monologue

Chapter 70 Shame (1)
Kang Ruxin was beside Long Huamin when she called Shen Yue. She did not expect that Shen Yue would be able to convince this person with absolute authority in the Criminal Police Corps.Kang Ruxin knew Long Huamin very well, she had never seen the captain talk to his subordinates in such a discussive tone, and he changed his mind so quickly.

Therefore, she was very curious about how Shen Yue persuaded the captain of the Criminal Police Corps, and it only took a few short sentences.As soon as they met, she couldn't help asking Shen Yue: "What did you say to Team Dragon?"

Shen Yue replied flatly: "I didn't say anything, I just told him that my way is different from his."

Kang Ruxin was even more surprised: "That's it?"

Shen Yue nodded: "Well, that's it."

It was night when the plane landed at Zhuhai Airport.Before the plane landed, Shen Yue observed this strange city through the porthole, and was surprised to find that this modern city shrouded in night was not as brightly lit as he imagined.The buildings in the city are sparsely populated, quietly shrouded in darkness.Instead, it was the streets of the city that shocked him instantly.Several orange torrent-like roads extending in all directions and intertwined together seem to be the main theme of the city. They are like the arteries in the body of a huge monster, and the boiling molten steel is flowing inside, gorgeous and fiery.At this moment, he seemed to have returned to the sky above the city in a foreign country many years ago.Before returning to China, he also overlooked the city through the porthole of the plane like this. At that time, what he saw in his eyes was the legendary scene of purgatory.

He thought he had completely forgotten that past, but the scene in front of him once again brought back the most painful memory in his heart.A trace of sharp pain stimulated his heart, causing his heart to throb...

Kang Ruxin noticed the change on Shen Yue's face, it was a very obvious expression of pain.She asked softly, "what's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?"

Shen Yue woke up from the illusion in an instant, and shook his head with a wry smile, "It's okay. I was thinking, is the current Song Zhenzhen really freed from the shadow of the past?"

Kang Ruxin said disapprovingly: "The question is, did she really have such a shadow?"

Shen Yue froze for a moment, shrugged, and said, "I'll still say that, I hope my guess is wrong."

Kang Ruxin took another look at his still pale face, and said softly: "Shen Yue, you once reminded me that people who are engaged in psychological research should not be affected by other people's emotions, but I found that you are actually He is the person who is most easily affected by other people's emotions. Last time on the highway, not long ago downstairs at Lu Wenhua's house, and now. I think sometimes you get too involved in the drama, and even forget who you are. Shen Yue, this is a terrible thing, don't you ever feel it yourself?"

Shen Yue smiled wryly and said: "The mentor told me that this is our destiny in this line of work." After saying this, his heart was full of bitterness and his expression was gloomy, but he suddenly felt that his arm had been crushed. Kang Ruxin held her arm gently, and then a gentle voice wafted in her ears: "You can get rid of this fate, you definitely can. Shen Yue, let me help you get rid of it, okay?"

At this moment, Shen Yue's heart suddenly trembled, and a long-lost sense of happiness flooded his whole body...

In fact, Kang Ruxin had already expressed her love to him. Although she had flinched in the middle of the process, and was also afraid because of Shen Yue's naked exposure of other people's hearts, so much so that she had the idea of ​​giving up more than once, but she finally convinced myself.There is actually only one reason to convince her, and that is Shen Yue's genius-like ability and the deep pain in his heart.Who said a man has to be strong everywhere to be worthy of love?Men's melancholy is also very attractive to women.

As far as Shen Yue is concerned, his psychology is actually unhealthy.The tragedy of his ex-wife and daughter cast a huge shadow deep in his heart, making it impossible for him to break free, unable to escape, and even more difficult to escape.However, his heart was finally melted by Kang Ruxin's warmth.Although Kang Ruxin is not a psychologist, she has touched the weakest point in Shen Yue's heart, and that point is precisely the source of motivation for him to try to break free from the darkness and move towards the sun.He is desperately and painfully trying to get rid of his fate, which is also the instinct deep in his heart to pursue a better life.

Kang Ruxin finally succeeded.From that moment on, she never wanted to leave Shen Yue.Shen Yue finally stopped resisting, and his heart was already wandering in beautiful and endless happiness.

"Thank you." In the taxi, Kang Ruxin rested her head on Shen Yue's shoulder and said softly.This sentence is completely from the heart, because until now she really felt that she had found a real support.

"Thank you too." Shen Yue murmured in a low voice.This was also a voice from his heart, and he felt that he seemed to be escaping from that terrible fate.

Song Zhenzhen works in a cosmetics company, is unmarried, and is the director of the company's human resources department.The next morning, Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin did not go directly to her company, but sat down in a coffee shop not far from the company before Kang Ruxin called her.

