Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 98 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (98)
Acacia·Song of Everlasting Regret (3)
Speaking of the last sentence, he bit his lip.

Under the light of the room, when his eyes fell on my drenched clothes, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and the sound of a man's powerful heartbeat fell in my ears unobstructed.

He quickly threw me into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and brought out water of the right temperature, for fear that I would catch a cold.

In the steam, I tried to break free from the bathroom, I said, let me go... let me go...

This low begging sound, mixed with the sound of water falling down, seemed extraordinarily ambiguous.

He suppressed his surging lust and said, look at you, how drunk you are!let you go, is it safe? !
As he spoke, he concentrated on taking off my clothes that were wet by sea water.

He was probably worried that I was not safe enough to be alone after I was drunk, or he really just wanted to leave after I took a shower and slept soundly.

However, when the clothes were falling down amidst my weak struggle and low gasp, he suddenly stopped moving and looked straight at me, his eyes gradually stained with lust.

We always overestimate our concentration.

My sticky hair fell on my collarbone, and my eyes looking at him became more and more blurred.The dense water vapor is mixed with the aroma of rose essential oil...

Confused, these four words became the best portrayal of that night.

Cheng Tianyou's fingers slid across my shoulder blades and landed on my slender waist. Finally, he embraced me in his arms.His eyes became deeper and deeper. Suddenly, his warm kiss gently fell on my neck, and then slid down along the warm water, causing me to gasp and resist.

He put my hand behind his back and held it, his voice became hoarse, like a fatal temptation, he said, Jiang Sheng...

I want you to be happy.

Suffering people always want catharsis, and indulgence seems to be the best way to do it.

Lust was fermented in alcohol, and I gradually lost all my strength in the confusion and obsession.

This night, the clothes have not been taken off, but a kiss, we lost our souls in lust.

There was the sound of surging waves in my ears, and it became more and more turbulent this night.

His kisses fell densely, together with his warm breath.I am like a fish without water, it seems that only by following his rhythm can I survive.

He looked at me tenderly and took off his clothes.In the steamy and lustful bathroom, he bares his beautiful and firm chest.His voice was low, provoking my heart like an aphrodisiac drug, he said, do you like me like this?

……

He was like a trapped beast, licking his wound tenderly in this night full of lust.In those sinkings again and again, he was cautious yet domineering.

He gently kissed my earlobe and said, I don't want to be anyone's substitute, I just want to be myself and be loved by you.

As he kissed again and again, under the temptation again and again, I felt that I had escaped the control of reason.

He leaned low on my chest and said, Jiang Sheng, say you love me, say you want me.

I love you……

I want……

That night, a lingering lingering death.

In the bathroom, on the round bed, beside the chaise longue, by the swimming pool...

It seems that only by thoroughly indulging and sinking into lust can I forget him and the pain.

Or, my heart is so fragile, I will give my body to this carnival only after a drunken bewitchment.

It seems that this is the best ending of love——

The heart was given to you, the body was given to him, and I left nothing behind.

87 I said, I tried to love you, but...

Fatigue is like death, and breath is like gossamer.

But have fun.

It was three poles in the sun before I woke up from this extreme lingering.The slight pain and discomfort in my body reminded me how I indulged last night.

I opened my eyes, only to find myself lying in the arms of a man.He was looking at me in a daze, his eyes were softer than I had ever seen before.

Seeing me open my eyes, he smiled and kissed my pupils lightly, and his voice was hoarse and said, are you awake?
My mind suddenly went blank.

People gradually wake up, and there is infinite bitterness in their hearts.

I sat up blankly, and saw that the bed was in a mess, as if they were silently conveying the lingering and charming state of last night to me, for a while, I couldn't get back to my senses.

Finally, we can never go back.

At that moment, Tianyou just looked at me like this, with a faint and innocent smile in his eyes, like a child who stole candy, but when he was satisfied, he said it was not his fault.

He hugged me from behind, carefully, as if I was afraid that I would be broken.

He put his chin in the hollow of my shoulder and groped with the utmost tenderness. This was the intimacy we had never had, on a sunny morning, after our skin-to-skin relationship.

He said, Jiang Sheng, I don’t want to say sorry, I just want to say I love you, Jiang Sheng, try to love me.

I didn't speak, and at this moment, I hated myself to death.

I swear that there is only one person in my heart!But after being drunk, he indulges in lust with another person.Yes, I hate myself.

For the whole day, I fell into a state of numbness and refused to look at Cheng Tianyou.

This kind of disregard, like a poisoned dagger, cut the man's last self-esteem.

