Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 17 I finally have you (2)
I struggled, but it was useless, he expected that I would struggle, he grabbed me firmly, like an eagle catching a chick.

"I'm going out, you let me out, you let me out..." I screamed, struggling.

Finally, he took his hand away and smiled, "Don't be so excited, don't worry, I won't touch you until you calm down and accept all this. Enjoy life here, and I'll come see you again in a few days, Dear sweetheart." His hand squeezed my cheek.

He went downstairs, and I ran down, but I couldn't follow him out. The woman with a sloppy face hugged me. I didn't expect her to have such great strength. I guess she used to be a wrestler.

The courtyard door of the villa was closed, and then the wheels rolled over the ground and gradually moved away. Then, everything was silent, there was not even a trace of wind, and the world stood still here.

The woman was my watcher, and I begged her to let me out, but she seemed deaf and dumb and ignored me.I searched around the house, hoping to find a way out, but no way, the way out was blocked.

Gradually, I lost the strength to find a way out, I gave up the hope of finding a way out, and gradually, I began to become desperate.

My mind is full of An He's name. I believe that if I die here, he will not know.

An He, do you know that all of this is because of you, all because of you!
Where are you, will you come to save me, do you know that I fell into a trap for you?
My tears fell, am I wrong?

The despair in my heart, like the burning rhododendron, spreads...

When the azaleas were fading in the twilight, Dong Qingyuan's driver came and took me out of the villa.

I didn't know where he was going to take me, and I was terrified.

The car stopped halfway, and he pulled me out of the car. Suddenly, my eyes lit up, and my heart beat in my throat——I saw An He's car, and he got out of the car.

Anhe!I was like a savior, tears fell, and I threw myself into An He's arms. In fact, if it was Qiao Yang, I would also rush there. I really need a safe embrace!

An He hugged me, and I burst into tears.

"Okay, it's okay, it's okay." An He patted my back and said softly.

I felt more wronged and cried harder.Finally, I finally stopped crying, the tears have dried up.The driver has left.

An He still comforted me, "Okay, it's okay, everything is fine, don't be self-willed in the future, do you hear me?"

It was me who was too willful, and it was my own fault.

An He helped me into the car, and helped me fasten my seat belt. His breath hit my nose, and I hugged his shoulders, "An He..."

"Um……"

"Anhe..." I started to cry again.

An He hugged me again, stroked my back, and comforted me.

"Actually, I... I don't like him, I just want to stimulate you."

"I know."

"I didn't mean it, I just wanted to stimulate you."

"You are too capricious. What if you make a mistake, what do you ask me to do?"

"I didn't think about it that much, you, how do you know I'm in Dong Qingyuan's hands?"

"Joan told me."

I think back to the figure I saw in the mirror, and thank him so much.

An He sighed, and continued: "You, you are so self-willed. I said that he had many women, and more than one or two were tortured to death by him. You just didn't listen to me, and you still got angry at me and said I was jealous. .”

"Ah?" I was startled, "Why did you torture him to death?"

"Shut up in some houses, destroy their will, exhaust their energy, and commit suicide if they can't bear it."

"You are lying to me, how do you know such a thing, how can such a thing happen?"

"I have dealt with him before. Qiao Yang's hotel has his special room, and Qiao Yang knows a thing or two about him."

Thinking of Qiao Yang's expression that day, I couldn't believe it. Thinking of the cage just now, I couldn't help shivering.

"Is there no one to punish the villain he is?"

"He has a transportation group, which is very powerful in Wuping, and he won't leave any evidence for this kind of thing. How to deal with him, the only way is not to mess with him, but you don't know the heights of heaven and earth."

"I just wanted to stimulate you."

"I know, you think I'm a fool, I can see your tricks."

"You, how did you settle this matter?"

An He smiled and said nothing, and I asked, "How did you settle it?"

An He looked at me and said, "I said you are my woman."

I blushed hard, "That's all?"

"Of course, these are not enough. There are some things you don't need to know, and you don't understand. In short, it's all right now."

"Sorry, I really didn't mean to..."

"Don't make this kind of mistake in the future. How dare you seduce the devil." An He took my hand, and my heart was pounding.

"Yes, you forced me."

"Okay, it's my fault. But, you have to forgive me, what I did before was for your own good."

"But do you know how painful it is for me when you treat me like that? You might as well let me go
die……"

An He covered my mouth, "You are young, why do you want to die, as for?"

"You haven't loved someone so desperately like me, of course you won't know how I feel."

