how far is Forever

Chapter 8

"Su Luoyan, you are really not loyal enough. You have kept a secret from us about having a girlfriend." Jiang Chuan laughed and introduced himself to Ji Nuannuan, "Sister-in-law, I am Luo Yan's buddy, Jiang Chuan, meeting for the first time Please take care of me. This is my girlfriend Yan Lele."

"I've heard Luo Yan talk about you guys. Men and women really match each other very well." Ji Nuannuan replied politely. She didn't know that Yan Lele and Jiang Chuan only told us about their relationship today. Su Luoyan didn't know about it before, and then How can you mention two people?

At this time, hypocrisy is actually a good cover-up.

Hearing what she said, Jiang Chuan didn't feel anything strange, he just slapped Su Luoyan on the shoulder: "Please invite me for this meal, and don't tell me about such a big thing, you treat me like an outsider too much."

Su Luoyan still didn't speak.

I squeezed my eyes shut tightly, suppressing an unnatural shiver and a chill down my spine.Why must he remain silent?Is this the default meaning?I became more and more guilty, and my palms were clenched with cold sweat.

I still stared at Su Luoyan unwillingly, so much so that I didn't hear Jiang Chuan calling me so many times.

"Su Ruo, what are you doing!" He patted me, and I came back to my senses. Seeing my reaction, Jiang Chuan continued, "Hurry up and say hello to sister-in-law."

Sister-in-law?I can't say these two words.

I feel so ridiculous, so ridiculous that I want to laugh at myself.It seems that I should be happy that my brother has a girlfriend, but I really want to cry, and I realized that Ding Jiaqi's tenacity and chicness in the small restaurant that day were really rare.

But I'm really sad!
I thought I would be the first to know that he was in love, I thought he would be the first to share with me, why did I become the last to know the answer?

I am his sister, am I not?It's a little princess, isn't it?Why did I become a fool who was kept in the dark?From now on, his tenderness will not only be towards me, I am not Su Luoyan's princess sister anymore, because he has another girl who is worth paying for.

I feel like an abandoned rag doll, Jiang Chuan has his Yan Lele, and Su Luoyan has his own Ji Nuannuan, what about me?Am I going to be alone from now on?
"Are you worried that Su Luoyan will not treat you as well as before in the future? Falling out of favor? It's okay, brother Jiang Chuan will protect you from now on."

I looked at him, but my eyes fell on him holding Yan Lele's hand tightly. He already had his own princess and someone he wanted to protect. I smiled at him, just smiling.

"So that's the case, don't worry Su Ruo, even if Luo Yan and I are together, he is still your elder brother." Ji Nuannuan added the accent when saying the word "brother". own ownership.

I never thought it would be like this. One day a girl suddenly appeared and told me that she was my sister-in-law. She was so caught off guard that she didn't even give me a chance to prepare.

I also thought that I would be the first person to share with Su Luoyan, it seemed that it was just my fantasy.

I finally knew what Ding Jiaqi meant by that sentence. She actually wanted to tell me that the relationship between Su Luoyan and Ji Nuannuan was unusual. Because of our relationship, she just asked vaguely.

Am I the last to know?
Oh, my brother!

"Su Ruo, you're still so stupid."

The sudden voice made me dull again. I stared blankly at Song Junmu standing beside me, not knowing how to react.

"Why, haven't you remembered who I am?" Song Junmu asked.

"Nonsense, of course I remember, let's go."

"where to?"

"Of course we need to find a place to catch up on the old days. There are too many people here, so we don't want to be light bulbs." I tried my best to smile, and pulled him out without any explanation, and pulled him out of this place that made me depressed.

I seem to have found a good excuse for my escape, and a good starting point for my cowardice.

It turned out that I was so afraid of being alone, afraid that I would be alone.

"Absolutely no problem." Song Junmu embraced my shoulders, turned his head and raised his hands to the people behind him and said, "I'm going to take Su Ruo away, next time I'll treat everyone to dinner."

For some reason, I could hear sadness in his voice.

But I didn't get to the bottom of it, I just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible, the sooner the better.

"Su Ruo."

I heard Su Luoyan calling my name, his voice was very soft, as if the wind would dissipate it.

