how far is Forever

Chapter 6

I moved my lips tremblingly, and my sleepiness disappeared instantly. I stood there in a daze, a little at a loss.

Then I heard my mother's voice, almost growling: "Who's that kid?"

Dad's voice was a little fuzzy, and I couldn't hear it clearly.

Afterwards, the sound of various things being smashed appeared in their room one after another. My mother yelled like crazy, and my father's voice became louder. I felt a sudden pain in my head as if it was about to split open. I couldn't hear what they were arguing about, and subconsciously ran to the corner with my head in my arms, huddled in a dark corner, and closed my eyes tightly.

"Don't be afraid."

Feeling a hand on my shoulder, I opened my eyes tremblingly, looked over, and found that it was Su Luoyan, the moonlight was behind him, leaving a vague sense of light, he hugged me and squatted with me In the corner, whispered in my ear: "Don't be afraid, it will be fine."

There was another loud "bang", I trembled subconsciously, and Su Luoyan hugged me even tighter.I leaned into his arms and asked, "Why aren't you afraid?"

"Because if I'm scared, you'll be even more scared."

I was a little surprised: "Why?"

At that time, I didn't understand what Su Luoyan's words meant at all. I just thought that this boy was very strange.

"Because you gave me the biggest chicken wings when you ate, so I want to protect you."

Look, this is even more strange. In fairy tales, only princesses need protection. I’m not a princess who can’t meet a witch, okay?

Although I always felt that Su Luoyan was strange, I didn't say it, because now only he can make me not be afraid of those terrifying voices temporarily.

He patted me on the shoulder lightly, and said softly, "Su Ruo, don't be afraid, you'll be fine soon."

I closed my eyes slightly and leaned into his arms.

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I put my head on his shoulder and looked at the sky full of stars like I did when I was a child.

Afterwards, he never spoke again, and the events of that night were always imprinted in my mind, the moonlight was quiet, and the silver streamer poured down on us, exuding a faint mist like white mist...

I didn't continue to ask for the answer to that question, I didn't want to ask, because I knew that one day, there would be someone beside him, and that person was not me.

Although heartache, although sad, but I hope the first person to share with him is me.

The night sky that night was the most beautiful night sky I have ever seen in my life. Su Luoyan stood beside me that night and gave me the strength to stabilize.How nice it would be if time just stood still like this, then there wouldn't be all kinds of things the next day.

The next day, a photo was crazily posted on the school's forum. I was pulled up by my roommates to look at the photo, and I was dumbfounded.The people in the photo are me and Su Luoyan. The angle of the person taking the photo is very good. The distance between the two of us is so close that it looks like we are kissing.If I wasn't one of the parties, I might have thought it was a kissing photo too.

"The news about you two has gone crazy on campus."

"But we are brothers and sisters, how is it possible..." I knew that my explanation was just a cover-up, and I couldn't help sighing, I was just an ordinary person, and there was no way to stop others from thinking about me.Thinking of this, I went downstairs to find Su Luoyan after washing up.

When I came down from the dormitory, I always felt that the girls who walked by me looked at me with strange eyes, which made me very baffled.

"This is that Su Ruo, tsk tsk, he looks good, but he is such a person."

"Isn't Su Luoyan the same?"

"I finally know why Su Luoyan rejects so many girls."

"Oh, this kind of thing is hard to say."

The girls laughed beside me, talking right and wrong about me like they were talking about the weather.I subconsciously clenched my hands tightly, but the blood in my mind was rushing wildly. I don't allow anyone to say Su Luoyan, and I don't allow anyone to mock him as a joke.

"They're just jealous of you, why bother to care about what other people think, just be yourself, right?"

I was taken aback for a moment, and Ding Jiaqi was standing in front of me.She looked me up and down, and raised her voice a little: "The pure is from the turbid, and the turbid is from the turbid. You just need to have a mirror in your heart, why care about other people's opinions?" It's not like people can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour. The psychology is the most disgusting."

I froze for a moment, is she helping me?I have never had direct contact with her before, but last time I secretly watched her gossip in the small restaurant, and did not say hello, I suddenly felt so ashamed.

The two people behind were silent.

Ding Jiaqi looked at my expression and said: "The weather outside is very good today, don't let others spoil your mood. In fact, you don't have to think about it too much. There are too many people who have a crush on Su Luoyan in school. Even if you are him The younger sister may also be jealous at any time."

I nodded, I understood what she meant, smiled and said, "Thank you, sister."

Ding Jiaqi nodded slightly and left.

Looking at Ding Jiaqi's back, I felt a little strange. Could it be that her appearance was simply to comfort me, and then drive those two annoying girls away?Her behavior was even more inexplicable than that suspicious photo.

