Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 97 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (97)
Acacia·Song of Everlasting Regret (2)
He looked at me, slightly puzzled, and said, Jiang Sheng, you...are you so moved that you can't speak?
After finishing speaking, he pushed the dining car into the room, smiling slightly, such a beautiful appearance.He said, Jiang Sheng, I promised to make you breakfast for the rest of my life.One meal short is not a lifetime, you know?His words stopped here, because at this moment, Cheng Tianyou came out, his clothes were disheveled and exhausted, as if he had gone through a very indulgent night.

At that moment, I was sandwiched between these two men, and I had the heart to kill myself.

Liang Sheng turned his head to look at me in disbelief, and then looked at the mess in the room in disbelief, it was so clear and ambiguous.

His face turned pale slightly, and his breathing began to become unstable.After a long silence, he slowly pushed the dining car aside, smiled, and said, Excuse me.

The word "excuse me" broke my heart.

He said, Jiang Sheng, you... Are you talking about work?
I looked at him, and my heart seemed to be tormented in boiling water. At this moment, I would rather he could push the dining car and run over me, instead of still calmly smiling and asking me about my work situation.

Suddenly, like a ghost, I thought of Lu Wenjun and his deadly threat.At that moment, a terrible thought suddenly took shape in my mind, I was like a demon, pulled Cheng Tianyou, and said to Liang Sheng, I'm sorry...we were together last night!

After the voice fell, I turned my face away and stopped looking at him.

Liang Sheng looked at me in surprise, he didn't expect that he gave me leeway, but I refused to give him even the slightest fantasies.

Cheng Tianyou also looked at me in surprise, and was confused about the situation for a moment.

After a while, Liang Sheng smiled and said, are we together?Oh, I know, working together... I understand.I... can... He paused and said, you guys are busy first, I won't bother you.Jiang Sheng, I'll pick you up later...go home.

Then, he turned to leave.

It was a dream he still refused to wake up from.

His reaction made me sad, but I had to make a decision to the end.

I called him from behind, and I said, Liang Sheng!We have no home, don't you understand?I'm with God!We slept together!We are in bed!I betrayed you!I do not love you anymore!You...forget about me!
Liang Sheng was stunned in front of the door, the beauty he didn't want to break, but I broke it for him without leaving the slightest bit of affection.

After a long time, he turned around slowly, looked at me, at me holding Cheng Tianyou's hand, smiled, but said sadly, you mean, your heart... is with him?
I didn't answer, just cried out loudly.

Then, he smiled wryly, with a trembling voice, and said, I see.ginger.I see.

He looked at me, the difficulty in his voice made people want to cry, he said, since childhood, I will not give you what you want?If you want to be with him, I will too!
After speaking, he turned around and left.

I watched him leave resolutely and burst into tears.

I was like a rag doll that lost its vitality, slumped on the ground.

Liang Sheng, forgive me.

I can't just watch you get hurt, so I can only protect you in this way.

Cheng Tianyou kicked the door shut, then pulled me up from the ground and threw me on the bed, that was the rage after waking up.

He tore my clothes and said, Jiang Sheng, I'm not a doll to support the love between you and Liang Sheng!If you use me today to make him give up, then I will make him give up completely!
I first curled up into a ball, resisted, and begged for mercy.

In the end, unexpectedly, the heart died like ashes, lifeless...

Yes, he's gone.

I pushed him away.

I pushed that man away from me hard.

The man I had been obsessed with throughout my youth and thought I would never get it in my life was just pushed away by me.

In this world, what else can give me the strength to cry, make trouble, and feel?
I'm just a shell without a soul, at the mercy of fate.

I looked at Cheng Tianyou sadly, with a mocking smile on the corner of my mouth; the smile fell into his eyes, but it became a great irony - yes, even if you get my body, my heart will follow he went to...

Like a frustrated child, he regained his sanity from the rage in an instant.He got up from me, covered my half-naked body with a quilt, and calmed down his breath.

For a long time, he held my hand to his lips, the warm breath was like a bunch of lingering vines, wrapped around the back of my hand, clung to my pulse, accompanied by my heartbeat... He sighed softly, say sorry.

85 His hot palms held my shoulders tightly, and the warm breath was on my neck, like a kind of Gu.That day, I was in a trance and returned to my own room with my hair scattered.

After Cheng Tianyou put my luggage in my room, he left.

All day long, I was annoyed and tossed and tossed in pain.

I pushed him away, just like that.

Just pushed it away...

The whole person was groggy until dusk, and I didn't wake up from the numbness caused by this great pain.

