give you joy
Chapter 16 Prepare to be your boyfriend.
Chapter 16 Prepare to be your boyfriend.
On the day when the bag was returned to the dormitory, Han Ling received news that Yueyan's father was passing through Nanjing on a business trip and had come to celebrate her birthday early, which surprised and saddened Yueyan.One year has passed, and my 17th birthday seems to be still yesterday. I didn't expect so many changes in just one year.
The place to eat is in the city center, Yueyan's favorite restaurant for cooking, which is famous for hosting birthday parties.As soon as Han Ling came back, she packed her new bag and squeezed into the taxi in the city center with the three girls.
The waiter led the four girls into the box, and Gao Zhiming greeted them with a smile. This middle-aged father was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and he was handsome. He was both a loving father and a businessman.It was obviously a birthday party for Yueyan, but four gifts were thoughtfully prepared.
After a meal until eight o'clock, Gao Zhiming packed the unfinished cake and drove them back.
Yueyan sat in the passenger seat, and because she was happy, she chatted endlessly along the way.
The three girls squeezed behind them, and because of the presence of elders, they said little. Han Ling sat on the sidelines, facing out of the window, her new bag seemed to be burning hot, and her eye sockets were slightly hot.
Guo Shu huddled in the middle, put her hands on her knees neatly, and asked in a low voice, "Yueyan, is your family in business?"
Yueyan said: "My father is selling clothes."
Gao Zhiming held the steering wheel and smiled slightly when he heard this.He thought of when his daughter was very young, someone asked her what her father did.She said Dad was in a meeting.Where's mom?Mom is shopping.
Obviously still clinging to the little girl he called Dad, why did he grow up so suddenly? Listening to the young people talking and laughing in the car, Gao Zhiming deeply felt that he was getting old.
After the car was registered at the main entrance, it drove all the way into the school and stopped downstairs in the girls' dormitory.
The girls got out of the car one by one, and they were more polite than each other, saying goodbye to uncle respectfully.
Gao Zhiming came down with the car keys, and called to Yueyan who was walking at the end: "Yanyan, I have never been to your school, you can go shopping with Dad."
Yue Yan nodded.
No one spoke on the way upstairs.
Those subtle embarrassments in my heart can't be ignored.
After returning to the dormitory, Guo Shu and Guo Jingjing slowed down first. After putting down their bags, they eagerly unwrapped the gift from Gao Zhiming, a 30ml bottle of Chanel perfume.I went to Taobao to check the price, but I didn't expect a small bottle to be so expensive.Guo Shufu went to the heart, and asked Guo Jingjing to check the socks that Yueyan gave her on her birthday last time. The dormitory network signal was not good, and she waited for more than ten seconds for the page to buffer.I already guessed it in my heart, and the moment I saw the price, the girls still screamed.
During this period, Han Ling sat at the table without saying a word.
Many things are self-evident, such as class, such as the gap, such as the 30ml bottle of perfume, such as the eight hundred pairs of socks.
She couldn't eat the meal.
When she was secretly comparing and complacent, Gao Yueyan was sitting on everything she dreamed of.
——Endless love and endless material care.
This discovery was like a blow to the head, and it hurt her so much that she couldn't die.
Seeing Gao Zhiming, Han Ling thought of her father.The farmer, facing the loess and back to the sky, supported his three brothers and sisters with the meager harvest of the land every year. The farthest city he went to in his life was Nanjing to send her to college.She never felt ashamed to have such a father, and even in high school composition, she used affectionate writing to praise her selfless and dedicated father more than once.
However, if she could choose, Han Ling found shamefully that she would still want someone like Gao Zhiming to be her father, a middle-aged man full of style, eloquent and personable. best education.
For children in multi-child families, the cruelest comparison in the world is not from the only child, but from the same sibling, she is still the most favored one.
On the birthday cake, "My Favorite Little Princess" written with cream is a solid proof.
These discoveries made her face throbbing.
It was as if ghosts were walking in the night in her heart, and she couldn't help herself. She once thought that Gao Yueyan had a family environment as bad as herself, so she was balanced in her heart, and even had a little sympathy.I feel uncomfortable for this kind of comparison, and for my own choice.All the established values were crushed that night, and the hard work and hard work of more than ten years of belief became like a joke at this moment.
These paranoid thoughts grow endlessly, and the bottom of my heart is full of dust.
Fog can dissipate, but ash cannot.
On the still bustling university campus, at this point there are still students riding bicycles for self-study. When they go downhill, they pedal very fast, and they ride past the father and daughter with a whistling sound.
They scattered from the southern district to the Huxin Pavilion, chatting a lot along the way, but the topic was finally led to Shen Ziqiao by the father with "ulterior motives".
"After you come back, do you still have contact with Ziqiao?"
Yueyan's voice was soft, and she lowered her head, unable to see any expression on her face.
"No."
"Then did he come to see you?"
"Father," she raised her head, this look under the moonlight made Gao Zhiming feel that his daughter had really grown up, her eyes no longer had the carefree clarity of childhood, and the clarity was more like clouds With the same indescribable melancholy, she said, "Let's not talk about him, don't worry, I have nothing to do with him."
Gao Zhiming felt a pain in his heart. He couldn't shirk his responsibility for his daughter to become like this.But long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, he firmly believes that when Yueyan grows older, she will thank him.
This is a misunderstanding that parents must endure.
"Yan Yan, don't be angry with Dad if you say Dad is happy," Gao Zhiming heaved a sigh of relief, "But this is the best news Dad has heard in the past few months."
Yue Yan told her father a little lie.
She said that Shen Ziqiao hadn't contacted her, but that wasn't the case. After Shen Ziqiao returned to Hangzhou for the last time, she received a call from him. In the middle of the night, he drank some wine and talked nonsense, some of them were from their high school. Some things happened when they were young, one pile after another, brand new like yesterday, and old like they lived in the previous life.
After hanging up, Yueyan worried that something might happen to him, so she called again.This time he didn't answer.
Maybe because he saw a missed call, he called her the next day and asked her what was the matter.The tone is indifferent and alienated.
No matter how much Yueyan worried about him, she was pressed back by this tone.She didn't mention what happened yesterday, but said that she pressed the wrong button.
He hummed, paused, and said again: "Gao Yueyan, someone is chasing me."
Shen Ziqiao's voice was very cold, which didn't match what he said next: "She has been chasing me for a long time, she is a pretty girl with a gentle personality. Gao Yueyan, everyone is not a fool, if you can play it, you can play together, if you can't Just shoot and break up. I have a lot of people chasing me, it’s not that I can’t find a girlfriend and force myself on you, understand?”
Her nasal cavity was so painful that she nodded her head only to realize that he couldn't see it, and then she hummed lightly.
His breathing suddenly sank, and he said coldly, "What the hell are you talking about?"
A boy who speaks so harshly, but what he did is not as straightforward as he said.
Indeed, some girls chased him and even ran to the classroom where they were studying to confess.
He didn't have a deep impression of her, and to be more frank, he had no impression of her at all.
The girl reminded her step by step, and Shen Ziqiao didn't think of the heroine in the chewing gum commercial until she got down to the question of whether the iPhone 4 mobile phone was expensive or not.They are super straight, but their teeth are not white enough. This has something to do with their habits since childhood. Li Huifen will take them to the dentist regularly, so Yueyan's teeth are even and white.
Every time the girl smiled, Shen Ziqiao's eyes would fall on it involuntarily, and he would feel confused, and he couldn't tell if it was because of her or because of Yue Yan.
So it didn't work out.
Later, I met a few of them one after another, and they all looked pretty good, but Shen Ziqiao didn't know what was wrong, he could always pick out some small problems here and there, and find various reasons to reject him.
Aesthetics will also grow up with people.He has high vision and looks at Huaxin, but in fact he is getting more and more picky.
Near the end of the semester, Xu Pan went back to Hangzhou, found him on WeChat, and said he wanted to visit his school.He went to a school of science and engineering, formerly known as the School of Chemical Engineering, which was relocated from Ningbo in the 80s and merged into today's provincial branch school.The school is not big, but there are several 4A-level scenic spots, which attract many tourists from other places to Hangzhou every year.
Shen Ziqiao thought at the time, what's so interesting about a broken lake.
Everyone was here, and Shen Ziqiao couldn't refuse. He walked around the campus responsibly with her, visited the lake after watching the flowers, and invited her to the cafeteria for dinner.As soon as he entered, he was bumped into by a boy from the department, who came over to greet him with novelty and surprise, looked at the girl at the opposite table with interest, and asked him to introduce him, Shen Ziqiao smiled lazily, did not tell the truth, let others guess, Xu Pan He lowered his head to drink the soup and smiled in his heart.
For so many years, the two have neither been ambiguous nor dating, and after getting along with each other, Xu Pan has become an existence different from ordinary girls in Shen Ziqiao's life. The meaning is not unique, but the tacit understanding is full.
It's a subtle feeling.
After the person left, Shen Ziqiao looked away, and saw the girl opposite with a half-smile expression: "Am I easy to use?"
