Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 33 The Happiness That Slips Through Your Fingers (3)
Hana appeared in my sight again, he still smiled at me as before, and the smile was still bright.I can't understand him a little bit, is there something wrong with this person's brain, and he can still face the person who bit him calmly, and he can still smile.

There was a faint scar on his hand where I bit it. Hana used it to blackmail me and asked me to treat him to dinner. Will bite so hard, maybe I was too anxious at the time.In order to seek peace of mind, I treated him to a meal.

However, Hana later said that it would have been better if I had bitten harder, so that he would have a scar on the back of his hand, just like me.

I was taken aback for a moment, feeling an indescribable feeling.

After a meal, Hana and I reconciled as before.

His requirements are very low: I hope to see me often, don't avoid him, don't hate him.Of course, I understand that his intentions are not limited to these, he is not a person who is easy to admit defeat, and I did not give him a clear answer.

Mi Yao went back to Wuping for the second time, this was the first time she went back to Wuping after coming to Beijing.

She originally said that she was going to perform in other places, and I believed it, but then I accidentally discovered her train ticket to and from Wuping, and she told me the truth in front of the "evidence", saying that her father was ill.I wonder when Mi Yao became so filial, she doesn't seem to like her parents very much.Although I was puzzled, I didn't ask too much about this question, I just blamed her for sneaking back behind my back.She said she was worried that I wanted to go back with her, and worried about causing trouble for An He.It sounded reasonable, so I didn't bother with her, and there was no point in worrying about it. Sometimes I take many things very seriously, except for my love for An He.

After Mi Yao came back from Wuping, she seemed to be in a bad mood, and she didn't like to talk too much. She often lay by the window in a daze, showing me a beautiful and lonely back view.

I didn't expect her to be so worried about her father. Maybe she still loves her father very much in her heart even though she doesn't talk about it.Later I found out that she was reading some medical books about leukemia.So I asked her if her father had leukemia, she was noncommittal and just buried herself in the medical books.

Although I don't like that arrogant and vicious old man, but seeing Mi Yao's worried look, I begged God not to let him die, and better recover quickly, I don't want to see Mi Yao look sad.

Mi Yao read her medical books, I thought of my peace, and my life was peaceful.

But for some reason, Mi Yao became more and more indifferent to Lin Ning. Although Lin Ning didn't say anything, it could be seen that he was very uncomfortable.It's a lucky thing that the person you love happens to love you again. I'm very glad that Anhe and I are together.

Once when I was withdrawing money, I accidentally found that there was an extra 5 yuan in my card. I realized that An He deposited it, so I asked him why he wanted to deposit money for me. At this time, he was very nervous. Where did he get the money? ?

An He refused to tell me the source of the money, but only said that he wanted me to live a better life.

"I'm living a good life." In fact, I'm really good financially. The money given to me when I left Wuping is enough for me to live in Beijing for two years, unless I spend money indiscriminately.

"Then live a better life, buy whatever you want, eat whatever you want, don't be reluctant, last time I saw you lost a lot of weight."

"Hehe, that's because I miss what you think, and it has nothing to do with eating."

"Then think less about me, and think more about beautiful clothes and delicious food. Girls should dress up beautifully and take good care of themselves, so that people will like them."

"It's enough for me as long as you like it."

"Hehe, I wanted to save a little more for you, but I can only give you so much. You won't blame me, will you?"

"Of course it's your fault. You were nervous at first, so why did you save the money for me? Don't do this kind of thing again in the future."

"Okay, okay, I won't do this kind of thing again."

An He really kept his promise and never did this kind of thing again, because it was the last thing he did for me.

An He took an order and needed a batch of rosewood. To be cautious, he went to Yunnan in person.

For some reason, I was a little worried about Anhe's trip to Yunnan.An He said that I was too sensitive. The last time it was a trap designed by Milan and her father, that's why I was deceived. This time it will be fine.I think maybe I'm really too sensitive, but I'm still uneasy, I've never been so worried about An He.So I asked An He, no matter how busy he was, to call me at least once a day. An He agreed, and he did, and "reported" to me every night on the day's work.

