Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 282 Gentle, I'm not good at all, you scold me, you scold me, okay?

Lu Chen went to the biggest bar in Jiangcheng. He didn't talk to anyone, he just kept drinking. Occasionally, when someone approached him, he refused them all.

He can smell of alcohol, but he must not smell of other women.

Wei Wei has always been stingy, if she gets angry, she will ignore him for a long time.

He was reluctant.

He drank one cup after another, but his eyes were still clear. Thinking of Lin Qingqing's tears and her fragile appearance, he felt heartbroken.

He didn't dare to ask what was in his heart, he didn't dare to hear that name from her mouth, he was too cowardly and could only escape.

But the alcohol at this moment seems to have no effect, he is so looking forward to being drunk, if he is drunk, will Qingqing treat himself as gently as last night.

So he ordered the strongest drink, drank it unconsciously, and finally got drunk, he staggered up and left, refusing anyone's support, and walked to the door of the bar alone.

Assistant Liu stood not far away, watching him staggering out, his eyes were red, and his whole body seemed to be completely immersed in sadness.

He didn't dare to go forward, so he could only look at him like this.

He didn't know what happened, but seeing his uncomfortable appearance now, he couldn't bear it in his heart.

It's ridiculous that Miss Qingqing has always been nice to him, but what happened today, she can watch him get drunk and don't feel a thing.

Before he could think any more, he saw that familiar figure in the distance fell to the ground, and he hurried over to help him up.

He was very drunk, his eyes were closed tightly, and he kept shouting a name.

"Gently, gently, you see that I am so drunk, can you see me?"

"Gently, I'm not good at all, you scold me, you scold me, okay?"

"Gently, why do I feel like I'm going to lose you"

Assistant Liu had never seen him like this, even during the summer vacation four years ago, even when he was captured by Lu Changfeng and imprisoned in that dark room for so long.

He was just silent, just sad, but never as desperate as today.

Assistant Liu thought that maybe it was because Lin Qingyou was his light and his lifelong desire, so he couldn't tolerate her showing that she didn't care about him.

With difficulty, he helped him to the car, and then returned to the old house.

Along the way, Lu Chen was very quiet, without any movement, but his eyes were tightly closed, as if he dared not open them or face them.

He sighed deeply, and finally brought him back to the old house. The old man was still standing downstairs, and he was shocked to see him like this.

In his impression, Lu Chen has always been calm, and he has always been at ease, but today he has become like this.

He went up to see him, but he heard him calling Lin Qingqing's name all the time.

"Gently, gently, gently."

In the end, the old man remained silent, watching Assistant Liu help him to the door of their room.

Before he knocked on the door, the door was opened from the inside, and he saw Lin Qingqing. She was thin and pale, and she was not as lively and smiling as usual.

Her eyes were red and she was not angry at all. She silently took Lu Chen from Assistant Liu, thanked him, and closed the door.

Assistant Liu stood in front of the door for a while, finally sighed silently, then turned and left.

He watched them go all the way, there has never been a big quarrel in so many years, he thought it would always be like this.

Lin gently helped Lu Chen onto the bed, and was going to get a wet towel to scrub him, but he held onto her tightly.

He smelled a familiar scent, and stubbornly refused to let go, even though he had a splitting headache and could barely see the person in front of him.

Lin gently broke away from him, and just took two steps when he hugged him from behind.

He hugged her so tightly that there was no possibility for her to break free. Her eyes slowly turned red again, and her inner emotions were tumbling. She couldn't tell whether it was grievance or anger, so she just looked straight at he.

Lu Chen didn't dare to look at her, he just hugged her all the time, and then eagerly searched for her lips, he was extremely uneasy, only the smell of her body could make him feel at ease.

He felt her struggling in his arms, and his heart was even more painful. He raised her hand above his head regardless of her, and it was the first time that he ignored her wishes and possessed her so violently.

His movements were so big that she didn't have any room to struggle. A tear slowly dripped from the corner of her eye and fell into her mouth. It was salty and astringent.

He seemed unconscious, he only remembered possessing her, he only remembered to lock her tightly by his side, making it impossible for her to break free.

Lin gently looked out of the window, feeling hopeless for the first time in her heart, she didn't know how he could become like this, he had never been like this before.

She didn't like the smell of alcohol on his body, didn't like his rough appearance, and didn't like the way he completely ignored her.

But he did everything today, leaving no room for it, which made her a little suspicious.

Is this really, or is it him?

Until the person on her body slowly stopped moving, she looked up at him, only to see that he had already fallen into a deep sleep, but his brows were tightly frowned, as if extremely uneasy.

She finally couldn't bear it, so she smoothed his brows little by little, got up and covered him with a quilt, and then took a wet towel to wipe him.

The place under her body was still aching, and she knew that he must have been hurt because he was so rough today.

But seeing his uneasy appearance, she couldn't bear to blame him. After finishing all this, she changed out of her pajamas, packed a few clothes, and left the room without a sound.

The house was quiet, as if everyone had fallen into a deep sleep, she left without disturbing anyone.

The wind at night was very cool, she wrapped her clothes tightly and walked forward step by step.

She wants to go back to the place where they lived before, she wants to escape from here, even for a while.

She had a splitting headache today, maybe it was because of the uncontrollable guilt towards Lu Zhixu, maybe it was the deep self-blame in her heart, maybe it was Lu Chen's abnormal behavior today.

She wants to be alone for a while, let herself think about everything, and let herself face everyone in the best state again.

When she was young, so many people regarded her as a little angel, she couldn't complain about herself, and she couldn't make others worry.

She remembered the way back to the villa, and put the keys there in her bag. There had never been any foreign cars here, so she didn't have to worry about safety.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, the familiar small courtyard finally appeared in front of her eyes. She opened the door and entered, walked upstairs step by step, and hid in her room.

Just let her be a turtle for now, don't think about anything, don't face anything.

The villa was cleaned all the time, so it was very clean. She lay on her own big bed, looked at the moonlight outside the window, calmed down a little bit, and then fell asleep slowly.

(End of this chapter)