royal girl

Chapter 449: This Love Can Be Treated as Memories 3
"I don't know what to do. Whether you believe it or not, it's better to find the person first before we talk about it."

"Actually, we all lost in the end, and none of us could compete with the person he cared about." Xia Bingyu turned her head to look out the window, her gaze was cold and substantive, as if she had traveled through time and returned to the past.

Dong Wan was displeased, her face darkened, "What do you mean?"

"Back then, Master Wen took Sister Zhao away, and met someone from my cousin on the way."

Dong Wan was taken aback, her eyes fell on Xia Bingyu's body, "What do you mean by all this?"

"What do I mean? Actually, you understand very well in your heart. Why are you pretending to be stupid?" Xia Bingyu sat there quietly, her eyes looked forward but seemed to have no focus, she didn't know what she was looking at, it was more like she was caught in a memory and couldn't extricate herself. .

Dong Wan's face was pale, but when she was about to leave, she sat back again, sat there quietly, and said after a long time, "Do you suspect that the prince did not resist on purpose?" More, and the foundation is the thickest, even if Duke Xin and Duke Ning are defeated, but if the Jedi really rebels in the end, Ji Qiyu will definitely not pass the test so smoothly.At that time, she was a little puzzled, but after all, she was a woman in the inner house, and she didn't know much about the outside world.In addition, the relationship between her and her natal family is also very delicate, even if she had doubts like this in her heart, it was just thinking about it.

Listening to Xia Bingyu's words at this time, it seems that my original suspicion is true, if it is true...

"Our childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, I always thought that I was the most important thing in his heart. So back then, whether it was you or Concubine Peng, no matter who it was, I never really felt threatened."

"Yeah, to be able to enter the palace, what you are looking at is just the family background behind us." Dong Wan sneered, why didn't she know, she knew it clearly, "It's a pity that such a good power is taken away by you." It was ruined. My natal family was originally biased towards me, but you pushed them away abruptly. If the government of Xinguo was more magnanimous back then, maybe the one standing in that position today is not Dong Huiyu but It's you. What? You're not happy right now, so you're going to sort out these things again?"

Dong Wan's sarcasm made Xia Bingyu's originally peaceful face a bit annoyed, "Why bother to blame my natal family, if Ding Guogong was not a fool, maybe you don't have to stay here now kind of place."

When the old accounts are turned over again, countless dust, dust, anger and hatred will roll in the air, and the emotions of the two of them will also become a little restless and angry.

In the past, they were all aloof and looked up to by others, but now they are deeply mired in the mud and cannot extricate themselves.

Such a boring day, do not know when it will come to an end.

"What's the use of us arguing about this now?" Dong Wan felt a little bored, stood up again, looked at Xia Bingyu and said, "You are also a poor person, and I am also a poor person. Unfortunately, the man I fell in love with doesn't love us."

She still clearly remembered that Ji Fuyan's answer in the rain that day, if he could tell her the truth, why would he not be reconciled?

Love is something that has never been involuntary.

It's as if she loves him, knowing that he has someone else in his heart, but she just can't let it go.Obviously, he could live a life of wealth and honor in the capital, but he wanted to follow him here to suffer.

It's all my own choice, so there's nothing to complain about.

It's just that I am unwilling in the end.

The first emperor's coffin was sent to the imperial mausoleum, and the entire imperial mausoleum was in turmoil for several months.Their small courtyard seems to be on the edge of the busy area, as long as they are honest and responsible, and don't go out to cause trouble, it will be fine.

During these days, as a criminal, Ji Fuyan would go to the imperial mausoleum every day and what he was going to do. The people in their yard didn't know, and no one dared to ask, but seeing his complexion getting worse and worse, everyone in the yard People feel that it is very laborious to even take a breath, and the suppressed emotions can make people go crazy.

So after the funeral was over and the imperial mausoleum was closed, I felt that the sunny sky above my head had opened up.

On the top of the green hill, the brothers meet again.

Ji Qiyu hadn't seen Ji Fuyan for several years, and would never have imagined that in just a short period of time, he seemed to have aged a lot, brothers faced each other, had countless words, but didn't know which one to say first.

Ji Fuyan sat casually on the stone bench in the stone pavilion, and smiled casually, "I didn't expect our brothers to see each other again."

Ji Qiyu stared at Ji Fuyan, "Second brother, follow me back to Beijing. Father had a last word before he died, I hope you will be well."

After hearing this sentence, the smile on Ji Fuyan's face became stiff for a while, and then changed back to the original.He shook his head gently, "I can't go back, it's very good here, with green mountains and green waters, like wild cranes in the clouds, much more comfortable than in Kyoto back then."

Ji Qiyu sat down opposite him, without moving her eyes, said word by word: "You didn't do anything to Sister Zhao back then, I owe you a big favor."

"There is such a thing? Why didn't I know?" Ji Fuyan looked surprised, "I'm afraid you heard it wrong. If there is such an opportunity, how could I miss it? Maybe we have to change the place where we sit. Son. It's about my future in life, but I'm not that kind."

