Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 93 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (93)
Against the sky·Dream of mandarin ducks (1)
——May it last forever.

wedge born
If it wasn't for Tianen's proposal, he would never have gone to Tianshengyuan.The place where he planted countless deep loves has now become the greatest irony.

In May, the sun is beautiful and the wind is peaceful, and the ginger flowers are better than the snow.

There are always so many things you can't ask for in life.

so many.

When Assistant Qian put the windbreaker on him, he suddenly saw her slender and faint shadow, stubborn and sad.

When the wind came, she turned and left.

It's like a dream that he can't grasp with all his life.

Recently, he wanted to forget her by himself, but he always dreamed of her.

He even dreamed that he was going to marry her. When he told the news to the whole family, his grandfather was furious, but his father turned a blind eye.

Only my mother, the woman who insisted on "Silence is golden" in this deep house compound, let out a deep sigh.

But like a child, he leaned on his mother's lap, raised his head, showed a confused face, and said, but, Mom, I like her.

I like her, so it is destined that I will give her a knife to kill me.

If love lasts, it dances with death.

Looking at her leaving shadow, he smiled, in this world, there is more than just getting what you ask for, and also not seeing you when you meet.

Meet but do not want to see ah!
73 Chihiro Chihiro suffers from all kinds of suffering, and there is a pair of people for a lifetime.

The morning in Weijiaping is like a green fruit covered with dew, cool and soft, full of the smell of hometown and mother.

When the first ray of sunshine beckoned warm hands, jumped over the dusty windows, smiled and kissed my face, I woke up from the long dream.

The moment I opened my eyes, I found him sleeping peacefully beside me, within reach.Thick black hair, long and dense eyelashes, just like when I was a child many, many years ago.This is the old room, this is the bed.I slowly close my eyes.

It's like, over the past ten years, we have never left Weijiaping.

I don't know whether it's happiness or sadness, but the tears flowed down slowly from my eyes unstoppable.

I leaned my head lightly on his shoulder, and lightly clenched my hands into fists across my chest, like a baby sleeping.

People say that people who can sleep in a baby's position are insecure and yearn for more peace of mind and warmth.

It was a kind of intimacy that I didn't expect - it was like a thick and compassionate kiss, and the tears in the corners of my eyes were licked away by a little bit of warmth.

I screamed, it was an instinctive gesture of resistance, as if begging, I said - no, no!Liang Sheng!I opened my eyes in a panic, and found that he was awake, his face was in front of my eyes, less than ten centimeters away, with a handsome face like jade, and a disturbingly warm breath.He leaned over, looked at me intently and innocently, and asked, what's wrong?It was a kiss I hadn't thought of, happening between me and him at this very moment.

In an instant, I only felt as if there were hundreds of thousands of deer bumping around in my heart.I avoided his eyes, not knowing what to say.

I tried my best to keep my breathing steady, my head was muddled, and I stood up awkwardly, but I was still at a loss, I said, I, I, I didn't expect that you and I... so... so fast...

He couldn't help laughing out loud.His eyes revealed the banter and ambiguity unique to grown men.It was the first time I saw this look in his eyes, it moved my heart but also confused me.

He looked at me with extremely innocent eyes, and pointed to the mushroom sitting between us.

Donggu also looked at me innocently, licked his cat's paw with his small tongue, and yelled at me "meow——", probably telling me in a tone of protest that your tears taste very bad!

Only then did I realize that I had misunderstood him, and I immediately wanted to die. I wished for a thunderbolt on a sunny day to kill me, or give me a mouse hole, so that I could bury myself alive and end this life.

And he still just smiled, that kind of smile is very warm, like the mountain flowers all over the mountains and plains in spring, it will cover the sky and cover the earth before he knows it.

Probably because he was afraid of embarrassing me, he gently rubbed my messy hair, as if comforting a child, and then got out of bed.After he washed up, he brought me a basin of water.

I was pulling the tail of the mushroom on the bed, cursing, stinky mushroom!Let you lick my tears, lick my face!Where do you want my face to be?You smelly cat!
He smiled at me, mixed hot water in the basin, and handed me the toothbrush and cup.

I smiled awkwardly and took the cup.When I was brushing my teeth, I clamped the mushroom between my calves to keep it from moving as a punishment.After about 3 minutes, he came out from the main room, patted my shoulder lightly, and said, hey.Ok?I took a sip of water and looked back at him.

As if he was discussing a rigorous academic issue, he asked solemnly, you...wish it was me just now?
Poof - I sprayed all the water on his face.

