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Chapter 163 Fulfilled?
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Entering the courtyard, the small snowflakes that fit the occasion really made the whole place feel lonely——

Zhu Hao was bored in his hut, and his bicycle was leaning against the wall. I was stunned when I saw it. Lian Jun actually sent someone to bring the bicycle back to him.

Work, it's really detailed.

"Do you know anything about the two of them..."

Dad's voice came from the east room, I looked up, the window was covered with plastic sheeting, I couldn't see clearly inside, I could only hear my mother's sobbing getting louder, "What do I know."

"Say!!"

Dad seemed to pat the table again, "Ye Hongxia! Do you know anything about the two of them!!"

"I know so what!!"

My mother seemed to be agitated, and replied in a crying voice, "Zhu Wenshan! Everyone is dead now! Is it interesting for you to say this!"

"When did you know!!"

'Bang Dang' sound!
The coffee table seemed to be overturned by my father, "Inside! Did I just cheat my sister!!"

"You know your sister!!"

My mother shouted at the top of her voice, "Zhu Wenshan! Your sister is still in the hospital, eating and drinking and being served by others! When you come out, you have to be alive and kicking! Where is my sister! My sister died worse than anyone else! What is left after burning A handful of ashes!"

"That's what she asked for!!"

Dad was so angry that he could set the house on fire, "If she wants to save face, she will not do such a nasty thing!! Rabbits don't eat grass by the side of the nest! Miss doesn't invite her own guests! She even compares to a lady... ..."

"Zhu Wenshan!!!"

My mother yelled like crazy, "Touch your conscience, how will I treat you and this family after I marry you! I will work hard and do my best! You actually said that about my sister later! Are you human! Is it human!!!”

In an instant, the room was filled with the sound of tables and chairs being overturned, and it seemed that the two were fighting.

I didn't move, and I didn't think about going in to pull it. I was dragged into the water for no reason, and I didn't want to eat it anymore.

What's more, I can't get rid of the contradictions among the people with my small body...

"...May I never mention it again, never mention the past..."

Zhu Hao came out of the hut when he heard the sound, and looked at his parents' room by the door like a bystander, with a blank expression on his face, "Pain and happiness, life does not bring death, only the beauty of dusk is nothing. superior."

I didn't say anything, Zhu Hao turned his head and looked at me, "Sister, when do you think they will fight?"

"You go and ask."

I threw down four words and was about to go back to my half hut, "Call me after dinner."

Before the door was opened, my mother rushed out with messy hair, her crying facial features could not be distinguished, and when she saw Zhu Hao, she grabbed his shoulders and said, "Son! Mom will take you away! Take you out of here! From now on you Just take care of my mother! We will never suffer in this house again! Let's go!!"

"mom."

Zhu Hao looked calm and didn't move at all, "Where can we go? The sky is big and the earth is big, this is your home."

"you……"

The mother was choked by Zhu Hao, and she looked at her son as if she saw a stranger. In a blink of an eye, she looked at me again, and probably thought that it was impossible for me to play with her and run away from home. After a while, she raised her hand to cover her face, Crouching down and continuing to cry——

"Ling'er... once you leave, sister will be left alone..."

My mother cried sadly, "In this life, I've lived a miserable life, suffering and suffering with Zhu Wenshan but not getting any better... You're right, a man can't judge his appearance... It depends on his ability... My sister went wrong Ah...wrong way..."

I was numb, I couldn't tell why I didn't help her, I just knew that the day of waking up could be divided into two parts.

There was Lian Jun in the ward, and being with him was like spring and flowers blooming, full of warmth.

When I got home, I faced the howling wind and the whimpering of the north wind.

……

Mom didn't leave. In Zhu Hao's words, where could she go?

Grandma and grandpa are gone, and the remaining relatives of my natal family are all in the countryside. For these few relatives, my mother didn't inform me of the death of my second aunt. , Mom has nowhere to go!

You let her live in a hotel?
She will scold you later, just kidding!

The family didn't eat that night, and my father smoked one cigarette after another in the messy room.

Mom didn't clean up the house either, she wiped away her tears and found a place to sleep by herself.

A family of four, each with their own concerns.

Presumably, no one has slept soundly.

……

I got up early and went to school. I would rather be influenced by the learning atmosphere than be depressed by the atmosphere at home!
"My dear sister, you are here!"

