Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 234 Qingcheng II (1)
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To go or to stay?The purest ten-year secret love of Cardamom Nianhua, is it really going to be ruined by an arranged marriage contract? !

Graduation is a kind of torment for many lovers in the university - should they stay in a strange city and find an unknown tomorrow with their lover?Or go back to the city where your parents live and enjoy the road they have paved for themselves with their whole life?

Love and reality have always been difficult to balance.

If you don't have the courage to stay together in a strange city, you can only choose to separate from each other.The love on campus, in the end, lost to both time and distance.

Although there are many college lovers who have achieved positive results, for more people, we fell in love when we graduated from college.

Many couples who are on the verge of breaking up, although they have a happy face, always give people the illusion that they are in love to the death.In Hu Dongduo's words, the campus before graduation was full of grief.

During those days, Hu Dongduo was busy looking for a job to support his wealth with disheveled hair, and all Kang Tianqiao’s appointments were turned down; and I planned to be a freelancer all my life. Worrying about whether to stay or not—staying in Changsha, I can see Gu Lang, but I am far away from my parents; leaving Changsha and returning to Qingdao means leaving him.

On June [-]st, Children's Day, in extreme distress, I did a particularly miraculous thing, and posted a post in the Tianya community where I often dive.

That post was really painstaking. I almost used up all the brain cells of a person who writes and earns a living. They all highly imitate the "confidante style" - "To go or to stay? The purest ten-year secret love of the cardamom years, is it really going to be ruined by an arranged marriage contract?!"

The post is written in thousands of words, so I won't go into details. Using the skills I learned in junior high school, I can summarize the "main content" as follows——

When I was a teenager, I fell in love with a boy with delicate eyebrows and eyes. The time I had a crush on was full of dreams and sadness.

Later, he went to a distant place.

After leaving for many years, I unexpectedly met him in the city where I was studying at university. The accident was like a novel.At this moment, he was already a tall and straight man with cold brows and eyes...

Unfortunately, due to the twists of fate, I can't explain clearly to everyone that I married someone else not long after reuniting with this boy! !Moreover, there is no way to divorce for the time being, because the man I married went abroad shortly after marriage...

I don't know if it's because this marriage is so ridiculous, but I never feel like I'm really married.

In the more than a year of "marriage", he and I have been in love with each other like friends: drinking tea, sharing favorite music, watching him laugh, watching him in a daze, walking on the streets of the city together, Listening to the wind blowing, watching the clouds drifting by, he would tell me jokes to make me laugh, and wipe the rice grains from the corners of my mouth when I was eating, and even hold my hand when I was crossing the road ...Of course, he never said "I like you", but I am still waiting for this sentence.

Sometimes, I am very painful and at a loss. I don't know when I can get a divorce, and I don't know how to explain that ridiculous marriage to him after the divorce!
Now, I am faced with the choice of whether to stay or stay after graduating from university. Suddenly, I don’t know whether to stay in this city and wait for the unknown future with him, or take this opportunity to completely withdraw from his life. disappeared.

I'm not afraid of waiting, I'm just worried that if he knows that I have been "married" before, he will mind very much.So, even if I chose to stay in this city after graduation and wait for the final judgment of this love, it ended in failure...

The mood is very messy and complicated, I post it here, I hope jms from Tianya can help me, tell me how to face him, how to tell him all this, you know, every day I hold a marriage certificate but face myself The man I like is really painful...

After finishing the post, I really wanted to rush back to the dormitory, dig out the marriage certificate I received last year, and swallow it!The fact that Jiang Han and I were matched by my mother, I kept it in my heart, and no one said anything——

My stomach twitches when I think of the wretched and cold expressions that Hu Dongduo, Xia Tong, Hainan Island, and Huba will show after they find out.They will definitely run on me very festively.Taking pleasure in other people's pain has always been the strong point of this group of "monsters".I will be drowned by the spittle of their scourge, and in the circle of friends, I will never stand up for the rest of my life.

Ugh!
What a shame! ! !

After posting the post, I nestled on the stool and waited for a reply, hoping that there would be a group of Bodhisattvas like Avalokitesvara appearing on the horizon, pointing out the maze for me and getting me out of my way.

At this time, Xia Tong called. On the other end of the phone, she spoke in a gloomy tone, like a ghost, saying, Ai Tianya, you don't want to mess around anymore, do you?You snail!You think that if you don't go to QQ, I won't be able to catch you, right?How long are you going to delay my manuscript?Let me tell you, if you don't come to see me with the manuscript tomorrow, just come and see me tomorrow!

Before I could say a few words, "Sister Avalokitesvara, you are so merciful and merciful, please forgive me, a lost girl who is about to graduate", she "PIA" hung up the phone.

I forgot to mention that after Xia Tong graduated last year, she went to Ma Xiaozhuo’s cultural company. However, unlike Jiang Kemeng, a proud returnee, who became the distribution director as soon as she entered, she became a small editor, replacing the former editor Hu Age. The location, the screen name is still "Brother Tiger", and the identity is still the super invincible handsome guy in the universe, followed by a group of young readers crazily chasing after him.