He smiled, and put his hands on the table, his youthful rage faded a lot, and he had a leisurely demeanor: "Aren't you going to invite me to dinner?"
Xu Pan lowered his eyes and smiled.
When leaving, Shen Ziqiao took her to Ximen for a ride.On the way back to the dormitory, I received a text message from Xu Pan. It was a long paragraph. Shen Ziqiao read it patiently. He wanted to reply to the text message. After thinking about it, he made a phone call.
Seeing the incoming call alert, Xu Pan suddenly stopped breathing.
How long can a teenage dream last?
"I, Shen Ziqiao."
Xu Pan raised his face, his eyes gradually turned red: "Mmm..."
"I saw the text message. I really never thought that you would like me. When I was a student, liking was almost the highest affirmation for a person, so I want to say thank you to you. I used to love to play, and my temper was not good. School Only you and Yueyan looked up to me and regarded me as a normal person. I always remember it in my heart. I didn’t feel it when I was young. When I grow up, I realize how precious this kind of respect is. You are smart and kind. Since then, I have I am no longer worthy of you, and now that I have a girl I like in my heart, I am even less worthy of you."
Her voice was choked up, and she almost cried: "How come...you are so nice..."
Shen Ziqiao smiled: "That's because you're being polite. I've said a lot of nonsense, so let's just leave it at that. Be careful on the way back. If you meet a boy you like and bring it to me, your old classmate will check it out for you."
Dreamed here and was woken up.Traveling on the bus in the warm spring sun, a girl was crying like rain while holding her mobile phone.
Time passed by every minute and every second, and no one had ever observed it carefully, but when we suddenly realized that most of the semester had passed.
It's time to get stronger.
Ever since the girls found out about Yueyan's family situation, there was no talk about whether her bag was real or not, but when they got along with each other in daily life, there seemed to be an inexplicable barrier between the girls, and everyone became more polite.
At the same time, Han Ling became more and more silent, and the time she stayed in the dormitory became shorter and shorter.
Every time she saw Yueyan, she felt uncomfortable.This feeling stems from an imbalance in her mentality, and she can't get along with the collapsed values in her heart correctly.At an age where people are prone to anger, although Yueyan did nothing, Han Ling felt that she had done a lot of things to hurt herself.
But in fact, she was not the only one who avoided Yueyan intentionally or unintentionally.
A few weeks before the final exam, Han Ling happened to meet Cao Bin in the school cafeteria.He stopped her and asked her to return something to Yueyan.
The two hadn't been in touch for a while, and in the face of many realistic temptations, Han Ling almost forgot that there was such a person as Cao Bin in her life.
Han Ling's first reaction was to refuse, she was too annoyed by the word Yueyan, let alone mentioning it in front of her, she was more or less conflicted: "Why don't you go directly to her?"
Cao Bin smiled: "I just happened to meet you."
Han Ling followed him back to the boys' dormitory to get it, and waited downstairs. Cao Bin ran up the stairs, and soon ran down again, holding a square paper bag in his hand, the size of A4 paper, and handed it to Han Ling: " sorry to bother you."
Inside are a pair of shoes.
Metal color matching, three knitted straps on the upper, simple and elegant style, no obvious logo on the outer shoe body, making people unable to guess the specific price.
Because of what happened last time, Yueyan felt very sorry, and took a pair of sneakers to apologize to Cao Bin.Cao Bin refused to accept it at first, but Yue Yan forcefully threw it in the basket of his bicycle.He had no choice but to take it back to the dormitory, thinking in his mind that he would wait for the price and then discount it to her.
After opening it, Chen Dongdong who was facing the bed leaned against it, and a hungry wolf grabbed it and looked it up.
"Fuck, shit, shit." The boy's sigh was direct and rude.
Cao Bin doesn't quite understand this. He thinks that shoes are just shoes, and even the best shoes can't be afforded. You have to walk on the ground, and how expensive it can be if a life is consumed every day.
"Is it expensive?" he asked.
"you guess?"
Cao Bin thought for a while: "Two hundred?"
Chen Dongdong stretched out three fingers.
"three hundred?"
"Three hundred is my reaction?" Chen Dongdong smiled, "It's almost enough if you make up another zero."
Chen Dongdong's family is well-off, and he has spent a lot of thought on researching sneakers. He said that three thousand can only be less, not more.
Cao Bin froze there.
Three thousand.
Almost a month's retirement salary of his dad.When he was in high school, his most expensive pair of sneakers was two hundred and two, and he wore them until the heels were glued.
There are many things that need not be explained, because it will tell you many things by itself, such as rich and poor, such as the gap, such as this pair of more than 3000 shoes that Yueyan used to apologize.
They are like natural threads, drawing a natural moat reservedly and indifferently.
If you want to step over, you have to put your self-esteem under your feet.
Han Ling was standing at the door of her dormitory with her shoebox in hand.She took a deep breath.
Pushing open the door, throwing the shoes aside, she threw herself on the table and burst into tears.
Guo Jingjing and Guo Shu, who were reviewing, were startled, and they gathered around and asked her what was going on.
Han Ling cried so much that her face was wet, and she repeated the matter intermittently.It turned out that Yueyan was secretly chasing Cao Bin and gave him a pair of brand-name shoes, but Cao Bin refused to accept it and asked her to return the shoes to Gao Yueyan.
The brows of the two girls present gradually frowned upon hearing the words that were well-founded and material evidence.
Guo Shu was dubious: "No way, I don't think Yueyan is such a person. Everyone knows that Cao Bin is your boyfriend. Is there some misunderstanding?"
Han Ling cried bitterly: "I also hope it's a misunderstanding, but Cao Bin said it himself, are the shoes still fake?"
Guo Jingjing remained silent, her eyes were fixed on the pair of shoes, her face was extremely ugly.
Guo Shu was also a little vacillating, and tried her best to give her an idea: "Why don't you talk to Yueyan, and just talk about any problems."
Han Ling became more and more sad: "How can we talk about it? Her family is so rich. If she just told me that she fell in love with Cao Bin, how can you let me compete with him? They are still high school classmates!"
High school classmates……
While Guo Shu was in a hurry to comfort her, she heard two soft and cold words from beside her.
"Bitch."
When Guo Shu turned her head, she was almost startled by the expression on Guo Jingjing's face: "What did you say?"
With a sullen face, she repeated the words in a low voice: "I said Gao Yueyan is a bitch."
Han Ling's crying subsided.
Guo Shu looked suspicious.
Guo Jingjing looked at the two of them and sneered: "I'm afraid only she knows what kind of person Gao Yueyan is and what she has done."
She grabbed her mobile phone on the table and ran out of the dormitory in a few steps.Guo Shu chased her out to pull her, but she didn't hold her back, and soon she ran away without a trace.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" Guo Shu jumped behind her back anxiously, went back to the dormitory, grabbed a coat and went out to find her.
"Do you like Gao Yueyan?"
When the phone was connected, Guo Jingjing's first words almost stunned Sun Weiwei. After a moment of reaction, he calmed down: "I'm sorry, I'm in the lab right now, so I'll talk about it later if I have any questions."
Let's talk about it later, the fire was raging in her chest, how could she wait until later to talk about it.
Her voice was sharp and brutal, full of concealed anger.
"Yes or no, it's just a one-sentence matter, is it difficult? Or if there is some ulterior adultery between you, you must tell it behind my back until night."
No matter how well-bred and polite Sun Weiwei was, he was irritated by these remarks, and his tone was cold: "Is it related to you? You are just Yueyan's college roommate. I have nothing to do with you. What is necessary?" Explain everything to you?"
Guo Jingjing tried her best to open her eyes wide, and knew without rubbing her that her eyes must be red, filled with tears, filled with the most humble and sincere feelings of a girl.
This is the object she fell in love with at first sight, the first object she ever liked and had a crush on since she was a child.
How could she be so stupid... how could she be so stupid.Everything is so obvious, he never takes the initiative, but as soon as he talks about Yueyan, he will become eloquent. The only circle of friends he has liked is the group photo of their dormitory dinner, because there is Gao Yueyan in it.
"You are all bastards, bastards! Why do you keep it from me? It's fun to play me, isn't it?"
He never hinted at her anything from the beginning to the end, is this called playing tricks on her?Sun Weiwei simply couldn't understand the man's logic, and after cursing that he was sick, he hung up the phone.
Every secret love has its own way of ending, but Guo Jingjing's period ended in the most embarrassing and embarrassing state.
Back in the dormitory, Guo Shu was still looking for her outside.Yueyan has already returned, her hair is tied into a bud, and she is sitting at the desk reviewing with her computer turned on.
The whole has a quiet, gentle and demure appearance.
Guo Jingjing was furious, and rushed forward to snatch Yueyan's cell phone on the table, startling her: "What's wrong?"
She was still pretending to be innocent, how could there be such a disgusting person in this world, not only did she lie to the boys in the class, but she still treated everyone as stupid and blind.
Guo Jingjing looked at her coldly, her chest heaving uncontrollably: "Show me your phone."
