get married

Chapter 57

Yang Jinning walked from upstairs to downstairs, and then from downstairs to upstairs. She walked several times like this, but still couldn't stop.She seemed to need to think about a lot of things, but she couldn't think about anything.It was as if there was a balloon in her heart, and it was already full of air. She wanted to let the air out, but she couldn't find the outlet for the balloon. She could only endure the feeling of suffocation, but she hated the uncomfortable feeling so much .

This situation made her very frustrated.

Gu Chengdong left so early, she could think of countless possibilities for him, went to the company, did a certain big event, she could convince herself of everything, and everything has a possibility.But her thinking is full of self-deception. She is very clear that she is just pretending to convince herself now.

In the final analysis, she still cared and felt uncomfortable, but no one could persuade her. The word "figure it out" cannot be instilled in her.It's like she fell in love with a cup, but that cup has been used by someone. If she doesn't know, she can pretend that she is the only owner, but she has seen it used by others.If she doesn't like the cup, she doesn't have to worry about it, but she also likes the cup, and if she continues to use it, she will feel uncomfortable, and she is reluctant to throw it away.So, she could only let herself feel uncomfortable.

Her bad situation changed because of a phone call. To be precise, someone made her feel even worse.

There will always be someone who wants you to be very unhappy, and who can also give you a reason for being unhappy.

Ever since hearing Ye Wanxi's voice, Yang Jinning has been suppressing her temper, really afraid that she will yell at her like a shrew, simply because she is not happy now.But among enemies, the one who loses his mind first is mostly the loser.The definition of a loser is not whether you have a moral bottom line, but that you have a stronger heart than the other party.

"It's so rare that you can still think of me." Yang Jinning sat down slowly, suppressing her anxiety, knocking on the table repeatedly with one hand, and then continued after a pause, "And I, at all Can't remember you coming."

To be honest, she felt that Ye Wanxi was haunted, and she didn't know how to get her phone number. Thinking of this made her even more unhappy.

Ye Wanxi was smiling, an obvious smile that could be clearly felt by Yang Jinning on the phone.

"I care about you." Ye Wanxi said seriously, "I just want to know if you are doing well."

"Thank you for your concern, as you wish, I am doing well."

"Oh?" Ye Wanxi raised her tone, "Your husband is also very kind to you?"

"I'm sorry, my husband has always been nice to me." Yang Jinning's face changed slightly, and no one would see it anyway.

"Is it okay to deceive yourself?" Ye Wanxi seemed to snort, with obvious sarcasm, "How does it feel to know that my husband has another love? I don't mind sharing it."

Yang Jinning was silent for a few seconds before she spoke to her mobile phone, "You sent those letters and diaries?" It was already absolutely certain that only Ye Wanxi could give out everything about Susie.

Ye Wanxi just laughed and acquiesced.

Yang Jinning bit her lower lip, "What exactly do you want to do? Don't you really regard your mother as a role model?" Xiaosan can really become a "glorious tradition" to inherit...

"What do I want to do?" Ye Wanxi was still smiling, but the smile was a little bit bitter, "I always feel inferior to others, how does it feel? I just want you to experience it. Gu Chengdong will only love Su Xi , it will never be you, Yang Jinning." When he said these words, he was actually telling himself that Gu Chengdong would only love Su Xi, not Yang Jinning, and of course it would not be Ye Wanxi himself.

"A dead person, why do you think she can beat me?"

"Then let's make a bet, I bet Gu Chengdong's favorite will always be Suzie."

Yang Jinning instinctively felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't say, "What do you want to do?"

"You'll know."

Yang Jinning wanted to say something, but the call had already been hung up by the other party.

She was silent again, even if she could refute Ye Wanxi, the uncertainty in her heart reminded her of those unstable factors.Gu Chengdong's expression on those letters was still lingering in her mind.

Even, when she thought of Ye Wanxi's words, she would subconsciously approve of them.

If a person dies, will he become the best?
Isn't Chun Yuan in "The Legend of Zhen Huan" just dying at the most beautiful time, so that the emperor who is bothered will leave an indelible love status, sometimes, death is also a kind of eternity.

Yang Jinning's mood finally calmed down. Ye Wanxi sent those things just to make Gu Chengdong remember Su Xi and make her feel uncomfortable.If she continues to agonize over this matter and quarrel with Gu Chengdong, then it just happens to be what others want, and Ye Wanxi has achieved her goal.She doesn't want to be that kind of woman, she can't go on struggling like this.

So when Yang Yisen's text message came, she also felt that she should go out for a walk. If she stayed at home all the time, she would get sick sooner or later.And it seems that she and Yang Yisen haven't seen each other for a long time, so many things happened in the middle, if it was her before, she would definitely want to share it with others, but now she just accepts it.

