Chapter 46
Probably no one guessed that Mu Zheng didn't dare to play.This encouraged Ye Ruiyang in the opposite direction. When he was about to enter the ball, he staggered down like a man who had been pardoned from the execution ground.Did he admit to his brother that he didn't want to play.I saw Mingming sitting next to A Fang from a distance, and the two even clapped hands.The younger brother was not unhappy because his elder brother ran away.Mi Le stayed beside her sister with a calm expression.

The ball stretched into the sky.Only me, Mu Zheng, and Boss Ye stayed in the empty square, holding everyone's belongings, looking up at the metal light whistling and flying among the low-hanging clouds, screams and cheers followed the grand steel High and low when moving, left and right when moving.

"I'm old, my heart can't take it, I can't handle this thing." Ye Ruiyang put his hands behind his back, looking like an old principal inspecting teaching work.

"Really? Is your heart okay?" Mu Zheng asked, "If you have any problems, you should check frequently."

"No, I'm in good health. It's just too exciting. You see, it stopped in mid-air again. I really dare not hang upside down there. This design is really full of malice."

"Are you afraid that your seat belt will break and you will fall from the sky?" I said, "You know how to eat and drink every day." He frowned and looked at me, with a clear line of words written on his face: " Even if it's true, you can't say it."

"The safety belt of this kind of facility is very tight, how can it be broken at will." Mu Zheng helped him out.

"By the way, I thought about it before I fell asleep yesterday. It's what you asked me, a gift from my parents." He looked at the steel ball in the sky that was still spinning wildly, "Actually... the best thing I got The good gift is my cousin. As your sister said today, he is a treasure, my treasure. Without him, I don’t know how to live alone in those desperate days. Fortunately, my uncle and his family are willing Take me in, A Fang is willing to share half of his cot and desk with me. Otherwise, I will be homeless. I am quite dependent on him, so I want to protect him a little bit. I am an older brother. But to be honest, I am considerate Mine is still him, he told me just now, if you don’t want to play, don’t force it, you don’t want me to force myself to accompany him..."

"My brother is really nice." I said.

"Yes, but I'm just cowardly, it's really useless."

"Don't think so. A brave person is not afraid. You don't have to be brave all the time, you just need to be brave when you need to be brave." Mu Zheng patted Ye Ruiyang on the shoulder, and quietly gave him a erection. a thumb.

"So I still want to introduce my brother to everyone. He is smart and has good grades. Unfortunately, his family is in Jiangbei, so it is not convenient for him to go to No. 54 Middle School. He will probably be in No. [-] Middle School next year, which is also a good school. And he plays football very well, he is in the same position as Mi Le."

"That's right, 54 is also very strong, maybe I can meet your younger brother in the arena in the future." Mu Zheng said.

We watched the pendulum swinging in the wind for a while.Closer to the cloud, the wind will be stronger.Even if a person stops in the air, the wind will continue to blow.

"If I didn't have a younger brother, I might... I mean maybe, I can't think about it someday in the fourth grade of elementary school. The two of them quarreled so scary, and the quarrel was not over. Every time, one was in the living room, and the other One was in the room, just sitting so motionless and angry. I didn’t dare to come out of the room, and when I came out, I saw an angry face.”

As he spoke, the brittle dead leaves blown by the wind were scattered all over the ground, and the leaves split into smaller, dust-like crumbs.

"Have you still thought about it now? I mean, have you ever thought about ending your own life?" Mu Zheng's hand was still on Ye Ruiyang's shoulder, his tone was so soft that only the three of us could hear it.

"No, no, no." Ye Ruiyang shook his hand again and again, "Not at all. Oh, I didn't tell you, my parents divorced later, and then it was fine. I never thought about suicide or anything, and I didn't The guts to commit suicide. I'm afraid of death."

"That's it. That's great. I'm very happy." Mu Zheng smiled, "With father or mother?"

"I live on both sides. Legally, me and my dad."

"Be good to Dad."

"No, he stares at me every day, saying that I don't study hard, and I still like my mother more..."