Yue Yan was puzzled: "Why?"
"Let me see the chat records between you and Sun Weiwei, and see what you usually talk about?"
Yue Yan's expression became more and more serious, she stood up and looked at her at the same level: "What happened?"
She sneered, raised her chin slightly, and looked contemptuously: "Gao Yueyan, why are you still pretending?"
"What am I pretending to be?"
"Does Sun Weiwei like you?"
Yue Yan's complexion rose, and she was speechless for a moment.
she knows!It turned out that she really knew!
Guo Jingjing was ashamed and angry, her eyes disgusted, she looked at her as if she was looking at the most disgusting person in her life, "You didn't tell me anything, and you asked me to add him on WeChat, just wait to see if my joke is right..." Her voice controlled Trembling uncontrollably, tears filled her eyes unknowingly, she said word by word, "Gao Yueyan, I regard you as a friend, how could you do such a cheap thing?"
After this quarrel, on the surface, Guo Jingjing and Yueyan had a complete falling out.
WeChat was banned, QQ deleted people, Guo Jingjing pulled a three-person group, and specially excluded Yueyan.
At the very beginning, Yueyan was a little caught off guard, and tried to make up for the relationship between the two several times, but no matter what she did or said, Guo Jingjing always regarded her as air. Gradually, Yueyan also felt that kind of suffocating coldness. Violence.In the four-person dormitory, two deliberately ignored her existence, and Guo Shu was the only one who could talk. Although Guo Jingjing had heard a lot of belittling words about Yueyan in private, Guo Shu felt that Yueyan was not like what they said. That way, her eyes are very clean when looking at people, and she can tell that she is well protected by the family.A person can pretend to be anything, but his eyes cannot deceive anyone.
But in that atmosphere, Guo Shu didn't want to be the target of public criticism, and couldn't help her much.
To be honest, Yueyan is quite simple in terms of interpersonal relationships, because everyone in her family followed her since she was a child, and she met good teachers and classmates in school, and there were almost no irreconcilable conflicts, so Guo Jingjing's The attitude made her especially uncomfortable.The better the three of them are, the more uncomfortable Yueyan will be.
Guo Jingjing just wanted to make her feel uncomfortable.
Teenage girls don't know how to swear or beat others, they are best at emotionally torturing others and venting their anger for themselves.
Things intensified, and after just a few days, the tormenting cold violence finally dissimilated into an act tinged with revenge.
That evening, Yueyan returned from taking a shower in the public bathroom downstairs, and when she walked to the door of the dormitory, she realized that she hadn't brought the key.
There were obviously voices and walking sounds in the room, but no matter how Yueyan knocked or shouted, no one opened it for her.
In the years since childhood, Yueyan may have quarreled and quarreled with people, but she has never encountered such awe-inspiring and direct malice, especially from the same sex.
I deliberately pretended not to hear it, deliberately refused to open it for her, deliberately left her in the corridor, and deliberately embarrassed her.Across the door, the girls used practical actions to squeeze her out in another world.
Girls came and went in the corridor, and they would look at her curiously when they passed by.Hearing continuous knocking on the door of the dormitory opposite, he thought something happened, opened the door and saw Yueyan, and asked her what was wrong.
Yueyan was so wronged that she was about to die, she forced herself to lower her head hastily, saying that she had forgotten her key.
The girl greeted her warmly: "It's cold outside, come and wait with us."
The layout of the opposite door is completely opposite to their dormitory, and the atmosphere is also the same. The four girls huddled together to watch variety shows, watch artists make embarrassments, and laugh constantly.
Yue Yan hadn't felt such a warm collective atmosphere for a long time, her heart was sour, she felt tears were coming down again, and she only hoped that Guo Shu would come back soon.
Guo Shu was caught up in club affairs, and after the lights were turned off when she came back, the whole dormitory fell asleep.She lightly went to brush her teeth and wash her face, passed by Yueyan's bed and found her mobile phone flickering on the table, she picked it up and looked, it was a call from a person named Shen Ziqiao.
She thought it was so late, don't be in a hurry.
"Yue Yan."
It was Guo Jingjing who was called. She was still awake, her hair was disheveled, and she looked down dodgingly.
Yueyan's bed was empty, Guo Shu looked up at her: "Where is Yueyan?"
Guo Jingjing said dryly, "How do I know?"
The campus at midnight was too quiet.Street lamps lined up, and moths circled the halo.
Yueyan was sitting by the flower bed at the entrance of the girls' dormitory, the shadow of the tree above her head covered most of the moonlight.
Every time he came to her school to look for her, Shen Ziqiao would sit here and wait for her.
Now Yueyan knows why, because the view here is very wide. You can see the cafeteria in the front, the side gate of the school on the left, and the only main road leading to the teaching building on the right. Whoever passes by, what kind of car drives by, can be seen clearly. Clearly.
She always keeps him waiting...
What is Shen Ziqiao thinking every time he sits here and waits for her?
Miss her, or blame her?
How could she be so bad, torturing a person who truly loved her like this.
Thinking of this, her heart gradually became sour, Yueyan sniffed, her eyes became hot, and her vision blurred.
In a blur, I walked into a pair of sneakers.
After hesitating for a few seconds, she slowly raised her head, and in the image split by tears, was a boy's tired face.
"are you a pig?"
Tears meandered down her cheeks, Yueyan raised her hand and wiped her eyes hard.
Soon she couldn't see clearly again.
Shen Ziqiao's expression was complicated, and he looked at her, the pink coat was velvet, so it shouldn't be cold in the May weather.
"Why are you here..." The girl's voice lowered at the end, as if she had made a mistake and was caught.
A lot of swear words were already on the lips, and he forcibly pressed them down.He asked sullenly, "How long do you plan to stay here?"
She bent her eyes and smiled flatteringly at him with tears in her eyes: "Just wait until my roommate comes back."
It was so stupid and pitiful that way, I didn't want to look at her more than once.
"She won't come back tonight?" He sneered, he could hear his molars chattering, "Just stay here for one night?"
Yue Yan was taken aback: "She won't..."
I don't know whether to call her innocent or stupid.
After staring at her coldly for a while, Shen Ziqiao held his breath.He took a few steps forward and came over to pull her. His movements were rough, and he dragged her straight out.
She walked unsteadily, was dragged a stagger, and asked in amazement: "Where are you going?"
"Open house."
Along the way, neither of them spoke.
Fortunately, the express hotel near the school hadn't closed at this point, and the waiter at the front desk watched the boy come in holding the girl's hand with an ambiguous expression.When asked how many rooms they want to open, the boy said a hard one, which made the smile on the waiter's face even more suspicious.Shen Ziqiao pretended not to see it, and went through the check-in formalities with a cold face.
Standard hotel layout, two beds, next to the door is the bathroom.
Only then did Shen Ziqiao let go of her hand, and turned to ask her, "Will you wash first or should I wash first?"
Yue Yan shook her head.
He simply went in to wash it first, and came out wiping his hair after washing, his body was still the same as before, and the neckline of the T-shirt inside was wet with water.
Put down the towel and look up to find someone.
Yue Yan slept on the bed by the window with her back facing him, without taking off any clothes, she sat up immediately when she heard the sound, with the quilt covering her chest, she looked back at him with pointed eyes.
He sat down by the other bed, took off his coat and draped it on the back of the chair, staring at her expressionlessly.
She lowered her eyes, not daring to meet his gaze.
He sneered: "Why, sleep without taking off your clothes? Do you want me to take them off for you?"
Yueyan lowered her head, unconsciously grasping the thin quilt, her voice was low and low: "Don't make such a joke..."
At that moment, Shen Ziqiao hated her so much.
She can hold him!She can't cure anyone, but she can hold him!
On the way to Nanjing after receiving a phone call from her roommate, Shen Ziqiao had the heart to kill Yueyan's entire dormitory. What does it mean that the key was not brought, and the person didn't know where to go. Is this what a fucking person said? In the middle of the night, a A living person, you don't even know where she went.But when he found Yueyan, Shen Ziqiao felt that he was really cheap, why did you find her, anyway, this woman's conscience has been eaten by a dog, no matter how good you are to her, she will not feel it.
Shen Ziqiao simply couldn't see it, he fucked, lifted the quilt and lay down to sleep.
The long-distance running made him extremely tired, and the nerves that had been stretched all night were only relaxed now.The next second he closed his eyes, he fell asleep.
In the early morning, when the sky was getting dark, Shen Ziqiao was awakened by a rustling sound.
He closed his eyes and brewed for a few seconds to fall asleep, when he suddenly thought of something, he opened his eyes and turned over to sit up.
The curtains were closed, the bedside lamp was turned on all night, and the boundary between morning and evening was not clear.
The next bed was empty.The sound came from the bathroom.
Shen Ziqiao sat on the edge of the bed, looking down for his shoes.After wearing it, I put on a T-shirt and went to see what was going on.
Just as she was about to knock on the door, the bathroom door happened to be opened from the inside. Yueyan came out wearing a bath towel, her eyes met, and both of them froze for a moment.Shen Ziqiao quickly came back to his senses, and turned his eyes to look behind her. The fog was steaming inside, and the mirror was blurred.
