royal girl

Chapter 448: This Love Can Be Treated as Memories 2
The fine raindrops fell on the umbrella surface, making a crisp and messy sound.Looking up, there is a mist between the sky and the earth, covered by the water mist, leaving only a hazy shadow on the green and rolling green hills.

Dong Wan lowered her head halfway to look at the road under her feet, stepped steadily down a step, and then said softly: "You don't have to come." She is the daughter of the head of Dingguo's mansion, even if she doesn't come with King Ning Suffering here, Duke Dingguo's government can settle her and the child well.However, these are not what she wants. "The happiest thing in a woman's life is to be able to marry the man she likes. The saddest thing is that the man she loves doesn't love her. The most desperate thing is the black hair that keeps cutting off after the love and hatred."

Hearing these words, Ji Fuyan couldn't help but stop, staring sideways at Dong Wan, as if meeting her for the first time.

The people around him stopped abruptly, so Dong Wan could only stop, the rain fell into a curtain, and the breeze blew away the leaves.Xu Shi gave her great courage and strength in the sound of the rain, and these words that had been accumulated in her heart for so many years were actually spoken out like this.

As soon as the words came out, Dong Wan didn't feel flustered, instead she breathed a sigh of relief.

Looking up, meeting Ji Fuyan's eyes, she smiled softly.

After so many years and such an accident, Ji Fuyan is no longer the person she remembered falling in love with at first sight.But the throbbing at the moment when I was tempted back then is still lingering, lingering, and lingering in my heart.

"You..." Ji Fuyan uttered this word, and suddenly didn't know what to say next. No matter what to say, in this situation, it seemed extraordinarily ridiculous and desolate.

"What about me? I was born as the eldest daughter of the Duke's Mansion, and I never thought of being a concubine. But because you are the one who married, I gritted my teeth and agreed because of my own obsession." So many years have passed, and now I think back Get up, as if still in front of you. "As long as I am rational at this time, I should take my two children back to my mother's house. I will live a decent and comfortable life. In the future, relying on my family members Jia Geer and Ping Geer will not have any future. problems, they will have a smooth life.”

Ji Fuyan remained silent, Dong Wan was right, the Dingguo Mansion is in full swing, it is an excellent choice for Dong Wan to take the child back, and following him can only live in such a place.

Looking at Ji Fuyan, Dong Wan didn't expect him to say anything, and said with a wry smile: "But what can I do? Even though I hated you to death, now I can't convince myself to enjoy happiness alone. Who made me fall in love with you?" And you."

Ji Fuyan's hand holding the umbrella turned slightly white, and her tightly pursed lips almost formed a straight line.After a while, he continued to walk down, holding Dong Wan's hand without letting go, and after walking dozens of steps, he said, "You know very well in your heart, who I wanted to marry back then."

This topic is like a taboo, they never talk about it.

Dong Wan didn't expect Ji Fuyan to mention this suddenly, her complexion was also very ugly, her breathing became a little short, and her eyes seemed to have fallen into the same situation as before, "Yes, I know it very well, but I told myself it wasn't true. "

The turmoil in the draft palace disrupted Ji Fuyan's plan to marry Dong Huiyu back home, and unexpectedly pushed her into Prince Jing's hands.And she participated in a game without hesitation, but in the end, she changed from a candidate for the main concubine to a side concubine.Now she couldn't help but think, if the plan hadn't changed, Xia Bingyu hadn't secretly disrupted the situation with her, and Ji Fuyan had brought Dong Huiyu into the mansion as he wished, wouldn't the current situation be the same?
But she refused to think about the result, there has never been an if in this world.

"Even so, so what? Huiyu's temperament would rather die than become a concubine, unless you don't marry Xia Bingyu, but this is simply impossible, so you are destined to have nothing to do with each other."

The past slipped by before him, and he clearly remembered Dong Huiyu's avoidance of him.What Dong Wan said was not false at all, thinking of this, he nodded lightly, "Yes, you are quite right."

Even if he did it all over again, he would still marry his cousin, not someone else.Since his birth, his marriage has been tied to the government of Xin Guo, there is no second possibility.

Others look at his scenery, but they don't know that he is involuntary and helpless under this scenery.

"I have been married to you for so many years and have given birth to two sons for you. Tell me the truth today, have you ever been tempted for me in your heart?" Even if it was only once, Dong Wan thought so, at least she I also feel that I am not so stupid.

