give you joy

Chapter 15 Gao Yueyan, what else do you want to tell me?

After that, Yueyan's life returned to two o'clock and one line. When there were classes, she was in the classroom, and when there were no classes, she either went to the club or the library. She collected her textbooks around five o'clock, and went to the cafeteria to eat with her schoolbag on her back.

Shen Ziqiao's call came while she was waiting for the elevator, seeing the flashing incoming call alert on her phone, Yueyan hesitated for a few seconds before answering.

"Is there something wrong?" The girl's voice was cold, faint, and alienated.

Shen Ziqiao paused, and said, "It's okay, where are you? Why didn't WeChat reply to you?"

The closed elevator door was as smooth as a mirror, clearly reflecting herself. The girl was wearing a slim down jacket with no expression on her face.

"I didn't pay attention." She said, "I'm in the library, it's not convenient to answer the phone, so I hung up first."

Shen Ziqiao hummed for a moment, and without saying anything, the girl hung up the phone.

Looking at the blacked-out phone screen for a few seconds, my breathing seemed to drop at that moment.

Sun Yunlong, who was with him, walked forward for a certain distance, but did not see Shen Ziqiao following up, so he turned around and shouted, "Brother, do you still want to eat?"

He stood, took one last look at the screen, put his phone in his trouser pocket, and quickened his pace to catch up.

His heart was left in place by him.

After hanging up the phone for a long time, Yueyan still came back to her senses, and it was only when a person beside her hiped that she woke up.She turned her head back, with a relaxed expression on her face, and stared at Cao Bin in a daze.

He also carried a black backpack as last time, and the open coat was not very new, but it was clean, and he wore glasses with a straight back.

He laughed: "How could it be such a coincidence?"

Yue Yan forced a smile: "Yes."

She looked a little depressed, and Cao Bin paid her a few glances.

The elevator happened to land on their floor, and the two went in one after the other. Cao Bin pressed 1 for her, lifted up the shoulder strap of the schoolbag, and asked quite naturally: "Where are you going to eat later?"

"I'm going to the second meal."

He paused for a moment to make the next words less abrupt: "That's just right, let me treat you to dinner."

She was stunned, and looked up: "Why..."

He raised the corners of his lips: "I invited three girls from your dormitory before, and you happened to be away. Now I will make up for you alone."

So particular?She hesitated: "No need..."

There were people coming and going at the entrance of the library, Cao Bin looked behind him and suggested: "Let's stop talking here, let's talk as we walk."

When it was time for the Second Food, Cao Bin had almost convinced her, Yueyan added before compromising: "Then I will invite you next time."

He looked ahead, lifted his lower lip restrainedly, and smiled a little: "That's okay."

There are a total of six beds in the male dormitory, but today there are more than ten people crowded together for the first time. A dozen old men are crowded in front of a laptop. stimulate nerves.

There was no sign of Shen Ziqiao inside.

As soon as he returned to the dormitory, he stayed outside to cool off. When the video first started, someone called him in enthusiastically, but he ignored it.

As the sky darkened, the street lights gradually came on, illuminating the university campus brightly and dazzlingly.

He stayed on the balcony until six o'clock.

When it was about the same time, Shen Ziqiao took out his mobile phone and looked at it. The 3G network signal was normal, and there was only a message from him in the WeChat dialog box, and Yueyan didn't reply.After returning to the main page, he raised his finger and pressed the shortcut key.

The fluorescent light illuminated his face, but his eyes were dark.

She still took a long time to pick up.

Yue Yan: "Is there something wrong?"

It was very noisy over there, and it sounded like he was in a cafeteria. He frowned, showing a faint line: "Did you just eat?"

"Ah."

"one person?"

"No."

The dormitory floors are a bit high, and there are open-air balconies without anti-theft devices.As soon as the words came out, they were blown away by the wind, and it sounded like he was sighing: "Don't you have anything to say to me?" His tone was tired.

Yue Yan said: "No."