The hand holding the door frame clenched subconsciously, and his voice was cold.
"what happened?"
Her shoulders were wet and her face was white and greasy. The skin on her shoulders and neck was bathed in water, exuding a soft light like pearls.
"There's no hot water."
She was not as tall as him, and she could only see his Adam's apple when she looked at him.While talking, the little bump rolled from time to time, full of masculinity.
Probably because he just woke up, his voice was hoarse and low, with many pauses.
"Wait, I'll go take a look."
She bowed her head and let him in.He squeezed into the shower room tall and big, and the small space immediately became cramped.Shen Ziqiao squatted in front of the nozzle, turned the switch a few times, the water rushed down and hovered near the drain hole, it was still cold after waiting for a while.
He was engrossed, with a little sweat on his straight nose, his eyes were cold and focused, and his brows were raised slightly.
She stared at him intently.
He seems to be getting more and more masculine...
The sleeves are rolled up to the elbows, the bare part has a muscular line, and the shoulders are broad, making a simple black T look stylish. Unknowingly, the young boy who used to be young has grown into a man completely. look like.
Gao Zhiming's worries are not groundless. Among the many people Yueyan has met, Shen Ziqiao is undoubtedly the most handsome, tall and cool, and every stage of his growth caters to the most popular aesthetics nowadays. Thick eyebrows and big eyes, handsome and beautiful in adolescence, until now mature and sharp.Appearance accounted for enough cheap.
It was a blessing to grow up with him.
After fiddling for a few minutes, the water finally turned from lukewarm to hot, "Okay." He raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his face, lifted his collar to dissipate heat, and stood up. The girl was still standing at the door, holding the towel on her chest with her hand. , the smooth and slender neckline seems to be carved out of jade, and she is looking at herself without blinking, her eyes are soft and peaceful.
The sound of water rushing behind him seemed to come from another world, and the steaming mist continued to heat this world.
"What do you mean?"
As soon as Shen Ziqiao exited, he realized that his voice was unbelievably hoarse.
She didn't answer.
His eyes were deep: "You want to play with me again, don't you?"
She raised her face anxiously, shaking her head unceasingly, her eyes were full of tears, and she didn't know whether it was the tears in her eyes or the mist in the room.
Shen Ziqiao took a few steps closer, with a strange and seductive voice: "Then what do you mean?"
Biting her lower lip with her teeth, she gave him a slightly annoyed look, but he remained silent, as if in meditation.It was rare for the boy who was always proactive to hold his breath.
This made the girls a little overwhelmed.
But the hesitation didn't last long, the girl suddenly raised her head, clasped his shoulders bravely, pressed his face down, stood on tiptoes, and kissed his lips resolutely.
Everything that happened was different from what Shen Ziqiao thought, or in other words, it was completely different from what he imagined for Yueyan.
What should she be like? Sensitive, slender, conservative, vigilant, she has a hundred looks, but she is definitely not what she is now.
He was stunned for a moment, and after he realized it, he quickly held her waist, tightened his arms, dragged her into his arms, and kissed her deeply.
Shen Ziqiao's movements were fierce and heavy, his face turned sideways slightly, his lips pressed against hers, and his tongue wrapped around hers, sucking deeply, mature and deadly, as if he was a complete adult.
This is the first kiss between them, but it naturally seems to have been kissed thousands of times.
At that moment, she didn't think about anything, and she didn't force herself anymore, she just wanted to accept this love obediently, and she wanted to love the boy in front of her well.
I don't know how long we kissed.
Because of her height, most of her weight was hung on the boy's arm, and it didn't feel good to stand on tiptoe.Shen Ziqiao's hands were strong, and when he hugged her tightly, it hurt her waist.She leaned back, her lips and teeth parted temporarily, and the distraught boy subconsciously chased after her.Yueyan lowered her head to hide for a while, and he just kissed her eyes, the kiss may feel a little uncomfortable, she cried out the pain in a timid voice, and pushed the boy's chest with her hands, the strength was almost negligible.
But he was still "pushed" to stop by her.Shen Ziqiao opened his eyes slightly out of breath, and asked hoarsely against her temples, "Where does it hurt?"
Fearing that the bath towel would slip down, she pressed one hand on her chest, and the other on his trapezius muscle. The muscle was so hard that it was particularly sensuous to touch.
"Your watch is on my waist..."
He gasped against her restraintly, and only let her go when his breathing became even. He looked at her with a low smile, reached out and wiped off the liquid stained on her lips with his fingertips, and couldn't help but kiss her: "Who told you?" With such enthusiasm, I was not prepared at all."
She stood firm, looked up, her eyes were foggy, her complexion was delicate and rosy, she did everything from kissing to such an intimate thing, but she always looked at people with a little naivety: "What are you going to prepare?"
Shen Ziqiao kissed her forehead and said, "I'm going to be your boyfriend."
When first stepping into the river of love, anyone can love and hide, as long as you don’t think about it, you can stop falling in love with him/her, but in fact, love is like water breaking through a bank, and depression will only make people fall into a deeper obsession.
This time, Yueyan didn't plan to hide.Even if they really broke up in the future as dad said, but at least at this moment, he cherishes himself, loves himself, and gave her the purest feelings, and he is worthy of his love.
Yueyan came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and Shen Ziqiao took a hair dryer to dry her hair. After drying, the two sat by the bed and talked for a long time. I never knew that Shen Ziqiao was so good at expressing. He didn't directly say how much he loved her, but Yue Yan wanted to cry after listening to every word.
After talking about it, the two kissed each other unknowingly, and neither of them tried to avoid the natural reaction when the love was strong.They seem to fall in love with this feeling, each kiss is more tender and delicate than the last, lingering on the lips, touching lightly one after another, Shen Ziqiao wholeheartedly wants to please the girl, but unexpectedly, he gets himself deeply involved in it.
In addition, the two of them had no substantial experience, and in the end they just kissed.
Yueyan had no class in the morning, and the two stayed in the hotel room until nine o'clock. They hadn't seen each other for several months. The boy and the girl seemed to have endless things to say, but in the end they really had nothing to say, so the two just looked at each other. Face smirking.
Yueyan was pulled into his arms by him, her face was pressed against his shoulder, and she asked a question that people who fall in love would ask: "When did you start liking me?"
Shen Ziqiao kissed her ear: "If I say I like you, I have actually liked you since the third grade of elementary school."
"..."
"Really, back then you had fair skin, like a doll, and you loved to laugh. Every time I saw other boys playing with you, I would get angry. Do you remember, I loved pulling your braids back then."
Yue Yan sat up from his arms, obviously not believing: "But why do I remember that you hated me when you were in junior high school?"
Scratching her face with fingers, Shen Ziqiao said with a smile: "Little boy, you know what a fart, I always feel ashamed to be found out who I like, and I just got into basketball during that time, and my heart was playing wild. Talk about love."
Thinking about it is also true, because of his playing basketball at that time, I don't know how many times he was supervised by Li Huifen.
Speaking of going back to high school, Yueyan said in a sour tone, "Then you still made so many girlfriends later on."
Shen Ziqiao hugged her tightly, and kissed her eyelids, forehead, and cheeks as if apologizing.Compared with this moment, Shen Ziqiao realized that the so-called love in the past was really like playing. He had talked with so many people, but no girl had ever given him this feeling. She, told her how much he liked her in high school.
The future is long, Shen Ziqiao thought, there is still a lot of time in the future to tell her.
The new couple lingered until ten o'clock to check out, and Shen Ziqiao sent her back to school.
The two reluctantly bid farewell downstairs in the dormitory. Once the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time broke out, no one thought of hiding it on purpose.
Sweetness and good mood are generously written on Yueyan's face.
Of course, this relationship also has worries. Yueyan and Shen Ziqiao made an appointment in private, and they were not allowed to tell their family members what they talked about.Shen Ziqiao thought it was quite funny, pinched her face, and asked her: "Will you not talk about getting married in the future?"
The love between boys and girls is good for a while, and who would have thought that the future will be so long.
Yueyan thought for a while, and said seriously: "Then tell them when you get married."
Shen Ziqiao felt quite exciting just thinking about it: "Alright, I'll scare them when the time comes."
Yue Yan rolled his eyes at him.
He couldn't help but kiss her again.
Although it was class time, there were still quite a few people in front of the girls' dormitory building, she was not thick-skinned to this extent, before he approached, she raised her hand to separate his lips, and silently looked at Shen Ziqiao disapprovingly.
Just now, Shen Ziqiao followed Yue Yan almost unconditionally.If you don't kiss, don't kiss, she can say anything.
Smiling, he took her hand off his face, and restrainedly kissed her fingertips again.
"I know, don't mess with you."
Yueyan was dizzy from the head he kissed, and the soles of her feet felt weak.She likes him to kiss her so much, every movement and expression of him tells her that she is being pampered wholeheartedly, this is the feeling that even her father who loves her the most cannot give her the feeling.