According to Jiang Kemeng, Ma Xiaozhuo’s publishing director, the reason why Brother Hu left is related to Ma Xiaozhuo’s superior way of handling things. Doesn’t it mean that Ma Xiaozhuo has a special function—generally the boss will make you happy and grateful to hold 2000 Dayang is running for him, but Ma Xiaozhuo will make you very angry and angrily hold 10000 Dayang but always want to set himself on fire, and want to drag him to burn with him.

That day Ma Xiaozhuo called Brother Hu into his office. He clearly said that he wanted to give Brother Hu a raise, but what he said turned out to be a reduction in salary, so the sad Brother Hu fell to the ground. Men left angrily and resigned.

Since Xia Tong became "Brother Tiger", Hu Dongduo and I often made fun of her, calling her "handsome guy" and "real man", Xia Tong was very depressed.Then, she complained to us, saying that for the convenience of communication, she told the little authors she was familiar with about "the death of her daughter", and it would take many days for those little authors to talk to her.

Hu Dongduo just laughed and said, you have deceived the pure little feelings of other authors, why don't you let others buffer their little emotions?

Xia Tong rolled his eyes, feeling aggrieved, and said, I don't want to be called "Brother Tiger"!I don't want to be a man!
Regarding this matter, Jiang Kemeng said this: Iron-made camp and flowing soldiers, Xia Tong is a flowing soldier to Ma Xiaozhuo, and the name "Brother Tiger" is his iron-made camp.Many years later, Xia Tong left, but Brother Hu still lived forever, and every year he was a young boy and beautiful as a flower.

In terms of human understanding, Jiang Kemeng is our mother-in-law. Although we are of the same age, it is obvious that she has been living independently for many years abroad, making her much more mature than us.

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In this way, the great Xia Tong replaced Brother Hu who initially awarded me 62 yuan for the manuscript fee, and was successfully promoted to be my "superior boss". His daily homework was like a blood drop desperately urging manuscripts.

After Xia Tong hung up the phone, I remembered that I hadn't seen much reply to my crying blood post.As a result, if you don't look at it, it's all right. When I look at it, my blood will be spattered three feet.

An ID named "Buddha doesn't jump over the wall, I jump" held the banner of justice and scolded me bloody——

I am most annoyed by the person who eats the bowl and looks at the pot. He is married and still thinks twice. I feel sorry for your husband who is working hard abroad and working hard to make money. Resurrection, you kind of bastard, who is flirtatious, would be soaked in pig cages and sat on wooden donkeys in ancient times!Still have the face to babble and sympathize on the horizon.If you really love that man, will you marry someone else?Since you are married to someone else, you don't love him at all!You are not greedy for the beauty of your old love, but also greedy for your husband's wealth, right?I knew you were this kind of woman, and you still had the face to say that you had to go to the end of the world to ask for help.You just go out and turn left and kill yourself...

I saw bleeding from my orifices, trembling my "claws", restrained my emotions and "justified" myself——

This classmate, as I said before, this marriage is a trick of good fortune!It's not what you can imagine, it was caused by my mother.Moreover, we only have the name of marriage, not the reality of marriage at all.

Within 5 minutes, after refreshing the post, "Buddha doesn't jump over the wall, I jump" came out again, and the curse was even more fierce——

No wonder you can't forget your old love, dare you stay alone in an empty room, lonely in a boudoir? !Since your husband has a physical defect, you can get a divorce!Well, if you don't let go of this kind of marriage, how dare you say that it's not just for other people's money?In addition, please be vain if you are vain, marry for money, marry for money, and feel ashamed to rely on your mother, how dare your mother tie a living person like you to the Civil Affairs Office for registration?Don't tell me that you are a poor girl who committed herself to marriage in order to treat your mother or father's incurable disease. (According to the poster, I am a college student who is going to graduate this year. It is very likely that your husband has supported your college expenses for the past four years.) Since you are married, you should take some responsibility for your marriage. Divorce, don't want to have it both ways and still put on a painful expression for us here!It hurts even more the one you cuckolded!Now that you have harmed a man, don't harm your old love again.Leave his good young man to other little girls, so you don't take turns ruining it.Go home with your marriage certificate and think about it carefully, you definitely have wrong views, to put it bluntly, you are a brain-dead!
I could see my lungs were about to explode.What is this all about? How did I meet such a goblin on the Internet?The associative ability is simply too powerful, and the thinking is so active that it makes me, a writer, feel ashamed.

Just when I was about to explain to her how I got married in a "bloody" way, the "Buddha doesn't jump over the wall, I jump" actually dropped a sentence for me——

I won't play with you anymore.You are a woman with no moral standards, if I tell you one more word, the moral level of my mother will also drop!Finally, two words for you: Bitch!
Then, it disappeared.

In my heart, I was depressed and crazy, so ashamed and indignant that I almost wanted to commit suicide by hugging the computer.

(End of this chapter)