With cold palms to the bone, Shen Ziqiao laughed loudly: "Gao Yueyan, I didn't provoke you in any way, did I? Play me like this?"

Yueyan's voice was cold and icy: "Where have I played with you?"

She lowered her head, her soft hair slid down her cheeks, hiding her reddish eyes.

Cao Bin looked up at her from the opposite side.

Take a breath.

The sense of humiliation rushed to his face, and his reason was burned away.Shen Ziqiao's eyes were burning.

"Then what do you mean?" He spoke more and more slowly, and more and more ruthlessly, as he forbearance, the tendons on the side of the neck were faintly visible, "When I was in Jilin, I was obedient to me, and asked me if I had a girlfriend. Gao Yueyan , Didn’t you bother me the most when you were in high school, why didn’t you know how to hide in those few days?”

"You fucking think I'm a fool, don't you play me like this?!"

At the end of Shen Ziqiao's words, he roared out, the veins in his temples bulged, and his Adam's apple rolled oppressively.

Through a glass, the boy in front of the notebook looked out one after another with curious eyes.

The humiliation brought out by those words was too strong, and almost before Yueyan could react, tears were already gushing out, gathering in the eyes and spinning back and forth.

"You might as well be as ruthless as you were in high school, let me give up!"

Her voice trembled: "Have you finished?"

After a stalemate for a while, he panted heavily on the line, and his voice was low: "Gao Yueyan, your conscience has been eaten by a dog, are you blind for how I treat you... Is it true that no matter how good I treat you, you won't feel?"

Yueyan's heart couldn't be said to be in pain, the irregular pulling had made her unable to breathe normally.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down, and there was something more in the empty hand, through the corner of the teary eyes, it was a few tissues that Cao Bin drew for her.

She couldn't even say thank you, so she took it in a hurry, and pressed it under her eyes. It's not like she didn't think about it at the moment of ups and downs, so let's fight it out once, and leave Dad's words behind her, regardless of his previous affairs, just for herself Go all out once.

She was about to speak—

"Yue Yan!"

A figure walked to their table lightly and skillfully. It was Han Ling, who turned his eyes in one direction and looked to the other side with a smile: "Cao Bin, you are also here."

There was a moment of silence on the phone.

When all the emotions faded away, the only feeling left in my heart turned out to be absurd.

Everything goes round and round, and there are reasons for those knots and hidden buckles.

Shen Ziqiao laughed shortly, which made people feel uncomfortable: "It's not alone, so I had dinner with Cao Bin."

"Am I bothering you?"

It was the kind of contempt and suspicion that made Yueyan feel tired like never before.

He waited for her to speak, and for her to explain to him, no, it didn't have to be explained, she could lie to him as long as she wanted.

But she didn't.

The deadly silence pulled the atmosphere to a point of no return.

His voice was very tired: "Gao Yueyan, what else do you want to say to me?"

Seeing that she was on the phone, Han Ling didn't bother her, and pointed to the window, implying that she would go to get dinner first.

Cao Bin nodded.

She didn't even take a few bites of Yueyan's wontons. It's already cold, the dough is mushy, and there are scattered spots of oil floating on the soup, which makes people sick to their stomachs.

Those words have passed through my mind countless times, but it is so difficult to really say them: "I'm sorry..."

Shen Ziqiao let out a laugh.Facing the cold wind from the upper floors, his eyes were slowly turning red, and he nodded lightly: "I see."

Yes, he knew again.

What does he know?

"After all, it's because of Cao Bin. I'm just a spare tire. If you find someone you like, you'll dump me, right?"

He yelled, "I asked if you were?"

She has no voice.

Cao Bin also heard the roar on the phone, held his chopsticks and raised his head.

Anyone, as long as they don't look at her face, no one will know that this girl is crying so sadly, the tears are like broken beads, which wet the front of her clothes.

Before hanging up, his last words were indifferent and restrained: "Gao Yueyan, don't let me see you for the rest of my life!"