(End of this chapter)
On the day when the bag was returned to the dormitory, Han Ling received news that Yueyan's father was passing through Nanjing on a business trip and had come to celebrate her birthday early, which surprised and saddened Yueyan.One year has passed, and my 17th birthday seems to be still yesterday. I didn't expect so many changes in just one year.
The place to eat is in the city center, Yueyan's favorite restaurant for cooking, which is famous for hosting birthday parties.As soon as Han Ling came back, she packed her new bag and squeezed into the taxi in the city center with the three girls.
The waiter led the four girls into the box, and Gao Zhiming greeted them with a smile. This middle-aged father was dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and he was handsome. He was both a loving father and a businessman.It was obviously a birthday party for Yueyan, but four gifts were thoughtfully prepared.
After a meal until eight o'clock, Gao Zhiming packed the unfinished cake and drove them back.
Yueyan sat in the passenger seat, and because she was happy, she chatted endlessly along the way.
The three girls squeezed behind them, and because of the presence of elders, they said little. Han Ling sat on the sidelines, facing out of the window, her new bag seemed to be burning hot, and her eye sockets were slightly hot.
Guo Shu huddled in the middle, put her hands on her knees neatly, and asked in a low voice, "Yueyan, is your family in business?"
Yueyan said: "My father is selling clothes."
Gao Zhiming held the steering wheel and smiled slightly when he heard this.He thought of when his daughter was very young, someone asked her what her father did.She said Dad was in a meeting.Where's mom?Mom is shopping.
Obviously still clinging to the little girl he called Dad, why did he grow up so suddenly? Listening to the young people talking and laughing in the car, Gao Zhiming deeply felt that he was getting old.
After the car was registered at the main entrance, it drove all the way into the school and stopped downstairs in the girls' dormitory.
The girls got out of the car one by one, and they were more polite than each other, saying goodbye to uncle respectfully.
Gao Zhiming came down with the car keys, and called to Yueyan who was walking at the end: "Yanyan, I have never been to your school, you can go shopping with Dad."
Yue Yan nodded.
No one spoke on the way upstairs.
Those subtle embarrassments in my heart can't be ignored.
After returning to the dormitory, Guo Shu and Guo Jingjing slowed down first. After putting down their bags, they eagerly unwrapped the gift from Gao Zhiming, a 30ml bottle of Chanel perfume.I went to Taobao to check the price, but I didn't expect a small bottle to be so expensive.Guo Shufu went to the heart, and asked Guo Jingjing to check the socks that Yueyan gave her on her birthday last time. The dormitory network signal was not good, and she waited for more than ten seconds for the page to buffer.I already guessed it in my heart, and the moment I saw the price, the girls still screamed.
During this period, Han Ling sat at the table without saying a word.
Many things are self-evident, such as class, such as the gap, such as the 30ml bottle of perfume, such as the eight hundred pairs of socks.
She couldn't eat the meal.
When she was secretly comparing and complacent, Gao Yueyan was sitting on everything she dreamed of.
——Endless love and endless material care.
This discovery was like a blow to the head, and it hurt her so much that she couldn't die.
Seeing Gao Zhiming, Han Ling thought of her father.The farmer, facing the loess and back to the sky, supported his three brothers and sisters with the meager harvest of the land every year. The farthest city he went to in his life was Nanjing to send her to college.She never felt ashamed to have such a father, and even in high school composition, she used affectionate writing to praise her selfless and dedicated father more than once.
However, if she could choose, Han Ling found shamefully that she would still want someone like Gao Zhiming to be her father, a middle-aged man full of style, eloquent and personable. best education.
For children in multi-child families, the cruelest comparison in the world is not from the only child, but from the same sibling, she is still the most favored one.
On the birthday cake, "My Favorite Little Princess" written with cream is a solid proof.
These discoveries made her face throbbing.
It was as if ghosts were walking in the night in her heart, and she couldn't help herself. She once thought that Gao Yueyan had a family environment as bad as herself, so she was balanced in her heart, and even had a little sympathy.I feel uncomfortable for this kind of comparison, and for my own choice.All the established values were crushed that night, and the hard work and hard work of more than ten years of belief became like a joke at this moment.
These paranoid thoughts grow endlessly, and the bottom of my heart is full of dust.
Fog can dissipate, but ash cannot.
On the still bustling university campus, at this point there are still students riding bicycles for self-study. When they go downhill, they pedal very fast, and they ride past the father and daughter with a whistling sound.
They scattered from the southern district to the Huxin Pavilion, chatting a lot along the way, but the topic was finally led to Shen Ziqiao by the father with "ulterior motives".
"After you come back, do you still have contact with Ziqiao?"
Yueyan's voice was soft, and she lowered her head, unable to see any expression on her face.
"No."
"Then did he come to see you?"
"Father," she raised her head, this look under the moonlight made Gao Zhiming feel that his daughter had really grown up, her eyes no longer had the carefree clarity of childhood, and the clarity was more like clouds With the same indescribable melancholy, she said, "Let's not talk about him, don't worry, I have nothing to do with him."
Gao Zhiming felt a pain in his heart. He couldn't shirk his responsibility for his daughter to become like this.But long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, he firmly believes that when Yueyan grows older, she will thank him.
This is a misunderstanding that parents must endure.
"Yan Yan, don't be angry with Dad if you say Dad is happy," Gao Zhiming heaved a sigh of relief, "But this is the best news Dad has heard in the past few months."
Yue Yan told her father a little lie.
She said that Shen Ziqiao hadn't contacted her, but that wasn't the case. After Shen Ziqiao returned to Hangzhou for the last time, she received a call from him. In the middle of the night, he drank some wine and talked nonsense, some of them were from their high school. Some things happened when they were young, one pile after another, brand new like yesterday, and old like they lived in the previous life.
After hanging up, Yueyan worried that something might happen to him, so she called again.This time he didn't answer.
Maybe because he saw a missed call, he called her the next day and asked her what was the matter.The tone is indifferent and alienated.
No matter how much Yueyan worried about him, she was pressed back by this tone.She didn't mention what happened yesterday, but said that she pressed the wrong button.
He hummed, paused, and said again: "Gao Yueyan, someone is chasing me."
Shen Ziqiao's voice was very cold, which didn't match what he said next: "She has been chasing me for a long time, she is a pretty girl with a gentle personality. Gao Yueyan, everyone is not a fool, if you can play it, you can play together, if you can't Just shoot and break up. I have a lot of people chasing me, it’s not that I can’t find a girlfriend and force myself on you, understand?”
Her nasal cavity was so painful that she nodded her head only to realize that he couldn't see it, and then she hummed lightly.
His breathing suddenly sank, and he said coldly, "What the hell are you talking about?"
A boy who speaks so harshly, but what he did is not as straightforward as he said.
Indeed, some girls chased him and even ran to the classroom where they were studying to confess.
He didn't have a deep impression of her, and to be more frank, he had no impression of her at all.
The girl reminded her step by step, and Shen Ziqiao didn't think of the heroine in the chewing gum commercial until she got down to the question of whether the iPhone 4 mobile phone was expensive or not.They are super straight, but their teeth are not white enough. This has something to do with their habits since childhood. Li Huifen will take them to the dentist regularly, so Yueyan's teeth are even and white.
Every time the girl smiled, Shen Ziqiao's eyes would fall on it involuntarily, and he would feel confused, and he couldn't tell if it was because of her or because of Yue Yan.
So it didn't work out.
Later, I met a few of them one after another, and they all looked pretty good, but Shen Ziqiao didn't know what was wrong, he could always pick out some small problems here and there, and find various reasons to reject him.
Aesthetics will also grow up with people.He has high vision and looks at Huaxin, but in fact he is getting more and more picky.
Near the end of the semester, Xu Pan went back to Hangzhou, found him on WeChat, and said he wanted to visit his school.He went to a school of science and engineering, formerly known as the School of Chemical Engineering, which was relocated from Ningbo in the 80s and merged into today's provincial branch school.The school is not big, but there are several 4A-level scenic spots, which attract many tourists from other places to Hangzhou every year.
Shen Ziqiao thought at the time, what's so interesting about a broken lake.
Everyone was here, and Shen Ziqiao couldn't refuse. He walked around the campus responsibly with her, visited the lake after watching the flowers, and invited her to the cafeteria for dinner.As soon as he entered, he was bumped into by a boy from the department, who came over to greet him with novelty and surprise, looked at the girl at the opposite table with interest, and asked him to introduce him, Shen Ziqiao smiled lazily, did not tell the truth, let others guess, Xu Pan He lowered his head to drink the soup and smiled in his heart.
For so many years, the two have neither been ambiguous nor dating, and after getting along with each other, Xu Pan has become an existence different from ordinary girls in Shen Ziqiao's life. The meaning is not unique, but the tacit understanding is full.
It's a subtle feeling.
After the person left, Shen Ziqiao looked away, and saw the girl opposite with a half-smile expression: "Am I easy to use?"
He smiled, and put his hands on the table, his youthful rage faded a lot, and he had a leisurely demeanor: "Aren't you going to invite me to dinner?"
