Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 61 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (61)
Spoiler - Ning Xin, stay safe (2)
Ning Xin didn't care about it, he was just being selfish and stubborn, and even begged a little humblely in his tone, saying, I just want to ask you this question, just one question!
Tianyou sighed and said, you can ask.

Ning Xin said, do you still remember? We went to see Titanic together in 2000 to commemorate our first meeting two years ago.At that time I asked you a question, I said, if I jump off, will you jump off too?You said, no... At this point, Ning Xin took a deep breath, smiled, his voice trembled slightly, and said, I just want to know, during the time we were together, what did you do? Never really loved me?
Tianyou looked at her, looked at the mist-like tears in her eyes, felt a little pain in his heart, but he didn't dare to let the pain overflow. He lowered his head and said, the answer to this question is for us now, Doesn't seem to make much sense anymore, does it?
Ning believed in his face, smiled, and said, it is meaningless to you, but to me, it is the whole meaning of waiting for the past ten years!God bless, I just want to know one answer, yes or no.Is it really that difficult?

Cheng Tianyou looked at her, memories always made people sad, he didn't want to think about the sadness more than ten years ago, that accident that annihilated all his good expectations for love, the girl he loved so much, but gave up His bitter betrayal...

Even if this is the case, even if this is the case, he can't lie to the true answer in his heart.

He lowered his eyes slowly, looked at her, and said, the answer is - you are the first girl who made me want to wear a wedding dress...

04 You also said that we will never be apart!
As soon as Tianyou's voice fell, Ning Xin's tears rolled down. This is the answer he gave her more than ten years later, and he told her so clearly that in his youth, she used to be like this precious.

But at this moment, the answer was falling in her ears, but she was so regretful that she couldn't help crying.

With tears in her eyes, she grabbed his sleeve as he was about to turn around and leave, and said, since you once wanted to marry me, why did you give me the answer "no" when I asked that question!
Cheng Tianyou didn't go to see her, he was afraid of seeing the tears of this woman he had been in love with before, so he could only say in a firm voice, this is the second question, you said you only asked one.

Ning Xin did not let go, but insisted with a wry smile, saying, you also said that we will never be separated!
Tianyou turned around suddenly, stared at her closely, and said, yes!I said!You said it too!But who of us can go back to the age of 17?You ask me why I love you so much, and I will say "no" to you that day!Well, let me tell you, because on that day, I found out that the woman who had an affair with my father and troubled my mother was you!It turned out to be you who gave me a fairy-tale love like a water moon!It turned out to be you who I deeply like!
Ning Xin looked at him in astonishment, she always thought that he didn't know about the matter between her and his father until the moment they broke up, but she didn't expect that he already knew about it on that day.

Tianyou smiled wryly, and said, what kind of answer can I give you when I am like this?Do you want me to tell you that I will jump down for you like Jack?What kind of answer do you want me to give you when I know that the girl I love is hooked up with my father?If I knew about this one day later, my answer would not be no, but yes!It is precisely because I once loved you so much that I have a heart that is willing to die for you, so... I can't forgive you the moment I know the truth.

Ning Xin hugged his head and cried.For so many years, the scandal between her and Cheng Tianyou's father, even after Tianyou knew about it, they never talked about it so positively.

That breakup was more like a deathless one.

However, 12 years later, when he vented all his suppressed anger in front of her, she realized that he didn't hate or hurt, but hated and hurt so much that he used ignorance as the best weapon , Protect yourself from harm.

She slowly bent down, covered her face and began to cry, she said, I don't know... I don't know that he is your father...

Memory is like a poisonous snake that entangles the past.

If it wasn't for her father's sudden disaster and her mother's illness, she would not have embarked on this road of selling herself in exchange for the safety of the family.Naturally, there would be no entanglement with a married man.

She once thought that if she helped her father and family survive the catastrophe, she would forget these painful memories, forget about her depraved self, love and live well, but... the truth cannot be hidden.

She still remembered that on the way home from school, there was a beautiful and dignified woman who looked at her quietly for a long time in a luxurious stretched Lincoln.That woman is the young mistress of the Cheng family, the mother of Tianyou and Tianen.

If it wasn't for this scandal, she would never have known that Tianyou beside her was from Fu Jia's family.He never showed his family's prominence in school, and was extremely low-key, so she and her classmates always thought that his family background was good, because his temperament was indeed very good, but they definitely didn't associate him with the children of rich families, because He doesn't flaunt or show off.