When Han Ling came back from eating, Cao Bin was the only one left at the table.Yueyan was very embarrassed when she walked away, and it was not convenient for him to see her off.

"Where's Yueyan?" The dinner plate was placed on the table, and she sat down opposite him.

"Eat well and go first."

She glanced at him.

Passing by the supermarket after eating, Han Ling stopped and looked inside: "I want to buy something, please wait for me first."

The supermarket is not big, but the categories are clear, with daily necessities and snacks on the other.Before she came in, she took a shopping basket and went straight to the snack area.

Picked some food and went to the bar to pay the bill. The girl in front of Han Ling was taking money from her bag. She noticed her shoulder bag and said to Cao Bin in a low voice, "This bag Yueyan also has one."

Because Yueyan was mentioned, he followed what she said and took a look.It is a big brand well-known to all women and children. To be honest, Cao Bin can't understand the design of the logo printed all over the body.

When she came out of the supermarket with her shopping bag in hand, Han Ling was still talking about that bag. Beautiful and exquisite big-name bags may be a hot topic for girls of every age group. She sighed: "There are several bags of the brand Yueyan. , I don’t know if it’s true or not. One of my roommates said that fake bags can be made like real ones now, but fake ones are fake, no matter how they look, there will still be differences.”

Cao Bin smiled politely and didn't answer.

He discovered very early on that what this girl says and thinks always gives people a mature feeling: "Students like our age don't have much income, and they have to rely on their parents for life, and they still have to do their shopping. And let's go, buy a fake bag as a front, and it's quite embarrassing to be poked through. You think it's Cao Bin?" She turned to look at him, under the street lamp, her face was soft and generous, with bright eyes.

He didn't know much about these things, and it was inconvenient to express his opinion, so he smiled again.

Back in the dormitory, apart from Yueyan, Guo Jingjing and Guo Shu were sitting at the bottom playing with their mobile phones, with the desk lamp turned on, and books spread everywhere on the table.

Han Ling brought in the shopping bag and greeted the girls: "Cao Bin bought some food, let me bring it here and share it with everyone."

Guo Jingjing and Guo Shu declined a few times, but she had to accept the refusal, and then teased her with a smile: "It seems that we are all rich, when will Cao Bin invite our dormitory to dinner again?"

Han Ling pursed her lips and smiled shyly: "Stop talking nonsense. By the way, where is Yueyan?"

Guo Shu pointed to her bed, and Han Ling looked along.There is an express regulation in their dormitory inspection that bed curtains are not allowed to be installed, for fear that no one will find out if something happens to the students.Therefore, Yueyan's quilt can be seen at a glance, the middle section is slightly arched, and she is sleeping inward with her back facing them, her hair is curled on the pillow.

She used to call her: "Yueyan, what's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?"

She turned her face from the pillow, her eyes and cheeks were slightly red, and her face was covered with red marks from being pressed, and her voice was hoarse: "Oh, it's okay, I'm just a little sleepy."

Concern was clearly written on Han Ling's face: "Would you like to come down and have something to eat? Cao Bin bought some snacks."

She shook her head: "Thank you, I can't eat any more." Then she retracted into the quilt again, revealing only a pair of eyes, like a little river clam temporarily living here, looking cute and pitiful.

Yueyan went to bed very early, but to be honest, she hardly fell asleep throughout the night. One after another, the bizarre dreams were like a huge whirlpool, and everything she had experienced in the past few months was involved in it: quarrels between her parents, Shen Xiner's tears, Shen Ziqiao's questioning... the sound of the picture is chaotically intertwined, and after the layers of fog cleared, the words that her father said to her in the car on the last night before coming to Nanjing clearly appeared in her ears.

"If you are dating Ziqiao, Dad hopes you can think about it again. If you haven't reached that point yet, Dad asks you to keep a good distance from Ziqiao."

Even in a dream, even if she clearly knew that she was dreaming, Yue Yan could still quickly recall the guilt and panic she felt when she was punctured at that moment.

