Distressed Concubine

Chapter 324 Paying for him for the rest of my life 1
Ning Yu was shocked, his thoughts were completely gone, he threw his body back and sat heavily on the ground, trembling his fingertips, trembling heart, trembling the nerves of his whole body.

It's like falling into a nightmare, and you will never come back to life from then on!

When she stepped out of Ningxiang Palace, she looked down at the strand of hair in her hand that came from her father who severed the relationship between father and daughter, stroked her cheeks that were slapped red, and a bitter smile appeared on the corners of her lips.

Bei Gongcheng, am I qualified to stand by your side?Is it qualified to make you smile lightly?Are you qualified to accompany you through the years of life?
I don't ask for more, I only have you!

Can you give me a chance to let me love you?

The early morning air-conditioning caressed the surface of the lake. Enduring the severe pain, Chu Xia struggled to tidy up the sleeping man's clothes, rubbed his slightly cold arms, and stared at the broken apron on the ground. Qiu Tong was a little slack. After a while, she will Throw away the original soil and bury the rags in it, just like her broken heart.

She didn't know why she did this, only the faint wry smile on the corner of her lips covered her nightmarish first night with handfuls of dirt, it seemed that only in this way could she forget the words that pierced her heart and hurt her heart, Forget this unforgettable night for her.

When the last handful of soil was covered, she picked an ice-blue wild flower next to it and gently inserted it on it.

Then hugged his knees, curled up on the ground like a cat, staring at the little flower whose roots had been pinched, silently in a daze.

When Ye Yun woke up, he was tortured by a headache. In the environment where the cold wind was raging, he had a worse headache.

He frowned slightly, and immediately reached out with a pair of small hands, gently rubbing his temples, as if trying to ease his pain...

He tried his best to blink his eyelashes a few times before he opened his eyes. Looking at the girl in front of him, he frowned and said, "Why are you?"

Chu Xia was slightly taken aback, smiled lightly, withdrew her hand, turned her face slightly, and remained silent.

Ye Yun sat up, raised his hand and rubbed the center of his brows, the explosion-like pain in his mind completely short-circuited his sanity at the moment, only sporadic fragments recalled what Xueer said last night.

After a slight pause, he said lightly: "You go! I want to be alone, I don't want to see you!"

Chu Xia didn't move, Shui Tong glanced at him quietly, pulled out the little flower she had planted on the soil and handed it to him, said with a light smile, "Don't be so sad, look at it, even if it is broken, it will still bloom in full bloom at the end. Life is so brilliant to me, waiting for reincarnation, you didn't become her flower folder in this life, so take care of it in your next life, sister won't be happy if you torture yourself like this."

When Nalan Ruixue was mentioned, something seemed to be broken in his mind, he glared angrily, and shouted: "Whether a person has a next life or not, why do I have to wait for the next life when I meet her in this life! Even if I can't get her, I will Willing to just keep her like this! Nalan Chuxia, how many times do you want me to tell you? I don't like you, and I will never like you! Can you give up your wishful thinking?"

"If you hadn't been chasing me, Xue'er would not have tried every means to stuff you to me, nor would she have doubted that I like men because of my indifference to you!"

"Nalan Chuxia! Do you know what a girl's face is? Run after a man every day! I go back to Xiyan, you chase after Xiyan, I go to Nantong, you chase back to Nantong, I go to Beichang, you chase to Beichang Chang! Why are you so annoying? You can’t drive me away! I’m going to die, so are you going to die too!”

Ling Lie's roar made the surrounding sedges tremble, Nalan Chuxia just looked at him quietly.

Looking at him without a trace of expression.

The little flowers on the fingertips looked at him as if they didn't feel anything.

Ye Yun's expressionless eyes made Ye Yun even more irritable. He had seen such eyes too many times. Every time he said harsh words to hurt her, she always had this silent expression. No roaring.

He really doesn't know if she understands feelings, whether she understands what is sad, what is heartbroken?

Every time she showed this expression, he wanted to open her head to see what was going on inside her!Is there such a person, or is it just a little girl's foolish obsession with doll-like pastime that ended without a disease!

The breeze blew, and some messy hair fluttered around her ears. At this moment, he realized that her tired face was full of haggardness and emaciation... The big clear eyes were embedded in the small face that was not full. It is deep and full.

She seems to have lost more weight than when she was at Nalan's house... For such a long time, she was almost so thin that only bones remained...

Those crystal-clear eyes looked at him quietly, making his manic heart tremble slightly, and he stopped talking. "Xia'er, the last time I call you that, when I beg you, leave me, okay? Don't follow me, don't follow me again!"

After a long time, when he thought she still wouldn't answer, her soft smile came. "it is good!"

Then, there was a rustling sound, and when he looked back, she had already got up and walked away step by step with her back to him...

Staring at her bumpy and strange walking posture, Ye Yunfeng frowned, his heart was inexplicably more irritable than before, he turned his head, rubbing the center of his brows tightly, trying to calm his mind that was about to explode.

Nalan Chuxia endured the pain and walked forward step by step, with a faint smile on the corner of her lips, as light as floating catkins.

After a long distance, she raised a smile and looked back at the man, his hands that gently caressed her cheeks, his arms that once held her, and those eyes that once made her sink.

