get married

Chapter 17

Yang Jinning had been ill for quite a long time, and she also experienced Gu Chengdong's meticulous care. Of course, this kind of "good" is only a relative term.It's really strange to think about it, if a person has never been nice to you before, and suddenly shows kindness to you, you will look very moved.On the contrary, if a person treats you very well all the time, whenever he treats you not so well (still very well), you will feel that he treats you badly and changes.This kind of psychology seems to be reminding a person not to be too nice to another person.

One of the reasons why she can think this way is that Mama Zhang will always repeatedly mention everything Gu Chengdong has done for her in front of her, but she will come back directly after get off work, and occasionally call her back to ask her clearly, and will threaten and intimidate her Let her take medicine.She felt very despicable that Gu Chengdong did this because he was afraid that she would infect him, even if he had already been infected, but in the end, that person was better than her, and she couldn't help laughing at herself whether it was because the cold factor fell in love with her, and if she made up her mind, she would don't want to leave.

After Mama Zhang encouraged and signaled three or five times, Yang Jinning felt that if she didn't express it to Gu Chengdong, it would be too ruthless.

Mama Zhang carefully scooped the soup she had made into a thermos, brought it out, put it on the table, checked it carefully, and then put it in Yang Jinning's hands, "Now you and the young master have a good relationship. He knows that you have been thinking about him, so he will put you in his heart."

Yang Jinning wanted to lift the cover, but she was beaten by Zhang's mother. She was very wronged, "Zhang's mother is biased, she must be delicious, but I have no share."

"Go, go, go and send it back. I'll make you better soup for your beauty." Mama Zhang looked at her with a smile, such a pretty face, so coquettish, people couldn't help liking it.

"Well, I'm destined to be a maid."

Mama Zhang held her back, "Remember to say that you cooked the soup yourself, and you have been waiting for me for hours."

"Tsk tsk, when did Mama Zhang learn this?" Yang Jinning held the thermos, "I know, I know, Mama Zhang is thinking of me."

When Yang Jinning was sitting in the car, she wondered if she was like a concubine in ancient times who wanted her husband to favor her, and tried to please her husband in every possible way, and the people around her also tried their best to hope that she would be favored, as if she could also be honored.

When I arrived at Gu Chengdong's company, like last time, it didn't take much effort to get in, and even the guards greeted her proactively, saying that the relationship between the two of them is really good.These words made Yang Jinning want to laugh, so she didn't show her face in the first year or two after marriage, so what's the meaning among these people?
She walked into the huge hall, carefully carrying the thermos, she still had to be favored by this crap!Even if you have an accident, you can't let it happen.There was a team of company personnel in front of her, chattering a lot of technical terms, which she couldn't understand at all.She wanted to walk slowly and let them enter the elevator. When she looked up, the profile of the woman who was speaking came into her eyes. Is it her?
She caught up, and the group of people just walked into the elevator, and the door was already closed.

She pressed the button next to it again, but the door didn't open.

Is it that person?

When the next elevator came, she came back to her senses a little bit, her mood was affected, and she was a little unhappy.But it's another stupid behavior to affect her mood for someone she hates, and she doesn't want herself to keep doing stupid things.

And the secretary who didn't stop her last time made up his mind to stop her this time. The method is similar to Gu Chengdong's. First, he strongly expresses the company's rules and regulations, and then softly hopes that she will understand the work. Once If you dereliction of duty, you lose your job.This blow made her even more unhappy.

Yang Jinning felt that she often did mindless things. For example, now, she entered Gu Chengdong's office without persuasion, but was told that he was in a meeting, and pushed open the door of the conference room without fear of death.

Standing at the door, stared at by many pairs of eyes, without changing his face, "Oh, you go on."

Seeing that Gu Chengdong was looking at him, his expression was not good, but it was not ugly, he wondered if he was holding back.She waved at him, "Hey, come out."

She looks like a primary school student... Hey, classmate, please come out.

Gu Chengdong didn't intend to move at first, but he found that everyone was focusing on him, and went to show himself... If he didn't go, she would lose face in front of so many people, "I'll stop here for the time being, and report to me after sorting out the details .”

After Gu Chengdong finished speaking, he walked out the door first.

Seeing him coming out, Yang Jinning took his hand and dragged him into the office, regardless of whether he was really angry or fake, not hitting the smiling face.

"This is the soup I made for you with my own hands, you must remember to drink it."

Gu Chengdong stood and watched her the whole time, seeing her pour the soup into a bowl.He picked up the spoon and pounded it a few times, "You did it?" He frowned, not looking angry.

"Of course, it took hours!"

Gu Chengdong's expression was very strange, and after a long time of fidgeting, he raised his somewhat distorted face, "Could it be that you paid attention to me?"

His expression made her very puzzled, and she thought for a long time before reading what he was referring to.Did he think she was giving him a big tonic so that they could have a baby...

"How is it possible... Even if I doubt my body, I won't doubt you..."

Gu Chengdong stopped messing around this time, "Oh...should I say thank you?"

Yang Jinning had a bitter face, "You should say that you are willing to drink even poison."

"I'm not that great."

"I'll help you be great." She snatched the spoon in his hand and insisted on feeding him with her own hands, totally ignorant of his slightly changed expression, "Drink it while it's hot, drink more, it's worthy of me sending it so far away." Seeing that Gu Chengdong was not ready to respond to himself, he continued, "Hey, even if you think it's not good, you still have to say it's good in front of me... Even if you're not happy, lie to me that you're happy... If you're not happy, you have to pretend to be very happy willing."