The guilt and embarrassment turned into shock and surprise in the end.

"Why, Dad?"

Yue Yan could not forget every word he said, maybe because Gao Zhiming had never communicated with her in this way, he always treated her like a child, and that time, every word he chose Be deliberate, careful, and respect her feelings.

"Father can understand you. Look at Ziqiao with the eyes of the girls you are now. He is indeed excellent in every aspect. Dad also believes that he will treat you very well during the love process, pamper you, love you, and tolerate your little one." Small temper."

"However, marriage is not like falling in love. It's not about love and love that can last a lifetime. Every marriage depends on tacit understanding and character at the end. To put it mildly, marriage can't go on. The relationship with the woman is actually not that big, it all depends on a man's character. Whether he takes responsibility and respects his wife are the decisive factors."

Not every man is born upright, they also make mistakes and have been confused.All mothers are willing to give their sons a chance to correct and grow up, but no father is willing to rush his daughter into the hands of these people.

"Is Ziqiao this kind of person? Dad doesn't think he is. A man who dare not even go into the ward and who can't even face the mistakes he made, can he take on the heavy responsibility of marriage? Can he clean up the marriage? Every accident that arises?"

She was in a dream, but her soul seemed to fly back to the past.The light suddenly became dazzling, and Yueyan thought of the sick girl named Shao Min in the summer of her sophomore year.And what suddenly sounded out of the screen was the boy's stubborn and reckless sentence, "I'm serious enough about you."

It turned out that the tears would not stop even in the dream... But fortunately, she didn't have to cover it up.

"Yan Yan, if you insist on being with Ziqiao, Dad won't say anything about you. But in this case, Dad has no choice but to worry about you, because in this world, you are the only one who has the deepest blood relationship with Dad relationship, Dad can take on everything for you, as long as you are happy."

Do you believe in telepathy?

Shen Ziqiao also dreamed about their high school that night.Unlike her fragility and entanglement, his dreams are full of sweet details of their time together.The good days when they were together were too short, so every moment was precious, and every smile of hers could be remembered for a long time in his heart.

The sleepy sweet dream extended to the real world, and when he woke up, he didn't know where he was for a moment. The sound of moving trains next to his ears reminded him that he was on the train to Daliang Mountain in Sichuan alone.

He turned over and sat up, looking out the window at the paddy field, a cold and tired face was reflected in the car window.

There is no direct train from Hangzhou. He first flew to Xichang, and then took the train from Xichang to Puxiong, the terminal station, via the Chengdu-Kunming Line.

The trip was too hasty, and Shen Ziqiao didn't have time to plan the itinerary. He took the car all the way to Baidu, including the transfer and the wrong stop, and the journey took almost twelve hours.

He left on Friday and took two days off from the school, making up four days from beginning to end.

He went to Puxiong to find Shen Xiner.

The green-skinned train crosses the bridge, leaves the plain, and gradually enters the hinterland of Daliang Mountain. As far as the eye can see, there is an unrefined scenery of the Yi people outside the window.

He thought it would be difficult to find someone in the huge Daliang Mountain, but he didn't expect it would be easy. During the short 3 minutes when the train stopped at Guancunba, he caught a glimpse of Shen Xiner who was sitting on the platform bench with her head down.

He jumped out of the car with a stride, and behind him, the green leather car sped away in the billowing smoke.

Behind the green water and green mountains, a beautiful scenery.He gasped slightly, staring at the man expressionlessly.

Feeling something, Shen Xiner raised her head, her expression changed accordingly.

Shen Ziqiao bought the train ticket back to Xichang that afternoon.

It was impossible for Shen Xiner to stay there any longer. There were various reasons, and Han Zhen's attitude was one aspect.And Shen Ziqiao, she didn't expect him to be so strong, he almost dragged her onto the train.

In the aisle near the door, the siblings had a small argument.At the end of the quarrel, Shen Xiner lost all image, and asked him angrily how he found this place.

