Love is so close, you are so far

Chapter 15 So Close, So Far (4)
I asked her if she had said anything in front of Milan. After all, I still care about An He.Mi Yao shook her head, she is quite smart, talking about this kind of thing will only destroy the harmony of the family, Milan is not the kind of gentle and virtuous wife, last An Jing’s birthday let me know her pungent, if this kind of thing When it blew into her ears, their house was in full swing again.

Thinking of this, I feel a little scared in my heart. It seems that my love is blind.Fortunately, An He is sensible.But I still love him from the bottom of my heart.

I failed to quit Jing Jing's tutor, so I still went to An He's house to give Jing Jing piano lessons on Saturdays.

An He avoided me as usual that day, but Milan was at home and did not play mahjong. Surprisingly, she did not have a game today.

I taught Jing Jing how to play the piano, and Milan told me to go to her bedroom. I have come to An He's house many times, but I have never stepped into any other place except the living room, bathroom and quiet bedroom.I know how to measure, and I also know other people's taboos, although sometimes I am curious to see what the bed An He sleeps in, as well as the quilt he covers and the pillows he uses.

The first time I stepped into her and An He's bedroom, I was a little nervous, and at the same time I felt weird. I glanced at the big double bed and felt a little uncomfortable.It is unacceptable that the man you like sleeps in the same bed with another woman.

"Xiaoye, please help me check the zipper, it seems to be stuck." Milan sat in front of the dressing table, fiddling with his hands behind him.She dressed up very grandly today, wearing a sky blue dress with a white silk flower pinned on her chest, as if she was going to a banquet.

I came to my senses and stepped forward to help her fix the zipper. The problem was not serious and it was easily solved.I was about to go out when she picked up another necklace and said to me: "Can I trouble you again and put the necklace on for me?"

The necklace is beautiful, the diamonds on it are big and dazzling, I took the necklace and helped her wear it.

She looked in the mirror and asked, "Does this necklace match my outfit?"

Such a big diamond goes with everything.I said, "It matches."

She asked again, "Does this necklace look good?"

I said, "It's beautiful."

She said: "It cost more than 3 yuan."

I said, "It's so expensive."

She smiled and said nothing.

I helped her put it on, thinking it was all right, but she looked in the mirror and said, "Why do I think this necklace doesn't match my clothes very well? I want to try another one. Please take it off for me." okay?"

She seemed to be showing off deliberately in front of me, a poor student. I didn't say anything, and helped her take off the necklace.

She put the necklace on the dressing table and said to me: "Okay, you go out first, please."

So I left the bedroom and continued to teach Quiet how to play the piano.

After a while, Milan came out of the bedroom, wearing a ruby ​​necklace around his neck.She gave me some money and told me to take An Jing to a restaurant for lunch, saying that she would be going out later.She often does this, so I didn't think much about taking An Jing out.After Jing Jing and I came back, she put on a cashmere coat and was ready to go out. I had something to do in the afternoon, so I couldn’t take Jing Jing with me as usual, so she told me about my situation. She said that she would come back soon after lunch and asked me to accompany Jing Jing first. .I couldn't bear to leave An Jing alone at home, so I agreed.

She did come back two hours later, but An He also came back at the same time. They seemed to be back from some kind of banquet.The appearance of An He surprised me, and at the same time, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, God knows how much I miss him.But I told Milan earlier that I had something to do, so I had to go when they came back. I was so regretful in my heart. If I knew that An He would come back, I would put aside the big things.But An He didn't look at me, so I had no choice but to pick up the schoolbag in the hallway and prepare to leave.

"Why is my necklace missing?!" Milan's voice came from the bedroom, sounding surprised.

"Which necklace?" An He's voice.

"The one you gave me on my birthday that year, I was going to wear it today, but later I thought it didn't match the clothes, so I changed it. I put it on the dressing table, why did it disappear? It's so strange, why did it disappear? "

"Did you remember correctly, are you sure it's on the dressing table? Look for it again."

"That's right, I asked Xiaoye to wear it for me. I searched all over, but there is nothing. It's so strange why it disappeared." She muttered, as if she was looking for it seriously.

When I heard that Milan's necklace was missing, it was absolutely inconvenient for me to leave at this time, so I stood in the hallway and waited for her to find the necklace.

Milan searched the bedroom but couldn't find it, so he asked me: "Xiaoye, have you seen my necklace? It's the one you helped me put on this morning."