Xu Pan lowered his eyes and smiled.
When leaving, Shen Ziqiao took her to Ximen for a ride.On the way back to the dormitory, I received a text message from Xu Pan. It was a long paragraph. Shen Ziqiao read it patiently. He wanted to reply to the text message. After thinking about it, he made a phone call.
Seeing the incoming call alert, Xu Pan suddenly stopped breathing.
How long can a teenage dream last?
"I, Shen Ziqiao."
Xu Pan raised his face, his eyes gradually turned red: "Mmm..."
"I saw the text message. I really never thought that you would like me. When I was a student, liking was almost the highest affirmation for a person, so I want to say thank you to you. I used to love to play, and my temper was not good. School Only you and Yueyan looked up to me and regarded me as a normal person. I always remember it in my heart. I didn’t feel it when I was young. When I grow up, I realize how precious this kind of respect is. You are smart and kind. Since then, I have I am no longer worthy of you, and now that I have a girl I like in my heart, I am even less worthy of you."
Her voice was choked up, and she almost cried: "How come...you are so nice..."
Shen Ziqiao smiled: "That's because you're being polite. I've said a lot of nonsense, so let's just leave it at that. Be careful on the way back. If you meet a boy you like and bring it to me, your old classmate will check it out for you."
Dreamed here and was woken up.Traveling on the bus in the warm spring sun, a girl was crying like rain while holding her mobile phone.
Time passed by every minute and every second, and no one had ever observed it carefully, but when we suddenly realized that most of the semester had passed.
It's time to get stronger.
Ever since the girls found out about Yueyan's family situation, there was no talk about whether her bag was real or not, but when they got along with each other in daily life, there seemed to be an inexplicable barrier between the girls, and everyone became more polite.
At the same time, Han Ling became more and more silent, and the time she stayed in the dormitory became shorter and shorter.
Every time she saw Yueyan, she felt uncomfortable.This feeling stems from an imbalance in her mentality, and she can't get along with the collapsed values in her heart correctly.At an age where people are prone to anger, although Yueyan did nothing, Han Ling felt that she had done a lot of things to hurt herself.
But in fact, she was not the only one who avoided Yueyan intentionally or unintentionally.
A few weeks before the final exam, Han Ling happened to meet Cao Bin in the school cafeteria.He stopped her and asked her to return something to Yueyan.
The two hadn't been in touch for a while, and in the face of many realistic temptations, Han Ling almost forgot that there was such a person as Cao Bin in her life.
Han Ling's first reaction was to refuse, she was too annoyed by the word Yueyan, let alone mentioning it in front of her, she was more or less conflicted: "Why don't you go directly to her?"
Cao Bin smiled: "I just happened to meet you."
Han Ling followed him back to the boys' dormitory to get it, and waited downstairs. Cao Bin ran up the stairs, and soon ran down again, holding a square paper bag in his hand, the size of A4 paper, and handed it to Han Ling: " sorry to bother you."
Inside are a pair of shoes.
Metal color matching, three knitted straps on the upper, simple and elegant style, no obvious logo on the outer shoe body, making people unable to guess the specific price.
Because of what happened last time, Yueyan felt very sorry, and took a pair of sneakers to apologize to Cao Bin.Cao Bin refused to accept it at first, but Yue Yan forcefully threw it in the basket of his bicycle.He had no choice but to take it back to the dormitory, thinking in his mind that he would wait for the price and then discount it to her.
After opening it, Chen Dongdong who was facing the bed leaned against it, and a hungry wolf grabbed it and looked it up.
"Fuck, shit, shit." The boy's sigh was direct and rude.
Cao Bin doesn't quite understand this. He thinks that shoes are just shoes, and even the best shoes can't be afforded. You have to walk on the ground, and how expensive it can be if a life is consumed every day.
"Is it expensive?" he asked.
"you guess?"
Cao Bin thought for a while: "Two hundred?"
Chen Dongdong stretched out three fingers.
"three hundred?"
"Three hundred is my reaction?" Chen Dongdong smiled, "It's almost enough if you make up another zero."
Chen Dongdong's family is well-off, and he has spent a lot of thought on researching sneakers. He said that three thousand can only be less, not more.
Cao Bin froze there.
Three thousand.
Almost a month's retirement salary of his dad.When he was in high school, his most expensive pair of sneakers was two hundred and two, and he wore them until the heels were glued.
There are many things that need not be explained, because it will tell you many things by itself, such as rich and poor, such as the gap, such as this pair of more than 3000 shoes that Yueyan used to apologize.
They are like natural threads, drawing a natural moat reservedly and indifferently.
If you want to step over, you have to put your self-esteem under your feet.
Han Ling was standing at the door of her dormitory with her shoebox in hand.She took a deep breath.
Pushing open the door, throwing the shoes aside, she threw herself on the table and burst into tears.
Guo Jingjing and Guo Shu, who were reviewing, were startled, and they gathered around and asked her what was going on.
Han Ling cried so much that her face was wet, and she repeated the matter intermittently.It turned out that Yueyan was secretly chasing Cao Bin and gave him a pair of brand-name shoes, but Cao Bin refused to accept it and asked her to return the shoes to Gao Yueyan.
The brows of the two girls present gradually frowned upon hearing the words that were well-founded and material evidence.
Guo Shu was dubious: "No way, I don't think Yueyan is such a person. Everyone knows that Cao Bin is your boyfriend. Is there some misunderstanding?"
Han Ling cried bitterly: "I also hope it's a misunderstanding, but Cao Bin said it himself, are the shoes still fake?"
Guo Jingjing remained silent, her eyes were fixed on the pair of shoes, her face was extremely ugly.
Guo Shu was also a little vacillating, and tried her best to give her an idea: "Why don't you talk to Yueyan, and just talk about any problems."
Han Ling became more and more sad: "How can we talk about it? Her family is so rich. If she just told me that she fell in love with Cao Bin, how can you let me compete with him? They are still high school classmates!"
High school classmates……
While Guo Shu was in a hurry to comfort her, she heard two soft and cold words from beside her.
"Bitch."
When Guo Shu turned her head, she was almost startled by the expression on Guo Jingjing's face: "What did you say?"
With a sullen face, she repeated the words in a low voice: "I said Gao Yueyan is a bitch."
Han Ling's crying subsided.
Guo Shu looked suspicious.
Guo Jingjing looked at the two of them and sneered: "I'm afraid only she knows what kind of person Gao Yueyan is and what she has done."
She grabbed her mobile phone on the table and ran out of the dormitory in a few steps.Guo Shu chased her out to pull her, but she didn't hold her back, and soon she ran away without a trace.
"Did you take the wrong medicine?" Guo Shu jumped behind her back anxiously, went back to the dormitory, grabbed a coat and went out to find her.
"Do you like Gao Yueyan?"
When the phone was connected, Guo Jingjing's first words almost stunned Sun Weiwei. After a moment of reaction, he calmed down: "I'm sorry, I'm in the lab right now, so I'll talk about it later if I have any questions."
Let's talk about it later, the fire was raging in her chest, how could she wait until later to talk about it.
Her voice was sharp and brutal, full of concealed anger.
"Yes or no, it's just a one-sentence matter, is it difficult? Or if there is some ulterior adultery between you, you must tell it behind my back until night."
No matter how well-bred and polite Sun Weiwei was, he was irritated by these remarks, and his tone was cold: "Is it related to you? You are just Yueyan's college roommate. I have nothing to do with you. What is necessary?" Explain everything to you?"
Guo Jingjing tried her best to open her eyes wide, and knew without rubbing her that her eyes must be red, filled with tears, filled with the most humble and sincere feelings of a girl.
This is the object she fell in love with at first sight, the first object she ever liked and had a crush on since she was a child.
How could she be so stupid... how could she be so stupid.Everything is so obvious, he never takes the initiative, but as soon as he talks about Yueyan, he will become eloquent. The only circle of friends he has liked is the group photo of their dormitory dinner, because there is Gao Yueyan in it.
"You are all bastards, bastards! Why do you keep it from me? It's fun to play me, isn't it?"
He never hinted at her anything from the beginning to the end, is this called playing tricks on her?Sun Weiwei simply couldn't understand the man's logic, and after cursing that he was sick, he hung up the phone.
Every secret love has its own way of ending, but Guo Jingjing's period ended in the most embarrassing and embarrassing state.
Back in the dormitory, Guo Shu was still looking for her outside.Yueyan has already returned, her hair is tied into a bud, and she is sitting at the desk reviewing with her computer turned on.
The whole has a quiet, gentle and demure appearance.
Guo Jingjing was furious, and rushed forward to snatch Yueyan's cell phone on the table, startling her: "What's wrong?"
She was still pretending to be innocent, how could there be such a disgusting person in this world, not only did she lie to the boys in the class, but she still treated everyone as stupid and blind.
Guo Jingjing looked at her coldly, her chest heaving uncontrollably: "Show me your phone."
Yue Yan was puzzled: "Why?"