Ji Qiyu frowned slightly, this Ji Fuyan didn't seem to match up with the person in his memory at all, his appearance completely changed.

Ji Fuyan saw that Ji Qiyu didn't speak, and smiled to himself, as if talking to himself, "Your firecracker team is so powerful, if you meet him, it's like going to report to Lord Yan. If I cherish my life so much, then I Your life in exchange for your daughter’s life is not worth it, it’s not worth it.”

Ji Fuyan didn't admit it, and Ji Qiyu couldn't force him to admit it.This incident was too dangerous back then, and he never mentioned it to Huiyu.Back then, Master Liao Wen took Sister Zhao away from the capital, but Ji Fuyan had already sent someone to lay an ambush on the way back.Once Sister Zhao falls into their hands, in fact, he doesn't even dare to deduce how it will end in the end.At that time, all the firearms team followed Xing Yulang, and there were only three or four casually. Besides, it was very troublesome to change the ammunition. Judging from the manpower Ji Fuyan had ambushed at that time, the possibility of them kidnapping people was quite high.

However, Ji Fuyan's men didn't do anything in the end.

Sister Zhao went to Guoan Temple safe and sound.

He had always wanted to ask about this matter, but seeing Ji Fuyan like this, he probably wouldn't talk about it.

"Whether you admit it or not, I know it in my heart. I will issue an order to recall you to Beijing. You should be ready."

"You are really strange. I have assassinated you so many times, but you still dare to let me go back to Beijing."

"I've done it to you too, we are each other."

On the road of seizing the heirloom, their brothers tried their best. He wanted his life, and he wanted his life.They plotted against each other and framed each other.He was luckier than him in that there was no such domineering and bad uncle Xin Guogong behind him.

If Duke Xin was not so arrogant and arrogant like Duke Ding, the outcome would be unpredictable.

Luck is also a part of success. His luck living in the palace is hundreds of times worse than Ji Fuyan's, but his luck after leaving the palace is hundreds of times better than him.

Ji Fuyan saw that Ji Qiyu was serious, his expression gradually faded, "I won't go back."

"Why?" Ji Qiyu asked.

Ji Fuyan stared at the direction of the small courtyard where he lived at the foot of the mountain. It took him a long time to turn his gaze away, and said softly, "I can't help myself in the first half of my life, but you can let me be free in the second half of my life."

"When you return to Beijing, no one restricts your freedom."

"The heart is like a trapped animal, and there is no way to get rid of it."

Ji Qiyu's face was as black as charcoal. In fact, he also vaguely guessed something in his heart. He pursed his lips tightly and said before leaving: "I know what you are afraid of. In fact, there is no need at all. In her heart, you have never had anything to do with you." critical."

The blue veins on Ji Fuyan's forehead were throbbing, and it took him a long time to suppress the restlessness in his heart, "Why do you show off, if you can do it all over again..."

"When I was ambushed on the way to the border, you tied her with me with your own hands. If you do it again, you will not be able to stop Xin Guogong from attacking me, so this is destined. What's more, if you do it again Once, I will never give you a chance!" Thinking of what happened to Yue Shuiqing back then, Ji Qiyu's complexion became even worse, he knew that Ji Fuyan had other thoughts about Huiyu, and hearing him say it out now, Still feel intolerable, simply unforgivable.

Ji Qiyu shook his sleeves and left, Ji Fuyan looked at his back and smiled silently for a long time.

If he had made up his mind to marry her back home after realizing his feelings for her... thinking of this, he smiled helplessly. Even if he did it all over again, he would have no way of disobeying his mother and concubine, rebelling against his uncle, and not marrying his cousin. .

What Ji Qiyu said is right, some things are predestined.

It was destined, she had no fate with him.

It was destined, and I was just wishful thinking.

It was destined, a person like him...doesn't deserve happiness.

He tried his best to be nice to everyone around him, hoping to make his cousin happy, hoping to make Dong Wan happy, even he felt that he should give her due treatment as he did to Concubine Peng back then.If they treat him well and wholeheartedly, he should treat them well.

But what was it for? His life was getting worse and worse under the tumbling of these women.He wanted to be nice to them, but they were even more unhappy.You don't realize until you are exhausted that if you treat everyone well in this backyard, you are giving them the same rights. You can plot and plot, work for tigers, and the game of life and death is not only played by men. These women are equally ruthless, so the backyard will naturally live in peace. no more.

Later, when he figured it out, he realized that being kind to people is also a profound knowledge.

Now, they still never leave him, but he finds that he no longer wants to treat them well.

Standing on the top of this mountain, he calmly gazed at the undulating mountains of the imperial mausoleum.

If there is an afterlife, he would rather be born in the family of ordinary people.

Get up early to plow the fields, read at noon, without restraint or restriction.

Do what you love, marry who you love.

Then, he will only be good to her in his whole life.

(End of this chapter)