His face was stern: "Han Zhen called me and said that you chased him all the way to your hometown. Let me advise you to come back and stop embarrassing yourself outside."

Shen Xin'er's face turned red for a while, and she sneered again: "Is that why you persuade me? You don't even make a phone call?"

Shen Ziqiao was furious in his heart, he gritted his teeth and said word by word: "I can persuade you on the phone, I will screw my head off and kick you like a ball!"

Shen Xin'er was furious and angry, she turned around, lifted the quilt and lay down straight.

The voice from behind was cold and hard, without any consideration for her face, what she said was both harsh and direct: "If I were Han Zhen, if my girlfriend came all the way to find me, I would never let her Sitting outside, all alone, waiting."

Shen Xiner choked, and said coldly: "You don't need to worry about it." After a pause, her tone was still stiff, "What do you know about the things between us?"

He smiled coldly.

If Han Zhen hadn't called him, he wouldn't have known that his sister went to Puxiong to find him without telling the family.What Li Huifen said is correct, after this love affair, Shen Xin'er was really insane, she did all kinds of crazy things for him, this time she just heard that Han Zhen's little sister was ill, she seemed to be very ill, She was worried and ran all the way to Daliang Mountain.

Before coming here, Shen Xiner thought about the situation at Han Zhen's house many times, but when she actually saw it, she realized that it was even worse than her worst imagination.His house was built on the mountainside of the cliff, and the uphill had to rely on a ropeway pulled by railway workers back then, along the steep and sharp stone-cut steps, and the daily necessities had to be transported up by mules.

The so-called home is actually two low and small houses made of bricks and stones, with a small courtyard surrounded by a fence in front.She knocked on the door for a long time but no one came to open it. Later, a passing grandmother told her that the family took their children to Yangang for medical treatment, and they didn't know when they would be back.

Coming and going in the car 24 hours a day, Shen Ziqiao couldn't get a good night's sleep at all.

The same goes for Shen Xiner, the two of them were sleepers on the opposite bed, they were woken up in the middle of the night by someone walking around, and when they opened their eyes, they saw an oblique direction, one curled up under the quilt, with their backs facing her head.

One, who was three years younger than her, came all the way from Hangzhou to find her own brother after a twelve-hour car ride.

My heart was hot, hot, and my tears were suddenly scalded down.

It was the first time that she realized that she, the eldest sister, had failed so much, and that her younger brother, whom she always thought was a mess, was not like what he showed.

He never bothered to explain, he only did what he thought was right.

The plane landed at Xiaoshan Airport, and the two parted ways in front of the terminal.

Shen Ziqiao couldn't watch her for the rest of his life, and he didn't have the time. Before getting into the taxi, he said to Shen Xiner: "If a person wants to be mean, stop her once. She, I can't tell which one is cheaper."

Shen Xin'er blushed, and her dignity as an elder sister made her unable to step down from the stage, so she told him to leave in anger.

"Also," he held the door of the car and looked at her expressionlessly, "What do you think you are? A miracle doctor? Go to Sichuan to see Han Zhen's sister's illness and heal her? Why not do it when you have time? Get real."

Without waiting for Shen Xiner to have another attack, Shen Ziqiao shut his mouth tightly, turned around and got into the car.

The driver pressed the sign indicating an empty car and turned around to ask him where he was going.

He raised his hand and rubbed his face, looked ahead, and said exhaustedly, "The train station."

Two hours later, he showed up in front of a university in Nanjing without his belongings.

If he said that Shen Xiner went to Sichuan as a base, then what about him?
Worse than being mean.

Pulling up the hood of his sweatshirt, he stepped into the school gate among a group of students.

Yueyan didn't want to owe her favor for too long, and because she cried like this in front of others that day, Yueyan was half embarrassed and half felt sorry for him, so she made up for the meal that was returned to Cao Bin the next day.

