Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 189 He has never been favored by anyone without hesitation (Su Qing Chapter 6)

During such a long period of time in prison, he was always thinking whether it was right or wrong to come to Nancheng.

He met a girl who was too beautiful, and wished to drag her into the dust together, wishing to add a touch of color to his gray world.

But he was wrong, wrong step, wrong step.

If he could do it all over again, he would definitely not be full of hostility and full of doubts about her.

That girl, very much like her mother's gentle appearance, she will smile lightly, with two small dimples on her face when she smiles, she will be shy and angry.

She is so vivid, so full of life.

She broke into her world abruptly, but only as a passerby.

There is always someone who follows her closely by her side.

They are gluey, they are as good as one person.

Su Qing has never been truly loved, except for his mother, he has never felt the slightest kindness from the world towards him.

When I was in junior high school, some girls said they liked him. He frightened them viciously, scared them away, and then never appeared in front of him again.

So you see, liking is something so easy to say and so easy to erase.

Su Qing didn't know what kind of feelings she had for Lin Qingqing, but she paid more and more attention to her, paid attention to her, and wanted to see her.

His world is in darkness, and he wants someone to save him and lead him to the light.

He is selfish, he is shameless.

She never had him in her eyes, so he just wanted to ruin Lu Chen and her light.

In this way, will her own shadow appear in her eyes?

Is it possible to pay more attention to him?

It wasn't until Lin Qingwei threw himself on Lu Chen's body without hesitation, until he saw her fearless appearance, that he understood.

She was different from the people he knew.

She loves passionately and persistently, even in the face of life and death, she is not afraid.

He never dared to admit that he was so jealous of Lu Chen, envious that he could get such love.

If he can, if he has, if he can be so loved by someone.

He will also get better, and he will also want to climb up.

But after all, there is only one Lin Qingqing.

There is only one person in her heart.

Su Heng has not been here for such a long time, and Su Qing understands that even he would not dare to offend the Lu family.

The old man of the Lu family has only one grandson, Lu Chen, and he is very kind to him, and he will definitely not let him go easily.

But he doesn't regret it, he has never seen such a passionate love in his life, and only when he really saw it did he realize what he lacked.

I don't have Lu Chen's courage, and I don't have the belief that Lu Chen's life is one person.

He always likes to test carefully, looking forward to seeing the ugly appearance of others.

He used to think that everyone has an ugly side, and that people are inherently evil.

But why, the only girl he cared about was as beautiful and pure as a white paper, she was born to redeem others.

But that person is not him.

Even if he was standing on the edge of a cliff, she would not look at him.

Her hatred for herself was so obvious that she didn't hide it at all.

In this life, I will completely lose the qualification to stand by her side.

It turns out that the most ridiculous thing is that you have never got it, but you are still so afraid of losing it.

He has never been favored by anyone without hesitation, so he has drawn a prison in his own world and put a heavy lock on his heart.

All the dirty things in this world, in fact, deep down in my heart, the most longed for, can still be saved.

He lost this qualification, and has never had the right to appear in front of her ever since.

During this period of time in prison, he thought through a lot of things. He understood why Su Heng was always so distant from him, why Su Yichen always hated him so much, and why everyone around him respected him.

I am a poisonous snake with a cold heart, and if I am not careful, I will be bitten by him.

Therefore, it is right to avoid it.

Even though he had a good skin, the things carved in his bones could not be changed.

He, Su Qing, was never a good person.

He also doesn't want to be a nice guy.

If you can't get it, grab it; if you can't get it, destroy it.

He has always thought this way, and he has always done this way, and he has never felt that there is anything wrong.

Su Yichen hated him for taking away his favor, but he didn't know that it was the thing he despised the most.

He hated him and cursed him before he died.

He just watched, watching him lie on the cold ground, lingering until he slowly turned into a corpse.

He, Su Qing, never thought that his hands were covered with blood. He was too stupid to provoke him again and again, never considering the consequences.

Su Yichen had murderous intentions towards himself, thinking about doing bad things to his car, he cut off the brake belt on his car, thinking about making him disappear completely.

But how stupid he is, with only a few words, he got into that car by himself and embarked on that road of no return.

Who made the car that Su Heng gave them look exactly the same.

Su Heng always hoped that they could be brothers and sisters, but how could it be possible.

Two people who deeply hate each other think about each other's death every second.

Su Qing is not as ruthless as Su Yichen, or in other words, he has never thought that he has a life in his hands, but at that point, he will not die, but himself will die.

He didn't have a soft heart, watching him slowly die in front of his eyes, his face was full of unwillingness.

He came to this world once, was spoiled by his parents a few years ago, and never suffered a bit.

Later, when he came by himself, his parents divorced, and his father no longer only paid attention to him.

He is unwilling, he does not want to.

He gradually distorted and walked on the road of no return step by step.

Su Qing still remembers that when Su Heng saw Su Yichen in the balance, the tall and majestic person who was usually so tall and majestic seemed to be ten years older, bent down suddenly, and cried bitterly.

After that, he didn't blame him a word, didn't ask the reason of all this, he just blamed himself.

The sins he has done in this life have finally been reported to the two children.

If he didn't ask, Su Qing would naturally not explain, and the atmosphere between the two of them became more and more rigid.

Until Su Heng officially donated half of his shares to Su Qing, until he actually entered the company and took a high position.

The more power you have, the more ambition you want, and the more you want.

That's why he was furious after Lu Chen cut off so many orders one after another.

The endurance that he had always been proud of before, after Su Yichen's death, was unexpectedly gone.

He didn't want to bear it anymore, he just wanted to take revenge fiercely.

Just want to see him hurt.

Then he saw her, and then he grabbed her almost crazily to let her see Lu Chen's painful appearance.

Then he saw the hatred in her eyes.

He never knew that being hated so much by someone can also make people feel heartache.

After all, there are too few people who love him, so he doesn't want to give up even a little bit of goodwill in this world.

He wanted to chase that light, but forgot that that light never belonged to him.

　Regarding Su Qing, he may not be a good person, but he also has the tenderness in his heart.

　　He is a little sick, but not a villainous person.

　　When I was writing about him, I was quite torn. I wanted to give him a happy ending, but I was hesitating about what kind of girl could really walk into his heart.

　　Now we have the answer, and it will be revealed later.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)