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Chapter 78 Martial Arts Master (3)
Shen Yue said: "Actually, my guess was confirmed in my last conversation with him. Lei Fangda said that after Macau's handover, a large number of mainland tourists visited Macau and entered casinos. He knew someone and asked him to go back and learn about Song Song. Mei's situation. But he didn't say anything. Not only did he entrust that person to go back to find out about Song Mei's situation, but he also wanted to know about his parents' situation. This is the normal psychology of a son. Therefore, he It is not surprising that his parents knew that he was in Macau. And I can be sure that Lei Fangda's father not only knew that he was in Macau, but also knew that he was the director of a casino. Back then, Lei Meng did not listen to his father's dissuasion. In the society, he fought all day long and was finally put in prison. How much bad influence did it have on the family? Later, Lei Meng refused to meet his parents while in prison. , think about it, how much this father would hate his son?"

At this time, Kang Ruxin seemed to understand: "You mean, these years Lei Fangda's father often went to Macau to gamble, and he asked his son to pay back the money he lost?"

Shen Yue nodded and said: "It is very likely that this is the case. Lei Fangda's father either became a leader later... Well, this is unlikely. The situation of his son will definitely have a great impact on his father's career, which makes him When the father hates his son even more, he will think that his son has ruined his life. Therefore, the most likely situation is that Lei Fangda's father is a financial person. He embezzled public funds to gamble in Macau, knowing that The result of betting nine loses, but still come there again and again, and will tell Lei Fangda that he lost all the public funds, and if Lei Fangda does not pay back the debt for him, he will have to go to jail. The son tortured his father so After many years, the father felt that he should torture his son for granted. This pair of 'father and son enemies' is really rare in the world."

Kang Ruxin was extremely shocked: "Isn't it like that? How could it be? It's said that the world's parents are pitiful. Could a father do such a thing?"

Shen Yue sighed and said: "When a person is disappointed and hated to the extreme, what kind of things can't be done? Not to mention that Lei Fangda's hint to me at the end has proved my guess, just from the psychological analysis It is also logical in terms of perspective. When the father's intention is to make the son feel the pain he has experienced for many years in that way, and at the same time make the son feel guilty. Also, the father may have asked the son to come home and was rejected. Refusal, that's why he tried to make his son submit in that way. It is logical for Lefonda's father to have any of these psychology."

Kang Ruxin murmured: "It's terrible, such a tragedy is too unimaginable..."

Shen Yue continued: "Perhaps this is the root cause of his refusal to recognize Song Zhenzhen. Think about it, if after he recognizes his daughter, the daughter finds out that there is such a relationship between father and grandpa. The image of a father who was once so absurd and then extremely irresponsible will be completely exposed in front of her. If I were Lei Fangda, I would not recognize my daughter, because doing so would cause more harm to her. It doesn't make any sense to cause a big injury. On the contrary, Mr. Zhong is a wise man. He should know everything that happened between the Lei family father and son, and he also knows very well that this is the best time to solve all problems, so he decided to That way got us to Macau."

"Shen Yue, I don't understand what you mean again."

"It was only later that I figured this out, so I advised Lei Fangda to go home as soon as possible and meet his daughter as soon as possible. The reason for this is very simple. Lei Fangda's father has passed the age of retirement, although he He once embezzled public funds, but his son has already paid it back for him. He is old, if this toss continues, the two father and son may not have the possibility of reconciliation in this life, and it will only cause Lei Fangda a lifelong regret. At this time, Lei Fangda recognizes his daughter and takes her home, which is the best and most satisfactory ending."

Kang Ruxin hugged Shen Yue's arm tightly, and asked softly: "Shen Yue, why do we only see the darkest and most terrifying things in the world? I feel so scared, and I worry that if this continues, there will always be something One day my mind will also have a shadow."

Shen Yue sighed and said: "The mentor told me that in our line of work, what we explore is the most real spiritual space of human beings, and what we touch is the most kind and evil essence of human beings. In fact, around us, people with kind hearts There are quite a few people, such as Mr. Zhong, Officer Long and you, but the things we come into contact with the most during the investigation of the case are still dark. Unless we stay away from this business from now on, Otherwise, you will never be able to get rid of the close contact with the dark side of people's hearts."

Kang Ruxin struggled for a while before saying: "Then, let's try our best to forget the darkness and feel the kindness more."

Shen Yue smiled wryly in his heart: If only it were so easy to do.

In fact, Kang Ruxin also felt that what she just said was too idealistic, but she didn't want to think about that kind of problem anymore, she was afraid that she would be shaken by it.And thinking that this trip was almost wasted, she couldn't help feeling depressed: "Shen Yue, there is still no clue about Lu Wenhua's case, what should we do next?"

Shen Yue also felt a headache, but he didn't want to show depression in front of Kang Ruxin, so he said: "There are still gains, at least some possibilities have been ruled out. At the same time, we have obtained some new information, such as We don’t know anything about Shan Yong. Let’s continue the investigation, maybe the truth lies in our next investigation.”

Kang Ruxin asked in surprise, "Shan Yong? Is it useful to investigate him?"

Shen Yue pondered and said: "Don't you think this person is very interesting? Think about it carefully, don't worry, think slowly, and find out what is interesting about this person from Lei Fangda's narration. Ruxin, I Why do you feel hungry? Lei Fangda doesn’t know how to accompany customers at all. The old street gangster became the director of the casino, and his arrogance is gone, and he didn’t persuade us to eat more..."

Kang Ruxin laughed and said, "I have an idea. Let's call Song Zhenzhen out to have supper together. Isn't it very meaningful to be able to share the joy of the upcoming father-daughter reunion with her?" ?”