As soon as Gao Dazhuang saw me, he came over, "Dude, you didn't know what was said under the red flag, you cried so much, hey, you missed it, it's definitely a pity in life!"

"You call it a red flag review."

I replied, and took off my schoolbag and hat, "Missing it is not an honorable thing."

His face was as thick as a city wall, so he had the nerve to show off this shit.

"No, Jingwei, what's wrong with your end..."

Gao Dazhuang was a little puzzled when he saw the gauze on my forehead, "Isn't it a fever? Why is my head still broken? I'm too tall and hit the door frame when I went out?"

"roll."

I didn't bother to look at him, "Give me the notes, and I'll take a look at the key points you've written for me these days."

"No...Jingwei, did something happen to your family?"

Tall and trustworthy, "I see that your complexion is not very good."

"It's all right."

I looked at him tiredly, "In front of time, nothing is a big deal...study, sister, I just want to study hard now, give me the notes..."

Gao Dazhuang pursed his lips, handed over the notes and was speechless. Unexpectedly, after class, Wu Dan and the others surrounded me, and kept thanking me for letting me go to a concert with them!
"Congratulations, you got the ticket with your help, you must go!!"

"Yes, it's still the first three rows in the middle of the infield! You're so domineering!!"

Wu Dan's eyes brightened, "At first I thought it was a dead end, but I didn't realize it. It's really a pie in the sky!"

"No, what kind of concert..."

I was confused, "I'm not going, I don't have time... You guys go and see, ah..."

Looking at Gao Dazhuang at the back, he shrugged directly at me, and waited for the girls to disperse before I sat next to him and asked, "What's the matter, Wu Dan said more than ten days ago that the concert ticket If you can’t do it, why did you suddenly become me to help?”

"It's Brother Lian."

Gao Dazhuang took out his mobile phone and handed it to me, "Brother Lian sent me a message last night, asking me if there are any group activities in the class that can make people happy, I think, just to make you happy, anyway, I have been in class Listening to Wu Dan and the others talking about going to the concert, I thought, you should also want to go, so I mentioned it to Brother Lian, who knew that Brother Lian was so efficient..."

While talking, Gao Dazhuang smiled at me, "My good sister, you are in charge in our class right now, and your popularity is so high that the school leaders have to give you face even after your eldest brother kills you."

"Stop it!"

I was speechless. I saw the text message Lian Jun sent to Gao Dazhuang and said that he was busy and didn't have time to accompany me. He suggested that Gao Dazhuang organize more group activities and let me participate...

Why, this is thinking that the atmosphere in my family is not good, and you are afraid that I will be depressed?

Give him trouble!
"Er Donkey, I have some good news for you again..."

Gao Dazhuang looked happy, and his voice was very low, "My scholarship, there is another show. Teacher Qi told me two days ago that it might be awarded internally. The school leader said that as long as I can enter the pre-grade in the midterm exam Ten, I will still give it to me, but it will not be made public, tell me, isn’t Brother Lian being too particular about it?”

I don't have words, but I'm particular. Knowing Lianjun will benefit thousands of families.

"Jingwei, talk...what's the matter with you?"

Gao Dazhuang owed his son, "It's not right to come here today, you are depressed, isn't it, your one is coming...so you are in a bad mood?"

"Which one?"

I didn't respond, "Who's coming?"

"Auntie."

Gao Dazhuang made a gesture, and Xiao Yiner said, "Are you a must-have relative in a girl's family? According to rumors, boom..."

"Die!!"

My face swelled, so I didn't throw his phone away!
"Look, look, it's been so many years, you can't say this yet!"

Gao Dazhuang winked, "Could it be that my second donkey hasn't grown up yet? Haven't you ever had a fuss?"

"I'll make you scream every day you're here!"

I stared at him, and didn't take out the book until I was tall and honest. I was so upset, you don't care if my aunt comes or not!

show off!

……

For several days in a row, my father didn't come to pick up Shi Jiu at night, and he really couldn't come. Once my sister-in-law was discharged from the hospital, it was as if a mental patient had sneaked out. She came to my house every day to make trouble!