I stopped for a moment, and then followed Song Junmu away from this sad place without looking back.

The outside world suddenly made me feel so empty. The early autumn wind lifted the black hair on my forehead. I shook my head, trying to get rid of the messy thoughts in my head, but suddenly I felt a rumbling sound above my head, like a storm. The broken memories were blown away.

Why exactly?
My heart suddenly felt empty...

03
I don't know how long I walked, but my legs were already sore and weak. I stood on the side of the road blankly, looking at the busy traffic in this city, and couldn't find a direction that belonged to me.

I always thought that Su Luoyan was everything to me, even if the whole world abandoned me, I still had an older brother named Su Luoyan who would shelter me from the wind and rain.

He said, Su Ruo, there will only be two of us left in the future.

I said, you will always be my best and best brother.

He was right, there will be two people left in the future, not us, but you and me.Or your life, or my life.

At that time, I was really ridiculous. There is no such thing as eternity, and eternity is often not as long as we imagined.

"You don't actually remember me!"

Song Junmu's voice startled me. It was Song Junmu who helped me out just now, so I had a chance to escape from that cage.I looked at him with some guilt and said, "I'm sorry."

Thinking of Jiang Chuan's evaluation of Song Junmu, I subconsciously took two steps back to keep a distance from this bad boy, and my voice trembled a little, and I said, "I'm sorry, I'll treat you to dinner another day to make amends!"

"I've been used!" A hurt expression suddenly flashed on his face.

As expected, the expression of the "master of love" changed very quickly, and he could pretend to be so real even if he was injured. If I hadn't seen his cruelty to Ding Jiaqi, I would have believed it.

I still can't remember where Song Junmu and I met in the past. In my impression, this is the third time we met. The first time was when we watched gossip, and the second time was under a tree. Each time was very short.I don't know when I have "long time no see" with him.

Maybe just like what Jiang Chuan said, this is just Song Junmu's old-fashioned way of striking up a conversation. Others only use it once for different things, but he uses it more than once.

"It's fine if you don't remember, I'll take you around and take it as compensation for being used."

My first reaction was to refuse, Su Luoyan would never allow someone like Song Junmu and me to get together.Thinking of Su Luoyan, my heart ached again.

"Do you want to cross the river and tear down the bridge?" Song Junmu asked again.

"No..." In fact, I used him, there is no doubt about it, I sighed, "Then let's go!"

"Let's eat first. Lunch has been messed up. You must be hungry, right?" Song Junmu smiled lightly. He didn't look like a little ruffian. He was clearly a well-behaved and high-quality boy.

"Forget it...I don't..." I wanted to refuse again, and I always felt that being alone with Song Junmu was a very dangerous thing.

"Don't refuse, today you must make it up to my satisfaction, this is what you owe me." He interrupted me domineeringly.

"I..." The words of refusal could no longer be uttered.

"Don't refuse!" He emphasized again, seeing that I had no intention of speaking, he directly took my hand and walked forward. I wanted to break free, but found that he was so strong that I couldn't break free at all.

Then take it as compensation for using him, anyway, it's just this one time.

I followed Song Junmu silently and kept walking. After walking for a while, he stopped at the door of a restaurant: "This is it."

I looked up at the name of the restaurant, and was taken aback. The prices here... are so expensive, it's simply not something ordinary people like us can afford.

I tugged on Song Junmu's sleeve and said, "Let's change to another one. I'm not too hungry yet."

He saw through my worries at a glance: "Don't worry, I'll treat you to eat as a reward for saving me."

"Save?" I don't quite understand the meaning of this sentence, isn't it used?

"Yeah, if you hadn't saved me, I guess I'm still watching those people 'playing', so I should thank you."

This reason is really far-fetched.

"Let's go!" He took my hand and walked into the restaurant. The luxurious decoration inside made me feel like a dream.

The darkness at the beginning is just a prelude to romance, soft French songs are whispered in the ears, the wine red sofa seat, cobalt blue furniture, and faint lighting all quietly express an exotic style.

I stared blankly at everything around me, then looked down at my clothes that didn't fit here, and suddenly wanted to escape.

However, Song Junmu held my hand tightly, and he didn't give me any chance to escape.

"Su Ruo." He called my name softly.