One night I didn't receive a call from An He, and his phone couldn't get through. I was very worried, restless, and couldn't sleep all night.Mi Yao reassured me not to worry, saying that An He would be fine, maybe the signal was bad, but I couldn't calm down, and kept calling An He's number at least ten thousand times, but I still couldn't get through to him. At that moment, I was really afraid that An He would disappear from my life. If so, what should I do.

It wasn't until the third night that I received a call from An He. As soon as I heard his voice, I burst into tears and asked him where he was and if something happened.An He said that he went to the mountains to look at wood, and his mobile phone was out of battery, so he couldn't call me.He kept reassuring me that he was fine and nothing happened.

We talked for a long time that night until my phone died.

An He said that he loved me very much, more than his own life, his voice sounded very warm and intoxicating, I said that I also love him very much; he said that he would love me in the next life, and I said that I would do the same He asked if we would meet again in our next life, I said yes, definitely would, and he also said that he would meet me first, then fall in love with me, and then marry me.I really want to finish this life right away, and live the next life with An He right away; An He said that he will live the next life before me, because he is older than me, and I said that you have to wait for me, and you can't talk to other women , An He said yes, he waited for me, but he wanted me to live this life well, and then go to the next life, otherwise he wouldn't wait for me...

After I finished the phone call, I got under the quilt, and Mi Yao hugged me as usual, so it turned out that she was not asleep.

"Why did you say that?" Mi Yao asked me, her tone sounded a bit complaining.

"say what?"

"Talk about the next life."

"What's wrong?"

"not good."

"What's wrong?"

"Nowhere is good."

Afterwards, I looked back and thought that it was indeed not good, and it was very bad.

Why did I talk to An He about the next life that night? If I knew that it was the last time An He talked to me, I would never have said that. I would have held him tightly and asked him to spend this life with me. all my life.In fact, I don't believe in the next life, I only believe in this life. If there is a next life, I'm not sure whether I can meet An He, and even if I do, whether he will recognize me and call me by my name.

I am afraid of looking at each other in pairs, but forgetting each other in pairs.The so-called this life and the afterlife are nothing but self-deceiving ideas.

I suddenly felt sad, I wanted to call An He, and said that I want him to spend this life with me, to live this life well, to live this life lovingly and lovingly, and I don’t want another life, but his mobile phone was turned off.

Later, An He never called me again, and his mobile phone was always turned off.I have an ominous feeling, worrying about what happened to An He.

When I was worried about An He, Mi Yao's expression was not very good, but she still comforted me and asked me to wait patiently.

Wait, wait again, I hate this word the most.I swear that if there is a next life, I must erase this hateful word from my dictionary.

I waited patiently, maybe the signal was really bad, or my phone just ran out of battery when I went to the mountains like last time.But one day passed, An He didn't call, and another day passed, An He still didn't call.Day after day, a week passed, and I never received a call from An He, and his phone was never turned on.I called the company, but no one answered. I called the furniture store, but no one answered. I called Pang Xie again. Pang Xie said that An He hadn't called him, but the furniture store was fine, maybe it was the phone. There has been a breakdown.He also comforted me not to worry, saying that An He would be fine.

I couldn't help being anxious, but I waited patiently for a few more days.

Half a month has passed, and An He's phone call has never been connected. I can't sit still anymore, something must have happened to An He!

I decided to go to Yunnan. I booked a ticket to Kunming, but before I left, Mi Yao stopped me and refused to let me go.I was in a hurry and had a big fight with her. This was the first time we had a fight.

"You have never loved anyone, how can you understand my feelings, the person I love is gone, of course I have to go to him. And what does it have to do with you when I go to Anhe, why do you stop me? You Is it the same as Milan, wishing that Anhe would have an accident, wishing that he and I could not be together?" I was in a hurry, and I spoke freely without considering Mi Yao's feelings at all.

Mi Yao started to cry, "When will I wish that something happens to my brother-in-law, and that you can't be together anymore?"

"In this case, well, don't stop me."

Mi Yao refused.

"I told you to go away, did you hear me?"