He wiped the water with toothpaste foam on his face, calmly, and said, it doesn't look like it.Don't abuse the mushrooms.It's not easy being a cat.

After he turned and left, my heart couldn't tell what it was like.

The dependence I was used to since I was a child suddenly appeared at this moment as the love I was obsessed with, and I felt uneasy, far more than happiness.

I don't know why I am anxious, because of whom I am uneasy.

Do not!
In fact, I know why I am anxious, and who I am uneasy about!
It's just that I dare not let myself believe that I would feel this kind of guilt because of him—as if I was a concubine who eloped with someone in ancient times, and I felt guilty.

I told myself again, you don't belong to him, why should you feel guilty.

After washing up, when I walked out of the yard, I suddenly found that the sky in Weijiaping was so blue.Although the courtyard was in ruins, it was overgrown with weeds, but it was also full of green. Although the ivy wrapped around the wall was weak, it was also tenacious, and white flowers bloomed in the green, small but tenacious.

The wind blows gently, and the slightly damaged courtyard door creaks and sings desolate and long nursery rhymes; the smoke from the chimney curls up to accompany the clouds; the crying of children, the sound of mothers chasing and feeding The voice of calling, the voice is kind... These warmths that are within reach, although accompanied by desolation, are so vivid and clear.

I turned around, and he was right behind me, his white shirt bulging slightly in the morning breeze, making him look so unreal like standing on a cloud.He smiled at me and said, it's time to eat.

On the stove, three bowls were quietly placed on it.Two big bowls belong to me and him; a small bowl belongs to mushrooms.Mushroom squatted in front of its rice bowl, its whole body was round. While eating pickily, it looked at our bowl maliciously, with ambiguous and sad eyes.

He said that he came back in a hurry last night and was unprepared, so let's have some noodles first.

After speaking, he took two bowls and turned to walk into the yard.

My nose is slightly sour.Boiled noodles is a memory that I have been obsessed with all my life. It made me give up the happiness that was at my fingertips, and I was with a man who loved me so much, and even made me an enemy of the whole world. magic!
I looked at his back, stepped forward suddenly, gently held the corner of his clothes, and whispered timidly, I want to eat for a lifetime.

He didn't look back, but I knew that a flower of joy must have bloomed between his eyebrows, bright and moving.He lowered his head, looked at the boiled noodles on the stone table, and said softly, then I will cook for the rest of my life.

lifetime.

Ok.

lifetime.

It was as if I had returned to the eve before I ran to Weijiaping at night. In the brightly lit city, facing all the betrayals, in front of the furious grandfather, he tightly guarded me behind him, with a determined expression and a firm tone: From today on, no one can separated us!
I rest my head gently on his back.The wind blows gently, brushing his clothes and my long hair.I remembered a sentence I once read: Thousands of thousands of journeys are suffering, and there is a pair of people in a lifetime.

That's what it says.

He turned his head, gently held my shoulder, looked at me quietly, smiled, and said, it's all over, isn't it?It will be fine, I promise you!

After finishing speaking, he seemed to have hesitated again and again, and the moment he stretched out his hands and tried to hug me back to comfort me, the courtyard door was suddenly pushed open——

Neighbor Aunt Li, whom she had not seen for many years, led her little grandson into the door with a smile, and said, ah, I told your uncle last night that there was someone in Lao Jiang’s family, and your uncle insisted that there was a burglar, so it turned out that your brothers and sisters came back !
As she spoke, she turned her head to greet the villagers behind her, as if she were greeting her own door, and said, come in quickly, it is Lao Jiang's daughter and son who are back.

Immediately, a group of people flooded into the small courtyard, old and young, looked at him and me, smiled and brows widened, and kept praising, the old Jiang family brothers and sisters are good people...

I stayed where I was, and Donggu squatted behind me vigilantly.His hand stopped in the air, and finally, it slowly dropped down...

It was as if this relationship had finally come to an end.

74 After death, ginger flowers are like snow; in the past, he loved me.

When paying homage to our parents, we met the old village flower at the edge of the village. In the past, there were always rumors about her and Uncle Bei.The first time she saw us, she said, oh, the two children of Lao Jiang's family are back.

Then, she asked again, where is the child from Laobei's family?
Liang Sheng tried his best to restrain his displeasure and talked to her.

Murakami also asked Liang Sheng, do you have a girlfriend?

Liang Sheng said, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first.

Liang Sheng wanted to grab my hand, but I put it behind my back—yes, I don't want to become a target of gossip in this quiet village.

This is the only pure land I have left.