"Let me see the chat records between you and Sun Weiwei, and see what you usually talk about?"
Yue Yan's expression became more and more serious, she stood up and looked at her at the same level: "What happened?"
She sneered, raised her chin slightly, and looked contemptuously: "Gao Yueyan, why are you still pretending?"
"What am I pretending to be?"
"Does Sun Weiwei like you?"
Yue Yan's complexion rose, and she was speechless for a moment.
she knows!It turned out that she really knew!
Guo Jingjing was ashamed and angry, her eyes disgusted, she looked at her as if she was looking at the most disgusting person in her life, "You didn't tell me anything, and you asked me to add him on WeChat, just wait to see if my joke is right..." Her voice controlled Trembling uncontrollably, tears filled her eyes unknowingly, she said word by word, "Gao Yueyan, I regard you as a friend, how could you do such a cheap thing?"
After this quarrel, on the surface, Guo Jingjing and Yueyan had a complete falling out.
WeChat was banned, QQ deleted people, Guo Jingjing pulled a three-person group, and specially excluded Yueyan.
At the very beginning, Yueyan was a little caught off guard, and tried to make up for the relationship between the two several times, but no matter what she did or said, Guo Jingjing always regarded her as air. Gradually, Yueyan also felt that kind of suffocating coldness. Violence.In the four-person dormitory, two deliberately ignored her existence, and Guo Shu was the only one who could talk. Although Guo Jingjing had heard a lot of belittling words about Yueyan in private, Guo Shu felt that Yueyan was not like what they said. That way, her eyes are very clean when looking at people, and she can tell that she is well protected by the family.A person can pretend to be anything, but his eyes cannot deceive anyone.
But in that atmosphere, Guo Shu didn't want to be the target of public criticism, and couldn't help her much.
To be honest, Yueyan is quite simple in terms of interpersonal relationships, because everyone in her family followed her since she was a child, and she met good teachers and classmates in school, and there were almost no irreconcilable conflicts, so Guo Jingjing's The attitude made her especially uncomfortable.The better the three of them are, the more uncomfortable Yueyan will be.
Guo Jingjing just wanted to make her feel uncomfortable.
Teenage girls don't know how to swear or beat others, they are best at emotionally torturing others and venting their anger for themselves.
Things intensified, and after just a few days, the tormenting cold violence finally dissimilated into an act tinged with revenge.
That evening, Yueyan returned from taking a shower in the public bathroom downstairs, and when she walked to the door of the dormitory, she realized that she hadn't brought the key.
There were obviously voices and walking sounds in the room, but no matter how Yueyan knocked or shouted, no one opened it for her.
In the years since childhood, Yueyan may have quarreled and quarreled with people, but she has never encountered such awe-inspiring and direct malice, especially from the same sex.
I deliberately pretended not to hear it, deliberately refused to open it for her, deliberately left her in the corridor, and deliberately embarrassed her.Across the door, the girls used practical actions to squeeze her out in another world.
Girls came and went in the corridor, and they would look at her curiously when they passed by.Hearing continuous knocking on the door of the dormitory opposite, he thought something happened, opened the door and saw Yueyan, and asked her what was wrong.
Yueyan was so wronged that she was about to die, she forced herself to lower her head hastily, saying that she had forgotten her key.
The girl greeted her warmly: "It's cold outside, come and wait with us."
The layout of the opposite door is completely opposite to their dormitory, and the atmosphere is also the same. The four girls huddled together to watch variety shows, watch artists make embarrassments, and laugh constantly.
Yue Yan hadn't felt such a warm collective atmosphere for a long time, her heart was sour, she felt tears were coming down again, and she only hoped that Guo Shu would come back soon.
Guo Shu was caught up in club affairs, and after the lights were turned off when she came back, the whole dormitory fell asleep.She lightly went to brush her teeth and wash her face, passed by Yueyan's bed and found her mobile phone flickering on the table, she picked it up and looked, it was a call from a person named Shen Ziqiao.
She thought it was so late, don't be in a hurry.
"Yue Yan."
It was Guo Jingjing who was called. She was still awake, her hair was disheveled, and she looked down dodgingly.
Yueyan's bed was empty, Guo Shu looked up at her: "Where is Yueyan?"
Guo Jingjing said dryly, "How do I know?"
The campus at midnight was too quiet.Street lamps lined up, and moths circled the halo.
Yueyan was sitting by the flower bed at the entrance of the girls' dormitory, the shadow of the tree above her head covered most of the moonlight.
Every time he came to her school to look for her, Shen Ziqiao would sit here and wait for her.
Now Yueyan knows why, because the view here is very wide. You can see the cafeteria in the front, the side gate of the school on the left, and the only main road leading to the teaching building on the right. Whoever passes by, what kind of car drives by, can be seen clearly. Clearly.
She always keeps him waiting...
What is Shen Ziqiao thinking every time he sits here and waits for her?
Miss her, or blame her?
How could she be so bad, torturing a person who truly loved her like this.
Thinking of this, her heart gradually became sour, Yueyan sniffed, her eyes became hot, and her vision blurred.
In a blur, I walked into a pair of sneakers.
After hesitating for a few seconds, she slowly raised her head, and in the image split by tears, was a boy's tired face.
"are you a pig?"
Tears meandered down her cheeks, Yueyan raised her hand and wiped her eyes hard.
Soon she couldn't see clearly again.
Shen Ziqiao's expression was complicated, and he looked at her, the pink coat was velvet, so it shouldn't be cold in the May weather.
"Why are you here..." The girl's voice lowered at the end, as if she had made a mistake and was caught.
A lot of swear words were already on the lips, and he forcibly pressed them down.He asked sullenly, "How long do you plan to stay here?"
She bent her eyes and smiled flatteringly at him with tears in her eyes: "Just wait until my roommate comes back."
It was so stupid and pitiful that way, I didn't want to look at her more than once.
"She won't come back tonight?" He sneered, he could hear his molars chattering, "Just stay here for one night?"
Yue Yan was taken aback: "She won't..."
I don't know whether to call her innocent or stupid.
After staring at her coldly for a while, Shen Ziqiao held his breath.He took a few steps forward and came over to pull her. His movements were rough, and he dragged her straight out.
She walked unsteadily, was dragged a stagger, and asked in amazement: "Where are you going?"
"Open house."
Along the way, neither of them spoke.
Fortunately, the express hotel near the school hadn't closed at this point, and the waiter at the front desk watched the boy come in holding the girl's hand with an ambiguous expression.When asked how many rooms they want to open, the boy said a hard one, which made the smile on the waiter's face even more suspicious.Shen Ziqiao pretended not to see it, and went through the check-in formalities with a cold face.
Standard hotel layout, two beds, next to the door is the bathroom.
Only then did Shen Ziqiao let go of her hand, and turned to ask her, "Will you wash first or should I wash first?"
Yue Yan shook her head.
He simply went in to wash it first, and came out wiping his hair after washing, his body was still the same as before, and the neckline of the T-shirt inside was wet with water.
Put down the towel and look up to find someone.
Yue Yan slept on the bed by the window with her back facing him, without taking off any clothes, she sat up immediately when she heard the sound, with the quilt covering her chest, she looked back at him with pointed eyes.
He sat down by the other bed, took off his coat and draped it on the back of the chair, staring at her expressionlessly.
She lowered her eyes, not daring to meet his gaze.
He sneered: "Why, sleep without taking off your clothes? Do you want me to take them off for you?"
Yueyan lowered her head, unconsciously grasping the thin quilt, her voice was low and low: "Don't make such a joke..."
At that moment, Shen Ziqiao hated her so much.
She can hold him!She can't cure anyone, but she can hold him!
On the way to Nanjing after receiving a phone call from her roommate, Shen Ziqiao had the heart to kill Yueyan's entire dormitory. What does it mean that the key was not brought, and the person didn't know where to go. Is this what a fucking person said? In the middle of the night, a A living person, you don't even know where she went.But when he found Yueyan, Shen Ziqiao felt that he was really cheap, why did you find her, anyway, this woman's conscience has been eaten by a dog, no matter how good you are to her, she will not feel it.
Shen Ziqiao simply couldn't see it, he fucked, lifted the quilt and lay down to sleep.
The long-distance running made him extremely tired, and the nerves that had been stretched all night were only relaxed now.The next second he closed his eyes, he fell asleep.
In the early morning, when the sky was getting dark, Shen Ziqiao was awakened by a rustling sound.
He closed his eyes and brewed for a few seconds to fall asleep, when he suddenly thought of something, he opened his eyes and turned over to sit up.
The curtains were closed, the bedside lamp was turned on all night, and the boundary between morning and evening was not clear.
The next bed was empty.The sound came from the bathroom.
Shen Ziqiao sat on the edge of the bed, looking down for his shoes.After wearing it, I put on a T-shirt and went to see what was going on.
Just as she was about to knock on the door, the bathroom door happened to be opened from the inside. Yueyan came out wearing a bath towel, her eyes met, and both of them froze for a moment.Shen Ziqiao quickly came back to his senses, and turned his eyes to look behind her. The fog was steaming inside, and the mirror was blurred.
