how far is Forever

Chapter 5

"It's very small, but should we leave the auditorium now? Look at the classmate who is about to close the door and has been staring at us for a long time."

"I'll take you back to the dormitory."

"I heard that there will be a total lunar eclipse tonight, do you want to go and see it together?"

"it is good."

Under the starlight at night, Su Luoyan took my hand and walked outside the school calmly, the shadows of the two of them slantingly reflected on the stone platform by the roadside.I turned my head to look at him from time to time. I met a lot of people along the way. I didn't think there were many people I knew, but most of them knew Su Luoyan.

I don't think it's good for us to hold hands like this. It may cause trouble to Su Luoyan. After all, we are brothers and sisters, not lovers.However, Su Luoyan held my hand tightly, even for a moment, I still hesitated, that little bit of hesitation, after all, still failed to meet the hidden expectations in my heart.

When I walked out of the east gate, I saw Song Junmu. He was standing under the tree, looking in the direction of me and Su Luoyan. After what happened last time, I definitely thought he was looking at me.I feel baffled, I really don't remember when or where I saw him.

Su Luoyan held my hand more and more tightly, I looked up at him, his expression was calm, I couldn't tell what was going on in his heart.

I walked past Song Junmu as if nothing had happened, and when I passed by him, I seemed to hear him calling my name softly, "Su Ruo."

Maybe he is going to say "Long time no see" to me again this time, I guess.

But Su Luoyan and I walked a long way, and we didn't hear another word from Song Junmu.

After leaving the school, Su Luoyan suddenly asked me: "Have you seen him before?"

"Who?"

Su Luoyan said, "Song Junmu."

In fact, I knew that Su Luoyan was asking him, and I wanted to pretend to be stupid, but it seemed that he was determined to ask clearly.I had no choice but to shake my head: "Actually, I really don't know." I looked up at Su Luoyan, who didn't show any expression, and didn't say anything else.

Su Luoyan took me to Shilipo. There are not many people here, but the view in this area is very wide, full of green grass swaying in the wind.I suddenly shivered, fearing that it would be blown by the night wind, Su Luoyan took off his coat and put it on for me, he said: "We may be the only ones left in the future."

I smiled and nodded. Although there will be one less person in the future, I am very happy because that person must have fallen into the honey pot now.

Seeing how happy I was, Su Luoyan suddenly asked me a question: "Will Su Ruo find a boyfriend in the future?"

I shook my head and looked at the starry sky. The night is very deep, the moon has risen to the highest point, and it is slowly turning red. At that moment, I feel that my voice is ethereal like the wind: "It is good to have a brother... I I want to be with my brother forever and become the most enviable brother and sister with the best relationship."

It may be that I have never known what the word "forever" means. In the past, I always liked to add these two words in front of our relationship, which means a lifetime. In fact, it is not the case.

Su Luoyan didn't speak any more, he also looked up at the starry sky.

I looked at him and suddenly couldn't help asking: "What about you?"

Su Luoyan smiled, but before reaching the bottom of his eyes, he restrained himself.I looked a little dazed, he suddenly stretched out his hand and stroked the tip of my nose, my eyes trembled slightly, his habitual movements would make my heart beat anytime.

Su Luoyan didn't answer my question, but asked, "When was the last time we watched the starry sky together?"

Did you watch the starry sky together last time?
"It should be the day you first came to my house!"

The day Su Luoyan first came to our house, I was still playing mud with Jiang Chuan.I heard a child say: "Su Ruo, your father brought a very beautiful boy back, you should go home and have a look!"

I didn't bother to wash my hands, and ran home in a hurry.

When I opened the door, there was a beautiful boy standing beside my father. That was the first time I saw Su Luoyan. The first impression was that he was such a beautiful boy. His pupils were as bright as amber. I thought he was the man I lived for so many years The most beautiful person I have ever met, even though I was only six years old at the time.

When I was looking at him, he had already stood up from the ground and looked down at me. I always thought that if I closed my eyes, others might not see me, but now, I actually had a feeling that he looked down. It's been my illusion for a long time.

I blushed and faltered, not knowing what to say.

He didn't speak, just looked at me, and I suddenly regretted why I went to play in the mud with Jiang Chuan today, making it dirty, it must be ugly now, and I don't know if this good-looking boy will dislike me.

There were footsteps behind me, I hurriedly turned my head to look, and it was my father who came, and he said, "Ruoruo, this is your brother, Luo Yan."

"I have a brother?" I froze for a moment.

Dad picked me up from the ground, didn't answer me, but said with a smile: "Did you go to a mud fight with Jiang Chuan again today?"

"He lost me first!" I emphasized, and looked around nervously, but I didn't find my mother. You know, she doesn't like me coming back dirty.