"Why don't I know, I know, believe me, I won't make you suffer like this in the future
It's...Actually, how do you understand my heart..." He looked at me for a while, then slowly lowered his head, and kissed me gently, on my cheek, on my lips...

My heart was beating wildly, Ann kissed me!Ann kissed me!
It turns out that kissing is like this, not pressing the lips on the lips, but——he used his tongue to pry open my lips, my teeth, and then slipped into my mouth like a dragon, and then his tongue entangled with my tongue , he seemed to have discovered a treasure, sucking it greedily, bursts of crisp, numb, refreshing feeling spread from the tip of his tongue to my whole body...

I feel like I'm about to suffocate, ah, so the kiss is like this, this is my first kiss!

I fell into the clouds, and I felt that my whole body including my soul was floating in the clouds, and I couldn't get down.

I also hugged An He, and I knew that once I hugged this man, I didn't want to let go of my hand.I want to hold him like this all the time, from spring to summer, from summer to autumn, from autumn to winter, from winter to spring, until spring and autumn come one after another, four seasons come and go one after another, until the years grow old, We are dead and have no strength left.

We kissed heartily, kissed passionately, kissed without scruples, all speculations, guesses, pain, sadness, disappointment, sadness, joy, joy, longing... all merged into this passionate kiss.

I ate his tongue, ate his person, ate his soul, I wanted to eat him into my body, I was extremely greedy, and why not he, he also ate me, greedily Looking at me, wanting to eat me into his body and become a part of his body...

"Will you regret it?" An He asked while hugging me.

I shook my head, I didn't think that far.

An He sighed softly, "I will work hard and find a way. Give me time."

"what are you saying?"

"You just have to remember my words."

"Do you love me?" I stared into An He's eyes.

An He smiled, "What do you think?"

"I want you to tell me this is important to me."

"I love you!"

At that moment, my heart was jumping for joy, the sun shone down, and my tears flowed down. Finally, I finally heard An He say that he loves me...

"You are a fearless love adventurer. Regardless of the danger ahead, you just know how to rush forward. Do you know how much you worry me?"

"Have you been worrying about me?"

"What do you think."

"why did not you tell me?"

"I'm afraid you're going to be more aggressive."

"You won't hide from me anymore, will you?"

"Will not."

"Will you only love me?"

"You're going to take care of me from the beginning?"

"I only love you alone, and of course you can only love me alone, that's only fair."

"I only love you alone."

"It's true, so where's the spatula?"

"It's not what you think?"

"How is that?"

"In the business field, you have to know that men have many faces, and they will have different faces on different occasions."

"Is it true, then why does she only lean on you?"

"Because I'm handsome."

"nonsense."

"Okay, don't think about those who have nothing to do with us."

"What do you think?"

"I want to love you well."

He hugged me tightly and I hugged him tightly.Anhe, my Anhe, we are finally so close!

Even if I die, I have no regrets!
However, it was not me who "died", I will always have regrets...

I didn't go to the music cafe to play the piano anymore, but Qiao Yang completed the relevant certificates for my internship.For Qiao Yang, my heart is full of gratitude. If it wasn't for him, I don't know what would happen to me. Do I still have the courage to face An He, and do I still have the courage to express my love without any scruples.And if it wasn't for Qiao Yang, I don't know how long An He and I will play hide-and-seek like this.It's really interesting to think about the future. Originally, An He wanted to make Qiao Yang and me come together, but Qiao Yang made us both.

Later, Qiao Yang also found out about my relationship with An He. He was just embarrassed. Fortunately, he didn’t feel embarrassed for a long time, because he had a petite and cute girl beside him. promising.I think the so-called gifted scholars and beautiful ladies should be like them, so what about me and Anhe, beautiful talents and talented ladies.

My heart has never been so full now, I am extremely happy, extremely happy, extremely happy, I sing when I walk, I sing when I read a book, I sing when I brush my teeth, I even sing in my dreams.

Things are turning around, everything is going well, An He no longer avoids me, I can see him often.Of course, I still have some scruples. I can't go to his company to find him, I can't go to a furniture store, let alone go to his house to find him. It's not fair to think about it, but It doesn't matter, it's better than me loving him alone, after all, he is close to me, and his love is also close to me.Although he doesn't always talk about love like me, and it's rare to tell me once, but I can feel it, and I always believe in my feelings.

An He started asking me out for dinner again, and the interrupted show continued, which made me really happy.Sometimes it’s just the two of us, sometimes it’s Jing Jing who misses me very much and is naturally happy to see me. Sometimes Pang Xie and Qi Qi are called. When Pang Xie and Qi Qi know about my relationship with An He, they make fun of me. Ann and the "false prudence" at that time.An He didn't make excuses, I just blushed, and I didn't even blush after that, I don't know if I was "brazen" or not, shameless people have no fear, it doesn't matter if I justify myself, anyway, for me In this world, there is only peace and harmony.

