get married

Chapter 16

After Yang Jinning went back, she was in a daze. She didn't remember how she got back to Yehua, let alone what Zhang Ma said to her.She could clearly see the figures on the street swaying by her side, and she could also see Mama Zhang pulling the corners of her mouth to move, but her world was deaf, she couldn't hear anything, and she didn't want to hear anything. what.Trembling up the stairs, she fell on the bed, her heart ached and her throat was dry, but she didn't even have the strength to get up.This kind of discomfort is like hearing the news of her mother's death, like she pushed Yang Yisen away with her own hands, like now... she knows that Su Xi is dead.

What was the last thing she said to Suzie?
"Susie, I hate you, I don't want to be friends with you in my life."

"If regret medicine is sold in this world, the first person I will forget after taking it is you."

You can't hate if you want to hate, you can't love if you want to love.But she didn't want Susie to die, those hatreds melted into her blood, but if she could do it again, she really hoped that she would never meet Susie in this life.Su Xi continued her kindness, while Yang Jinning continued to live heartlessly. Two parallel lines that shouldn't intersect, but someone plucked the strings and changed the original track.

Her ears were buzzing, the rain was pouring down, and the girl standing in the rain had a stern look on her face.

She recognized it this time, the girl was herself.That poor woman crying in the rain was her mother.It was so pitiful that even when she saw the picture, she couldn't help but wonder what kind of punishment the mother and daughter were receiving, or what they did wrong.

A woman is just blind and married the wrong man.The girl was reincarnated as a girl just by accident.

So the woman began to blame why she didn't give birth to a boy for her husband's family. A woman cared deeply about her husband in such guilt, and even heard someone secretly telling her that her husband was having an affair with another woman outside, absolutely I refused to believe it, but firmly believed in my husband.However, women have always been duplicity animals, protecting their husbands in front of others, but questioning their husbands at home.

The man finally couldn't bear the accusation of his husband, and showed his true colors. He wanted a son, but she gave birth to him a useless daughter.

This daughter is Yang Jinning herself.

For a long period of time, she didn't know what her existence was.My mother spoke coldly to me, but my father just looked at me with mocking eyes.That man would also look at her when he was drunk: it would be great if he was a son, and he would inherit all the advantages.

All advantages, at least outwardly.

That man definitely doesn't know, because of such a sentence, this girl has been living in self-blame for a long time.She even wondered if the man and woman who came back to quarrel every day were just because of her status as a girl.As a result, she readily accepted the hatred from her mother and her father, and the family's seemingly peaceful life could never go back at the moment when the window paper was pierced.

A man is also a kind of animal that is both poisonous and kind. On the one hand, he will think about the suffering his wife has suffered and the hard work he has endured for so many years. After one side quickly adds chips, the other side gradually becomes insignificant, and it will become the side that is abandoned.

It's a pity that the woman and girl were the ones who were abandoned.

Because the woman outside was very upbeat and gave birth to a boy.

Men are inherently bad, thinking that they can live the life of beautiful women at home and beautiful women like jade outside. Since the beautiful women at home are incomprehensible, they have no choice but to be abandoned. In addition, the beautiful women outside like jade know how to measure, so they caught this just right. A man's heart is naturally as beautiful as a flower and becomes the next person.

The woman who gave birth to the boy is extremely resourceful, and she has endured humiliation for many years, and that's all she has done.

She remembered very clearly that she and her mother were driven out that day in the torrential rain.

The mother refused to leave and was drenched in the rain until she collapsed.

That man never came to see him, a heartless man, never expect his tenderness to come back one day.

The girl and the woman finally left. At first the woman didn't say a word, and the girl tried not to provoke the woman because she didn't like seeing herself.

Then there was a frantic battle for husband, and women were always unwilling.

Maybe that man also thought about how good his wife was in his heart, so he staged the bloody drama behind.The woman became pregnant again, and regarded the child as the only hope for the future. What was even more bloody was that the child was not kept, so the woman went crazy, and the man became a passerby forever.

In the girl's memory, when she heard the doctor say that it was a baby girl, she couldn't help but sneer.That's okay, even if the woman is not crazy now, she will go crazy after giving birth to the child, and there will be another resentful soul in this world.

The situation of the woman is good and bad, and when it is good, she will hug the girl and tell the girl that she is her only relative.When it's bad, he punches and kicks the girl directly.

The girl always suffers silently, because the more she cries for pain, the more hateful the woman will be.She hates rainy days the most, because women at that time would be crazy, and would pull her hair and shout over and over again: broom star.

The fate of a woman seems to be unbearable because of this girl.

The girl always stood outside the house on heavy rainy days, listening to the sound of things breaking inside the house, silently curling her body in the corner, and never going in even if she was shivering.

But this woman is the girl's only relative, no matter how unbearable she is, she is still her only relative, who will be with her for the rest of her life.

When the news of the woman's death came, the girl felt that her world had completely collapsed. She even hated that damned boy at that moment. Even if her mother beat and scolded her, she would rather guard such a relative.

The girl's fate seems to have been completely changed because of her mother's death, because she met a good family.

But the girl's heart is not good. When she saw the boy who looked like a prince, her first thought was, since he is so good and so superior, why not let her destroy him?She is not a kind person. If she had a choice, she hoped that the one who died would be this gentle and jade-like young man in front of her.

The girl didn't have to do much, the boy was easily hooked.

A woman's appearance, many times, even God has to admit that beauty is indeed fatal sometimes.

In the process of getting along with the boy, the girl wanders among many boys, and even a second before dating the boy, she is flirting with a certain boy.

