Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 94 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (94)
Against the sky·Dream of mandarin ducks (2)
Then, he took out a bone comb from his pocket. It was a bone comb I had seen before, with a red bean inlaid on it.Liang Sheng said to me, your name is engraved on the back of this red bean.I originally wanted to give it to you and your beloved, but I never thought that this person would be myself... Speaking of which, he suddenly smiled, his smile was so bright and brilliant, just like the moonlight at night .

He went on to say, I was born in jewelry design, but I couldn't find a gem that could replace red beans, because only "lovesickness" is the most deeply rooted thing.Jiang Sheng, my heart, can you understand?
I bit my lip, tears streaming down my face.

Liang Sheng, you must not know that I received a text message just now. There were only five words in the text message: Qiandao Lake, hehe!
Liang Sheng's hand brushed my hair lightly, and he said, don't cry.

He took a bone comb and combed my hair slowly, meditating silently, once combing to the end, and combing twice until the white hair was at the same level as the eyebrows...

I looked up at him, and he had the face that I had been thinking about for so many lifetimes: his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his lips... This man I have been thinking about for so long...

Looking at his face, my heart was broken.I said, but... Liang Sheng... I am not worthy of this white hair and eyebrows... I have wounds that you can't see, or you don't want to see...

His hand gently covered my lips and held mine in his.With gentle eyes and firm tone, he said, I love you, including this wound.

He lowered his head, kissed my cold fingertips lightly, then raised his head again, looked at me with such cool eyes, as if he swore an oath, he gently embraced me in his arms.

His chin gently stroked my hair, he didn't speak, his voice was faint, the sound of his heartbeat mixed with the sound of the lake.

The night was gentle, and so was he.

The entire Qiandao Lake cried softly in my heart that night.

In tears, I saw the string of river lights floating away on Qiandao Lake.

No one will ever know that there was once a man who said such love words to a woman——

There is a city under Qiandao Lake, and there is a girl named Jiang Sheng in my heart.

76 The mobile phone fell heavily on the ground, it was the sound of death.

Back in the city.

The lights flickered, but no house was home.

The bone comb that Liang Sheng gave me, I rubbed it back and forth in my hand, imagining his expression when grinding it.

Although the two of us left without hesitation, we seldom contacted friends recently, including Bei Xiaowu and Jinling.I think that Liang Sheng, like me, probably needs a period of time to ease and release his emotions, to find and position his own role.

But Liang Sheng, where is our future?
Beside the bone comb, the screen of the mobile phone was shining brightly, and Lu Wenjun's threatening words pierced his heart - hehe, I'm back home.

He was showing off to me that in this world, no matter where Liang Sheng and I hide, we cannot escape from his palm!I looked around the living room, not so long ago, outside this very apartment, after the midnight gunshots, I felt more suffocated than I had ever felt—I cried and ran, searching desperately.

Messed hair, fallen shoes, and messy clothes...that was a scene that I don't want to look back.I lowered my head, and a tear fell on the bone comb.

Liang Sheng came, holding a cup of steaming black tea in his hand, and asked me, what are you doing?
I turned around gently, wiped away my tears, turned my head, smiled at him as if nothing had happened, and said, I appreciate your work.He just smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, why are you like a child, you must hold the things you like in your hands, afraid of losing them or what?

I said, probably because I have never received such a beautiful thing.

He raised his hand, scratched my nose lightly, smiled softly, and said, your request is really low, don't you want to receive a better gift?After finishing speaking, he looked at the house and said to me, my aunt is not here for the past few days... Before he finished speaking, I tightly grasped the bone comb, looked at him in horror, and stammered, you , you, what are you going to do?
Liang Sheng was taken aback for a moment, then thought carefully about the two sentences he said, and suddenly smiled.He looked at me, couldn't tell whether it was teasing or pampering, he patted my head and said, Jiang Sheng, what are you thinking about?I feel a little wronged, how could I be thinking wildly?Obviously you said two words that could be ambiguous when put together, and you pushed it on me.

Liang Sheng touched his chin and said, I was just asking, don't you want a better gift?Then I stated that my aunt has something to do at home these few days, so I don't come here, so I, the all-rounder, have to do all the cooking.I blushed slightly, and murmured, I thought you meant...

With an innocent face, Liang Sheng asked, what do you think?
I threw a pillow on him and stopped talking.

Liang Sheng smiled and said, okay, okay, I won't tease you, little guy.These few days, I am your royal chef, what do you want to eat?French, Chinese, Italian, I can handle them all...

Before Liang Sheng finished speaking, his cell phone rang.After he picked up the phone, his face paled slightly, he hesitated for a moment, looked at me, and said, then... I'll be right there.

I looked at him and asked, what's wrong?
He hesitated again, smiled, and said, it's all right.Wait for me obediently at home, don't run around like last time.

After speaking, he got up, picked up his clothes, opened the door and left.

Before leaving, he took another deep look at me and said, Jiang Sheng, wait for me.

I froze there, and I knew that something bad must have happened.He didn't tell me because he was afraid that I would be worried, but the more he didn't tell me, the more worried I was.