Ye Ruiyang started to complain about his father, and the talk went further and further away.But it didn't take long before the ball came down, and we hurried up to pick everyone up.Undoubtedly, everyone was dazed, except for Huang Minxue, who still acted as if nothing had happened - after all, I really couldn't see the expression on that skeleton face.He let Mu Zheng put the hat back on for him, maybe he was trying to endure the discomfort, the hat was put on straight by Mu Zheng, but he didn't turn it back again.

Yue Yin and Xu Mu walked over with their sister, and Mi Le followed.Her face was pale, and her hair was blown in strands by the wind.I rushed to ask her if she was feeling well, but she didn't have the strength to answer, she swallowed hard and asked where the bathroom was in a very weak voice.I hurriedly grabbed Mingming's arm and pulled him over.After figuring it out, we went there with her.She must be throwing up again.Holding the candy in my pocket, I waited outside the toilet door for Yue Yin and Xu Mu to pick her up.There was nothing I could do but worry.This time I couldn't even throw up with her.Mi Le was also standing by, but he still ignored me.that's too bad.

When my sister came out, she told me she was better by nodding so small that it was invisible.Everyone returned to the small square below Feihuolingxing, and sat on a row of curved stone chairs to rest.Before moving on to other projects, you have to pull yourself back from the dizzy world.

"Everyone, if you don't mind, let me sing a little bit for everyone. Sitting like this is not good." Ye Junfang suddenly jumped up from his chair.The smallest in the end, the fastest recovery.

"Does your brother know how to sing? That's great!" Yue Yin said to Ye Ruiyang.The elder brother smiled and said that he had learned Kunqu Opera.

"I'll clear my throat first, sing a song, and I'll sing a tune later. You're making a fool of yourself." He put his hands together and bowed to everyone. The applause was not particularly loud, after all, most of us "old people" were still panting and talking. recover.And Xiaodi Ye told us more energetically that what he was going to sing was the episode of "Zhan Wancheng" in the old version of "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", "Song of the Water".Everyone is a little puzzled, not everyone has read novels or TV series.Boss Ye told the background of the story for his younger brother. It was about Cao Cao who surrendered Zhang Xiu, the prince who was stationed in Wancheng, but insulted Zhang Xiu's aunt, Zou, because of his lust.In a rage, Zhang Xiu decided to rebel. He adopted the stratagem of counselor Jia Xu, stole the weapons of Cao Cao's general Dian Wei, and raised his troops to attack Cao Cao at night.Dian Wei, who had lost his weapon, fought against the heavily armed enemies with bare hands to protect Cao Cao, and finally died at the gate of the gate. No one dared to pass by his body for a long time after his death.On the way to escape, Cao Cao's war horse was shot to death.His son Cao Ang gave up his horse to his father, allowing Cao Cao to escape, but Cao Ang was never able to keep up with his father. [1]
"It is said that Cao Cao is a capable minister and traitor in troubled times, but sometimes he is such a ruthless and lustful person, very irresponsible. Just because of his own selfish desires, he buried the good general and the eldest son." Ye Ruiyang said, and his younger brother went up to take pictures She patted him, indicating that the introduction was enough, and it was time to leave the stage to him.

Dressed in clothes between modern and ancient costumes, Ye Junfang started his singing.Ye Ruiyang just said that the episodes in the TV series were sung by Aunt Mao Amin. As far as the few songs I have heard, I think it is a kind of round and magnificent singing, which matches the long and distant history very well. There is still a lingering sound after the sound of the empty valley.And Ah Fang's singing voice is immature, not so full, but also full of affection and persistence.It is difficult to distinguish between male and female voices, as if entangled with the grievances in the song, climbing up little by little in the fluttering wind.

I was a wandering man, I lived a life of hardships,
When you are away from chaos, you meet you, and you are grateful for your grace.

Jun love is happy for a while, beacon smoke is a good time,

Tears for Junshou, wine marks cover Zhengchen.

The lights are dim, the tents are deep,
Shallow pouring, whispering.

A moment of joy, a moment of warmth.

Whoever interprets the qin to his liking will pity the person who sings.