In this way, the person who has changed the most is actually himself.

She took a shower, changed her clothes, and put on her makeup before going out.

She hopes that she can have a good mood, and can't let those annoying people influence her, and she can't do what they want. Her happiness and sorrow can only be decided by herself.

The location was provided by Yang Yisen, a somewhat remote tea garden with a pretty good environment.

When she arrived, Yang Yisen had already arrived, which was the same as in the past.He was always the one who arrived at their date place early, and she always rushed there on purpose and was late on purpose, but he didn't blame herself, so something of guilt grew in her heart.

That familiar mood made her feel better.

She felt that he had changed, but in fact he hadn't completely changed. At least these habits still remained, and they still made her feel warm.

She sat across from Yang Yisen and gave him a big smile.The environment here is quite good, and it can indeed be a good place to relax.

"What are you busy with recently? You don't contact me very much." She is most afraid of chatting with people she used to know in unfamiliar ways, so she tries to look familiar, hoping to feel calm and reduce the strangeness between each other .

"Day after day, it's neither busy nor interesting."

Yang Yisen stood up and poured tea for her, his movements were very elegant, reminding her of the clean and elegant man in high school that girls liked to call him "Prince" behind his back.

She is not an elegant person, so naturally she can't appreciate the joy of this tea, it's bitter and astringent, she doesn't know what's good about it.Fortunately, she is no longer able to speak out against others.

She drank one slowly, and it was slightly bitter, but after the bitterness, there was a slight sweetness.

She likes this kind of feeling, as if she is educating people to bear hardships and hardships, and it always gives people a hint that your current suffering is only for future happiness.

"Are parents okay?" Thinking of the old couple, the smile on her face became more natural.

Yang Yisen has been observing her face, no matter how well she pretends, there will always be flaws, but this smile made him feel at ease a lot.

"It's all okay, just like in the past." Yang Yisen sighed slightly, "Parents often say that when people get old, their ideas become simpler, and they hope that their children can reassure themselves."

"They are euphemistically reminding you that it's time to consider life-long events."

Yang Yisen looked up at her, then slowly turned his head.

On the telegraph pole outside, there was a row of little birds. The birds flew to this position for a while, and then flew to that position for a while, but they did not leave.

Yang Yisen looked at it for a while, then seemed to come back to his senses, "Maybe, it's time to think about it."

Hearing what he said, she couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed.

When I was in high school, I once had lunch with my classmates. On the way back to the classroom, the classmates suddenly pointed her at another couple and asked her what she thought the guy looked like.After she answered, the classmate laughed. The boy had chased the female classmate before, but the female classmate did not agree to date at that time.Now that boy is dating another girl, but the classmate feels a bit sour.But the classmate also said that she didn't have any feelings for that boy at all, but she couldn't help but sigh and feel melancholy when she bumped into him by accident.

Yang Jinning is probably in that mood now.

A man who used to be nice to himself will one day treat another woman with a heart that is nice to him.

She lowered her head, "Then parents will be very happy." She took another sip of tea and seemed to think it tasted good.

"Are you happy then?"

"what?"

"I asked," I changed the question after all, "Are you happy now?"

"It's okay, so-so, how?"

Yang Yisen stared at her for a while, "Since when, we can't even open our hearts."

Hearing him speak like this made her a little uncomfortable, but she didn't know what to say, "Why do you keep talking about me, you asked me out, you should talk more about yourself."

Yang Yisen was taken aback, "I asked you out?" He frowned, "Didn't you send me a message saying that you were in a bad mood and asked me to accompany you?"

Yang Jinning also felt that something was wrong, and stared at Yang Yisen for a while, "How could this happen?" Someone must have asked them out at the same time, and there must be some plan, she felt faintly uneasy.

Yang Yisen also had the same idea as her, but he looked around and saw no suspicious person.There were no sneaky people who wanted to take pictures of them. After all, the environment here was empty and it was not easy to cover up.

This fact affects their emotions.

"Let's go back!" She frowned. In any case, it's better to be careful, especially if this anxiety is getting stronger.

Yang Yisen also agreed, nodded, and paid the bill.

How all this happened, there is only one fragment left in Yang Jinning's memory.Yang Jinning was sitting in Yang Yisen's car. After the car drove for a certain distance, a car appeared and rammed straight towards this side.She didn't have time to react, and she didn't know what to do.Then Yang Yisen turned around quickly, but he suddenly discovered something and chose to look in another direction.

Then there was a loud noise from the car, and she only felt her head hurt, and she didn't know what hit her.And Yang Yisen threw himself on her body.

The strong smell of blood almost made her vomit.

Death was so close, but she suddenly understood something.He changes direction quickly, just to minimize her injury.

(End of this chapter)