I said, "No."

Milan said: "After I went out, no one came to the house, did the hourly workers come?"

I said, "No."

Milan said: "Has it always been you and Jing Jing at home?"

I say yes."

Milan thought for a while, glanced at my bag, and said, "That's strange, why is the necklace missing, Xiaoye, what do you think is going on..." She stared at me with sharp eyes, like a knife , the meaning in her words is self-evident.

I blushed and said, "I don't know, I haven't been to your bedroom since then."

Milan said: "Xiaoye, why are you nervous? I didn't say you went to my bedroom. Did you go to my bedroom when I was not at home? You saw the necklace on the dresser, so you took it, yes Is that so?"

I was stunned, what does she mean?
An He glanced at me, which was rare for him to look at me.He said to Milan: "How is it possible for Teacher Ye."

Milan said: "Of course, I don't believe it either. No matter how poor you are, you can't steal other people's things, right, Xiaoye?"

I felt as if someone had slapped me, I blushed, and said, "Miss Milan, do you doubt me?"

Milan stared at me and said, "I don't doubt you, but no one else has been in this house. Why is the necklace missing? Could it have grown legs? Xiaoye, can you show me your bag?" , I have no other meaning, just..."

An He said to Milan: "Don't make trouble for no reason."

Milan said: "Why do you say that I am unreasonable, and I didn't say what's wrong with Xiaoye, I just wanted to take a look, Xiaoye, if you don't do something wrong, you won't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door, right?"

Yes, if I don’t do bad things, I’m not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door. What do I have to be afraid of?That's good, lest she suspect me, so I handed the bag to Milan.Milan unzipped it, rummaged inside, and, as if by magic, had a necklace in her hand!
It was that diamond necklace!It emitted a dazzling light, which caused a sharp pain in my eyes.

I am dumbfounded!My blood is coagulated!My mind stops!My mind is in chaos!
"Why is it in my schoolbag?" I stared at the shining necklace, unable to believe everything in front of me.

Milan smiled coldly and said, "Xiaoye, that's exactly what I want to ask you, why is my necklace in your schoolbag?"

An He also seemed shocked, looked at me, and seemed to want to say something, but didn't say it.

My heart was in a mess, and I stammered: "I, I don't know either."

Milan said: "Could it be that it has long legs and ran into your schoolbag by itself?"

My face was hot, "I don't know, I really don't know."

Milan said: "Did you see that I forgot to put it away, so you stole it and hid it in my schoolbag when I went out. No wonder you refused to stay with An Jing for a while today, and you are still in a hurry to go back to school."

I said, "No, please believe me, I never did such a thing."

Milan said: "Believe you, how can you tell me to trust you? Are you poor and crazy, and want to steal when you see good things?"

I tried my best to argue for myself, "No, I really didn't steal, and I never had such an idea." I was so anxious that tears were about to come out, and I wanted to take out my heart to prove that I had no intention of stealing.

Seeing that I was about to cry, An He came out to smooth things over: "Maybe Teacher Ye really didn't take it."

Milan stared and said, "So your daughter stole it?"

An He's expression changed, he stared at Milan and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Milan turned around and grabbed An Jing, shook the necklace in front of her, and shouted, "Did you steal this?"

Jing Jing was so frightened that she cried loudly, shaking her head desperately and crying: "I don't, I don't!"

An Jing is only that old, how did she know the value of this necklace, how could she steal it, and how could she stuff it into my schoolbag, something that adults can understand at a glance, it is obvious that Milan did it for me .

An He snatched An Jing from Milan and said loudly, "Don't make trouble for no reason."

Milan sneered and said, "Since it's not your daughter, there is only one possibility, Xiaoye, are you really unwilling to admit it? Do you want me to call the police to investigate this matter, and then let your school know that you stole someone's house?" s things?"

I was stunned, no matter what the outcome of this matter is, it is not a glorious thing to let the school know, and I will graduate soon, if I can't find out, this will become a stain on me, thinking of this, I am a little scared, so in silence.Perhaps, my silence is my acquiescence in the eyes of others-I stole that necklace!

An He looked at me with elusive eyes.I can't argue, and in front of Milan, what can I explain to him, can I tell him the pain in my heart, I can't, absolutely can't, I can only watch the complexity in his eyes.

