Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 281 He Obviously Did Nothing Wrong
He didn't speak any more, and she didn't hang up all the time, waiting, as if this was also a kind of company.

He has been with him for so long, he has been with him through such difficult times, and he has never left. He has given himself too much, and he can't give him anything, which will only make him disappointed and sad.

She really sucks.

She squatted in a corner by the bed, looking out the window, her eyes were sore and aching, she couldn't care less, all that appeared in her mind were the scenes of being with him in the past.

The two of them didn't speak any more, they remained silent as if in tacit agreement, until Lin Qingqing's cell phone ran out of power and turned off, until the screen went completely black.

She didn't move, and the scene three years ago appeared in his mind countless times. He desperately protected himself under him, completely ignoring the harm he suffered.

Until he entered the operating room, he kept holding his hand tightly, as if he was treating the most cherished thing.

But she is not worthy of him, she can't give him anything, the most is only disappointment.

So they can only make an overseas phone call at the moment, pretending that nothing happened to each other, just like in the past, talking about things that are not far or near, always separated by that layer of film.

In the past, she didn't believe it, maybe it was because she didn't believe how deep his feelings for her were, maybe it was just a whim, so she always rejected him coldly and didn't give him any hope.

Later, he really maintained a good distance between friends, and never crossed the distance again.

It wasn't until that time, until he saved herself at all costs, that she truly believed that his liking was more profound than she had imagined.

But that was also a weight she couldn't bear.

She couldn't help thinking about the past, tears flowed as if unconscious, she recalled the scenes in the past, as if it happened yesterday.

She squatted beside the bed, from dawn to dusk, her mind was in a state of chaos, always thinking of those pictures of the past.

In fact, she should have found out a long time ago, she should have found out that he likes what she likes as hard and difficult. He obviously did nothing wrong, but he never got a good result.

Her heart was deviated from the very beginning, so she couldn't give him anything. Such a dry sentence of being friends was so ridiculous and powerless.

He has persisted in it for so many years, without complaint or regret.

It wasn't until this time that he disappeared completely without any news, that she suddenly felt like a dream, as if what he did in the past was so clear, as if it happened yesterday.

Now, she could only pray that he could meet someone who would treat him as his life, come to save him, and warm him.

After all, she still can't do anything.

She thought about everything clearly, but her heart became more and more desolate. Maybe she owed him too much, but she was unable to repay it. The sense of powerlessness and guilt entangled her tightly, making her almost out of breath.

It was completely dark, and Lin Qingqing's feet were already numb, but he still stubbornly maintained a posture until there was a knock on the door outside.

There seemed to be a lot of people outside. They were walking around, and there were always people knocking on her door. She lowered her head and looked out the window, without any desire to get up.

Until the door was opened and the lights in the room came on, she saw many people looking at her with worries in their eyes.

She heard voices of many people calling her.

"Gently, what's wrong with you gently?"

"Gently, look up, did something happen to you?"

"Gently, if you are bullied, tell grandpa, don't lock yourself in the room, grandpa is very worried."

She raised her head and saw familiar faces. She tried her best to smile, but it was so fake.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Her voice was very soft, as if she was talking to herself, Lu Chen was closest to her, and she just felt suffocated.

She was fine before going out in the morning, and when she woke up in the morning, she said she wanted to have a baby for herself, but at that time, she was always smiling.

But why is it like this now, the whole person seems to have lost vitality, and the light in his eyes has lost.

Lin Weiqing refused to speak any more, and they didn't dare to persuade them anymore, so they could only leave first, leaving Lu Chen alone.

Mr. Lu gave Lu Chen a worried look, and then led the others out of the room.

When the door of the room was closed, Lu Chen could no longer suppress the fear and panic in his heart. He stroked her shoulder, not daring to use too much force. He squatted down and wanted to see her.

Lin Qingqing's legs were completely numb, and she couldn't stand up, but felt that the light in the room was extraordinarily glaring.

She lowered her head and called him softly: "Ah Chen, can you turn off the light?"

Lu Chen got up to turn off the light, and then sat next to her again. The worry and uneasiness in his eyes were so thick that she could see it just by raising her eyes.

But she would not look at him.

He just felt that everything seemed to be out of track, obviously they only got the certificate yesterday, and obviously she also said that she wanted to have a baby for him.

But the way she is now is not because of herself.

It's not me, it's because of whom.

Does Lu Zhixu?

He didn't dare to guess, but his name came up repeatedly in his mind. He knew that Lu Zhixu had been in Paris all the time. Because Ye Wan's depression was getting worse and his spirit was very bad, so he could only take her abroad. to heal.

He never told Lin Qingqing that he was the one who found the hospital and that the doctor was a good friend of the old man's attending doctor.

He tried so hard to repay Lin Qingwei, but it turned out that it was still not enough?
Could he still easily make her burst into tears and lose her mind?

He seemed to have lost all his strength, sitting on the ground, looking at the moonlight outside, only felt that the panic accumulated in his heart was getting stronger and stronger.

After a while, Lin Qingyuan finally stood up slowly, she didn't look at him, and went straight to the bathroom.

He looked at the back of her leaving, and saw that she was clearly in front of him, but he didn't dare to touch her at all.

She seemed vaguely about to leave, and he didn't know what to do.

He listened to the sound of water flowing from the bathroom, but he wondered if she was crying again, and if it was because of that person.

He didn't dare to guess any more, didn't dare to think any more, he turned around and went out the door, leaving this uncomfortable and suffocating place.

Many people stood downstairs, watching him come down, they all surrounded him, he walked straight to the door without saying a word.

By the time everyone reacted, he had already driven away.

The old man immediately called someone to chase him out. Lu Chen's appearance was too strange just now, and he was worried that he was in danger.

But everyone couldn't understand that he was still such a cheerful person at noon, but at night, he turned into this appearance.

But no one dared to go up and ask.

Even Lu Chen couldn't do anything, they didn't have the confidence to make Lin Qingqing confide in his heart.

A person who has always been an extrovert, suddenly fell silent, and everyone was not used to it, and even a little overwhelmed.

(End of this chapter)