Halfway through singing, his sleeves began to swing, and his long hair fluttered along with it.It can be seen that he has learned some body performances, even if he is singing an episode of a TV series, he will move involuntarily.From every movement of his fingers, to the grasping of his waist and footsteps, this little boy seems to integrate his body and voice into one, flowing in front of our eyes.The wind blows his fluttering sleeves, bringing us together to the world thousands of years ago. The bloody battle outside the tent and the drunken dream and death inside the tent emerge at the same time between gestures and cadences.

The concubine is a frustrated woman, the monarch is a proud minister,
The king's ambition is in the four seas, and the concubine dares to look forward to eternal relatives.

How can Bojiu really be drunk, your heart is not mine,
Tonight is happy together, and tomorrow is far apart.

The world is in turmoil, and the four wilds are fleeing,

In an instant, the swordsmen will rise, where will Jun En be found?

Life and death are in a flash, glory and other clouds,
When the king returns in triumph, he can recall his predecessors.

The tenderness of the voice and the lightness of the movements made me suspect that Mrs. Zou is not a legendary beauty who overwhelms the country, but a girl who is only a little older than us, thin and weak, singing softly.I seem to believe that the woman who can't control her own destiny and can only dance and toast with tears exists.She has never had any chance to choose, and she can only humbly hope that the hero who is greedy for beauty can still remember that there was such a person on the day when she is on the stage to pay respects and sing triumphant songs.

The lights are dim, the tents are deep,
You forget your feelings, and your concubine hurts God.

A moment of joy, a moment of warmth,
Tomorrow's water head will bury the soul of fragrance.

Withered and splintered leaves were blown beneath our feet, only to be blown helplessly far away, where we could no longer see them.

Vanilla Beauty.sister said.She propped herself up and seemed much better.I understand, this song is about Zou Shi, but it is actually about Dian Wei. [2]
What's the meaning?Xu Mu asked.

Vanilla Beauty.she repeated.Traditions in Chuci.Teacher Zhou talked about it in the class of the literature club. (She glances at Mu Zheng.) A beauty is used to describe a courtier.This song is really well written. It not only tells about Zou's wandering and resentment, but also Dian Wei's sorrow.Loyal ministers and good generals have to meet the Ming Lord, and they will willingly devote themselves to death.Cao Cao can be called a hero, but not when he insulted other people's aunts for his own selfish desires, not even ordinary people. "When a man is born in troubled times, he should carry a three-foot sword to make an invincible achievement; if he fails to achieve his ambition, he will die."As a general, death in battle may be inevitable, but Dian Wei died of Cao Cao's reckless actions, and his blood was spilled where it shouldn't be.Companion to the monarch is like companion to the tiger, and there is no equality between the monarch and his ministers, just like the inequality between men and women.The emperor was greedy for joy for a long time, but the ministers paid the price with their lives.

Well said.Huang Minxue lectured.You can sing well, but our band lacks a lead singer. Are you interested?

Huang Minxue, how dare you!Don't bring my brother down.If he paints his face like yours, my aunt will kick me out of the house with him!

All right.He sneered.Damn, let me talk about something else.When I heard my brother sing, I also felt that this song was not just about Zou.But what I think of is Cao Ang that Ye Ruiyang said.Didn’t you just say that monarchs and ministers are unequal? ​​In fact, fathers and sons were not equal—in ancient times.This song can be Zou's, Dian Wei's, or Cao Ang's.Isn't Cao Ang old?

Not very old, in his twenties.After Cao Ang died, his mother couldn't stand Cao Cao anymore and divorced.Ye Ruiyang said.

right.It would be unbearable for any mother.You can imagine Cao Ang's mother's expression when she heard the news of Cao Ang's death.The mother was looking forward to her son's return, but in the end what was waiting was Yin and Yang.The son died to save his father, but what kind of father did he save?Not a father with ambitions all over the world and with the world in mind, but a father who acts recklessly and is ungrateful and ungrateful.Why should a son sacrifice his life for such a father?Whether Dian Wei or Cao Ang, I feel very sad when I think of them dying for Cao Cao without thinking.Damn, it's really ridiculous.No matter how resourceful Cao Cao was, he never thought that what would happen to him if he tried to be quick for a while.But I'm not speaking for him, he's lucky he didn't die in Wancheng himself.Why did Dian Wei and Cao Ang die instead of him?
When Cao Cao died, the entire history of China changed.Maybe there will be no us, and we won't be able to sit here and chat.Said clearly.Well, the butterfly effect, I saw it in a science magazine.Many things happen by chance.

