I am a female photographer

Chapter 1 I'm a Sheep

People in the world often say that ten sheep and nine are not perfect, but only one is perfect in front of the temple.

This saying comes from the folks, which means that out of ten people who belong to sheep, nine out of ten will suffer bad luck. They will either overpower their parents or be widowed and childless. continuous.

The saying originated in the late Qing Dynasty. Because Cixi was a sheep and held great power, the folks said that her zodiac sign was harmful to the country, so this extreme and completely unscientific sentence came out——

'Fate of Sheep'

Especially the Sheep women born in winter, because they have no grass and eat, they even eat from their mother’s family. When they were young, they were deprived of their relatives, and when they grew up, they kept their husbands. The twelfth lunar month daughter was doomed almost from the moment she was born.

However, the beginning of the story is that I belong to the sheep.

The twelfth lunar month female sheep.

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My name is Zhu Jingwei. I was born in the twelfth lunar month of 1991. Before I could speak, my family sent me to live with my grandma in a small town called Mohe.

Let me introduce the grandma first. She has no children and runs a wreath shroud paper making shop in a small town.

Anyone who understands knows that a paper shroud shop pays a lot of attention. Not everyone can do the business of dead people. The shopkeeper usually plays with yin and yang. The same is true for the grandma. Her other identity is Mr. Witches, black and white, red and white affairs, weddings and funerals, acupuncture points to watch the house...

There was nothing she couldn't figure out.

Everyone in the town respects and fears Grandma. Respect is naturally due to Grandma's miraculous abilities.

I'm afraid, it's mostly because of the grandma's appearance, she is thin and small, with a hooked nose, sharp eyes, silver-like white hair always neatly tied behind her head, and she is used to wearing a pure black Chinese-style front The blouse, when you are unsmiling, it will inevitably look too serious, which makes people feel intimidated. People give it the nickname, black fairy woman.

In terms of blood relationship, the eldest grandma is just my grandma's cousin, and my dad calls her aunt, and her blood relationship with me is even less, but to me, she cares as much as her own granddaughter.

She said to me that 'all dharmas arise from causes and conditions'.

Fate is something that cannot be seen, touched, or guessed, but it is determined by God that since I can be by her side, I will be her close relative, her favorite.

If my father hadn't come to see me with my grandma when I was eight years old, I would have always thought that I was the granddaughter of my grandma.

It was also because of my father's unexpected visit that I found out that my family sent me out because they were afraid of being overwhelmed by me.

Of course, the most important point is that I have grown a new finger, which is six fingers in vernacular.

According to folklore, the six fingers are hard to live, and my extra finger is born across the joint of the thumb, like a small tree branch, with a striking branch, strange and dazzling.

Zodiac sign plus twelfth lunar month plus six fingers plus gender——

'The Theory of Sheep's Destiny' just sat on the top of my head in such a muddle!

The grandma said that I was too evil, and I couldn't stay with my parents when I was a child, otherwise it would only increase the suffering for myself and my family. The fate is eight.

Eight years to go through a catastrophe, and I can only go home after February 16th. After I was [-] years old, I could go back to my own home and grow up safe and sound.

But I didn't want to go back. Grandma asked me why?I just said that I was reluctant to bear her, but this was only part of the reason, and more, it was because I was unfamiliar with the family in Harbin.

These years, I have only met my father who came to see me at my grandma. I know that there is a younger brother who is three years younger than me. I have a mother, a grandma, and an aunt... a big family, I don’t know these people Will you accept me.

In Mohe, the grandma regarded me as a precious eyeball in the palm of her hand. Everyone knew that I was the Jingwei of the fairy family. With her, no one dared to bully or neglect me, but when I went back to that strange home... how would I know? Will they love and love me like grandma?

So much unpredictable!

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Arrived at the age of 16, the grandma told me that Double Eight had already passed, and asked me to pack my things so that she could send me back to Harbin to study. She also said that it was a big city with high-rise buildings and bustling hustle and bustle. My family even found a good school for me. up.

I refused, and opened my mouth to list out my father's faults, "Grandma, they don't want me to go back at all!"

"nonsense!"

Grandma rarely gets angry with me, "That's your own father, can he miss you, and your mother, your grandma, you..."

"Even if you tell the fourth uncle to come, I won't go back!"

I stamped my feet. Grandma’s paper shop is a small two-story building. The first floor is used to meet customers as a store. My grandma and I live on the second floor. The furniture in the house creaks a little over time. The floor is about to be slapped off by me stepping on the wall like this!
"I wish Jingwei! Don't argue with me, where is your fourth uncle!"

Grandma was so angry with me that in the end, she could only persuade me earnestly, "Jingwei, I know that you have grown up, so you should be more sensible. Didn't grandma tell you that your mother wants to take care of your younger brother?" , your grandpa passed away early, and your grandma is too old, so it’s inconvenient to come to see you... Besides, what’s so good about our small town, Harbin is a big city, you went there..."

"Do not care!"

I struggled with my neck, raised my right hand and rushed towards the grandma, "Grandma, tell me, I am like this... Will they accept me when I go back!"

"What?"

Grandma was stunned for a moment, "Your father said he disliked your hand?"

"he……"

I lowered my eyes, "He didn't say anything, but that expression was...he didn't even want to hold my hand when he came to see me..."

For hands, I have low self-esteem.

I went to school late. When I first entered school, I was chased by a group of children who were one or two years younger than me and asked me why my right hand looked like a chicken claw or a crab claw...

When I heard this, I went home and cried aggrieved. Although my grandma went to school to find a teacher, and my classmates didn’t dare to talk about my hand anymore, but at school, I have always written with my left hand. I would rather be left-handed. I don't want anyone to pay too much attention to my right hand.

"You child, think too much."

Grandma sighed, "What did I tell you before? Jingwei is a kind of bird, a divine bird that reclaims the sea. The reason why I named you Jingwei is because my little Jingwei is also a divine bird! As long as You have the indomitable willpower, and you will become a phoenix in the future!!"

I didn't say a word, and listened dully to the grandma's continued, "Jingwei! This hand of yours is the proof, the extra fingers are very sharp, and it is a proof that children have more wisdom than ordinary children, don't you know! You are not only a phoenix, but also a Suzaku Xingjun, who is more noble than a phoenix! He is a phoenix that will be reborn after Nirvana!!"

"Grandma, I will be in the third grade of junior high school in autumn, and I have learned everything..."

I muttered with a bitter face, "Jingwei and Suzaku are two different things... Suzaku and Phoenix are still two different things... Why do you always mix them together, now even the Western phoenix has come out... It is really a combination of Chinese and Western ..."

I have heard this set of rhetoric since I was a child!

When I was a child, I was brainwashed and fooled by my grandmother, I really felt that I was amazing, but now I listen to it too much, and I am numb.

Besides, apart from being a bit more courageous than ordinary children, and having a body that is almost stronger than ordinary children, I didn't even realize that there was something special about me!

At the age of 16, I understand what a white lie is, you can't become a superman by wearing underwear on the outside!
Grandma made up a set of sayings that are both Suzaku and Phoenix, isn't it because she is afraid that my six fingers will feel inferior, I understand!

"Although the ways are different, they are all unified!"

The grandma was so excited by me, she started to punch me like a machine gun, "I said one size is one size! The night you were born, there was a star in your life, Jing Su, the south gate of the sky, the head of Suzaku! If you become a gentleman in the future, you will accomplish great things, you know that!"

(End of this chapter)