My reaction stunned Liang Sheng.

He didn't know, I got another call today.On the phone, Lu Wenjun was extremely rampant. He said, I know you are in Weijiaping.Don't forget, as I said, I buried a chip in him!The gunshots that night were just a warning, if you still want to stay with him, then, Jiang Sheng, I'm really welcome!
Seeing that I was depressed, Liang Sheng felt slightly depressed.

In the afternoon, he said to me, do you still remember the jujube forest you used to love to go to?If not, let's go and see.

The sour jujube grove represents his greatest favor for me when he was young, and I think that will be something he will be proud of all his life-I have done such a feat for the woman I love so much.

I looked at him, smiled, and said, okay.

Liang Sheng, how should I tell you?

It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that I'm about to be driven crazy by Lu Wenjun.

I love you, more afraid of losing you.

That night, I was running on the street, and the gunshots echoed in my mind again and again.I think, I lost you; I think, I harmed you; I think, how should I kill myself so that I don't hate myself.

I think, I have to leave you...

On the way, Liang Sheng told me that Uncle Bei, who had been hiding all the time, asked someone to contact him, saying that he was in Hebei, and hoped that Bei Xiaowu would meet him in the past.

Uncle Bei didn't disclose his exact location to Liang Sheng, and he never even mentioned which city he was in.

During these years of fleeing, he was like a frightened bird, and no one believed it.

There are many rumors about Uncle Bei in Weijiaping, such as how he hid with a golden mountain on his shoulders.

Liang Sheng said, Bei Xiaowu refused to listen.

What he said was that he refused to listen, even the news about Uncle Bei, let alone meet?
He must still be holding grudges.When his mother died many years ago, his father refused to even give him a last chance to see her.A woman who gave birth to him and dedicated her life to the family.When he flourished, she became his next wife.In the end, she passed away, but she couldn't even see her husband's face.

I still remember how that boy was crying in the street.

Some mistakes cannot be made up for.

I asked Liang Sheng, what did Uncle Bei do to hide like this.

Liang Sheng shook his head, expressing that he didn't know.

When Liang Sheng and I went to the jujube forest, we were stunned by the newly paved roads around us.

This used to be a wild country.

Liang Sheng smiled and said that he did not expect that this small village, which was almost isolated from the world, would develop so fast.

When we got closer and saw more and more people, and saw the word "Tianshengyuan" appear on the road sign, Liang Sheng's face showed a faint uneasiness.

At this time, we saw Aunt Li selling fruit on the side of the road.

As soon as Aunt Li saw us, she greeted us quickly, saying, "Oh, Jiang Sheng, Liang Sheng, you also come to see Jiang Huayuan?"

Ginger garden? !Liang Sheng blurted out, it was a kind of agitation that his own territory had been violated.

I looked at Aunt Li, and then at the cars parked on the side of the road in the city. Although I didn't know what happened, I felt a little uneasy.

Aunt Li held her little grandson in her arms, handed us fruits, and said, I don’t know why it’s Jiang Huayuan. Anyway, a few years ago, a rich man came to buy this [-]-acre land .Strange to say, he didn't plant any expensive flowers and plants, but the ordinary ginger flower, saying that it was built for his wife to marry in the future.Later, years ago, last year, I heard that his wife died, and the rich man never came again.You see, every year in May, many people come here, for wedding photography and outings.Anyway, everyone around here knows that we have a ginger garden in Weijiaping, which is called "Tianshengyuan".The story of the rich man and his wife is very touching, I don’t know how to tell it, anyway, it means a couple made for each other... Even if they die, they are also a couple made for each other...

Before Aunt Li finished speaking, Liang Sheng turned around and left without looking back.

He is more sensitive than anyone else, and he also understands better than anyone else—who left this Jiang Huayuan, who is this rich man, and whose name is used for this "Tianshengyuan"!

What he thought was the last pure land was claimed by others in the end.

Ha ha.

That man, his cousin, had painstakingly built up this love world in order to marry this woman and please her, but in the end it became a paradise lost.

However, this lost paradise was left in Weijiaping, and now it has turned into a mockery of him.

If he stays, what he will face will be the rumors that people keep thinking about - there is a rich man who wants to marry his wife, so...

I froze for a moment, looking at the white snow-like world.

Every May, ginger flowers will be in full bloom.

It turned out that he had been here and waited for me for many years.

Where did I go then?

Oh.

I went to study, I left him.

Let's make an appointment to cross the bridge for four years, walk the road for four years, and see the scenery for four years. If we still remember each other, we will return to this city...