Milan said: "For Mi Yao's sake, I don't want to pursue this matter anymore, you can go, don't come again."

I froze and looked at her, her expression was like a piece of ice, her eyes were like a knife.

I knew that no matter how I tried to defend myself, it would be futile, so I picked up my schoolbag and left An He's home sadly.

For me, the road from An He's house to the bus stop was the longest and most difficult road for me in more than 20 years, and every step was very heavy.I sat down on a bench by the side of the road and slowly sorted out my messy thoughts.

I feel like falling into a cloud, I don't understand, I didn't take her necklace at all, but why did the necklace appear in my bag, what is going on?I recalled everything that happened today, Milan asked me to help her zip up, put on the necklace, take out the necklace, told me that the necklace was expensive, told me to take Jing Jing out for lunch, then told me to wait for her to come back, and then said that the necklace was gone, Then found the necklace in my bag...

No matter how you think about it, it looks like she designed it in advance, but why did she do this, why did she frame me, but the punishment for me is only to fire me, why is that?
Is it because you hate me?If you hate me, just ask me to leave. There is no need to bother. If it is not because you hate me, then why?What is the reason for all this?I thought about it over and over again, and my head was getting bigger, but I still couldn't find the answer. I still didn't understand why she did this.

Actually, I'm not really worried about what Milan thinks of me, I just feel aggrieved. What I'm most worried about is An He's attitude. What will he think of me? Will he believe that I didn't steal her necklace? Will he believe me? still believe her...

Originally, An He's appearance today filled my heart with joy, although there was some sadness in the joy, but now I would rather he hadn't appeared.At least I can still keep a pure image in his heart, but now, no more, I have become a thief.

I really hate myself, I really hate this inexplicable thing, why is this happening?
I want to explain to An He, I want to tell him that I didn't steal that damn necklace, even if the diamond was as big as a fist, I wouldn't steal it, even if I was poor and white, I wouldn't steal from others.

People all over the world can disbelieve me, but An He can't, he can't!
But I didn't have the courage, I didn't dare to call him, I was afraid that he would use a flat voice to perfuse me.

I cried on the side of the road, pedestrians were hurrying, no one paid attention to me, no one cared about me.

Back at school, very late, I received a call from An He, whose car was parked near the school.

I met him, and he brought me some food, he guessed that I didn't eat, and when that happened, I wouldn't be in the mood to eat.

"I didn't steal that necklace, do you believe me?"

"I believe."

"is that true?"

"Really, otherwise I won't come to you. If I don't come to you, are you going to have a sad night?"

"I don't know why that happened, I really just helped her wear the necklace, I definitely didn't steal it."

"I know she did it on purpose."

"You also think that sister Milan framed me?"

"You think I'm a fool? I believe her for a reason, so you have to know how to protect yourself. "

"But at that time, I was really afraid that you would misunderstand me."

"You do not know me."

"You don't let me get close to you, how can I know you."

"It seems that you can leave and be quiet for a while this time, are you happy?" He changed the subject.

He still avoided me, since he wanted to avoid me, why did he come to comfort me again?Since you are afraid that I will be sad, why do you refuse to tell me the truth?How long will you torture me? !
He handed me an envelope, I knew it was money without looking, and I didn't want it.

"You deserve it."

"Last time, the furniture store paid more."

"That's two different things." He shoved the envelope into my hand.

"You are going to practice soon, and the expenses will be relatively high. Mi Yao said that you haven't found an internship unit yet. How about going to Qiao Yang's? He has arranged for you to play the piano in the music cafe in the hotel. The work is not very tiring. You Don't worry, Qiao Yang, I didn't miss him. He is not a narrow-minded person. He will never let you suffer again. If you don't want him to be your boyfriend, you can let him be your ordinary friend. He is a friend worth making. .In addition, it would be better to have personal care in the internship unit."

He still cares about me after all!Did he say these words when I was wronged and disappointed, so that I could regain my confidence and see hope?
"Why are you being so nice to me?"

"I said, as long as I can do it for you, I will do my best."

"Because of the silence?"

"You can think so."

"Why can't there be any other reason?"

"Stop thinking about it at night, get a good night's sleep, and go to Qiao Yang's place tomorrow." He changed the subject again.

I know, I can't get in his door, he always keeps me out.And he was watching me through the door!
An He, what do you want?

Why is your body so close to me, but your heart is so far away from me?
(End of this chapter)