The food was still small wontons, Yue Yan was in a bad mood, but she still tried her best to find a topic, and Cao Bin was able to pick up the slack, and the meal that was made hastily was not left out because of it, and after eating, there was still a bit of a sense of enjoyment between the host and the guest .

The two talked and laughed, and everyone was very careful not to mention what happened that night.

After dinner, Cao Bin sent her back to the dormitory.

Yue Yan was in the front, Cao Bin was in the back, the two of them didn't talk much, and the shadows under the lamp were short and long.

Suddenly the girl stopped in her tracks, and he followed suit, looking up.

Beside the flower bed, a boy with an unclear face stood under the shadow of the tree.

A very simple leather jacket, slim jeans, and the buckles of the belt shone coldly in the moonlight.

Casual and simple, but has a dusty taste.

He turned his head sideways, took a cigarette at a different angle, flicked off the ash on it, and changed his eyes casually, falling on him.

Cao Bin didn't recognize him at first glance.But he recognized the look.

A little arrogant, a little disdainful.

Most of that natural self-confidence comes from the affirmation of one's own hardware, and the less part comes from the support of the family behind him.

When the two of them had the best relationship in high school, Cao Bin could often receive this kind of gaze, but it usually appeared when he looked at other people, to be more precise, it appeared when he looked at boys who were close to Gao Yueyan.

The evaluation given by the same sex is often more direct.

It is difficult to say that the comparison is the comparison, and the comparison is the comparison.

In the past, Cao Bin would not be overconfident, but maybe it was the night that gave him the impulse, and gave him a strange impulse to try and fight.

He stared back at each other.

Shen Ziqiao didn't look at him for too long, as if he wasn't a good enough opponent.His eyes lightly glanced away to look at Yueyan.

On the train to Sichuan, he repeatedly thought that Cao Bin would not be Gao Yueyan's favorite, even if he used to be, but not now.

The very strong youthful spirit in Cao Bin in high school has been wiped out since he entered university and faced many practical problems.Part of a boy's personality needs money to replenish.

Shen Ziqiao's sixth sense has always been very accurate.

until--

Yue Yan didn't seem to see him, she lowered her head slightly, pulled Cao Bin's hand, and put it between her palms.Smiling and tilting his head, he said, "Why are your hands always so cold?"

Cao Bin was stunned for a moment, stared at her, and slowly smiled: "Is there? I don't feel it."

"It's too cold. Don't see me off, you go back first."

Cao Bin nodded: "Then I will watch you go in, don't worry."

Yueyan bent her eyes, her dimples were shallow: "Why do you have to worry about this?"

Cao Bin said, "It's something to worry about."

Yueyan turned back and walked towards the door until her back completely disappeared behind the electronic door.

Cao Bin stood there for a few seconds, with his hands in his trouser pockets, without turning his head, and only glanced there from the corner of his eye.

Under the shadow of the tree, there was no one there.

Yueyan didn't know how she got back, she just felt that she didn't step on the ground all the way, as if she had been hungry for a long time, her whole body was weak, and her back was sweating intermittently.When the bedroom door was pushed open and the incandescent lamp shone on her face, she felt dizzy.

Han Ling was not there, and the other two were playing computer games on the bed.

Holding on to the last bit of energy, she went to the bathroom to wash up briefly, then changed into her pajamas, and climbed into bed to sleep.

Guo Shu went to the bathroom, and when she passed by her bed, she asked intimately, "Yueyan, do you want to turn off the light for you?"

She was weak: "No need."

Yueyan felt that she must be sick, and the process of the onset was very familiar, first her throat was swollen and sore, and then she felt hot all over her body. After suffering a major blow, her body automatically activated her defense mechanism.

Maybe even the body didn't expect that this blow was so heavy and painful to Yueyan.

Those pink bubble-like loves in girlhood were like a flash in the pan, and they were abandoned by girls just like that.He will not come to him again, and he will not talk to her again. He is so proud of a boy, this is his last bottom line.

Yue Yan thought exhaustedly.

Yueyan lay on the bed all day.

