Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 86 Gentle, Don't Ignore Me
This night, after the two had a quiet dinner, they started their daily problem-solving time.

They were delayed all afternoon and could only make up for it in the evening.

Their foundation is good, and they have been working hard during this period of time, and they have done more and more exercises, which slowly piled up into a hill.

The old man was very concerned about their affairs, and asked Assistant Liu to buy them a lot of review materials and various test papers, so they did a lot more questions than they did in the college entrance examination last year.

The old man originally planned to hire a tutor for them, but they unanimously rejected it. In fact, they don't need a tutor at their current level. If someone looks at them every day, they will feel stiff.

What's more, their current results will only be better than last year.

Lin Qingqing is a person who is easy to slack off, but because of him as an example, she dare not let her down at all, and she works hard every day.

The day of New Year's Eve is coming soon, Lin Qingqing thinks of that New Year's Eve six years ago, recalling that heart-wrenching past, it feels like a dream.

Those scenes are actually still vivid in their minds, but they have grown up now, they can face the past bravely, they can keep those sad past events in their hearts, and don't show them easily.

Lu Chen was in good condition during this time, and he slept very honestly at night, and he didn't wake up in the middle of the night or talk in his sleep. Huang Ning also said that his physical indicators have improved a lot recently, and his weight has gradually come up. Lin Qingwei is relieved a lot.

In fact, I was not particularly relieved, because Lu Chen's expression was not quite right when he woke up a few times in the morning.

A little pale and bloodless, as if he was trying to force himself to smile at her.

But every time she asked, he said it was all right, and he continued to do the questions and eat as usual.

She had doubts in her heart, but he refused to tell her no matter what. She had no choice but did not dare to ask him forcefully. It was just that she had doubts in her heart, and it was inevitable that she was still a little worried.

This afternoon, she sneaked out of the ward and went to find Huang Ning.

Huang Ning was in the doctor's office at this time, looking at the medical records. Lin Qingqing stepped forward to look at it, and it was Lu Chen's medical records.

His handwriting was flying and flying, and she couldn't understand it, so she had to ask him: "How is Lu Chen's health recently? You tell me the truth."

Huang Ning closed the medical record, looked at her worried face, and smiled, "Now my body has gradually returned to normal, and all aspects are improving. It's just..."

He intentionally hesitated to speak, and sure enough, he saw Lin Weiwei's impatience.

"Tell me, what is it?"

Seeing her like this, Huang Ning stopped teasing her, opened a page on the computer and moved it in front of him.

Lin Weiwei saw the enlarged words on it, was taken aback for a moment, and then looked at him: "What is paranoid personality disorder?"

Huang Ning turned down the page and pointed to the information on it, "Paranoid personality disorder is a kind of personality disorder. They don't think they have problems. They often struggle to extricate themselves and fall into unspeakable pain. People's care is beyond the scope of ordinary people. They will care about many details that others do not pay attention to, and then fall into pain.

Their hearts are extremely fragile, they are extremely possessive of the people they care about, they are very concerned about other people's opinions, they are easy to deny themselves, and they will have a low self-esteem.He has high demands on himself and is afraid of the negation of others.

They often fall into pain, because they don't know whether what they are doing is right, and they will think over and over again, as long as others show a little expression of incomprehension or impatience, they will be very painful inside.

To put it simply, when getting along with them, you need to actively consider their thoughts, so that they don't go into a dead end and don't deny themselves at all. "

Lin Qingqing's head went blank, but she just subconsciously thought that one day before, she shook off his hand in her sleep, and after waking up, he looked so wronged, so it turned out that she was not acting like a baby with herself, but was afraid.

He was afraid that he was not satisfied with him, and he was a little impatient with him.

He loves her so cautiously, almost with a humble attitude, but he never tells his pain, just bears it silently.

Huang Ning was still talking, but she couldn't listen to a word, tears kept flowing, thinking about the pain he had endured in the past, she thought she could make him happy, make him happy, let him get out of the past shadow.

But it turned out that he still had that emotion, was still afraid, and still got into a dead end.

He was possessive of her, and she knew it early on, and she thought she was the same to him.

Love being around him, love seeing him, love doing everything with him.

But is it different?
Paranoid personality disorder is a common personality disorder. She never thought that the boy she loved for so many years would suffer from such a disease.

To live so cautiously, following every step, for fear that he would dislike him, for fear that he would leave him.

I never disliked him, never thought of abandoning him, never!

He clearly promised himself that he would believe in himself and get better gradually, but he was a liar at all.

He hid his illness from telling himself that he was in pain alone, and he always pretended to be fine.

Why did he think he would be better off this way?

She wasn't feeling well at all. Listening to Huang Ning's words and looking at the information on the webpage, her heart was pierced.

God, what should she do to make him really get better and make him believe that she really loves him and everything about him.

It never occurred to me to give up on him.

All her life plans are based on his existence, and wherever she wants to go, she must be accompanied by him.

She cried for a long time, her voice was already hoarse, Huang Ning handed her a tissue but she didn't answer it, and ran out.

When she got outside the ward, she just touched the doorknob when the door opened from the inside.

His eyes were red and his hair was a little messy. When he saw her, he hugged her in his arms.

He seemed terrified, trembling a little, hugged her tightly, and refused to let go for a long time.

"Where did you go, I can't find you."

His voice was hoarse, and he was as fragile as a child, tightly holding a lost and found treasure.

Lin Qingqing stopped crying, but her eyes were still very red, she broke away from his embrace, turned her head and didn't want to look at him.

He panicked, grabbed her hand and tugged at her sleeve in a panic, "Gently, don't ignore me."

Listening to his cautious words, Lin Qing couldn't hold back tears, and he wiped them off for her in a hurry, feeling flustered.

"Gently, what happened, tell me, don't cry, okay?"

Lin Weiqing ignored him, the tears were still flowing, he wanted to wipe them again, but her lips were stuck on her all of a sudden.

This kiss was mixed with tears, bitter and astringent, but she kissed him deeply, biting his lips hard, and let him go after a long time.

She nestled in his arms, her voice was bitter and helpless, "Are you a fool, why didn't you tell me anything?"

(End of this chapter)