"En." Gu Chengdong nodded after taking a big sip, "It's delicious, I'm very glad to have you as my good helper, and I'm very happy to have you serve me."

His smile lacked the slightly teasing arc of the past, which made her move slightly.

She cleaned up the bowls and thermos, moving very slowly, and only after she finished packing did she look at Gu Chengdong, who was looking at the document with a serious expression, "That...'

"Huh?" He didn't look up at her.

"How do you feel about your life now?"

"Fortunately."

"Well..." She also felt very good, "Then let's live like this." Don't think about what is there or what is not.

The stroke of Gu Chengdong's writing his name was deeply aggravated and became a thick stroke of ink.

When Yang Jinning went back, she thought about how she and Gu Chengdong looked at each other just now, it was actually very silly.Such joyful thoughts in her brain short-circuited her for a long time until Gu Chengdong drove him back, otherwise she would bear a bad reputation if it affected his work.

She only remembered when the elevator was approaching the first floor, and almost forgot the most important moment.

Going back to the upper floor again, he walked up to the director of the personnel department with a kind expression, "Hello, is there an employee named Ye Wanxi in the company?"

"Wait a moment, I'll check the personnel records."

"kindness."

"Ye Wanxi? It seems that there is no such person..."

"Thank you then." Yang Jinning let out a long breath, she hoped that she was wrong.

Yang Jinning was walking on the road. At this time, the water truck was cleaning the street, and it was wet everywhere.She stood on tiptoe, dodged the small stream of water, and walked for a while, and saw a cleaner in front of her sitting in a flower bed in overalls, with a hanging bottle hanging on a tree next to him, and salt water flowed into his body from time to time .Many people may praise the cleaner for his dedication to work when he is sick, and some people will also point out that it is only caused by their work status and social security.Yang Jinning stood where she was, didn't come forward to express condolences, and didn't complain too much about why he did this.She just stood there, maybe kindness is also an addictive disease. She gave up her seat on the bus, saw poor children donating money, went to poor places to support education, dedicated her life, and then lived a fulfilling life.And what she thought about the most was that she wanted to quit this thing.

When she was very young, the first time she saw rags and rags sold for five yuan, the boss stared at her blushing face and asked her why she was so shy and still came to sell these rags?That was the first time she made money, and then she started to earn her own tuition in this way, waste paper, Coke bottles, tape cups...as long as it was something that could make money, she would think about selling it.Even at school, when her classmates threw paper into the trash can behind her, the first reaction in her head was that it was money.This kind of thinking made her realize that she had a kind of addiction. It is a mistake to pursue something too much.

Frugality is right, too much, can it be called wrong?
Any behavior, at a certain point, should stop in moderation.

Just like the cleaner in front of her, she feels sorry for him so much, and she can't change his life situation.What people can really change is themselves, less spitting, less loud noises, less trouble for others, less blaming others...

She often let out a sigh of relief, thinking wildly again, thinking of her second childhood, being a proud princess at school during the day, and a girl picking up rags after school.And the family of three in her first childhood was instinctively deleted by her.

After standing for a long time, I simply sat down.

Rubbing her legs with her hands, the person from her third childhood appeared in front of her.

Yang Yisen got out of the car and stood in front of her.

The shadow in front of her fell on her face, she raised her head, smiled, thought for a long time, but only said, "Is parking allowed here?"

"do not know."

"Oh……"

"It shouldn't be allowed."

Still laughing.

Yang Yisen looked at her, just now at the traffic light, he saw her standing, wondering what she was thinking.

"What's the matter? You don't look very well." He drove the car over involuntarily.

"Very good." It's really good. The past that made her unhappy is over, and now she will never go back to the past. She should be very good.

Seeing that she didn't seem like a liar, she felt relieved, "Chengdong...is indeed very good."

In the shopping mall, he is like a beginner, he still doesn't understand many things and can't see through them.But when he saw what Gu Chengdong did, he couldn't help admiring it.

"..." Actually, she didn't quite understand, "Is there something wrong with 'Prime Year'?"

"It's nothing, it's been resolved, don't worry."

"How is Mom and Dad now? Do you still keep Dad's good wine?"

"Keep it until you and Chengdong come back to have a drink together."

"Brother, don't allow yourself to drink secretly."

The corners of Yang Yisen's mouth rose slightly. He was not the only one who did this. She once encouraged him to steal his father's favorite wine and drink it. With her mouth, she was not punished.

The past was so beautiful, but now there are two people, but...

Once upon a time, I didn't know what this word meant.

"Get in the car, I'll take you home."

"it is good."

What is happiness?
At church weddings, the bride is always led by her father to the groom, walking out of the care of one man and stepping into the favor of another man.

Did her happiness transition from this man to that man?
In fact, getting rid of it is not as difficult as I imagined.

Didn't she just go from a girl who couldn't even bear to eat ice cream for five cents to a girl who bought tens of thousands of yuan of clothes without blinking her eyes, a girl who felt distressed and wasted when she saw others throwing all the water bottles into the trash can, and felt that she A wayward girl who doesn't eat as long as she doesn't like it.

Those things called addictions will one day be what they used to be.

It can't be called what it used to be, maybe it can accompany me to the end.

(End of this chapter)