Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 32 His affectionate eyes

Thank you for being in my dreams.

Thank you for being so kind to me.

Thank you for giving me your warmth without hesitation.

Lu Chengpeng appeared in Lu Chen's dream again. He was chasing after him, crying and trying to prevent him from entering the place where the fire broke out.

But he couldn't do anything, he just watched his father go in and never come out again.

This nightmare haunted him for a long time, and he would be awakened every time.

But this time he felt a pair of warm little hands slowly stroking the center of his brows, trying to give him some warmth.

He could feel the temperature of her hand, desperately absorbing her warmth.

He was even reluctant to open his eyes, he was afraid that once he opened his eyes, the beauty in the dream would disappear.

But he didn't expect to see her when he opened his eyes. She jumped away like a frightened rabbit, her face was still a little red.

He just felt that those pictures in the dream had come true, and it felt so good to be able to see her when he opened his eyes.

It's nice to be cared about by her.

After all, Lin Qingqing was young and her mood was not mature enough. The moment just now made her a little surprised and a little scared.

What was pleasantly surprised was that she saw her own affectionate eyes when he looked at him.

As if he only had eyes for himself.

But she was afraid of her mind being found out.

If he knows, will he avoid it, will he stay away from himself?

Now he is like a hedgehog, all he can do is stay with him.

He has such a heavy and deep pain, and I can't empathize with him, so I can only bear it slowly with him and come out slowly.

Her boy shouldn't be in such pain.

She wants to empathize with every bit of his pain, and wants to share it for him.

Even if it can only reduce his sadness a little bit, it's worth it.

The two of them were silent after that, Lin Weiwei hurriedly returned to her home, Lu Xin had already prepared breakfast, saw her coming in from the outside, and asked a few words, Lin Weiwei only said that she didn't sleep all night yesterday, Lu Chen watched TV at home.

Lu Xin didn't think about it too much, their relationship has always been very good, and it wasn't the first time they stayed together all night on New Year's Eve.

Lin Qingwen returned to her room, her heart still beating non-stop.

She didn't know what was going on, but just being watched by him, her heart beat faster.

Her youthful affection was about to break out, but she could only carefully hide it, not daring to show it to others.

She took out a locked notebook and opened it carefully. Every page on it was a mark about Lu Chen.

From their meeting to the present, half of the notebooks have been densely packed, and she clearly remembers her mood when she wrote these words.

She turned to the first page, and the fonts on it were immature, because they were too small when they first met, so many of them were added later.

"A little brother came next door today. I like him very much."

"My brother talked to me a lot today, and I'm very happy."

"My brother smiled at me today."

"Today I kicked my brother out of bed, I didn't mean to, cry."

"My brother's parents came back today, and he can't sleep with me anymore, but my brother is very happy, and I want to be happy for him."

These are trivial things in life, so words are very easy. She accompanied Lu Chen and watched him become talkative and cheerful.

But later, the text turned gray.

"Uncle Lu died, my brother is so sad, I really want to comfort him, but I don't know what to do, I am really sad to see him crying."

"My brother is becoming less and less talkative, and he is always very quiet. I want him to get better slowly, and I want him to be happy."

"Why did Aunt Han choose to leave this world in such a way? What about Lu Chen? What should he do?"

"My brother cried so heartbreakingly, I really wanted to bear some pain for him, but I found that I couldn't do anything. But I will always be with him, and I will never leave.

In this case, will he be happier? "

"He finally smiled today, I'm so happy."

There are many more like this, and all the content revolves around the landing.

This boy filled her life in an irresistible way, from childhood to adolescence.

He is obviously so quiet, but it seems that his voice can be heard everywhere, and his existence can be found everywhere.

Lin Weiwei thought about it, and thought of the pair of affectionate eyes when he looked at him in the morning.

Did you see it wrong?
But at that moment, his whole body seemed to become soft, and his eyes were full of tenderness and warmth.

Lin gently lay down on the bed, covered her head with the quilt, and forced herself not to think about it, but his voice seemed to surround her ears, attacking her from every opening.

She yelled anxiously, and then heard Lu Xin knocking on the door from outside: "Qing, what's wrong with you? Did you fall?"

Lin Weiwei was stuffed under the quilt, and said in a muffled voice, "It's okay, Mom, I just practice my throat."

Lu Xin was also a little troubled by her weird behavior, and didn't ask any more questions when she saw it, but just warned, "Don't go crazy on the first day of the new year, girls should be more ladylike."

"Got it." She nestled under the quilt, closed her eyes, and her mind was full of the clean breath on his quilt.

His quilt should have just been washed, with the fragrance of washing powder mixed with the smell of sunshine, it smells very good.

And some, his smell.

Clean, crisp and addictive.

Afterwards, Lin Qingqing went up to the mountain with his parents to worship the ancestors, Lu Chen was at home alone, Lin Qingqing only went over and said that he would be back at noon, and then left.

Standing in front of the window alone, Lu Chen watched the family of three leave, feeling a little tender in his heart. Looking at this empty home, he felt the loneliness and desolation alone.

When the door was knocked, Lu Chen ran over happily, thinking that Lin Weiwei had missed something and came back to get it. When he opened the door, he saw Lu Chengpeng's former colleagues.

They were all wearing casual clothes, and they were rough guys. They smiled silly when they saw Lu Chen, and Lu Chen stepped aside to let them in.

They all carried a bunch of things, including various dishes, some milk, fruits, etc. They came in all at once, and the living room was instantly full of people.

Zhou Zheng scratched his head and looked at Lu Chen with a little embarrassment, "We just came to see you, the captain, and my sister-in-law. You are so young, it must be lonely to celebrate the New Year alone. We all come to accompany you."

Lu Chen was a little moved in his heart, and sat down on the sofa with them. Zhou Zheng looked at him in disbelief: "You are only in the first year of junior high school this year, why are you so tall?"

Zhou Zheng pulled him to stand up, and the two compared each other. Lu Chen was already about the same height as him. Although his figure was a bit thin, he already had the outline of a man.

The people around him booed, "Lu Chen must be like the captain, think about how tall the captain is, can Lu Chen be short?"

Lu Chen didn't speak, but he didn't object to the atmosphere. These were his father's teammates who were born and died. Seeing them was like seeing his father.

Zhou Zheng looked a little unconvinced, "I'm not short either."

Among them was an older man who was also making fun of Zhou Zheng. He had blue stubble on his chin. Lu Chen remembered that he was the man outside his father's ward.

"Thank you for visiting my parents."

(End of this chapter)