Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 33
Hearing that they were all quiet for a while, then they all turned their heads to look at the two black and white photos.

They still deeply remember Lu Chengpeng's appearance, that brave man is always the first one, not afraid of danger or difficulty.

He set the best example for them, and he let them know what a soldier should be like.

They only found out not long ago that the captain was different from them.

He could have excellent conditions, go to the best school, and enjoy the best of everything.

But he resolutely did the hardest job, and he has been doing it for so many years.

He went from a boy to a husband and a father.

He played every role well, but in the end his life stayed on that night forever.

The wind that day was bitingly cold, and the fire that day was shocking.

None of them could forget the fire that took away their most respected and beloved person.

So on the first day of the new year, they came here, had a meal with Lu Chen, and then accompanied him to see them.

The captain and sister-in-law should be together now, and they will love each other very much there.

It's just a pain for the kid.

He is just a teenage boy, he should have been ignorant of the world and playing at the knees of his parents.

But he endured all this early on, growing up alone, and bearing everything alone.

They all feel sorry for him, so they want to spend more time with him.

Zhou Zheng was the youngest. He sat next to Lu Chen and patted him on the shoulder, "Don't worry, the captain's family is our family. From now on, I will be your brother. You can come to me for anything."

Seeing this, several other people also talked one after another.

"Don't worry, if you have something to ask us, as long as it is not on a mission, we will be there on call."

"Besides fighting, there are things to greet."

"Yes, yes, don't worry, we will take care of you instead of the captain. If you study hard and grow up healthy, they will be happy there."

Lu Chen listened to what they said word by word, which were obviously the simplest words, but they moved him wave after wave.

"Okay, thank you."

Everyone knew that Lu Chen was a child who didn't talk much, so he didn't continue talking. The big guys went to the kitchen together, took the vegetables they bought, and planned to make dumplings together.

The oldest among them was Lao Zhou, who had worked with Lu Chengpeng the longest and knew his family best. In previous years, when Lu Chengpeng couldn't go back, they ate dumplings in the army every Spring Festival.

He witnessed the love between Lu Chengpeng and Han Wenying, and saw Lu Chen's birth with his own eyes. He also grew up watching him. Although he didn't meet many times, he felt a sense of intimacy when he looked at him.

When he came out, Lu Chen was looking up at the photo of Lu Chengpeng, looking a little lost.

He walked up to him and stood still, looking at the people in the photo with emotion.

"Son, your father is a great man with great love in his heart, but it's hard for you. We will come to see you more in the future. We are all rough people and don't understand those red tapes, but we all really want to be right. Hi.

The captain took good care of us during his lifetime, and he would help us without saying a word if we had any difficulties.We are all grateful to him from the bottom of our hearts. "

"Okay, thank you."

Lu Chen didn't talk much, but every sentence came from the heart.

"By the way, how is your grandpa?" Old Zhou knew about the existence of Grandpa Lu Chen. Lu Chengpeng mentioned it several times in the army. The reason why he wanted to change jobs was not unrelated to the old man.

"Grandpa is fine, he came here last night." Lu Chen thought of the old man he met last night. He had only met him a few times, but the feeling of familiarity in his heart was very strong.

Maybe it was just because that was his only family member in this world.

I will definitely do my best in the future, treat him well, and treat him as making up for my father's share.

"It's not easy for your grandfather. He supports such a big family by himself. He has never cried out that he is tired all these years. But he and Lao Lu are both stubborn. After all these years, they obviously think about each other in their hearts, but they just don't know each other. Willing to take that step. Before, I often saw him outside the army, but he just refused to go in, preferring to watch from afar.

You can visit him more in the future, the old man is always lonely by himself. "

"Okay." Lu Chen agreed quickly, as if he had an idea in his heart.

Because there were so many people, the action was very fast, and soon a large plate of dumplings came out of the pan. They were all big men, but their hands and feet were very nimble.

Lu Chen ate dumplings with them, listening to them talking about their usual experiences, he didn't interrupt, but he would laugh along with him.

After eating, Lu Chen was going to wash the dishes, but they pushed him out. They quickly washed the dishes, cleaned up the kitchen, and planned to go with Lu Chen to see Lu Chengpeng and Han Wenying.

Several people set off in a mighty way, and arrived at the cemetery together.

Maybe it was because at noon, there were not many people in the cemetery at this time, a few in twos and threes, Lu Chen followed them to his parents' grave, each put down a bouquet of flowers, and then fell silent.

It was his second time here since their deaths.

Unlike the heart-wrenching pain last time, he can now organize his thoughts well, try not to lose control, hide them secretly in his heart, and occasionally take them out to miss.

He will always remember the year when he was 13, because it was too profound and heartbreaking.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose one's loved ones one after another. He once thought he couldn't bear it.

His mother died in front of him in such a decisive way.

He couldn't complain, he told himself over and over again that his mother was just too tired.

I want to go to my father to complain, and I want to find someone to rely on.

My shoulders are too weak to bear anything, not enough to be her support.

But he was really afraid, afraid of every night since then, afraid of every winter day, afraid of the endless night and the cold wind.

He is not as invincible as he thought at all, he is just a junior high school student after throwing away all the cloaks of indifference.

Even if he desperately wants to grow up, desperately wants to make his mother believe in him, believe that he can grow up quickly, and become her reliance, but it still doesn't work.

His speed is far behind.

But even so, even if they all left him, he still has to continue to grow up until he grows into an adult, maybe he can truly understand their difficulties and hardships.

Maybe not, but that's all for later.

The only ones he wants to protect well now are grandpa and Lin Qingqing.

He is the most important two people in his life, everything else is not important.

A few men have already begun to wipe their tears. The soldiers who are usually strong and strong still inevitably feel a lot of emotions at this moment. Thinking of the person who lived in front of them in the past, now turned into a tombstone, a black and white photo, it is inevitable to cry.

Obviously they have seen so many life and death partings, but their hearts are still soft, and they want to save all the misfortunes in this world.

Perhaps this is the soldier, the softest and most resolute.

They are the most sincere and kindest people in the world.

(End of this chapter)