"Where's mom?" Out of worry, I still asked cautiously.

Dad put me down and said with a strange expression, "She's preparing dinner."

"Do you eat meat?"

"Eat meat, and your favorite coke chicken wings."

Coke chicken wings?

I immediately jumped up and laughed happily.My parents are usually very busy at work, and they are basically not at home when eating. I used to eat the bread left by them, but today I can eat Coke chicken wings. This is definitely more exciting than winning a fight with Jiang Chuan Happy things.

"From now on, Luo Yan is your elder brother. Do you understand that you should get along well with your elder brother in the future?" Dad bent down and patted me on the shoulder and said.

I turned my head and looked at the boy who was called my brother, and I suddenly had a better impression because he brought me my favorite cola chicken wings.I held his hand, very solemnly: "My name is Su Ruo, I am six years old, and I will protect you from now on."

Although he was older than me and he was a boy, he looked like a little girl. I immediately felt that it was my responsibility to protect him.

Su Luoyan's hands were covered with mud by me, but his expression was still calm.

Dad was very happy to see me, with a smile on his face, and of course I was also very happy, not because of this boy, but because I was very excited thinking about having Coke chicken wings for a while.

"Go and wash first, otherwise your mother will see you and you will be scolded again later."

"Yes, yes." I made a playful face at Dad and the boy, bypassing them and rushing into the bathroom.

When I finished washing and came out, the smell of the chicken wings made my mouth water. I reached out and wanted to steal a piece, but my father knocked me out, "You steal it before everyone sits down. Be careful when mom sees you .”

I stuck out my tongue and winked at Dad and smiled: "If Dad doesn't tell me, how will Mom know?"

As a result, as soon as the voice fell, my mother came out of the kitchen. She had a gloomy face and looked very scary.I timidly withdrew my outstretched hand.

"Go back to your room and change your clothes first, and see how dirty your clothes are."

I ran away in a hurry, and when I opened the door, I seemed to hear my parents arguing, the voice was vague, and I thought I was just an illusion.

While eating, I found that Su Luoyan also changed into clean clothes and sat quietly beside her father.Dad kept picking up vegetables for him, as if he was the only one in his eyes.

Su Luoyan bowed his head to eat obediently, and I was not to be outdone, so I picked up 4 or 5 chicken wings and piled them in a bowl.And my mother was much more silent than usual, her face was always gloomy, and she didn't eat much.After everyone finished eating, she got up silently, walked into the kitchen, and didn't come out again until the end of dinner.

At the dinner table, I told a lot of interesting stories, but most of them were about fighting with Jiang Chuan who grew up together. Dad laughed happily, but Su Luoyan didn't say a word. I was even a little suspicious. Can't you hear my voice.

In the evening, my father asked Su Luoyan to share a room with me. I have no objection, he is my brother anyway.

My room is not big, there is only a small single bed, it's a bit cramped for two people.I looked at this brother with some reluctance, even if he is good-looking, I don't like people invading my "territory".

"Su Ruo, let's squeeze together with my brother tonight." Dad coaxed me, "Tomorrow, Dad will buy a new bed, just for one night."

I looked at Su Luoyan, and then at my bed, feeling a bit embarrassed.

"If you are obedient tonight, Dad will take you to eat delicious food tomorrow."

When I heard the delicious food, my eyes glowed with a different brilliance, and I widened my eyes and asked, "Really?"

"I'll just lay the floor."

Su Luoyan's words made me full of resentment, as if I saw a lot of delicious food leaving me, but my father seemed to listen to him very much. After he said it, my father didn't say a word and started to prepare for him.

I've fallen out of favor and I can't sleep because of this resentment.

The moonlight is as clear as water, flowing into my hut, giving people a soft feeling.I couldn't help squinting my eyes slightly, as if melting into the watery moonlight.Suddenly, I felt that there was another person beside me. I opened my eyes and found that Su Luoyan was lying by the window. He was silently looking out of the window. From a very close distance, I could see clearly. His eyes were like a dark mouth. deep well.

Maybe it was the moonlight, maybe it was his eyes, I suddenly asked a question: "Brother, why haven't I seen you before?"

He fell silent suddenly.

Maybe he has been silent all the time, I turned my head again and continued to look out of the window. After a long time, just when I was about to fall asleep, he suddenly spoke.

"I have no idea……"

I yawned. For me at that time, my question and his answer were not well understood. I asked again: "Then where did you live before?"

He shook his head.

I yawned again, feeling a little sleepy, I waved to him and said, "I'm going to sleep."

He still didn't respond.

I turned around to look for my bed, but before I climbed into the bed, I suddenly heard a loud "bang", it seemed that something was smashed to the ground, and the sound came from another room separated by only one wall .

(End of this chapter)