Zhu Hao and I wished we could report at the school as soon as the sky was shining for the sake of clean ears. We dawdled on purpose at night, met, and went home after a long time of ink staining!
The annoying thing is to hear that Zhu Xiaoying is still yelling and cursing in the courtyard. She is not new, whoever scolds whoever is caught, I, Zhu Hao, mother, father, third uncle, no one let her go, not even the neighbors. Dare to persuade, afraid of being scolded, I owe her all!
On the night of Chen Yingming and Ye Hongling's first seven days, Zhu Xiaoying came to make a fuss, until my parents' house was almost completely destroyed, and all the appliances were scrapped, then she turned and left satisfied, and calmed down for a while!
As soon as Zhu Hao and I entered the house, it was as if we were in ruins. My mother was caught and huddled in a corner with bloodstains all over her face. These days, she has never stopped crying.

"She's a lunatic... This Zhu Xiaoying is a lunatic... Don't blame me, what should I say... Why doesn't she say that she is capable and take care of her husband..."

Mother cried and murmured, "Hongling made a mistake, she left too..."

My father didn't answer my mother's words, and found a piece of rag to patch the window that was blown by the cold wind.

How fierce Zhu Xiaoying is, the glass is broken into pieces!
Big winter, it's terrible!

"I wish Wenshan you speak!"

Mom cried and looked at Dad, "You don't care about your sister, if this goes on, our family's life will be impossible! It's impossible!"

Zhu Hao and I were speechless, our eardrums were numb from the bombing.

Silently helping to clean up the house, the screen of the TV was smashed, and the front door of the refrigerator was shriveled, so Zhu Xiaoying came here with a hammer?

"Tube!"

Dad turned around after mending the window, his face was haggard, and his beard was full of brows, "I'll have a good talk with her tomorrow, if she's so crazy, I'll send her to the hospital to see if she's so manic Syndrome! Everyone is gone! Still making a fuss!"

"The question is why did she make trouble with us!"

Mom pointed out the window, "It's Chen Yingming who broke his shoes! If she gets angry, she can send it to Chen Yingming, okay! What does it have to do with our family!"

"How did Chen Yingming die?"

Dad's words silenced Mom, "Who told you that you are that villain, the more Xiaoying blames herself, the more angry she will be with you!"

My mother was speechless, she lowered her eyes and slapped herself on the mouth forcefully, "I shouldn't have talked too much that day! I didn't spend three thousand and eight, who knows why it's only so small! Good boy! You are too! You Why didn't you persuade me at the time! You know how much you persuaded me!!"

none of my business?

I was still picking up the soiled sofa cushions in my hand, "Mom, did I persuade you? Do you believe me?"

"If you say a few more words, we won't believe it!!"

My mother yelled at me hoarsely, "At that time, you should have made it clear to Hong Ling! Don't let her go to the water! Let her distinguish the stakes! It's all right now! She's dead! Are you satisfied? , Satisfied! It seems that you are right! Your second aunt is gone!"

"..."

I'm too lazy to pick it up, these grown-ups seem to feel more comfortable pushing the responsibility out of themselves.

"sister."

Zhu Hao glanced at me, then moved his chin out of the door, signaling that I'd almost packed up and leave!
"Dad, it's over, you're sweeping the floor later, Zhu Hao and I will have instant noodles tonight..."

I said a few words and went out with Zhu Hao. Just as Zhu Hao and Zhu Hao were about to go back to their respective houses, my father followed me out and called me to signal for me to chat with him, "Okay, come here."

"what happened?"

I tightened my coat and walked to my father, "What else can I do?"

"Don't pay attention to what your mother said..."

Dad lit a cigarette and looked at me with exhaustion in his eyes, "She is mentally unstable now, just like your sister-in-law. She is on the verge of collapse. If you say something ugly, you don't hear it."

"Ah."

I nodded and was about to go back, collapse, who the hell wouldn't collapse!

Sisters also want a good learning environment to sprint!
Dad grabbed my arm, "Well, there is one more thing, Dad wants to tell you, Dad is sorry for you that night."

"..."

I was startled, I thought I was invincible, but my eyes turned red instantly, "Dad, it's all over, I know, you also thought it was a family scandal at the time, so you wanted to solve it quickly, in fact...it's okay! Really !"

"It was my fault……"

My father saw me sniffing, "I was in a daze at the time, well, my father really didn't know about Ye Hongling and Chen Yingming... this face, the neighbors have lost it all now, now Think about it, how could you be fooled by that surnamed Du like an idiot? Ah, Dad is just a girl like you, and I can't see you being wronged! Why did I send you away, because I hope you can grow up properly!"