She thought the woman would get out of the car to warn herself, or slap herself severely.

However, what she didn't expect was that the woman just nodded slightly and signaled to the driver, and the driver slowly closed the window glass.That dignified and beautiful woman seemed to announce in a silent language, you are just a yellow-haired girl, even though you are young and beautiful, for me, you are not worthy of the word "rival".

Ning Xin remembered that her complexion was very bad at that time, she was young after all, and she was afraid that this kind of scandal would spread to every corner of the school.At this time, Tianyou came up from behind her, pushed the bicycle, smiled peacefully, patted her on the head, and said, girl, why are you in a daze?
Ning Xin looked back at him, his face became paler, and he stammered, "No, it's nothing...

Tianyou looked at the car in the distance, was slightly taken aback, then smiled at her, and said, don't forget, we made an appointment to watch "Titanic" together tomorrow.

Ning Xin nodded, his heart sank little by little, like that sunken giant ship.

05 She was the first to betray this love.

Ning Xin always felt that the atmosphere of the movie date in 2000 was a bit weird, but he couldn't explain why it was weird.It wasn't until today that she realized that that day, the boy sitting next to her already knew the "ugly secret" she refused to tell.

That day, on the way he picked her up to go to the cinema, he was silent all the time.On the bicycle, when she gently leaned her head against his back, she clearly felt a little dodge, but she didn't care about it at the beginning.

The movie is watched in the couple's box.Because new movies are shown in the big boxes, only in the small boxes, couples can order by themselves.

At the moment when the ship sank in the icy sea, Ning Xin felt as if she was on that icy ship. She was afraid that the next moment, she would drown in the icy cold as the "scandal" was exposed.

So, she suddenly asked him, if I jump off, will you jump off too?
At that moment, how much she expected that there was a man in this world who could forgive her and tolerate all the mistakes she made.

But he was surprisingly quiet and calm, unlike the sunshine and gentleness of the past, he just quietly stared at the screen, and said the sentence that made her heartbroken—no!
For so many years, she has been brooding over these two words, and now it seems that it is he who should be brooding.At that time, he didn't vent his anger and hatred on her, which seemed to be the greatest tolerance and kindness he could give her.

After all, during that time, he was only 17 years old.

At the age of 17, he was still inexperienced, there was no room for sand in love, and he didn't have so much understanding, forgiveness and tolerance. However, when he was 17 years old, he gave all of these to her with silence.

The ridiculous thing is that she didn't know it, and she still brooded about it.

Later, the middle-aged man surnamed Cheng disappeared from her life. She searched several times but failed to find someone from the Cheng family.The visitor was very polite and told her, our young master wants to talk to you about you and Mr. Cheng.

That day, she was ready for anything, to be threatened or humiliated.

But after entering that gate, her feet seemed to be tied with heavy stones, and she couldn't move forward no matter what.Yes, she saw her beloved boy, the boy named Cheng Tianyou.

He was sitting right in front of her, neatly dressed, with an extraordinary demeanor, behind him were his cronies.With that attitude, the young master of a capitalist is no longer the sunny and gentle boy in her eyes.

Her eyes almost trembled and looked at him. At that moment, she knew that the reason why he came was because he knew the truth.

How much she hoped that he would yell at herself, yell at herself, and even slap herself severely - because she was his girlfriend, because she betrayed their love.

But he didn't.He just sat there calmly, his posture seemed to have nothing to do with her, more of his identity as the young master of the Cheng family, to settle a romantic affair for his mother and his unsatisfied father, that's all.

It seemed that it didn't matter whether she was Ning Xin or another Meng Lang's woman, what mattered was the decency of their Cheng family.

He talked about compensation with her in an orderly manner, as if it was a calculation, and he settled her body, her youth, and her dignity bit by bit. From then on, the two families had nothing to do with each other.

He was so calm when he spoke, as if it wasn't him who was talking to him warmly a few days ago, as if the boy who was waiting for him in front of the classroom corridor was not him, as if the boy who made egg custard for himself and delivered it to his seat not him!
But she is powerless and shameless to hate!
Because she was the first to betray this love.

Because she was the first to give him this humiliation.

Therefore, she could only stand quietly like a stone sculpture, waiting for this humiliation from him with the cruelest calmness!
God knows how much she hopes that he can slap her hard like a real lover.Even if he scolded fiercely.