The hand holding the door frame clenched subconsciously, and his voice was cold.
"what happened?"
Her shoulders were wet and her face was white and greasy. The skin on her shoulders and neck was bathed in water, exuding a soft light like pearls.
"There's no hot water."
She was not as tall as him, and she could only see his Adam's apple when she looked at him.While talking, the little bump rolled from time to time, full of masculinity.
Probably because he just woke up, his voice was hoarse and low, with many pauses.
"Wait, I'll go take a look."
She bowed her head and let him in.He squeezed into the shower room tall and big, and the small space immediately became cramped.Shen Ziqiao squatted in front of the nozzle, turned the switch a few times, the water rushed down and hovered near the drain hole, it was still cold after waiting for a while.
He was engrossed, with a little sweat on his straight nose, his eyes were cold and focused, and his brows were raised slightly.
She stared at him intently.
He seems to be getting more and more masculine...
The sleeves are rolled up to the elbows, the bare part has a muscular line, and the shoulders are broad, making a simple black T look stylish. Unknowingly, the young boy who used to be young has grown into a man completely. look like.
Gao Zhiming's worries are not groundless. Among the many people Yueyan has met, Shen Ziqiao is undoubtedly the most handsome, tall and cool, and every stage of his growth caters to the most popular aesthetics nowadays. Thick eyebrows and big eyes, handsome and beautiful in adolescence, until now mature and sharp.Appearance accounted for enough cheap.
It was a blessing to grow up with him.
After fiddling for a few minutes, the water finally turned from lukewarm to hot, "Okay." He raised his hand to wipe the sweat off his face, lifted his collar to dissipate heat, and stood up. The girl was still standing at the door, holding the towel on her chest with her hand. , the smooth and slender neckline seems to be carved out of jade, and she is looking at herself without blinking, her eyes are soft and peaceful.
The sound of water rushing behind him seemed to come from another world, and the steaming mist continued to heat this world.
"What do you mean?"
As soon as Shen Ziqiao exited, he realized that his voice was unbelievably hoarse.
She didn't answer.
His eyes were deep: "You want to play with me again, don't you?"
She raised her face anxiously, shaking her head unceasingly, her eyes were full of tears, and she didn't know whether it was the tears in her eyes or the mist in the room.
Shen Ziqiao took a few steps closer, with a strange and seductive voice: "Then what do you mean?"
Biting her lower lip with her teeth, she gave him a slightly annoyed look, but he remained silent, as if in meditation.It was rare for the boy who was always proactive to hold his breath.
This made the girls a little overwhelmed.
But the hesitation didn't last long, the girl suddenly raised her head, clasped his shoulders bravely, pressed his face down, stood on tiptoes, and kissed his lips resolutely.
Everything that happened was different from what Shen Ziqiao thought, or in other words, it was completely different from what he imagined for Yueyan.
What should she be like? Sensitive, slender, conservative, vigilant, she has a hundred looks, but she is definitely not what she is now.
He was stunned for a moment, and after he realized it, he quickly held her waist, tightened his arms, dragged her into his arms, and kissed her deeply.
Shen Ziqiao's movements were fierce and heavy, his face turned sideways slightly, his lips pressed against hers, and his tongue wrapped around hers, sucking deeply, mature and deadly, as if he was a complete adult.
This is the first kiss between them, but it naturally seems to have been kissed thousands of times.
At that moment, she didn't think about anything, and she didn't force herself anymore, she just wanted to accept this love obediently, and she wanted to love the boy in front of her well.
I don't know how long we kissed.
Because of her height, most of her weight was hung on the boy's arm, and it didn't feel good to stand on tiptoe.Shen Ziqiao's hands were strong, and when he hugged her tightly, it hurt her waist.She leaned back, her lips and teeth parted temporarily, and the distraught boy subconsciously chased after her.Yueyan lowered her head to hide for a while, and he just kissed her eyes, the kiss may feel a little uncomfortable, she cried out the pain in a timid voice, and pushed the boy's chest with her hands, the strength was almost negligible.
But he was still "pushed" to stop by her.Shen Ziqiao opened his eyes slightly out of breath, and asked hoarsely against her temples, "Where does it hurt?"
Fearing that the bath towel would slip down, she pressed one hand on her chest, and the other on his trapezius muscle. The muscle was so hard that it was particularly sensuous to touch.
"Your watch is on my waist..."
He gasped against her restraintly, and only let her go when his breathing became even. He looked at her with a low smile, reached out and wiped off the liquid stained on her lips with his fingertips, and couldn't help but kiss her: "Who told you?" With such enthusiasm, I was not prepared at all."
She stood firm, looked up, her eyes were foggy, her complexion was delicate and rosy, she did everything from kissing to such an intimate thing, but she always looked at people with a little naivety: "What are you going to prepare?"
Shen Ziqiao kissed her forehead and said, "I'm going to be your boyfriend."
When first stepping into the river of love, anyone can love and hide, as long as you don’t think about it, you can stop falling in love with him/her, but in fact, love is like water breaking through a bank, and depression will only make people fall into a deeper obsession.
This time, Yueyan didn't plan to hide.Even if they really broke up in the future as dad said, but at least at this moment, he cherishes himself, loves himself, and gave her the purest feelings, and he is worthy of his love.
Yueyan came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and Shen Ziqiao took a hair dryer to dry her hair. After drying, the two sat by the bed and talked for a long time. I never knew that Shen Ziqiao was so good at expressing. He didn't directly say how much he loved her, but Yue Yan wanted to cry after listening to every word.
After talking about it, the two kissed each other unknowingly, and neither of them tried to avoid the natural reaction when the love was strong.They seem to fall in love with this feeling, each kiss is more tender and delicate than the last, lingering on the lips, touching lightly one after another, Shen Ziqiao wholeheartedly wants to please the girl, but unexpectedly, he gets himself deeply involved in it.
In addition, the two of them had no substantial experience, and in the end they just kissed.
Yueyan had no class in the morning, and the two stayed in the hotel room until nine o'clock. They hadn't seen each other for several months. The boy and the girl seemed to have endless things to say, but in the end they really had nothing to say, so the two just looked at each other. Face smirking.
Yueyan was pulled into his arms by him, her face was pressed against his shoulder, and she asked a question that people who fall in love would ask: "When did you start liking me?"
Shen Ziqiao kissed her ear: "If I say I like you, I have actually liked you since the third grade of elementary school."
"..."
"Really, back then you had fair skin, like a doll, and you loved to laugh. Every time I saw other boys playing with you, I would get angry. Do you remember, I loved pulling your braids back then."
Yue Yan sat up from his arms, obviously not believing: "But why do I remember that you hated me when you were in junior high school?"
Scratching her face with fingers, Shen Ziqiao said with a smile: "Little boy, you know what a fart, I always feel ashamed to be found out who I like, and I just got into basketball during that time, and my heart was playing wild. Talk about love."
Thinking about it is also true, because of his playing basketball at that time, I don't know how many times he was supervised by Li Huifen.
Speaking of going back to high school, Yueyan said in a sour tone, "Then you still made so many girlfriends later on."
Shen Ziqiao hugged her tightly, and kissed her eyelids, forehead, and cheeks as if apologizing.Compared with this moment, Shen Ziqiao realized that the so-called love in the past was really like playing. He had talked with so many people, but no girl had ever given him this feeling. She, told her how much he liked her in high school.
The future is long, Shen Ziqiao thought, there is still a lot of time in the future to tell her.
The new couple lingered until ten o'clock to check out, and Shen Ziqiao sent her back to school.
The two reluctantly bid farewell downstairs in the dormitory. Once the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time broke out, no one thought of hiding it on purpose.
Sweetness and good mood are generously written on Yueyan's face.
Of course, this relationship also has worries. Yueyan and Shen Ziqiao made an appointment in private, and they were not allowed to tell their family members what they talked about.Shen Ziqiao thought it was quite funny, pinched her face, and asked her: "Will you not talk about getting married in the future?"
The love between boys and girls is good for a while, and who would have thought that the future will be so long.
Yueyan thought for a while, and said seriously: "Then tell them when you get married."
Shen Ziqiao felt quite exciting just thinking about it: "Alright, I'll scare them when the time comes."
Yue Yan rolled his eyes at him.
He couldn't help but kiss her again.
Although it was class time, there were still quite a few people in front of the girls' dormitory building, she was not thick-skinned to this extent, before he approached, she raised her hand to separate his lips, and silently looked at Shen Ziqiao disapprovingly.
Just now, Shen Ziqiao followed Yue Yan almost unconditionally.If you don't kiss, don't kiss, she can say anything.
Smiling, he took her hand off his face, and restrainedly kissed her fingertips again.
"I know, don't mess with you."
Yueyan was dizzy from the head he kissed, and the soles of her feet felt weak.She likes him to kiss her so much, every movement and expression of him tells her that she is being pampered wholeheartedly, this is the feeling that even her father who loves her the most cannot give her the feeling.
(End of this chapter)
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