Of course, this is to prevent Song Zhenzhen's future work from being affected. After all, Kang Ruxin is a policeman, and she came here because of Song Zhenzhen's father's case.Song Zhenzhen stayed away from her hometown to study and work, perhaps to escape her former home. Now that Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin came here for that case, they had to cruelly uncover the scar in her heart again. Just think about the other person.

Although Kang Ruxin has been verbally questioning Shen Yue's guess, and Shen Yue has repeatedly said that he hopes his guess is wrong, but both of them understand in their hearts that the truth of the matter is likely to be like this.Such a guess was too cruel, so cruel that both Shen Yue and Kang Ruxin hoped that such a guess was wrong.

It was also because of this that Kang Ruxin truly understood the pain in Shen Yue's heart.For a profession like his, no matter how cruel things are, they must and can only be faced.Now, she is willing to face this coming cruelty together with him, even though her heart is already full of fear and pain.

"I'm sorry, I don't have time." The call was made, but after Kang Ruxin revealed her identity and explained her purpose, Song Zhenzhen directly refused their request to meet.

"Song Zhenzhen, this is your father's case. You can't avoid it, and you can't avoid it. We didn't go directly to your company to find you. You should understand why." Kang Ruxin said quickly before the other party was about to hang up the phone Said.

After a while, Kang Ruxin smiled and said to Shen Yue: "She's here."

Shen Yue gave her a thumbs up.Kang Ruxin made rapid progress, which made Shen Yue feel very gratified.Talent is rare, but for most of us, even without talent, as long as we are good at thinking and find the right way, we can still achieve success.

Before departure, Shen Yue had read Song Zhenzhen's profile.In the information age, it is very easy for the police to obtain the information of a certain citizen, unless the person belongs to a special group and has been set access rights.

In southern cities, the breath of winter is not obvious.Song Zhenzhen was wearing a long professional dress, her hair was styled very carefully, and the platinum necklace around her neck was very delicate. She looked very elegant under light makeup.

Genes matter.Looking at Song Zhenzhen in front of her, Shen Yue could completely imagine the demeanor of her biological father back then.Kang Ruxin couldn't help but praise at first sight: "She's so beautiful."

Song Zhenzhen sat down gracefully, appearing graceful, but her first sentence was: "I want to see your documents."

Kang Ruxin handed her her police officer ID card, she read it carefully and returned it to Kang Ruxin, then looked at Shen Yue and said, "Where's yours?"

Shen Yue was a little embarrassed, this was the first time he encountered such a situation, so he could only say apologetically, "I am not a policeman, I am assisting the police to solve the case."

Kang Ruxin also hurriedly explained: "He is an expert hired by our police."

Song Zhenzhen had no expression on her face, and said flatly: "It is my duty to cooperate with the police investigation, and I don't want to see other people."

It was also the first time for Kang Ruxin to encounter such a situation, so she hastily explained again: "Dr.Kang Ruxin was instantly angry: We are always thinking of you, why are you so pushy?She was about to have a seizure, but she suddenly heard Shen Yue asking lightly: "Ten years ago, Lu Wenhua found a woman outside and had a child with that woman. Do you know about this?"

Song Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment, looking at Shen Yue with eyes full of surprise.Shen Yue smiled at her and said, "Does Lu Wenhua's death have anything to do with you? Since it has nothing to do with you, why not sit down and chat with us?"

At this moment, not only did Shen Yue breathe a sigh of relief, but Kang Ruxin was no longer angry.Shen Yue got the answer to that question from Song Zhenzhen's face.Kang Ruxin had long been used to Shen Yue's way, and knew the result from his last sentence.

Song Zhenzhen sat down, her eyes full of surprise.She asked curiously, "Who are you?"

Shen Yue replied: "I am a psychologist, a real psychologist. Police officer Kang also studied psychology. Today we can have the following conversation as friends. Our work and your obligations are just what we will do in the future. Part of the conversation. Do you think that's okay?"

Song Zhenzhen said, "Tell me about Lu Wenhua."

Just now, Shen Yue suddenly mentioned that Lu Wenhua had a woman outside, in order to attract her attention.Lu Wenhua is not her biological father, but Song Mei is her biological mother.Shen Yue wanted to tell her that Lu Wenhua had betrayed her mother a long time ago.It can be seen from the fact that Song Zhenzhen did not go home for many years, she hated Lu Wenhua.Shen Yue's intention was to increase her hatred, so as to obtain more useful information in the following conversation.

Now, Shen Yue knew at least one thing: Lu Wenhua's death basically had nothing to do with Song Zhenzhen.But that doesn't rule out having something to do with her without her knowledge, say, her boyfriend, or that biological father of hers.

Shen Yue briefly described the matter between Lu Wenhua and Qin Wenxiu, and finally said: "Actually, Qin Wenxiu is quite pitiful. Now that your father has left, leaving her and that child behind..."