"Dad, stop talking."

I patted his forearm, "That matter is over, let's not mention it to anyone in the future, you go back to the house and take care of mom, tonight is the first seven, if you can't keep it, the second aunt has to come back to see mom, Don't let mom get too dazed, look back and see something frightening, spend more time with her..."

"Hey."

Dad didn't say much, his back turned a little hunched, for some reason, I feel that Dad is a bit useless!
Perhaps it was forced by life, he carried too much, was weighed down by the burden of the family, he was a little too depressed.

I tried my best to understand him, and I felt sorry for him.

But some cracks can only be repaired by time.

When I got back to the hut, I knocked on the wall, "I wish the poet, tell me when the water is ready, I will braise beef in brown sauce tonight."

"Braised pork ribs."

Zhu Hao immediately replied to me, "Then there is stewed chicken with mushrooms, there are no others."

"casual."

I threw down two words and started to do my homework. Thinking about it, it is not easy to have a younger brother who is not dirty in this smoky family!
It was a bit late after I finished the question. I saw that it was midnight, and I didn’t even hear the message Jun sent me. I was thinking about whether to send him a message back, when I heard my mother’s “嗤”~ Throat, "Hong Ling! Hong Ling is coming!"

"..."

I was so excited that Zhu Hao knocked on the wall a few times, "Second Aunt is back? Can you come in!"

"No, it's good to be able to enter the hospital if you died unexpectedly, but you can't enter the house."

I replied and leaned on the window. The lights were not turned on in the courtyard. Fortunately, my mother’s room was brightly lit, and the light came through the window, so my sight was not hindered. Zhu Hao should also be aiming at the window on the other side of the room. He kept asking questions, "Sister, did you see it? Did you see Second Aunt?"

"No……"

I looked out the window helplessly, the courtyard was dim, and suddenly, a white figure passed by my window, "Oh my god!"

"What!!"

Zhu Hao's reaction in that room was bigger than mine, "Sister! What did you see! Hurry up and say something to me, hurry up..."

'Wow~! '

I directly closed the curtains and covered my heart, which made me jump in fright.

Let's play Phantom!
"Sister, please answer when you hear it, what did you see..."

"go to bed!"

My two words kept him silent, my mother was still in the room crying and calling my second aunt's name, I turned off the lights and lay still on the bed, vaguely saw a shaking human figure behind the curtains, forcing myself to close my eyes. No matter what, I've seen it before, as long as she can't enter the house, then it won't delay me!

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooh~~~"

There was a whimpering sound, I closed my eyes and turned over, it was too clear, squatting under the base of my window and crying!

"Sister... there is crying..."

Zhu Hao's voice trembled, "Is Second Aunt crying, sister..."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"

The woman's cry continued, suddenly, and knocked on the window of my room twice, it seemed to remind me to open the curtains to have a look!

Mom was still shouting in her room, "Hong Ling! Hong Ling is back! Hong Ling said she was cold!!"

"Don't talk nonsense!!"

Dad scolded loudly, "Nothing!"

'Woo woo woo~~~ woo woo~~'

The crying became more and more vigorous, which made me angry, Ye Hongling, why do you think my mother is squatting under my window and crying?
Look how bullying I am!

"Sister, cry, cry..."

Zhu Hao was stuttering next door, "What the hell, it's too scary...Sunshine, come through my window..."

I panicked, took out my slippers and slammed it on the black curtains a few times, "It's not over!! Get away! Did you hear me!!"

The crying stopped--

I'm actually quite imaginary, I didn't dare to open the curtains to look, I was afraid of burning my eyes, and when I saw no movement, I covered my head with the quilt and lay down directly, loving someone!

Zhu Hao didn't dare to make any noise when he was next door, he was muffled, and he could vaguely hear my mother crying in their room. I don't know how long it took before I fell asleep in a daze.

……

"Dashan! Dashan!!"

Early in the morning, just after dawn, a neighbor started yelling outside my house, "Get out soon! Something happened!!"

"what happened?"

Dad came out wearing a coat, "Old Yang, what are you yelling about selling fried dough sticks in the early morning?"

"Scare me to death!!"

Old Yang's voice was trembling, "What else am I doing! Your sister...you hanged someone on the gate of your sister's house!!"