The body temperature fluctuated up and down throughout the day, but I was forced to sweat all over.At noon, Yueyan ate some porridge and antipyretics that Guo Shu had brought back, and fell asleep again, until she was woken up by voices in the afternoon.

She opened her eyes drowsily.The sky is still cloudy, the indoor light is dim, and the specific time cannot be seen.

Han Ling called someone in the dialect below, speaking very fast, like a quarrel: "I have no money, I really have no money, don't force me... I have already given it out if I can, borrow? You Who should I borrow from?"

After the temperature dropped, the whole person relaxed a lot.Yue Yan sat up blankly, the quilt slipped off her body, she looked around blankly, her hair was disheveled.

Han Ling looked up while talking on the phone: "Okay, Mom, I won't tell you anymore, my roommate was woken up by me."

After hanging up the phone, she apologized: "Yueyan, did I disturb you?"

Yueyan shook her head, her voice hoarse: "Where are Jingjing and Guo Shu?"

Han Ling glanced casually: "Maybe I went to the club."

"Are you feeling better?"

"Well, much better."

The phone has been out of battery for a long time, and the first thing Yueyan did when she climbed out of bed was to recharge the battery. There were a lot of unread messages on WeChat, and Yueyan picked up a few important replies. After a while, the phone rang. , press to answer.

"Cao Bin."

Han Ling paused slightly, and glanced at her calmly.

"much better."

"No, thank you, really no need."

"Okay then, I'll come down and get it later."

After a few words, the phone call lasted no more than 1 minute.

Yue Yan found a down jacket from the closet and changed into the pajamas on her body. Han Ling leaned on the desk and looked at her mobile phone, chatting in a tone: "Cao Bin looking for you?"

"Well, last time I asked him, I borrowed some test materials for the fourth grade."

She changed into a pair of snow boots, took a paper bag out of the closet, and hurriedly closed the door.

Han Ling is the only one left in the dormitory.

The smile on his face couldn't hold back at all.She looked around the dormitory, her eyes stopped on Yueyan's bed, and her eyes gradually became contemptuous.There is a desk under the bed, on which there are notebooks, earphones and a mirror. Next to the mirror is an acrylic transparent storage rack, which houses bottles and jars of skin care products.Han Ling's fingers slid across those bottles and jars like dancing, stopped, picked out a jar of the most expensive essence, and glanced around, she was the only one in the dormitory, she confidently pressed two pumps into the palm of her hand, Rub in small circular motions and pat on the side of your face.

After finishing all this, Han Ling hummed a song and put the bottle back to the original place, and skillfully adjusted the opening to the angle before holding it.

He said softly, "I'll give you a little lesson."

Before Yueyan came up, Guo Shu and Guo Jingjing came back from outside talking and laughing.Han Ling was reading part-time job information in front of the computer, when she heard the sound of the door being pushed, she turned her head with a smile: "You are back."

Guo Shu looked at Yueyan's bed first: "Where is Yueyan?"

Han Ling said: "Someone asked her out. Did you meet her on the way here?"

"No, who is looking for her?"

Han Ling smiled: "I don't know, it seems to be a boy."

Illness comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread, this saying is absolutely true.

After recovering from a serious illness, Yueyan has lost a lot of weight, her chin has been sharpened, her facial features are already delicate, but now she is so thin that she can't be any thinner, instead, she has an extra layer of delicate and pitiful beauty.

More and more people came to the class to inquire about her every day, and they didn't really plan to talk to Yue Yan, but there was a sudden bright spot among the dull girls in the finance class, which always attracted some amazed eyes.

Teenage girls are mostly feudal and conservative in thinking.The girls in the same bed didn't say anything on the surface, but they had some opinions in their hearts.

