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Chapter 4 Christmas
I dated this girl——Huang Yun. I know it's inappropriate, but I have to do this to solve the doubts in my heart.In a simple cafe, I waited alone for a long time. When I thought she couldn't come and got up to leave, she did come.

Dressed in white, her hair dyed red has also returned to black. Seen from a distance at dusk, she looks like a plain-clothed woman who mourned for her husband in ancient times.Sitting in front of me, I realized that she was a lot haggard. Without makeup, her face was plain, but she was more charming.

"Sorry to keep you waiting." Her tone was calm.

"I didn't expect you to actually come."

"You're probably all guessing why Lu Bai committed suicide. I don't know. He really had no reason to die, and his mind has always been normal."

"It's scary because there is no reason." I took a sip of my coffee, which was almost cold, and continued, "And it happens to be on the day when you two are going to get married, and more importantly, on Christmas Eve. "

"You guys should know that last month, I told him explicitly that we broke up. He was very sad, but it didn't change my decision. But a few days ago, he sent me an e-mail telling me that he went to Last week, I went to Putuo Mountain to offer incense to my mother to pray for her safety. My mother was diagnosed with a malignant tumor last month. She underwent surgery that night. The operation was very difficult and the success rate was very low. It’s hard to fully recover. He knows my mother is very superstitious about this. She goes to Mount Putuo almost every summer for pilgrimage. On the night I received this E-mail, my mother’s operation was successful without any sequelae The doctor who performed the surgery was also very surprised when he stayed. He even called it a miracle. I immediately changed my view on Lu Bai and was deeply moved by his sincerity, so..."

"Promise with your body? I'm sorry." I took the liberty to answer, because I really didn't expect such a thing to happen. Has Lu Bai really been to Mount Putuo?I have no idea.

"It can be said that I am very grateful to him. In fact, I don't believe in such things, but at least I can know that he is sincere."

"Somewhat unbelievable."

"I'm stupid. Forget it. It's useless to say it now. Now that I think about it, I made the decision to marry him too lightly. It's really hard for me to decide to marry just because of a pure coincidence." I understand what I was thinking at the time and why I suddenly became so superstitious. Maybe I shouldn't say these words. This is the blasphemy of the living to the dead. I'm sorry for Lu Bai. In fact, I don't love him. , it was just a hothead at the time, which is why I married him on the spur of the moment. Do you think I am a thoughtless, selfish, insensitive woman? Yes, the fiancé was drinking coffee with his former colleagues when he was dead." She smiled wryly, "I hope Lu Bai can forgive me."

My face suddenly turned red.I knew the meaning of her last words: "I'm sorry, don't get me wrong." Then I told her about the terrible thing that happened to me on the eve of the winter solstice.

She calmly listened to my narration, and said lightly: "I know a psychiatrist. He runs a psychiatric clinic. It's very good. You can go there to adjust your psychology. You need this, you know?" Give me a business card of that psychiatrist.

"Forget me, goodbye." Then she walked out of the cafe.

Her back disappeared into the evening twilight, and I thought carefully about her last words, "Forget me".What's the meaning?I looked around again, and there were couples of men and women.

I sat alone for a while until it was all dark.

(End of this chapter)