Song Zhenzhen suddenly said: "He is not my father!"

What Shen Yue wanted was her words, and he quickly asked: "Why? He is your stepfather, and you were raised by him. And I also heard from your brother that Lu Wenhua has always been very kind to you, more than you My brother is much better."

Song Zhenzhen's white teeth bit her lower lip lightly, and the lower lip was a little white.She doesn't speak.Shen Yue shrugged his shoulders and said: "It seems that what your brother said is the truth. Then, why do you still think that he is not your father? Even if he is killed, you don't want to go back to attend the funeral?"

She still doesn't speak.Kang Ruxin looked at Shen Yue, meaning to ask him what to do.Shen Yue smiled slightly and said, "Okay, let's put this question aside for now. Miss Song, have you met your biological father in these years?"

Song Zhenzhen shook her head and said, "I don't have a father, I haven't had one since I was born."

Shen Yue asked again: "So, do you have any news about your biological father?"

Still shaking her head, she said: "That's a ruthless man, most men are like this, none of them are good things."

Kang Ruxin next to him looked at Shen Yue and smiled strangely, but Shen Yue could only smile wryly.He didn't care about Song Zhenzhen's radical words just now, because he fully understood the reason for Song Zhenzhen's extreme thoughts.He asked: "I think you should have asked your mother about your biological father, isn't that right? Miss Song, you can't keep answering my questions. Even though you don't answer my questions, I can still know answer, but I don't want our conversation to become so tiring."

Song Zhenzhen looked at Shen Yue in surprise, but she still didn't speak.Shen Yue knew what she was surprised, smiled slightly, and asked: "You asked your mother about your biological father, um, and asked more than once. So, did your mother tell you? No? But you know The matter of your biological father...it seems to be like this. Your grandfather told you? No? That's what your grandmother told you. So it's like this..."

Shen Yue kept asking and answering, Song Zhenzhen stared at Shen Yue with eyes full of horror.

Shen Yue didn't intend to directly touch the most sensitive part of Song Zhenzhen's heart, and said softly, "Can you tell us? About your biological father."

Song Zhenzhen hesitated for a moment and said, "You are indeed a real psychologist. My grandmother told me that he is a prodigal son who hangs out with those people in society all day long, but my mother just fell in love with him." , and then I was born in the womb. When my mother was pregnant with me for 8 months, he was sentenced for injuring someone in a fight, and my mother had to give birth to me, and later married Lu Wenhua."

This is a story that often happens around us. The worse a man is, the more often a certain woman will love him to death.In fact, bad men often understand women. Such men are bold and unconstrained by morality. In the eyes of women, such "bad" is the most masculine charm.But bad men often have no sense of responsibility, and most women who fall in love with them cannot escape the fate of being abandoned in the end.Song Mei is a very typical example.

Shen Yue nodded and said: "I have seen your mother's photo and found that you look very similar to her. Obviously, your mother was also very beautiful when she was young. Maybe that is one of the reasons why Lu Wenhua agreed to marry your mother at the beginning. .”

Song Zhenzhen frowned and said, "Let's not talk about Lu Wenhua, is that okay?"

Kang Ruxin said: "We are here for Lu Wenhua's case, this issue cannot be avoided."

Song Zhenzhen didn't speak again.Shen Yue gestured to Kang Ruxin, and said, "Well, let's put the matter of Lu Wenhua later. Miss Song, you said that you have never met your biological father, why is that? He hurt people , was sentenced, but he must have already come out of prison."

Song Zhenzhen replied: "He came out a long time ago, but he disappeared after he was released from prison. Even his parents don't know where he went."

Shen Yue asked: "Do you know his name? Maybe you can find him through the police."

She shook her head and said: "My grandma didn't tell me his name. I remember asking my mother when I was 8 years old, and my mother didn't answer me at first, and then she said, don't think about that person, he doesn't want to recognize you at all , disappeared after I got out of the prison. At that time, my mother said this sentence to me, and didn’t say anything else.”

At this time, Shen Yue felt that he could ask her other questions, so he said, "Actually, your mother is quite satisfied with her marriage, because Lu Wenhua has always been very kind to you. Is that so?"

Song Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment and didn't speak, but then she nodded.This reaction showed that she was instinctively disgusted with this question, but in the end she overcame her inner disgust.For such a sensitive issue, we can only approach it little by little, because it is very likely that her deeply hurt soul is hidden behind it.At this time, Shen Yue had already touched the edge of Song Zhenzhen's true heart, and he told himself in his heart that he must be careful, and he must not touch it too fast or too hard.

Shen Yue suddenly felt that it was difficult to ask this question, but he still gritted his teeth and asked, "So, is he really good to you?"

She was silent again.

(End of this chapter)