This is what makes Kang Ruxin different. From what she said just now, it can be seen that she has a heart of fraternity.When two people fall in love, the most important thing is the consistency of ideas.Shen Yue looked at her with gentle eyes, and said, "That's a good idea." Then he pointed to a short distance away, and said, "That place seems nice, do you like it?"

It was a food stall, the place was empty, surrounded by trees, and there were many people eating.Kang Ruxin really liked it, and said, "Okay, there it is."

This food stall is very distinctive, all large casserole, solid fuel stove, clear soup in the large casserole, the dishes are mainly seafood and various seasonal vegetables.The air in Zhuhai is very good, the sky at night is clean and transparent, and the stars all over the sky are intertwined into a splendid picture.Shen Yue didn't choose this place entirely on a whim, what he likes is such a free space.

Song Zhenzhen came, and she was a little surprised: "Why did you choose such a place? I also said that I would treat you to a meal, shall we change places?"

Kang Ruxin's face changed slightly, but she heard Shen Yue say with a smile: "This place is very good, you can eat freely in such a place, you don't need to pay attention to how you eat, you don't need to talk about pomp, you can speak loudly, you can Shirtless. That's what you need most, isn't it?"

Song Zhenzhen's heart moved, she looked at herself again, and said, "My clothes..."

She was wearing a long white dress with a fine texture, which suited her temperament very well.Kang Ruxin frowned again, feeling that this woman was pretending too much.But Shen Yue still said with a smile on his face: "No matter how expensive clothes are, they are just clothes. Nothing is more important than the freedom in your heart. You can only get more if you are willing to let go. Your biological father has been trying all his life. Let go, but he has been unable to let go, after all, his heart has never been truly free."

Song Zhenzhen's eyes burst into surprise in an instant: "Have you really seen him?" She sat down on the small stool as soon as she said that, and completely ignored the hem of her long skirt falling on the slightly dirty floor.

Shen Yue nodded and said: "We just came back from Macau. Your biological father used to be called Lei Meng, and later changed his name to Lei Fangda. He was the director of a casino. Come, let's eat and drink. Miss Song, your biological father My father said that he will come to meet you recently, which is indeed something worthy of congratulations. But you have to understand him, he has endured too many things, including guilt towards you. Miss Song, you are still young , Only if you first completely free yourself from the past can you help him unload the burden in his heart. This is also your responsibility. Don't pay too much attention to what happened in the past, and think more about the future. Think about it, he was once like you He is as young as he is, and he has been pursued before, but more than half of the years have passed in a blink of an eye, so what he needs most now is your tolerance and your understanding of him, rather than complaining and hating. Well, some things should not be Let me speak for him, and you will understand everything when you meet."

Song Zhenzhen looked at him, the teardrops in her eyes gleaming: "Thank you..."

What Shen Yue wanted was baijiu, bottled baijiu at a very low price.Many people around drink this kind of wine, and those diners don't look like migrant workers, which shows that they are a truly relaxed group in this city.Shen Yue hoped that he, Kang Ruxin, and most importantly Song Zhenzhen could all blend into this atmosphere.

Letting go and relaxing is a kind of state of mind. For some people, it is necessary to try. Only after trying and truly feeling the beauty of letting go and relaxing from the heart, will you truly understand the meaning of it, and your future life will follow Go in that direction.

A real psychologist will never just sit in the consultation room and explain the truth to patients, but should make full use of the surrounding environment and atmosphere to provide targeted psychological counseling to patients.Shen Yue set an example by himself, eating and drinking without stopping, and of course he would not forget to respect the two of them.The taste of this food stall is already good. The original seafood and various seasonal vegetables are not available in my hometown.Of course Kang Ruxin liked it too, and quickly let go of her reserve.Song Zhenzhen was immediately infected by the two of them, and finally let go slowly.Shen Yue told them some cases of mental illness he had treated, and Song Zhenzhen was almost fascinated by it.

It was close to midnight when they finished eating. After seeing off Song Zhenzhen, Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin walked back to the hotel.Shen Yue said to Kang Ruxin: "At the beginning, I found that you were almost angry with Song Zhenzhen twice. You are too emotional, she is a person who has been hurt psychologically, and to be precise, she is not a Normal people. You shouldn't be like that."

Kang Ruxin didn't expect that he would observe her in such a meticulous manner, let alone that he would criticize herself face to face like this, she couldn't accept it for a while, and muttered: "I just can't understand her appearance. But later I I also feel like I shouldn’t.”

In fact, this is already her admitting her mistake in disguise, but Shen Yue continued to say seriously: "Do you know what the root of your anger is? It's not that you can't understand her, but that you treat her in your heart and are mentally unhealthy." That type of person is discriminatory. Ru Xin, don’t blame me for criticizing you like this, because it’s a matter of principle. Whether it’s psychological counseling or case investigation, we should think about and deal with the problem from the perspective of the other party, otherwise we It is likely to be biased.”

Although Kang Ruxin thought what he said was very reasonable, she still found it difficult to accept it in her heart.She suddenly found that there was a huge gap between herself and Shen Yue. She thought that Shen Yue's criticism of her at this time was a kind of contempt, and there was a gap between them that was difficult to bridge.

I have tried my best to get closer to him, but why are we still as difficult to come together as two parallel lines?Kang Ruxin couldn't help but slowly let go of Shen Yue's hand, but when she was about to pull her arm out of his, she suddenly found that her hand was being held tightly by him.

Kang Ruxin's heart warmed up, she regretted it instantly, and gently snuggled towards Shen Yue...

(End of this chapter)