Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 31 The Happiness That Slips Through Your Fingers (1)
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Just when I missed An He day and night and was afraid that time would make me forget his appearance, An He came.

When I finished class that day, An He appeared at the school gate.I was stunned, thinking it was my hallucination, I stared at him with wide eyes.

"An He, is that you? I'm not dreaming, can you bite me?" I murmured.

An He lowered his head, bit me lightly, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

I said, "It hurts."

An He smiled and said, "Look, it's not a dream."

I looked at An He, this is indeed the face that haunts me in my dreams!
However, An He's complexion was not very good, he looked a little haggard, but he was still handsome.I looked at it, my vision gradually became blurred, and tears fell down without disappointment.

"Why do you cry when you see me? Did I make you sad?"

"No, I'm so happy, do you know how much I miss you, I'm going crazy."

"I know, so I came to see you."

"Why didn't you tell me in advance, how did you find the school, how did you know that I have class today..."

"I want to surprise you. You forgot that you told me the name of the school and your schedule."

"You even remember my class schedule?"

"Remember, I remember everything you told me."

I looked at An He, tears almost fell again.

"Have you had a hard time?"

I don't know if it was very hard, but at this time I was so wronged that I cried like a child.I feel that I am worthless, I should smile happily at him, why cry.So I kept laughing at An He again, thinking that my smile must be ugly and silly, but An He said lovingly that I smiled beautifully.

I asked An He why he came here suddenly, and An He said it was because he missed me a little bit.

I don't believe it, he definitely doesn't miss me just a little bit, but misses me very much, even to the point of dying, otherwise he wouldn't have come all the way here, he is no longer that kind of reckless and impulsive boy.

I don't care how much he misses me. Now that he can appear in front of me and make me feel his presence, I am already very happy.And I was so happy that I was a little blissful, a little dazed, I don't know the day and night, I only have An He in my eyes, and he can do whatever he wants.

We went to the hotel, we needed a space just for the two of us, we missed too much.

As soon as we entered the room, we hugged each other tightly. I hooked An He's neck and stared at him. I wanted to take a good look at him, and I wanted to imprint his image on my heart. No matter how long we parted, I would never forget it. .

No!I don't want to be separated, I want to be with him, forever together!
An He kissed me non-stop, from my forehead to eyebrows to eyes to cheeks to lips. It was very gentle at the beginning, and then the kisses became more and more passionate, and the more kisses became crazier, the kisses made me dizzy and my heart beat.

God knows how much I miss this sweet and intoxicating kiss, I dream of it, I respond to him passionately, sucking him, I want to suck him into my body, into my soul , so that I can feel him every moment.

We kissed mesmerizingly, touching each other's bodies hungrily.It seems that there is a raging fire burning in our body, every inch of skin, every cell is burning crazily.

An He's breathing became more and more rapid, my heart beat faster and faster, our hands were hurriedly taking off each other's clothes, we needed each other very urgently, we had been separated for too long.

We hugged each other and leaned against that warm bed. In the end, there was no distance between us. Our bodies were tightly fused together, enjoying the wonderful state of joy...

We give each other the most sincere and warm love from the bottom of our hearts, and ask each other for the warmest and purest love. We are immersed in the ocean of love, rising and falling with the waves of love.

It turns out that the love after the separation and reunion is so exciting!
After a while, I snuggled into An He's arms and wrote his name on his body with my fingers. The feeling of happiness penetrated from my fingers into my skin, and then gently flowed into my heart. This feeling is so good!

I took his hand to my mouth, there was a faint smell of tobacco between his fingers, I closed my eyes, and gently sucked his fingers.Then I kissed his lips, tongue, and our tongues were entangled again, like two dragons, playing...

Only after experiencing the pain of parting can we understand the joy of reunion.

In the evening, An He asked Mi Yao to have dinner with him.So I called Mi Yao and said that An He had come to Beijing.