During the mid-term school physical examination, the life committee brought the physical examination form of the whole class, but they pulled down four of them. The life committee refused to go again—no one wanted to go to the gym again.The boys in the class live in the North District, which is closer to the gymnasium. Han Ling asked the boys for help, but no one responded after shouting in the group for a long time.Yueyan couldn't stand it anymore, and said, "Let me get it." As soon as the words fell, a boy named Tan Haizhen bubbled up and circled another male student in the class: "Nanzai, don't you want to play ball? The girls in our class will take it with you." Lin Nan said yes.It didn't count if I got it, and I sent it to the girls' dormitory downstairs, and called Yueyan to go down.Guo Jingjing also joked that because of Yueyan's charm, Tan Bingshan could be melted by her.

The girls seemed to have heard it, but no one took it to heart.

Similar things happened twice after that.

The boys in the class seem to be looking forward to seeing Yueyan, one thing is that she looks good.Her generosity in dealing with people is also an important reason. She is not shy when interacting with people, and she is very comfortable to get along with.

Same-sex hostility often comes from these little details.

The teacher of the English class assigned a mid-term homework, a PPT explanation of the country's customs and customs, and the students in the class freely gave points, and the final score was included in 20.00% of the total score at the end of the term.Han Ling and Yue Yan happened to bump into a country, and they both talked about Sweden, which is known as the "Nordic Snow Country".Objectively speaking, in terms of detailed content and exquisite illustrations, Yueyan’s work is slightly inferior to Han Ling’s, but she uses a clever rendering technique to make the simple PPT effect beautiful and beautiful. His American pronunciation and sweet smile quickly put Han Ling down in the show.

In the end, when the results came out, the girls were able to give points objectively, and the boys overwhelmingly favored Yueyan.

This was related to the selection of national awards at the end of the semester. Han Ling's face changed at that time, and she ran to argue with the English teacher after class, but there was no way, the points were given by the students themselves.

It was also this time that Han Ling completely forged a bond with Yueyan in her heart.

People are like this, when you are hostile to a person, there is no way to evaluate this person in an objective way.

In Han Ling's eyes, Yueyan's good temper turned into flattery, she carried a fake bag to show off her wealth, and she was frivolous to be polite to boys.She wanted to win Yueyan, so she competed secretly, observed Yueyan's every move, and compared herself with her, not thinking that she was any worse than her.

The younger you are, the higher your self-esteem and self-love are.

Grades, contacts, and communication skills are all overwhelmed by Yueyan, but these are not counted. Apart from school, Han Ling also found several part-time jobs outside. She supports herself and helps her family by the way.She is so proud of herself.

Objectively speaking, these are indeed places where Yue Yan is not as good as her.

The reason why boys admire Yueyan is because she pretends to be pure and innocent.She may not be able to, but she just disdains, the more she disdains, the more unconvinced she is.

Boys linger on the surface and never think about digging deeper.

Just like Cao Bin, he only sees a girl's pretentious appearance, and never carefully considers a girl's self-esteem and self-love heart.

She has complete self-esteem, even if life's malice comes one after another, she has not been suppressed by life, but why, why are these beautiful qualities not enough to attract people's attention?
Han Ling was suspicious and hesitant.

Confidence is like groundless rumors, and it is easy to accumulate and burn bones after a long time.

She quietly observes Yueyan's usual food and clothing expenses, memorizes the brands, and then goes to Taobao to find similar styles, and gradually, she also develops some experience in dressing.Han Ling felt that Guo Jingjing was right about one thing. Among the young school girls, it was really difficult to tell the real one from the fake one.

And she is arrogant and arrogant, she doesn't bother to carry a fake bag for appearance like Yueyan, and she can carry the real one if she wants to.She gritted her teeth and went to the counter to buy a small satchel of the same style with the living expenses she had saved for several months. She said it was the cheapest and cost Han Ling several thousand.But that kind of pleasure is indescribable, the useless spirit accumulated for a long time was wiped out, and the moment Han Ling carried it on her back, she even felt that she had defeated Yueyan once again in her imagination.

Children who have left the ivory tower are eager to change themselves, and sometimes this change is the first step in the collapse of beliefs.

(End of this chapter)