"My sister hanged!?"

Dad's voice is broken!
"no!"

Lao Yang patted his thigh, "I don't know who hanged on the gate of your sister's house!!"

What? !

I sat up as soon as I heard it, put on my clothes indiscriminately, and ran out when I touched the cotton slippers!

The sun had not yet come out, and the frost was very heavy. I was so cold that I was shivering. In a blink of an eye, Zhu Hao and his mother also came out of the house, "Who's dead?"

"Little, Xiaoying's house!"

Lao Yang turned pale with fright, "Go and have a look! The person is still hanging there! Ouch, what the hell!!"

Dad didn't ask any more questions, he raised his legs and ran towards the back alley. Zhu Hao's mother and I followed closely behind. As soon as we turned the corner, we saw a neighbor who got up early and had already taken his fancy there. Not many, only three or two, those who didn’t dare to come forward, kept waving when they saw Dad coming, “Dashan! Hurry up! We called your sister and she hasn’t come out yet! Look who this is!! "

I was panting as I ran, and when I took a quick look, I thought it was my sister-in-law's overcoat hanging on the beam of the gate. The whole body was facing inside, and the feet below were hanging on the outside of the iron gate of my sister-in-law's house!

"This is……"

I ran close behind my father, I didn't need to see the face, my forehead felt numb, yes, it was the one surnamed Du!
The hemp rope is wrapped around the neck!

Depend on!
I really answered my father's words, I must die!
"Yeah! He's not, he's not..."

Mom also recognized it, and her voice trembled in fright behind me. "Dashan! What's going on here! Why did this person hang himself here!!"

Dad didn't have time to call him back, so he touched his phone and asked if he had called the police! !
"what!!!"

In the middle of chaos, my sister came out of the house. The iron gate of her house was hollowed out, and the beams were made very high. The hanged face of the man was facing the gate of my sister's courtyard. It was just right, from the eyebrows to the chin. position, so as soon as my sister-in-law came out, she met his eyes!

One can imagine how ugly the hanged person could be, with his face black and his tongue sticking out, when my sister-in-law saw it, she screamed and sat down on the ground with tears streaming down her face, "Chen Yingming! Chen Yingming is back!!"

"Xiaoying! That's not Chen Yingming!!"

Dad yelled loudly outside the door, but he still didn't dare to touch this person. The guy surnamed Du was wrapped around his neck for some reason. It was quite difficult, like a cover. Dead knot, it seems that he has been dead for a while, the face from the neck up, being strangled by the rope, is completely black...

I stretched my neck vigorously, and I could only see his side face, the tongue was still drooping around his lips, his eyes were wide open, staring straight at the little aunt who was so frightened by him that she sat on the ground——

No wonder my sister-in-law was so frightened that she sat on the ground, it was really scary!
"It's Chen Yingming!"

Sitting on the ground in the courtyard, my sister-in-law looked up at the person hanging outside the gate of her house. Her body was shaking like chaff. Suddenly, she smiled and pointed at the hanged man, "Chen Yingming! Chen Yingming, what are you doing?" It has become so ugly! Chen Yingming!! You forgot your key!!”

"Yes! Come quickly! A man has been hanged! I don't know what's going on!"

Dad called the police, hung up the phone and saw my sister-in-law smiling with tears in her eyes, "Brother! Brother! Chen Yingming is going to jump in! Look! He is going to jump in! Isn't it funny?! I won't open the door for him! Don't let him in!"

"Ying'er..."

Dad shook his hand when he saw her like this, and the phone fell to the ground——

The neighbors around were stunned, especially Uncle Xu, who lived next door to my sister-in-law, swallowed when she saw this scene, "Dashan, is your sister completely mentally abnormal..."

"No, no! Xiaoying!!"

Dad didn't care about the hanged man and shook the door to go in, but my sister-in-law was jumping up and down in the yard, pointing at the hanged stick and yelling, "Chen Yingming! I won't let you in! Let you run away!" Broken shoes! I let you die outside! Never come back!! You deserve it! You don’t celebrate my wedding anniversary with me! Don’t come back forever! Bah! Look at me, it’s useless to look at me!!”

"Lonely, alone, in convulsions..."

I stood still, thinking about what Grandma said, is this... fulfilled?

(End of this chapter)