This time Ji Fuyan didn't stay silent for too long, avoiding Dong Wan's eyes, and said slowly: "I don't want to lie to you, but I don't know either."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of falling on the umbrella almost made them unable to hear each other's voices, but Dong Wan still heard these words clearly.

She didn't say anything else, and followed Ji Fuyan's footsteps, step by step, carefully descending the mountain.

He said he didn't want to lie to her, and he didn't know the answer he gave her.

Dong Wan didn't know whether to cry or laugh, melancholy or relieved by this answer.

Their family settled down in this imperial mausoleum. From the chaos at the beginning to the quiet and orderly later, the days slowly got back on track.

Perhaps it was because Dong Wan's words to Xia Bingyu had an effect that day. After taking the medicine for more than half a month, Xia Bingyu's body gradually recovered.Leaning on the soft pillow behind her, she was already in charge of the family affairs, Dong Wan took the opportunity to withdraw her hand, where would a concubine do the work of the head wife.She doesn't care about the middle class in the family. Her daily job is to urge her children to study. She takes sewing, scissors, and cuts and embroiders clothes. There are very few servants in the family. There is only one embroiderer who works part-time, and many clothes have to be sewn by herself.

The days of guarding the imperial mausoleum are very boring and dull, like stagnant water, if you can't relieve yourself, if you stay here for a long time, I'm afraid you will drive yourself crazy.

These people have all experienced the sudden changes in the capital, and they survived the disaster for the rest of their lives. Even though their lives are like stagnant water, they still feel that they cherish their lives even more.

But no matter what, it is still different from before.

She still has her natal family to rely on, and Xia Bingyu doesn't even have her natal family.

Now even if she is not the head of the house and the director, no one in the house will bow their heads and bow their heads very respectfully when they see her.

She knew why, but her natal family was in a good time right now.

Even in this kind of place, during the four seasons and eight festivals of the year, the gifts from the family are very generous.Often can always deliver hometown flavors that cannot be eaten here, ranging from rice, grain and meat to fur and satin, ice cubes for cooling in summer, and charcoal fire for heating in winter.The pens, inks, papers and inkstones used by the children in the family, as well as the books of various colors that are constantly being delivered, these things were like dust in their eyes when they were in the palace, so they don't have to worry about it at all.But in this inaccessible and desolate place, the more common and frequently used, the more precious and rare it is.

The imperial mausoleum was originally built in a place isolated from people. In such a place, even if you have money, you may not be able to buy things, and you rely on the things in the capital to send things here to make a living.

But for these bastards who exalt the high and depress the low, now that Ji Fuyan is down and out, it is not bad to get [-]% of the things sent to them.

In this world, no one would think that Ji Fuyan could turn himself over again.

Three years later, the emperor died.

The cold imperial mausoleum suddenly became busy and guarded. The new emperor ascended the throne and wanted to send the late emperor's body to the imperial mausoleum for burial.

After receiving the news of the emperor's death, Dong Wan didn't see Ji Fuyan come back until it was dark that day, feeling anxious and went to see Xia Bingyu immediately.

At this time, Xia Bingyu ordered two servants to follow the mountain road to find him.Seeing Dong Wan coming in, he nodded to her, and then said to the two of them: "Be careful on the road, hurry up."

"Yes." The two retreated, and the room became quiet again.

If it's nothing serious, the two of them basically don't see each other, and they only see each other once a year on Mid-Autumn Festival and New Year's Eve.The small courtyard was divided into sharp boundaries, and the two did not disturb each other, forming a strange and harmonious situation.

Now that the emperor died, Dong Wan came to her, and she knew why.

"Since you have sent someone to look for it, I don't have to worry about it, I'll go back first." Dong Wan said flatly, turned around and left.

"Wait." Xia Bingyu coughed lightly and said.

Dong Wan stopped and looked back at Xia Bingyu.

Her face was pale, and she was not much better.

They all knew that the emperor passed away, and the last bit of strength supporting Ji Fuyan was gone. They didn't know what would happen next.

"Is there something wrong?" Dong Wan spoke first.

"Why do you ask knowingly?" Xia Bingyu looked at Dong Wan and said, the emperor passed away, and everyone in the house was hung up, but the seriousness of the matter is that the emperor is Ji Fuyan's last reliance and strength, and now the emperor is gone, so what about Ji Fuyan? manage?What should they do?
Will they be liquidated when the new emperor ascends the throne?
No one can guarantee that it won't happen.

(End of this chapter)