But there was a small episode that made me feel very uncomfortable. Once I had dinner with Pang Xieqiqi and the others.Qiqi didn't know which nerve was excited, and read a text message to us: my wife is a big tree, you must hug it well; your lover is a grass, you must protect it; plant a big tree, plant a piece of grass; Enjoying the shade under the trees, walking birds on the grass, harmonious society, green and environmental protection, ah, what a beautiful day this is.

After Qiqi finished reading, Pang Xie laughed out loud, the two of them laughed out of joy, An He had a half-smile, and I burst into tears.

It was actually an innocuous text message, but for some reason, I just couldn't control it at the time.

Qiqi and Pang Xie were stunned, and An He quickly comforted me, saying that they were joking.

I know it's a joke, but I also know the meaning behind the joke.

What a sad moral!
It turns out that love is not just as simple as being with the one you love!
Hey, don't worry about that much, after all, I got An He's hand.It's sad and deplorable if you don't have the chance to hold hands with each other.Unexpectedly, I really realized this kind of sadness later.

After the internship was over, the students came back one after another, and Mi Yao also came back, writing internship reports and graduation thesis, and was about to graduate soon. There was a trace of sadness of parting and the joy of going to the society in the air.

"Slam Dunk" finally plucked up the courage to invite Mi Yao and I to drink coffee once. The coffee shop near the school is hundreds or thousands of times worse than the music cafe where I practiced. The coffee is very cheap and the environment is average and a bit noisy , not suitable for dating.But Mi Yao patiently drank the cup of coffee, and listened to "Slam Dunk" talk about some things that happened to him that he thought were funny.

Mi Yao talked a lot with "Slam Dunk", and when she spoke, she never left her eyes from "Slam Dunk"'s face, which made "Slam Dunk" a little shy.

I thought that Mi Yao was finally going to fall in love. A woman in love hopes that women all over the world will fall in love with her. This is absolutely true. At this time, I hope that Mi Yao will also fall in love more than usual.However, I didn't expect Mi Yao to ask me what the name of "Slam Dunk" was when I turned around and left the cafe.

My God, I remember his name, and his name is easy to remember, there are only two words, and it is easy to pronounce.I stared at Mi Yao for a long time, really wondering if she really didn't remember or didn't listen at all, but she seemed to be very focused when she was talking to "Slam Dunk".

I said loudly to her, called Datougui.After hearing this, Mi Yao shook her head and said, oh, that's a good name, it's very nice.I patted her on the head, it sounds like a ghost.

Mi Yao never took me to the basketball court again. I don't know if "Slam Dunk" is very sad, he is a shy boy, he must be very fragile, hey, fortunately we will graduate soon.

After the graduation ceremony, the students, like birds in the forest, flew to all corners of the country and went their separate ways.Fortunately, Mi Yao and I were not separated, we both stayed in Wuping.

Mi Yao stayed in the Propaganda Department of the Municipal Party Committee and became a so-called civil servant who eats the royal salary. She has status and status. The job is very easy. Although the salary is not high, she will not starve to death. This kind of job is very suitable for the daughter of a rich family to pass the boring time.Mi Yao also has an indifferent attitude towards this job. She hasn't remembered the names of the leaders after staying for a long time. She is also a guy who doesn't know how to flatter, but I don't think she needs to flatter her. My father, the leaders still need to give her a little bit of face, the government and businessmen can only win if they collude.

And I entered the TV station and did music programs, of course, it was also arranged by An He.I know that before he put me in the TV station, he also put a lot of money on some people who held power.From this point of view, money and power are both good things.It's no wonder that in ancient times, many people wanted to obtain fame after their beards were whitened. They were far-sighted.

In front of Mi Yao, regarding my work, I can lie to her that Qiao Yang is helpful to me. She knows that I am an intern in Qiao Yang's hotel, and it is not impossible for Qiao Yang to rekindle his old love for me.But I didn't want to lie to her, and I didn't want to mention An He in front of her, so I didn't explain anything to her, and the smart Mi Yao didn't ask either.

We are still good friends. When she is bored, she asks me to go shopping with her, drink coffee, and sit with her on a roadside bench in a daze.She often asked me a question blankly: Is there an afterlife for a person?

After a person dies, it is like a long river of passing water, which flows eastward in a sleepy manner.Where is the afterlife?
(End of this chapter)