Finally, like a bloodthirsty devil, he insisted on his strength for a while and said, Jiang Sheng, it was obviously what you wanted last night, right? !Why do you have to be hypocritical today? !

I didn't look at him, I should have been ashamed and indignant, but I was just numb, as if nothing he said at this moment could make me stir up trouble again.

My body, it doesn't belong to me anymore.

My heart was already broken, but this man gave me the last cruelty.

I walked to the hotel lobby, ordered food, and ate it slowly.

He just followed me, still with sarcasm in his eyes, he said, do you think I will soften my heart if you are like this?
Let me tell you, Jiang Sheng, you are no different to me from other women, but they are all my bed partner!

Finally, in a daze, I smiled at him, and I said, in fact, friends with guns are more western.

He was angry and could only say, you!
I said, mango juice is delicious, do you want it?

At dusk, I came to the beach.

The cliff in front of the beach is densely green.

He followed me and suddenly became nervous. He said, Jiang Sheng, you can't be... overwhelmed? !

I looked back at him, eerily calm.I don't hate him, I don't hate him for taking my body, I don't hate him for insulting my last self-esteem, I just smiled at him and said, God bless, look, the sea is so beautiful.

The sea breeze blows my long hair.

The more I do this, the more frightened he becomes.

But why, am I not afraid at all?

I stand on the cliff, looking at the sea under the setting sun, it is not far from me.

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The afterglow of the setting sun lights up the river lanterns for the sea, and I think of the river lanterns on Qiandao Lake that night.

I have been waiting for 17 years, the man I have loved for 17 years, let me set off a string of river lights——

There is a city under Qiandao Lake, and there is a girl named Jiang Sheng in my heart.

But now, I don't have any reason, courage, or even qualifications to return to him.

My body, it's not mine.

My heart, it can't help itself.

So, what else do I have to give completely?
I turned around and saw Cheng Tianyou approaching me slowly, smiled at him, and said, God, I'm sorry.

He looked at me in surprise and said, you...

I said, I tried to love you, but because of him...

Because of him.

I turned my head slowly, and there seemed to be a phantom in front of my eyes—in the sea, the string of river lanterns floating past Qiandao Lake, and the man I have loved for 17 years, standing in the middle of the sea, looking at me slightly smile.

I actually came to see the sea, I am not desperate or sad, I just came to see the sea.

However, as if drawn by a spell, I walked into the sea, where there were river lanterns, him, and smiles, but no more sadness.

Therefore, the moment I jumped off, my heart was as peaceful as the moon in Qiandao Lake.

In the ear, there is wind.

There are birds.

There is freedom.

I heard Cheng Tianyou's painful cry, it was heart-piercing, he said, don't!Ginger...

88 Life and death go hand in hand.

At the age of 17, "Titanic" was staged, and Jack said to Rose, You jump. I jump.
At that time Ning Xin asked me, if I dance, will you also dance?
I said no.

I thought I would never say no.

And at this moment, when I flew down with you, I realized that the answer was only because the person who asked the question was wrong.

It turns out that "You jump. I jump", the best translation is "Life and death go hand in hand".

Jiang Sheng, I love you.

Already arrived, life and death go hand in hand.

89 That man, he spent 17 years to make you fall in love with him, then I will spend 70 years with you to forget.

The sea breeze whistled in my ears.

At this moment, how much I want to hug you so that you will not have fear.

I know, in life, I am not the person you love most; even in death, I am not the one you want to die with you.

Jiang Sheng, at the moment of falling into the sea, let me tell you these love words, please?

That man, he spent 17 years to make you fall in love with him, then I will spend 70 years with you to forget.

At that time, we are all old.

All disturbances are no longer important.

what's your favourite?What unique?

None matter anymore.

The fleeting time freezes each other.

I am 99, you are 91.

I have dementia, and you have gray hair.

You can proudly say to your little great-grandson, look, that silly old grandfather of yours has been chasing me all his life... But in my grandma's heart, there is still another person secretly hidden all the time...

I don't care, old woman.

I just grin with a toothless mouth.

Because the one who stays with you for the rest of your life, protects you, and takes care of you is me.

But I'd be jealous, wife.

Although you are already fainted and old, you can't tell whether you are my aunt or my mother in front of you.

I will urinate everywhere with my great-grandson, making you anxious and angry.

Or let the little great-grandson push me in the wheelchair, hold a walking stick, and fight a duel with the 93-year-old cool old man next door who still refuses to give up on you.

If his wife beats me up for him, old woman, you have to help me too.

……

If God allows us to live, then I will tell you all these little love stories.

(End of this chapter)