It can also prove that there are traces of love between them.

Rather than such a cold and unreasonable liquidation.

06 God bless, how can we go back in time?

The past completely crushed Ning Xin.She squatted in the garden and cried, her hairpin fell off, and her long hair gradually fell apart, covering her fair neck and clean wrists. She wept faintly and said, I don't know...he is your father...I I do not know……

In fact, she understood that no matter who the middle-aged man who had a scandal with her was, she couldn't make up for her mistake of betraying her and Tianyou's teenage love affair.

Because she was the one who made the mistake, God punished her. After punishing her for so many years, she was still reluctant to part with him and never forgot.

Yes, if she could, how much she wanted to forget him.How much she wanted to completely eradicate his name, his face, and his every frown and smile from her memory, just like eradicating a cancerous tumor.

However, she was powerless.

Looking at her disheveled hair, Tianyou suddenly couldn't bear it, stepped forward gently, bent down to pick up the wooden hairpin, and handed it to her.

Ning Xin didn't look up, just covered his face and wept hard.

These are emotions that have accumulated over a decade.She never cried out in front of him, even when they broke up, they were both silent, like a friendly match, when it was over, they shook hands and said goodbye in a friendly way.

One is calmer than the other, more restrained than the other.

Suddenly, he didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only say a few words, it has been so many years.Ning Xin, let these things pass.

Ning Xin looked at him, and suddenly asked, if Jiang Sheng... did such a thing, would you leave her like you left me back then?

Tianyou was stunned, shook his head, and said, she is not you, and you are not her.When this assumption is not true, then the inferred results are even less true.Well, we are all grown-ups, so let's not talk about this kind of issue.

Ning believed in his face and said, I know, because I am not Jiang Sheng, so it is useless to say anything.But, God bless, I can't forget you.what to do?I can not forget you……

As she spoke, she threw herself into his arms, as if wanting to borrow some strength, and wept aloud.

Tianyou stared blankly at her crying in his arms, not knowing how to deal with it, he could only allow her tears to wet his clothes.

She said, God bless, tell me, how can I go back to the past, how can I not do that wrong thing, how can I prevent you from leaving me, how can I prevent you from meeting her...

God help, how can we go back in time?

That was the sound of the cup falling to the ground.The female worker at home brought her white water and said, Madam, you are awake.Mr. and Miss Ning are in the garden.

When she was standing in front of the door, she happened to see her in his arms, crying softly.

Jiang Sheng was stunned for a moment.Not long ago, Tianyou just explained to her the innocence between him and Ning Xin, even during the time when he left the city, he never had any relationship with Ning Xin, let alone a nonsense story kids...

So, she believed it.

But the scene in front of her made her unable to watch it any longer.

The sound of the cup breaking alarmed Tianyou and Ning Xin.When Tianyou looked up and saw Jiang Sheng, he was slightly taken aback, and quickly got up and chased into the room.

Ning Xin froze in place.

07 Ning Xin, stay safe!
She is the queen of the night in the city.Because she owns a palace-like clubhouse that allows the city's human beings to relax and entertain their nerves at night - the name of this PUB is very special, it is called "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems".

Named directly after her, which she loves.

Every night, when the city's men and women gather here to have fun, she likes to sit quietly on her seat and look at this brightly lit entertainment "palace".At that moment, she would feel as if she was one of the few sober people in this world, watching these mortals immersed in fleeting joy with cold eyes.

The bright red in the wine glass made her wrists whiter, she sipped lightly and smiled slightly, the corners of her eyes felt slightly cool.

At this moment, looking at the neon in front of her, she felt that she was the most unconscious person in the world.

The scenes of this afternoon swirled before her eyes, and she smiled bitterly.

She thought she was embracing the whole world, but it collapsed the moment the cup shattered—the man she loved no longer belonged to her after all.

This pub was exchanged by her with the Cheng family many, many years ago.

She named it "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems".He just hoped that he was really safe, he just hoped that time would wash away all his sins, he just hoped that after he had gone through a thousand sails, he would only see her when he returned from the wind and rain, and only she would be waiting for him.

Then, on the lonely street and the turbulent crowd, he would embrace her without concealing the vicissitudes of life, and say, Ning Xin, don't come here without any harm.

But, whose love can really be safe?

(End of this chapter)