I still have work, I still have tasks... But at this moment, the other me doesn't want to do anything, just let myself sink in this pain.

At night, some of my colleagues were celebrating their birthday in the bar of the hotel, and I was invited, so I went there in disgrace for a while.However, something like alcohol can make people honest, and it can also make people addicted.

I drank cup after cup, trying to get myself drunk.After getting drunk, will the pain of losing him be much less?

That night, like a self-inflicted prisoner, I tried to relieve the torment I was suffering in my own way.

Vaguely, I saw Cheng Tianyou, he was not far away, under the lights, his face was as good-looking as ever, as good-looking as a cold student.

A long time ago, a girl named Xiao Jiu once said that no matter how Cheng Tianyou looked like Liang Sheng, he was not Liang Sheng.All kinds of beauties around him, like mermaids, filed by, trying to flirt with him; but he looked at me without saying a word, with a mixture of distress and anger in his eyes.

I was so sad that I almost suffocated, I shook the wine glass in my hand and smiled at him.

Should I be grateful to him?Are you grateful that he didn't behave like Lu Wenjun to me?hehe.

Alcohol is a gut-piercing poison. It makes people who think they will forget remember more clearly, and makes the pain that they think will be paralyzed more intense... I drank the wine and smiled. Yes, he is like Liang Sheng again, he It's not Liang Sheng either!

I was about to pour another glass, but he stepped forward to stop me.

His hand fell on mine, so warm, he said, don't drink it, it's not good for your health.

I ignored him, took two bottles of wine from the bar, and walked out of the bar alone.

The bar is in the middle of the hotel, walking past several villas with swimming pools, the soft beach is outside, and the sea is as quiet as a sleeping monster.

In this way, I sat alone by the sea, facing the sea breeze, drinking wine.

The waves came crashing up and kissed my feet.

The sea water at night is bitingly cold, but it is difficult for me to wake up.I'm like a drowning person, but I can't catch the straw that can take me out of the sea of ​​suffering.

When I finished drinking, I started to cry. When I was crying, I took out my mobile phone and looked at his name. How much I wanted to call him and tell him that I didn't want to do this either.

But at this moment, I don't have the courage.I can only hold the empty wine bottle, turn it over my face, and try to find warmth through the coldness, but in the end, there is only coldness but no warmth.

The moon is getting hazy, and people are already drunk.

Holding the wine bottles wobbled, I tried to send them into the sea, together with my secret and unspeakable thoughts, into the sea, drifting to the end of the world.

I walked towards the sea facing the waves, the waves had just reached my knees, but before I put the wine bottle in the sea, someone pulled me out of the sea.

His voice was very cold, as cold as the sea water, he said, what can't you think about?If you miss him, go find him!

The wine bottle slipped from my hand, and I broke free from his hand, trying to grab the floating bottle, but it wobbled and fell into the sea water.

Fortunately, the sea water here is extremely shallow, and I was picked up by him, and my clothes were completely wet.

I struggled, trying to get out of his grip, but he refused to let go, lest I would be buried in this vast deep sea if I couldn't think about it.

The struggling waves also splashed his white shirt, and the sticky cloth wrapped his sharp and strong chest. For a moment, my ears were red and my heart beat.

His hot palms held my shoulders tightly, and the warm breath was on my neck, like a kind of Gu.The skin feels each other's temperature through the wet clothes.

Half of it was the coldness of the sea water, and the other half was the heat of his fingertips.

The alcohol suddenly ignited a terrible fire in me, with the power of pain that had nowhere to turn.

I broke free from his arms in a hurry, squinted my eyes, and looked at the man who stopped me. His eyebrows and eyes were so handsome under the moonlight, so handsome that it made one's heart tremble.

He hugged me tightly and said, go back, don't catch a cold.

86 I don't want to be anyone's substitute, I just want to be myself and be loved by you.

I was almost dizzy, and even seemed powerless to refuse.

The sea breeze blows and wakes me up instantly; but after waking up, I am more like a person on the verge of drowning, wanting to draw more strength and warmth.

In the sea breeze, he hugged me tightly, and we walked all the way back to his room.

The closer he was, the more I wanted to break free; the more I wanted to break free, the more alcohol raged in my body, making me soft and powerless to resist.The moment he opened the door, I pressed my hand against his warm chest, my voice was already unsteady, I muttered, my voice choked in my throat, I said, I want to go back to...my room... …I……

This low refusal was more like a shallow moan, a kind of invitation.

Cheng Tianyou didn't seem to care about my changes, he nodded and said, after taking a shower, put on clean clothes, I'll go to your room, you stay here to rest, I...I promise not to touch you.

(End of this chapter)