Yes.Cao Ang is not dead, he should be the one who ascended the throne.Such a loyal and filial brother is much better than Cao Pi, and he will definitely not force Cao Zhi to write "Seven Step Poems".Ye Ruiyang rubbed A Fang's head.

But in this case, we will not see "Seven Steps".A Fang said.

That's right.sister said.Many of Cao Zhi's good poems were written when he was depressed.

Then I would rather let Cao Zhi be a happy son than a painful poet.Ye Ruiyang said.Besides, Cao Zhi was already very talented, and he didn't have to be unappreciated to write something.

Makes sense.sister said.Teacher Zhou also said that it is not necessary for a writer to have a tragic experience in order to have a good work.Cao Zhi is a genius, but he is also an ordinary person, and he has the same helplessness as us.Even without his misfortune, he might still be a good poet.

Yes, geniuses are the same as ordinary people, they are all human beings, and it is inevitable that they will have birth, old age, sickness and death.Said clearly. "Let's have fun together tonight, and tomorrow is far away from Jin." I remembered one thing.Before, I accompanied my father to watch the World Cup in South Africa, where Argentina played against Greece.The last time these two countries competed in the World Cup, Maradona was still playing, and he became the head coach in a flash.The commentator He Wei said that a few days after Maradona played Greece and Nigeria, he was found to be taking banned drugs and was expelled from the national team.He thought that Maradona would return to the Argentine team one day, but he never came back.I will recite the words he explained, "It is often like this in life. A seemingly inadvertent little thing is often a turning point in fate. A seemingly ordinary goodbye is actually a farewell. Fate is at that moment, abruptly. And stop..."

Alas, obviously, when you say that, I think of Chapecoense again...

enough!Are you done yet?One by one here to point out the country, have you considered what others will think?

I seemed to hear someone standing up suddenly and yelling.I don't know who it is, it may be Mi Le (but he has ignored me), or it may be myself (do I have the face to say this).Maybe no one said that.In fact, everyone just chatted in an ordinary way, just like ordinary students' discussions, although there are also many exciting places.It's just, it's just that as I listened, my stomach seemed to be lifted up by something, and it was firmly pressed against a pipe.It couldn't be sucked into that tube, so it kneaded and squeezed and struggled helplessly there.The wind was not strong, but my body felt a chill, which made me want to vomit and cry.I don't know, sometimes motion sickness will make me cry when I vomit.When I get motion sickness, I just get out of the gasoline-sick car.But I can't get out of the car now, and I don't know how long the drive will be.The smell of the car poured in from every pore of my body, and it seemed that this disgusting smell was holding up my shrinking stomach.

"Sorry, I'm not feeling well, I want to go to the bathroom to throw up..."

I almost covered my mouth and ran away from everyone.I heard footsteps coming after me, which made me run even faster.

[1] The Battle of Wancheng, also known as the "Battle of Feishui", was a battle between Cao Cao and Zhang Xiu, the warlords before the Three Kingdoms period at the end of the Han Dynasty in 197.Zhang Xiu won, but Cao Cao fled.Cao Cao suffered heavy losses. His eldest son Cao Ang, nephew Cao Anmin, and general Dian Wei were all killed by Zhang Xiu. "Song of the Flood Water" was written by Wang Jian, composed by Gu Jianfen, and sung by Mao Amin.The song is an episode of the TV series "Romance of the Three Kingdoms".

[2] Vanilla beauty: Vanilla beauty is used to symbolize the thought of loyalty to the emperor and patriotism in old poems.This tradition comes from Qu Yuan, who used vanilla beauty as a metaphor for the noble character and personality, loyalty to the emperor and patriotism.It is well reflected in his work "Li Sao", "Only the vegetation is scattered, and the beauty is afraid of the twilight". "Li Sao" is filled with a wide variety of herbs, which serve as decorations, support and enrich the image of beauty.

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