What an interesting picture.

The girl walked towards the boy slowly, and found that the boy was always smiling.She tried it before, and she would never learn to laugh like this.But it reminded her of the slight upturn of the corners of her mouth after her mother's death, as if her mother's death was so beautiful. In fact, that woman just ended her failed life in this way, with satisfaction and joy.

The girl was infected by such a smile, and she also wanted to get along well with the boy, put her dark factors that often flowed in the corner, and didn't want to be mentioned by anyone.

Then there was another heavy rain... The boy said that he would take the girl to the most beautiful place and live their own sweet life together. The girl was very excited, and she also wanted to leave, completely leaving this city full of her sadness and pain.

The night before leaving...it rained heavily, it was the most painful night for the girl, and she promised someone, but she couldn't tell others.

That rain fell heavily, and that rain lasted for a long time.

The girl has been crying, crying non-stop, merged with the sound of rain outside, it is hard to hear how sad the girl is.

The scene in the dream changed, the girl was at school, and she was squeezed out by the so-called beauty group in her grade. She was always alone, had no friends, and did not need friends.

Among them, a girl smiled and said to herself: I am willing to be your friend.

The girl with a heart of stone once again saw a smile like a teenager, pure, beautiful, untainted by the world, and more importantly, not at all like herself.

A girl has her first friend in her life.

Then that friend... his face became more and more blurred. In fact, the friend was still kind, but the girl herself refused to accept it.

In the dream, her mother left, the boy left, and her friends also left... Everything she wanted slowly drifted away before her eyes, leaving nothing behind.She wanted to reach out and grab it, but her hand didn't feel anything.She wanted to yell loudly not to go, but she couldn't make any sound.

Perhaps she had resented even the three people she thought were closest to her.

She once resented her mother for putting the failure of her marriage on herself and letting herself bear it all.

She also resented why the boy had such a happy family and why he could have such a pure smile.

She resented that friend even more, why did she treat her so well, and why she was that person's daughter, which made her want to love her so much.

Perhaps it was these darkness that made her lose them, lost forever, never to be found again.

The most hateful thing is that this girl has never regretted it, even if her heart is cut by a knife, she has never regretted it.Because when she was resentful, she felt very happy, as if she had succeeded... This kind of pleasure was one of the motivations for her to continue living.

It was still raining, and it kept on, as if it would never stop.

As soon as Gu Chengdong came back, Zhang Ma walked over worriedly, "Master, there seems to be something wrong with Madam."

He raised his feet and paused, "What's wrong?"

"When the lady came back, she was absent-minded. I called her several times, but she didn't seem to hear... I asked her what she wanted for dinner, but she couldn't speak. Usually, she would happily tell me what to buy and come back. Cook, because my wife is a picky eater, and she will only be happy when she sees the dishes she likes."

Gu Chengdong waved his hand, "Go and do your work, I understand."

He took off his coat and went to the second floor.

There was a dinner today, and he came back relatively late. According to Mama Zhang, she didn't even go downstairs to eat.

He approached slowly, the room was dark, standing at the door listening to her breathing, something was wrong, and turned on the light.

Her mouth kept talking, but there was no sound.

He walked over, trying to hear what she wanted to say, but found that there was still no sound.

She looked uneasy, as if facing an unbearable picture.It must have been a nightmare, her hair was already soaked, she shook her head uneasily...

He couldn't help thinking, what did she see?
When this situation continued, he finally felt something was wrong.

She was so suppressed that he, the one watching, hoped that she would call out... He naturally inquired about her past and the deal with Yang Yisen. As for the previous experience, he did not find out, to be more precise Someone deliberately prevented him from investigating further, but he didn't care about it. He only needed to know that she was the adopted daughter of the Yang family and had a relationship with Yang Yisen, that was enough.

At this moment, even if she called out Yang Yisen's name, he would not be curious, nor would he mind... After all, it was just a dream. When a person encounters an accident in a dream, even if he is in her dream, she will probably call it out.

But she didn't, nothing.

Her lips were chapped, but she still couldn't make a sound.

He didn't understand, but she could understand herself. She loved those three people for one reason or another. She never had no reservations, never opened up her heart, so much so that she never even called them by their names.

Gu Chengdong stretched out his hand and touched her forehead, which was extremely hot.

Withdrawing his hand, he wanted to send her to the hospital, but when his hand touched her body, she grabbed her with such strength that he smacked his tongue.

"Don't leave me." She grasped more and more forcefully.

Gu Chengdong stood where he was, he didn't know what he wanted to confirm, and finally compromised, sat down, dedicated one hand to her, took out his cell phone with the other, and asked the private doctor to rush here.

While waiting, he tried to withdraw his hand, but she refused to let go.He swept across his hand, and she kept holding it like this, which actually caused the blood in his hand to be blocked.No wonder the doctor stared at his hand strangely after he came.

Gu Chengdong had no choice but to take off his coat, lay down beside her, and hugged her into his arms.

Looking at her who was ill, she was not domineering, and stayed in his arms like Xiaojiabiyu.Sighing, he actually felt that she was cuter like this, and it really was the machismo in her body that caused the trouble.

After the doctor came, she was in a hurry for a long time. She had a fever, and even her throat was hoarse.

Afterwards, Gu Chengdong was also infected by her, but he didn't have a fever, just a cough.Yang Jinning didn't show any sympathy, he was showing that the husband and wife share the same difficulties.So on the second day, Mr. Gu called to inquire about their condition, and the two were busy reporting. The old man called to inquire about the situation for three meals a day, forcing them to get better soon .

(End of this chapter)