"Sister." I called to her.

When she stopped and turned around to look at me, I felt a little regretful again, I hesitated and didn't know what to say.

"What's matter?"

I stared at her blankly, not knowing how to answer.

"I want to ask, why do you..."

"I quarreled with Junmu that day, were you there?" She asked me suddenly.

I was stunned by this question and could only nod silly.

Ding Jiaqi smiled: "If you like it, go for it. It's no big deal. Other people's opinions are not important at all. What matters is your own feeling. After all, happiness is something that only you understand. I like Song Junmu, so I I fought for it, and I don’t regret it at all.”

I was slightly in a trance. At that moment, her words seemed to touch me, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.My hand subconsciously strokes the necklace around my neck.

Ding Jiaqi blinked, with a playful look: "When I came in just now, I saw your brother, he should be waiting for you."

I nodded: "We made an appointment to go to the library."

Ding Jiaqi patted my shoulder, smiled, and after walking a few steps, she suddenly turned around and asked a very inexplicable question, she asked me: "Su Ruo, do you know Ji Nuannuan?"

I thought for a while and shook my head and said, "I've heard of it, but I don't know it, what's wrong?" Could it be that she wanted to remind me of something?
"It's nothing, just asking casually." Ding Jiaqi left gracefully, I watched her leave until she disappeared from my sight, her smile just now was really bright.I let out a breath, and all the smiles came back to my face at once. Looking at the road ahead, I continued to walk out.

I went out of the dormitory building, just as Ding Jiaqi said, the sun outside was so bright, I looked up at the sky, stretched out my five fingers, and strands of light shone through like ripples.

When I lowered my eyes, I saw Su Luoyan in front of the dormitory building as expected.I looked at him across the street, feeling like time was frozen in a trance, and under the shadow of the tree, his appearance became blurred.

"What are you in a daze for again?" Su Luoyan came over and stopped in front of me, and now I can see it clearly.

I shook my head: "Brother, do you know about the photos?"

I still couldn't help asking.

"I know." He nodded, his expression was not unnatural, "Su Ruo will be unhappy because of this matter?"

I shook my head and said, "No."

"It's fine if you don't, you don't have to care about those things, just be yourself." He stretched out his hand and touched my forehead as if trying to test the temperature, "Is the cold better?"

I nodded: "It's done."

Su Luoyan was relieved a lot. I grabbed him suddenly, shook his arm, and showed a big smile. He didn't understand why I suddenly smiled so happily. I raised my head playfully, but I didn't tell him .

Su Luoyan had nothing to do with me, so I dragged him and ran across the dormitory building, across the playground, and towards the library.Maybe it is really like what Ding Jiaqi said, other people's opinions are not important at all, what is important is your own feelings, after all, only you can understand such things as happiness.

One morning I was in the library with Su Luoyan. He was reading a book on economics recently. I asked him quietly: "Brother, do you plan to buy me a lot of chicken wings after you make money?"

"I don't mind adding something else." He smiled slightly.

I smiled foolishly, and when I saw Su Luoyan's smile, I thought of Ding Jiaqi's words, why bother to care about what other people think, just be yourself.

"Brother, tell me a story! You used to tell me stories when you were young, but you don't tell them anymore when you grow up." I flipped through the book at hand, and the little stories in it seemed very boring, without Su Luo at all. Speak vividly.

Su Luoyan looked at me with a straight face: "Have you forgotten the purpose of coming here today?"

I shook my head, of course I did not forget, study.

But it's really boring: "Brother, don't pretend, just pretend to be cold in front of girls, but pretend to be cold in front of your own sister, do you know that you look like a little old man when you pretend to be sweet!"

"Okay, you saw through it."

"Nonsense, you are my brother, of course I know you best." After a long time, when I thought of what I said, I thought it was ridiculous, but at this time I didn't think there was any problem with what I said. .

"Then do you remember what was the first story I told you?"

"First story?"

It seems that many years ago, I also pulled Su Luoyan like this and said, "Brother, tell me a story!"

The first story he told me was Cinderella, the girl in the crystal slipper who finally found the prince, and they danced in a magnificent palace, and ended up happily ever after, forever, forever.

At that time, I still raised my head and asked Su Luoyan: "Brother, how far is forever?"

He said to me: "It is always so far away, and there is no end in sight."

"That brother will always be good to me, okay?"

I clearly remember that he nodded and said hello to me.

Su Luoyan smiled slightly, his gentle appearance was full of luxurious and quiet elegance, the sun shone on him, as if condensed into bright colored glass.

(End of this chapter)