Mi Yao still refused and blocked the door firmly.

I was so angry that I pulled her, but she didn't let go of the doorknob. I've never seen Mi Yao so stubborn.Finally I lost my mind and grabbed her by the collar and pulled her away and rushed out the door.

Mi Yao cried behind me, "Brother-in-law is not in Yunnan!"

I was very shocked and turned my head to stare at Mi Yao.

Mi Yao's face was pale and tears were pouring down, which made people feel distressed, but even if she was crying like rain, I didn't have time to feel sorry for her.

"What did you say?"

"You really want to see your brother-in-law, so go back to Wuping."

"What did you say, Anhe is in Wuping?"

Mi Yao nodded weakly.

"How do you know, are you hiding something from me?"

Mi Yao didn't speak.

"Tell me, are you hiding something from me? What did you do when you went back to Wuping last time? Is it related to Anhe?"

"no no."

"Then how do you know that An He is not in Yunnan?"

"I can't tell you, anyway, my brother-in-law... he's not in Yunnan anymore."

"How do you know, tell me quickly, is something wrong with him?"

Mi Yao bit her lip and did not speak.

I was going crazy, and shouted: "Tell me, what happened to Ann and him?"

"Don't force me, please..." Mi Yao cried bitterly.

I wish I could pry Mi Yao's mouth open and let her spit out the secrets in her heart, but she just kept crying.

My mind was in a mess, and a voice rang in my ears: something must have happened to An He, it must, it must!
I got on the train back to Wuping. On the train, I kept calling Anhe’s mobile phone. I still held out a glimmer of hope, but Anhe’s mobile phone was always turned off, and no one answered the calls from the company and the furniture store. .

My heart keeps trembling, An He, please, don't let anything happen!I can not live without you!

That was the longest train ride in my life. After centuries, the train finally arrived.

I walked out of the train station and looked around. It was still the same, it hadn’t changed at all, it was very kind, and it felt so good, like a wanderer returning home after wandering for a long time.

The scene when I went back to see Uncle Anhe came to pick me up at the station came to my mind. It's a pity that he didn't come to pick me up this time. He didn't know that I was back. If he knew that I was back, he would be very happy .This time I say that I will stay, I will never go to other places, no matter what happens, I will be with him, I don't want to suffer from separation and longing anymore.

I hailed a taxi and went straight to Anhe's company. The company was being renovated, the machines were booming, and the dust was flying. I found a worker and asked him where the person in charge of the company was, but the worker couldn't answer.

So I went to the furniture store, the furniture store is still the same as before, antique.I got out of the car, took a deep breath, restrained my beating heart, and looked at the parking place, but An He's car was nowhere to be seen.I pushed open the thick glass door, and the beautiful shopping guide said welcome in a sweet voice. They are all new faces. Could it be that those girls have collectively changed jobs? I have a bad feeling in my heart.I quickly glanced at the executive desk, it was empty, there was no shadow of An He, I was so disappointed, at the same time, the feeling of something bad was getting stronger and stronger.

I asked the shopping guide: "Where did Mr. An go?"

The shopping guide looked confused, and asked back: "Excuse me, which Mr. An?"

What do you mean, are there still several Mr. An who can't succeed?So I said, "It's your boss."

The shopping guide said: "Our boss's surname is He, miss, did you find the wrong place?"

I was taken aback, and looked around, there was nothing, the furniture in the store was similar to the ones before.

As if I remembered something, I asked again: "What is your phone number?"

The shopping guide gave me a series of numbers, not the phone number of Anhe Furniture Store.

What's going on, did I really go wrong?I looked around in the store, and there was nothing wrong with it. The executive desk was still the executive desk that An He had sat on, and so was the sofa. There was nothing wrong with that.When I was wondering, a shrewd looking man came in, glanced at me, walked towards the executive desk, and sat down naturally.

I was startled, could it be... I stepped forward and asked, "Excuse me, are you Mr. He?"

The man said arrogantly: "It's me, what's the matter?"

"Are you the owner of this store?"

"Yes."

"May I ask how you became the owner of this store, the previous owner was named An?"

(End of this chapter)