"Huh?" I looked up blankly.

"Stupid Su Ruo." He stretched out his hand and flicked on my forehead, "Stop thinking about it, this is just a place to eat, as long as you can eat and drink enough, who will care about you!"

These behaviors of his seem to have exceeded the boundaries of ordinary classmates, but after hearing what he said, I felt a little relieved and smiled at him. It turned out that this boy is not only good at pretending to be handsome, but also has a great ability to comfort others.

"Let's go, I'm still hungry if you're not hungry!" Song Junmu took me into a private room, where the environment was elegant, and when I opened the window, there was a small pool outside the window, and the carps in the pool were swimming leisurely, which was very pleasant.

How nice it would be if I could also be a free fish?
"Don't look, let's order food first!"

"Yeah." I sat back on my seat and opened the menu. The dense English made my eyes dazzled, so I had to push the menu to him, "I don't understand, please help me order!"

"Okay." He looked at me dotingly, and I turned my head unnaturally to avoid his sight.

He spoke fluent English and communicated with the waiter. When he finished ordering, I looked at him, and my eyes met. I don't know why my heartbeat suddenly accelerated. My face was blushing, and I turned my face away again.

I actually lost my composure in front of Song Junmu, what a shame, what a shame!
"Su Ruo, I didn't expect you to be quite cute."

"Is it poor that no one loves you?" If this is the meaning, it fits me well now.

For some reason, I suddenly thought of Su Luoyan, and my heart tightened again.

"Fool, eat first. Only when you are full can you think about anything."

The food in the high-end restaurant was served quickly, and the taste was very good. I quietly buried myself in the food, tears falling into the soup, splashing circles and circles.

How great would it be if the person sitting opposite me was Su Luoyan?

"Eat quickly, I will take you to a place later."

"How can anyone treat guests to dinner and let them eat quickly?" I protested seriously.

Song Junmu looked at me for a while, and came to a conclusion: "I found that you seem to like talking back to me."

I gave him a "bah" sound, inserted a piece of steak and started to eat the meat with big mouthfuls. It tasted really good.Sure enough, there is a saying that is true, when you are in a bad mood, you should eat well.

When I finished eating, I found that Song Junmu was looking at me with incredible eyes. I was a little puzzled and asked, "What are you looking at me for?"

"It's the first time I've seen someone eat steak without cutting it." He seemed to admire it.

I raised my head: "This is called boldness. You say you are a big boy, so why are you so delicate?"

Song Junmu smiled slightly, and imitated me and began to eat meat with big mouthfuls. Sure enough, the speed increased a lot. I smiled hehe: "It's much faster this way."

After he finished eating, he wiped his mouth: "Almost choked me."

"This is a skill that needs to be practiced!" I said solemnly.

Song Junmu laughed out loud, and I curled my lips, thinking that this man is a child who can be taught, but it seems that he is just a naughty apprentice.

In the end, Song Junmu paid the bill, and I took a peek at the numbers on the bill, and I couldn't help but be speechless, it was so expensive.Next time I must find an excuse to return this favor.I don't like to owe others, especially people like Song Junmu. I don't know when I can pay it off once I owe it once.

"Have you had enough?" he asked.

"Hmm." I nodded.

"Let's go then."

Song Junmu's words always bring me a relaxed feeling. Although I always want to stay away from him in my consciousness, I can always be attracted by his words.

"Where are you going? Can I not go?"

"No, this is the compensation you owe me."

"Thank you just now!" I retorted.

"That's right, I thank you for the meal, but then you will compensate me!"

"I……"

"Objection is invalid, let's go!" I was dragged away by Song Junmuqiang, and I couldn't break free from his hand no matter what.

"Can you let me go?" I said weakly.

"Are you going to run away? I'm not going to do it. Follow me obediently! Otherwise, I'll beat you up." He made a vicious expression.

"Pfft—" I suddenly laughed out loud, "Actually, you're not that bad, are you?"

He was stunned for a moment, his gentle eyes looked at me a little awkwardly: "Su Ruo, you are the first person to say that."

I avoided his gaze and said, "Let's go!"