It was very late at night, and I waited for him for a long time, then fell down on the sofa and fell asleep in a daze.

I had a dream. In the dream, Liang Sheng pushed open the door, covered in blood. He wanted to talk to me, but he couldn't say anything.I was suffering from a nightmare, knowing that it was a dream, but I couldn't wake up no matter what.

It wasn't until Jinling's phone call that I woke up from this endless nightmare.

She said that she was working overtime at the newspaper office, and then she said to me anxiously as if she had gotten some gossip, Jiang Sheng, do you know?Wei Young committed suicide.

The phone slipped from my hand and landed heavily on the ground, it was the sound of death.

77 I understand that if the two of us keep talking, it will be a quarrel.

I stayed where I was, unable to return to my senses for a long time.

Don't talk about human language, don't talk about ethics, don't talk about secularism.These days, Lu Wenjun is chasing after his soul and pressing on for his life, Wei Young's suicide... these painful squeezes made me slowly give up on the future.

As for how long I stayed where I was, I don't know.

I only know that when Liang Sheng pushed the door and entered, it was already dawn, and then I woke up from the petrification.

Liang Sheng's eyes were bloodshot, and he looked sleepless all night.He saw me sitting on the sofa, the phone fell to the ground, and the battery was thrown out, so he walked over gently, looked at me very carefully, and said, Jiang Sheng...

I looked up at him and said, you are back.

He nodded, knelt down, picked up the phone for me, then raised his head and said, did you hear?

It seems that he already knows, I already know - yes, he is so smart, of course he will know, he is now the most newsworthy person in the Cheng family, every move between him and Wei Young will lead to all kinds of gossip .And my friend, Jin Ling, a female reporter who has been fighting on the front line of gossip, will definitely tell me these things as soon as possible.Liang Sheng sighed and said, I was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable if you knew it, so I didn't tell you... She is awake now, so you don't have to worry.

I looked at him and asked, Liang Sheng, are you worried?
The corner of his mouth moved slightly, and for a while, he seemed unable to find a suitable answer to answer me.

After a while, he said, yes, I am worried.However, how can we put the life of each of us on others and ask others to be responsible for our own life and death?
I said, but, you hurt her...

Liang Sheng was silent for a long while before he said, you want to say that if I hurt her, I have to be responsible for her, right?

At that moment, I knew that if the two of us continued to talk, this would be a quarrel.

So I turned around and stopped talking.

I think, I understand Liang Sheng's heart.Yes, it was his fault that he let her down; but if she hadn't lied to him, it seemed that she wouldn't have let her down.

As far as I know Liang Sheng, if he is not angry at Wei Young's deceit, no matter how much love he has for me in his heart, he will be more inclined to the responsibility of choosing Wei Young in the first place.

He is calm and rational. Even in the face of the feelings he has longed for for so long, he took this firm step only after confirming that he has no blood relationship with me.

He is a person who will not be easily swayed, but once he lets go, he will not look back.

78 Emotion is something, the more cautious you are, the more difficult it is to move forward.

In the past, I always heard people say that the ex-wife and ex-girlfriend are time bombs, and they may not know where or when they will explode.

Now, I really have this realization.

Ever since Wei Young committed suicide and was admitted to the hospital, there has been an unbreakable barrier between Liang Sheng and me.If he didn't go to see her, he felt uneasy and lost his morality.

He went to see her, but he was worried about my emotions, even if I had expressed that I wanted him to see her, don't worry about me, I wouldn't mind at all.

Feelings are such a thing, the more cautious you are, the more difficult it is to move forward.

Liang Sheng cooks breakfast every day, and every time I want to help him, he will drive me away.

I can feel that he seems to be eager to make up for something.He always felt that the matter between him and Wei Young was unfair to me.What he should give me is a simple and peaceful feeling, not like this.

However, the more he was like this, the more uneasy I became.

Every morning, when I saw the breakfast he made for me, I would stare blankly at him for a long time.I know that days like this won't last long.

I know that this person will eventually become my dream again, and from then on, I can only miss him in my dream.

Although my heart was extremely uncomfortable, I still smiled at him as if nothing had happened, the breakfast was delicious.

He also bowed his head and smiled at me.

Mo Chun's call saved me from this emotion.She asked me, Jiang Sheng, are you free?

In fact, at that time I was thinking about resigning, leaving this city, Liangsheng, and everything here—it’s not that I’m not firm, it’s not that I don’t love him, but that I can’t always be threatened by Lu Wenjun. Worrying all the time, I will kill this man in the next second.

I told Mo Chun that I was free.

Mo Chun said, that's good.Ouyang Jiaojiao, you know, right?You are in charge of her all the way.She has "crippled" our two assistants here, I really have no choice but to think of you!

I asked strangely, why me?Then I said, Mo Chun, I actually want to resign...

Mo Chun said, Director Ximen also hopes that you can help me with this. Even if you resign, help me finish this case.

There is no second way.

I hesitated for a moment and said, okay.

(End of this chapter)