, he slowly opened them.

Inside is a piece of rice paper with her Qingaojuan characters written on it and a green jade pendant carved in the shape of a heart... The style is extremely simple, with Sheng on one side and Xue on the other.

"Cheng, forgive me for not being able to create such a beautiful scene. I still remember that night when fireflies were dancing. You wrote the promise of love for me with blue fireflies. It shocked my heart and soul, and made me remember it for generations. I have always wanted to What else can I do for you, you have done too much for me, tolerate my willfulness, forgive my mistakes, you can't bear to criticize me, no matter how big the trouble I make, no matter how much I make you angry, You will always stand there and wait for me with open arms.

No matter where I get lost, as long as I look back, you will never leave there.

Will you wait for me this time?
Wait for my reincarnation, wait for my reincarnation, wait for me to hear your name again in the vast sea of ​​people, wait for me to look at your black eyes again, look at the wind and snow for thousands of years, and still only love you, let you listen to me Words from the heart.

Bei Gongsheng, I can think of the way to love you the most.

It is to keep you by my side and monopolize everything.

Accompany you through vicissitudes of life, I would never leave.

You use the matchmaker of the sky to hire my heart.

I would like thick soil for makeup and mountains and rivers for marriage.

You promised me three thousand pets for the rest of my life.

I promise you Dajiang Mobei thousands of miles of mountains and rivers.

Bei Gongcheng, you are in my tears...

in my smile...

Everywhere in my life—where the sun shines...

Bei Gongcheng, although I know you love me very much, but I just want to hear you say that sentence yourself, you know?For a woman, if you say that sentence a thousand times, ten thousand times, you still want to hear it.

But... Maybe I won't be able to wait in this life. In the next life, can you not make me wait so long?I really want to hear you say something...I really want to, I really want to..."

Snowflakes fluttered, and the wind made his hair flutter.

I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes anymore, my heart trembled slowly, remorse, anger, and self-blame filled my mind.

Bei Gongsheng!Are you an asshole!You are a stud!He is a shameless sinner!

child!child!It's all because you like kids!You keep telling her to have one!You keep doing nasty, nasty, dirty things to her!

She stopped taking medicine for the sake of the child, the woman in Sai also for the sake of the child, and luck is also for the sake of the child!
She could have been safe!It was you who pushed her to the end!Even breaking through the airflow is because of you!Because you have a child with someone else, you are making atonement, but she is paying for it with her life!
You thought you could protect her for the rest of your life!

But in the end it was all this woman who gave it all to you!

Give you fame, give you status, give you military power, plan the world for you, bear children for you, endure humiliation for you, give you blood on your hands, fight all over the world for you!
And you... you can't even save her life!
You let her gradually become cold in your arms once, but you actually let her get cold for a second time!
You don't even notice the strangeness of the women around you, so you still try to dominate the world like this?Trying to protect her from wind and rain?Trying to keep her happy for the rest of her life?
You haven't even fulfilled the slightest wish of the woman you love the most...!
Sliding down slowly, he buried his head in the darkness, letting his heart choke in his throat.

The twitching and trembling body made the eye sockets of the people staring around me misty. It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but at this moment, everyone burst into tears along with the man whose strong castle collapsed, red Eye sockets wet, nose wet.

Thinking of the sleeping Bai Yan in the pavilion, thinking of the teasing things she could not help but laugh in the past, thinking of her angry and fierce look, thinking of her carefree attitude towards children...

Qingluo couldn't hold back the tears, covered her mouth and ran out first.

Mo Bei raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and wanted to go forward to comfort the prince, but Jing Nan grabbed his wrist.

(End of this chapter)