Mi Yao was very surprised, but she said that she couldn't come because she had to rehearse the show tonight.What program is more important than meeting An He?I really don't understand what kind of airs she is putting on.

An He said that since Mi Yao was busy, we would see each other another day, and that was the only way to go.But that's fine, I hope to stay with An He and enjoy the world of two people. Of course, I believe that An He thinks the same way. Seeing Mi Yao is just out of human nature.

We found a restaurant near the hotel. My mobile phone rang while we were having dinner. I saw it was Asiana, so I pressed it quickly. This person really knows how to find time.An He saw it and asked me why I didn't answer the call. I said it was a call I didn't recognize.But as soon as I finished speaking, Hana called again, so I turned off the phone.

An He smiled and said nothing. Although there is nothing between me and Hana, I feel a little guilty towards An He in my heart.Lovers should be transparent, but I'm afraid that if I can't explain it clearly, it will make An He think.

I was in a very good mood and had a big appetite, but An He's appetite seemed to be far worse than mine. He just moved his chopsticks a little, picked out a few vegetables, and didn't eat a bite of meat. He used to be a "carnivore" and didn't No meat.I was a little puzzled and asked him what was wrong.He said that he might be a little tired, and I smiled badly, yes, after more than ten hours of train ride and strenuous exercise in the hotel, I guess it was a bit overwhelming.

After dinner, I took An He to Mi Yao and I's residence.Mi Yao is not at home, she really has to rehearse the show, and Mao Mao is not there, there are unfinished cigarettes in the ashtray, it seems that she has received a call from someone and went out.

An He stayed in Mi Yao and I's bedroom for a while, looked at the bottles and jars on the dresser, picked up a bottle of skin cream, and asked me, "Is this yours?"

I said, "That's right."

He unscrewed the bottle cap, sniffed it, and said, "You seem to be using this kind of cosmetic all the time."

"I think this brand is very suitable for me, so I haven't changed to other ones."

"You haven't tried others, how do you know that other brands are not suitable for you?"

"Since there is a brand that suits me, why change it?"

"Are you so obsessed with everything, have you never thought about trying another boyfriend?"

I was taken aback and looked at An He, not understanding what he meant.

An He smiled at me and said, "Why, this question is hard to answer?"

I was a little upset and said, "What do you mean?"

Seeing that my expression was wrong, An He said, "You're just kidding, silly girl, let's see how nervous you are."

"Don't make such jokes in the future."

An He kissed me and said, "Okay, okay, don't make such jokes anymore."

Mi Yao wasn't there, originally I was planning to stay for a while and then go back to the hotel, but An He wanted to stay a little longer, he looked at my cosmetics, accessories and so on, and there seemed to be a feeling of nostalgia in his eyes.I understood that it was because he missed me too much, but it was not.

Mi Yao came back around eleven o'clock, and was surprised to see An He and me, and asked, "Why are you here?"

I said, "Wait for you. Why are you coming back so late? Couldn't it be on purpose?"

Mi Yao stammered, "No, nothing."

She looked at An He and said, "Brother-in-law, you have lost weight." She said this with concern in her tone.

She didn't tell me that I knew that An He was indeed thinner than before, and his physical condition didn't seem to be very good, as if he was sick, but An He said that he was not sick.

We chatted for a while, Mi Yao talked less than usual, I don't know if it's because of embarrassment, because An He has two identities for her, one is her brother-in-law, and the other is her best friend's lover.

From the beginning to the end, Mi Yao never mentioned Milan, nor did An He.We talked about some insignificant topics, and the people who were closely related to us mentioned quietness at most, which was mentioned by Mi Yao unintentionally.An He's expression became heavy, quietness was the eternal pain in his heart, Mi Yao regretted mentioning quietness.

Mao Mao came back, and I went back to the hotel with An He.When I got out of the taxi, I accidentally saw a bright full moon hanging in the sky, so I told An He that the moon is so beautiful, let's take a walk, and An He agreed.So we walked hand in hand on the side of the road.