04
I was pulled all the way by Song Junmu, changed buses several times, and finally stopped in front of a "dark green".

It was a field of sunflowers, and now it is October, not the flowering period, only the dark green on the endless edge seems to connect the sky, the autumn wind blows gently, bringing a burst of fresh grass smell, I close my eyes and feel what nature brings The natural breath, the mood seems to be much better.

I wonder what Su Luoyan and Ji Nuannuan are doing now?Are they eating sweetly now?

Thinking of him, my heart sank again, and the clips of being with Su Luoyan in the past kept going back quickly in my mind, as if someone was pulling my memory.

I tried my best to restrain myself from thinking about him. I shook my head and turned to look at Song Junmu. He stood there with his eyes closed and his arms stretched out to feel the autumn wind. reality.

In fact, I have long discovered that he is a good-looking person, but he is not the same as Su Luoyan's good-looking person, one is quiet and restrained, the other is flamboyant and unrestrained.

It's a pity that I still don't think about whether we have actually seen this before.

"Su Ruo, you look so ugly." Song Junmu said suddenly.

"Ugly?" I didn't understand what he was going to say, Song Junmu's thoughts were never something a girl like me could guess.

"The way you frown is very ugly."

"Really?" I lowered my head in disappointment, and began to deny myself incessantly. I am inferior to Ding Jiaqi in comparison to appearance, inferior to Yan Lele in comparison to family background, inferior to Ji Nuannuan in comparison to aura, what else do I have? Advantages can make others like it?

So, is this why Su Luoyan got a girlfriend?Because his Su Ruotai is useless, he doesn't want to watch it anymore.

I don't know why, but I suddenly started to cry, and the tears fell down.

A warm hand brushed across my cheek, wiping away my tears, I raised my head, and vaguely saw the smile on the corner of Song Junmu's mouth again: "It's good to just cry."

He smiled, and I choked up, suddenly feeling less like crying.I sniffed and patted his hand away, but he was still smiling, as if he was very happy. I wiped away the tears on my face, then stared at him with big eyes, and asked cautiously: "I... ...really ugly?"

He was slightly taken aback, as if he was stopped by my sudden question, but soon, he laughed again, nodded my brow, and said: "You frown like an old woman, it's so ugly .”

I lowered my head, not wanting to say another word to him.

"Actually, I lied to you. You look good no matter you are smiling or crying." He paused slightly, his voice seemed very soft, I looked up at him, and the shining stars in Song Junmu's eyes made me suddenly, He said, "Let the things that are no longer there go with the wind, why don't you look at the things in front of you?"

He pointed at himself, and I laughed out loud, this guy is more narcissistic than Jiang Chuan.

I rubbed my face, hoping to change my expression, hoping that I would stop thinking about that person, no matter how sad I am now, he must not see it, why should I embarrass myself anymore?
But I still can't restrain myself from thinking about everything that happened.

Now, Jiang Chuan has Yan Lele, and even Su Luoyan who has been with me has Ji Nuannuan, and should I find someone to take Su Luoyan's place in my life?
"Song Junmu, can I be your girlfriend?"

Song Junmu was stunned.

At that moment, I didn't know what I was thinking, maybe I didn't know what I was thinking that day.Impulse?Or a kind of revenge?But who do you take revenge on?Su Luoyan?
I turned my head: "Sorry, just pretend I didn't say anything."

"Can you go back on what you said so easily? I don't agree!" Song Junmu pulled me into his arms and hugged me, then left a kiss on my forehead, "I've already stamped it, From today on, you are my Song Junmu's person."

My face suddenly flushed with embarrassment, I must have had a convulsion just now to think of using someone like Song Junmu as my substitute, I... I even forgot that he is actually a "devil".

Will people who make deals with "demons" end well?

"Su Ruo, I'm very happy, because from now on, you are mine." The bottom of his eyes dimmed with star-like softness, and I suddenly came back to my senses, feeling the strings in a certain corner of my heart being gently plucked. Looking at him, I don't know what to say, but I am very grateful to Song Junmu, no matter what reason he agreed to me, it is a relief for me at this moment.

"thanks……"

Song Junmu laughed loudly: "Since you thank me, I'll kiss you first to get some interest." He was about to kiss him.

I hurriedly turned my head away and said, "You think beautifully!"

He smiled happily, brighter than the sun.

(End of this chapter)