Later, when I came back, it was because of Liang Sheng...

At this moment, I saw not far away, a familiar figure appeared, putting on a windbreaker.

It's him? !
I froze.

Turning around, seeing that Liang Sheng had left, he turned around and chased after Liang Sheng.

Behind him, ginger flowers are like snow; in the past, he once loved me.

When I got home, I didn't see Liang Sheng.

Just as I was about to go out to look for him, the moment I opened the door, I was surprised to find that the man in front of me was him!

I backed away in surprise, and murmured, God...you?

After recovering, I quickly closed the door, trying to resist something.

But he took my hand to close the door, stepped in, smiled coldly, and said, why, you don't welcome me like that?
I stepped back helplessly, but I couldn't get rid of his gripping hand.

I reprimanded softly, let go!He gripped it even tighter.

I was so nervous that I couldn't breathe, I could barely find a topic to avoid the oppressive atmosphere caused by his silent domineering, I whispered, what are you doing here?
He didn't speak, but just looked at me, his eyes became deeper and deeper, like a mysterious lake that would submerge you at any time.

The oppressive atmosphere became more and more strange, and finally, he pulled me into his arms. Before I could react, he cupped my face and kissed me fiercely.

I pushed him desperately, and I said, get out of the way, you have Ningxin, you have children, don't touch me!
He staggered aside, looked at me in surprise, then denied every word, saying, I only love you!I didn't touch anyone, let alone her, don't listen to the wind or the rain, okay!
Jiang Sheng, don't you understand my heart? !Do you have to take it out and show it to you before you believe it? !I really have nothing to do with Ning Xin!As he said that, he began to cut open his chest, and in an instant, blood was dripping... I stepped forward to stop him in horror, and I said, God bless, don't!
God help, don't!

……

When I woke up from this nightmare calling his name, I found that it was already evening.It turned out that this was just a dream I had after I came back from Ginger Garden.

Liang Sheng was beside me, hugging the mushroom, his eyes were full of indistinct thoughts.

After a long time, he said, are you awake?
75 There is a city under Qiandao Lake, and there is a girl named Jiang Sheng in my heart.

The next day, Liang Sheng and I left Weijiaping.

At night, Liang Sheng was busy with something, secretly, and refused to let me see.

I didn't bother him either, and slept with the mushroom.

In the morning, he made breakfast for me.

When I got up and saw him, I couldn't help but ask, why are you so tired?Get some more sleep, you have to go on your way during the day.Liang Sheng just smiled and said, I said before, I will cook you breakfast for the rest of my life.One less time is not considered a lifetime, right?I laughed too, but my heart ached.

What a luxury a lifetime is for me and him.

Passing Qiandao Lake, Liang Sheng smiled at me, why don't we stay here today?
I looked at him suspiciously, but as long as it was his idea, I always obeyed.I said, okay.But in this place, mushrooms won’t stumble, right?
Liang Sheng said, if Donggu and I stumble at the same time, who will you save?

I just laughed and said, you are stupid, you are my brother...

When Liang Sheng heard this sentence, his expression showed a slight pain, and I knew I was wrong, so I stuck out my tongue at him.

It seems that in this world, if there is no confession, it is not the beginning of a love.

In the evening, after dinner on the fishermen's boat, Liang Sheng took me to a small island.

In a small pavilion, looking at the lake island in the night.The moonlight is very good, the surface of the lake is sparkling, the surroundings are not too dark, and there is someone I can trust to accompany me, so at this moment, I look at this lake and feel that it is terribly beautiful.

Liang Sheng has been looking at the scenery on the lake. Under the moonlight, he is so beautiful that he seems to fly away at any moment.I suddenly had the urge to hold him tightly.

Suddenly, I saw a flash of light on the lake.

I shouted to Liang Sheng, look, will-o'-the-wisps!
Liang Sheng just laughed, his expression was very quiet, he said, fool, it's He Deng.

I froze for a moment, He Deng?
Liang Sheng smiled, looking very determined.

It was a field of river lanterns, arranged in a pattern, lined up one by one, slowly following the waves, floating under the moon.

Gradually, gradually, closer.

Gradually, gradually, I saw the string of river lights clearly.

It was undoubtedly a huge project, and the little river lantern spelled out the words that made me burst into tears——

There is a city under Qiandao Lake, and there is a girl named Jiang Sheng in my heart.

Liang Sheng stepped forward and brushed my hair lightly. He said, no matter how difficult it is, I want us to be together.Jiang Sheng, do you understand?
(End of this chapter)