I often touch the "Goddess of Moonlight" on my neck habitually. This action was developed after I came to Beijing. Because I often miss Anhe, I touch it when I miss him.

An He asked, "Do you wear it every day?"

"Yeah, I said I'd wear it till I die, and think of you when I see it."

"Will you miss me when you see this necklace?"

"Of course not, I miss you all the time, I miss you when I eat, I miss you when I sleep, I miss you even when I fall asleep and dream."

"Is this really the case, then when do you want it the most?"

"Hmm... I missed you the most when I was playing "Moonlight Dust"."

"Hehe, I often listen to that song, and I miss you when I listen to it."

"May I take you to school and play it for you tomorrow?"

"No, it's not good for your colleagues to see it."

"It's okay, are you shy?"

An He smiled and said, "Yes, I'm shy."

I thumped him and said, "It's really worthless, so I'll go back and play ten times a day for you, okay?"

"I'm afraid my ears won't take it."

"It's really boring."

"You hate me, don't you?"

"Yeah, very, very annoying."

An He smiled and said nothing, and hugged me in his arms.I looked at the sky in his arms, the moon was bright and round.

I don't know where the song came from——

The myriad of changes in the world

love divides two lovers

If the heart knows the direction of consonance

Even if we can't stay together day and night
The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream

please warm his heart
see through the world
Can you have more happy moments?

The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream

please stay by his side
if we meet again someday

Let happiness fill the whole night

An He stayed in Beijing for a week. We didn't visit many scenic spots in Beijing. We only went to Fragrant Hills and the Botanical Garden, and we rowed a boat on Kunming Lake for half a day.An He came to Beijing mainly to see me, and I just want to stay with him, so no matter how beautiful the scenery is to us, those scenery are just the background for two long-lost lovers to get along with each other.

An He turned off his cell phone. He said that these seven days belonged to the two of us.I also turned off my cell phone, and I took a leave of absence. The principal gave me face, or Hana very face.

An He and I are like a couple in love, we are together affectionately, happily and openly every day.Strolling under the ancient trees in the sky, chasing butterflies among the flowers, basking in the sun on the green grass, rowing on the rippling lake, eating in the noisy food stalls, embracing under the bright moonlight, enjoying the comfort in the spacious and comfortable sex in bed...

For more than a year, our lives have been full of troubles, frustrations, partings and pains. We have never been so relaxed and at ease, and all our troubles have been thrown away.I only have An He in my eyes, and An He has only me in her eyes. We can't see anything except each other. There are only two of us in the whole world.We savored every minute of being together, laughing, loving...

I thought that there would be many such times in the future, but later I found out that it was the last happy time between me and An He.

It turns out that behind the most beautiful and happy surface is the most painful and sad truth.It's just that I was so happy at that time that I didn't notice the reluctance, despair and pain in An He's eyes at all.

On the last day, I could have stayed with An He like the previous few days, but An He asked me to go to work. He said he wanted to relive the feeling of taking me to and from get off work.Anhe picked me up and dropped me off several times when I was in Wuping. He said it felt good, like a husband and wife. Because of the special environment, he could only pick me up occasionally, so he felt very sorry. He said that one day he would get rid of this problem. kind of regret.But some regrets in life can never be eliminated, despite your efforts.

In order to satisfy An He's wish, I agreed.

We went to school by bus, and An He said that only in this way can I truly experience my usual work situation.An He walked me to the school gate, and then went to a nearby bookstore to wait for me to get off work.

I feel warm in my heart. It turns out that such seemingly ordinary things can make people feel happy.

As soon as the principal saw me, he asked me if I was having trouble with Hana, saying that Hana called me every day to ask if I had come to work. Tell the principal that I am his girlfriend, so I can't explain it, but I feel very unhappy.This guy is making too much of a fuss. As for calling the principal every day?
After class, I packed my things and ran out of school excitedly. I didn't want to keep An He waiting for a long time.

(End of this chapter)