Turning around slowly, the smile on her lips gradually faded, tears began to flow out one by one, slowly forming a string, she kept raising her sleeves to wipe, but the tears kept flowing out.

She wiped her red eyes and didn't wipe away the tears. On the contrary, she became even more violent, as if mocking her cowardice again.

The crying became louder and louder, and each sound was hoarse in the throat, and the heart was convulsed with pain and pain.

Thinking of a sentence my sister taught her, what is love?Loving someone means that without him, the whole world will only be left with darkness...

Ye Yun, you will never believe that I love you, but I really believe that you really hate me... It's okay, don't worry, even if my world is only dark, I won't bother you anymore.

I hope you can find happiness in a world without me bothering you...

The thin figure disappeared into the autumn grass until it was never seen again...

Ye Yun stayed by the lake for a while, then picked up the lake water and washed his face.Feeling the cool water passing along his cheeks, he didn't know what the memory in his mind was trying to keep struggling to burst out, as if he had forgotten something important, but he couldn't remember it.

When he had stayed enough and was about to go back, his brown eyes glanced at the wild flower that fell on the ground, he paused slightly, his eyes glanced around, and when he realized that she was nowhere to be seen, he let out a long breath.

Finally gone!

Stepping back, after walking a certain distance, he involuntarily stopped and looked around, and found that she was not following him secretly.

I don't know why my heart is inexplicably dimmed, and I said in my heart, I'm still a little girl, so I will leave as soon as I scold her!Forget it, no matter what, I will definitely catch up later!It's hard to scold him away, and it's rare to stay alone for a while.

Continue walking, walked for a while, stopped and looked around, even the tiniest corners, but found no trace of the figure.

Can't help but be surprised, really left?Really... gone?
Along the way, he looked back and forth step by step, until he reached the tent, Su Zian laughed when he saw him looking around, "Yo, Prince Mu is looking for the princess?"

"Nonsense! I wish I could stay away from her!" Ye Yun angrily pushed away Su Zian's smiling face, and turned around to enter the camp.

Su Zian grabbed him. "Did you blow your buttocks last night? Why is there blood behind your clothes?"

Blood?Ye Yun's mind was startled, and a picture flashed by, but it was too fast to grasp.After a slight pause, Bo said angrily, "You're the one who got blasted! Your whole family got blasted!"

The irritable and bored appearance made Su Zian even more playful, so he laughed. "Hey, didn't you steal it last night? Tell me! Which little flower was picked by you monk so sadly?"

A sentence of monk caused Ye Yun's frozen deep thought to suddenly burst into flowing memory.

Scene after scene, those real touches flowed through the blood like vines, pulling away the illusion, roaring like a night beast.

The next moment, he pushed Su Zian away with such force that the unsuspecting Su Zian stepped back a few steps, and was about to scold, "Are you crazy!"

Seeing a flash of blue light, he had already entered the tent.

Su Zian fished his head, and said with a low saliva, "I'm really crazy!"

Ye Yun rushed into the tent like crazy, shrinking his eyes, panting and sweating, he has never been so frightened in his life!
Facing the polished bronze mirror, he quickly tied his belt, and the awkward way made his heart gradually cool down, until when his fine upper body was exposed, facing the bronze mirror, he trembled with his fingertips slowly Slowly touched the row of small teeth marks on his shoulder.

In a daze, he seemed to see a tearful girl biting his shoulder, and in his vague memory, he seemed to hear her say something.

"Yun, let this imprint be as if I once had you, let it accompany you for a few days, forgive my little extravagant hopes, other than this... I don't know how to leave marks on your heart... I hope you If you can keep it in your heart, even if it's only for a few days, it's good..."

The eye sockets were full of hot water mist, and he rubbed the mark like crazy, until the surrounding area was red, and the skin was almost broken, and he couldn't get rid of it.

She bit deeply, carrying all her body pain and heartache, bit hard on his shoulder, his... heart...

Staggering back, he sat down on the stool and let the clothes slip off his arms.

Propping his forehead against the table, he buried his head deeply in his fingertips.

Mottled light and shadow passed through him, casting darkness behind him...

In the main camp, when Nalan Ruixue woke up, she found that she was comfortably pillowed on someone's arm, and his other arm was lazily draped around her waist, remembering the child's protest last night, making someone feel extremely uncomfortable , she couldn't help laughing.

Let him bully himself like this last night!deserve it!
But...why wasn't there a big reaction in the Baoguang Hall?

After thinking about it, but still didn't understand what was going on, he raised his eyes to look at the man lying on his side, stood up carefully, and when he jumped over his body, his eyes swept over the slight wounds on his body, the shadows that could not be seen clearly in the night yesterday At this moment, it was all very real in front of him, until his eyes fell on the dripping scar on his back shoulder, and he stroked it with trembling fingertips.

After a long time, two lines of tears rolled silently down the corners of his eyes.

In the mist, she said over and over in her heart, silly man!Why don't you take me with you?What can I do if you die?
Maybe it was because his eyes were too focused, she didn't know when he turned around, he lightly held her catkin, and smiled softly. "Why are you crying?"

(End of this chapter)