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Chapter 9 If You Really Want My Forgiveness, Then Just Be My Girlfriend
She had betrayed their relationship, and he had made up his mind never to forgive her.But after learning that she was injured and hospitalized, his heart ached uncontrollably!

He couldn't avoid this matter, he couldn't pretend that he didn't know anything, as if nothing happened!
He couldn't control his heart, he treated her indifferently, he couldn't help coming to the hospital every day, his wish was so simple, he just wanted to see her, even if he just looked at her from a distance, it was enough enough.

He has always been a proud boy, and his strong self-esteem will not allow him to let her discover his existence.

He didn't even want her to know how much he cared about her!

However, when he saw her fall just now, he almost had no time to think about anything, so he rushed in.He gently hugged her, she was so close to him, he hugged her, he just felt that she was so light, as if she didn't have the slightest weight...

Looking at her pretty face covered with tears, his whole heart was filled with pity.

This idiot doesn't know how to take care of himself!

Guan Luochen could no longer restrain his emotions, he was short of breath, his chest heaved violently, his heart was so angry...

He didn't know why she didn't know how to take care of herself, she was so disobedient even when she was injured, she didn't lie on the bed properly, moved around casually, so that she fell to the ground, which made him... so distressed...

At this moment, he even secretly rejoiced that he came to the hospital earlier today, otherwise, what should she do when she fell to the ground at this moment?
Everything was like falling into a wonderful dream, she was so obediently leaning against his arms, she was so close to him, there were still wet tears hanging on her long eyelashes, those bright and clear eyes , but looked at himself sadly.

Her black hair gently brushed against his cheeks, it was her smell, the familiar smell that lingered in his heart, and he couldn't forget it.

At this moment, Guan Luochen felt as if he was in a tender dream.

If this was a dream, then he would rather never wake up!
As long as she is always by his side quietly like this.

As long as he can clearly feel her smell, her breath is fine!
As he thought this way, the affection in his eyes could no longer be concealed.

Fortunately, she didn't seem to be seriously ill, and she was lying obediently on the hospital bed at this time.

He sighed with relief, and silently looked at her on the hospital bed.

but--

He actually caught a mischievous light in her eyes!
It's like the slyness in her eyes every time she succeeded in teasing him when she was a child.

Guan Luochen was stunned——

"So it's really not my illusion, so you really came here..." Yan Xirui looked at him and murmured, but there was obvious choking in her voice.

"I have been here before. But it doesn't mean anything." She couldn't understand the indifference in his voice.

Yan Xirui was stunned for a moment, and then soft words flowed in his ears: "Luo Chen, I knew you were always there, but why did you avoid me? If I don't fall, will you never fall?" You won't show up anymore?" There was a trace of complaint in her gentle voice.

Guan Luochen looked at her in surprise!
Yan Xirui's cheeks flushed slightly, her pink lips pursed slightly, and she was looking at him intently at this moment.

Guan Luochen's arm trembled slightly.

It turns out...she did it on purpose!
But the strange thing is why there is no anger in his heart!
He shook his head helplessly.

There was no such emotion on his face.

On the contrary, as soon as Yan Xirui finished speaking, his face immediately turned cold. He looked at her expressionlessly, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"It turns out that there is inertia in deceiving other people's feelings." He said coldly.

"What?" Yan Xirui looked at him puzzled, his eyes were confused.

However, Guan Luochen just looked at her coldly, and didn't answer any more.

"Luo Chen, were you angry just now?" She asked cautiously with uncertainty in her voice.

"Angry? Are you talking about me? Then you must be overestimating yourself, Yan Xirui, why should I be angry with someone I have nothing to do with?" He said expressionlessly.

The ward was extremely quiet, only the sound of the hour hand walking could be heard endlessly.

"But, you were obviously angry just now." Yan Xirui hesitated for a few seconds, then said again.

Guan Luochen fell silent, he didn't speak, but just looked at her silently, his eyes were deep, making it impossible to guess the meaning...

Yan Xirui calmed down her emotions, and only then mustered up the courage to speak again: "Luo Chen...you haven't really completely forgotten me?"

Guan Luochen remained silent.

"I don't understand, I really don't understand, if, as you said, you hated me all the time and couldn't forgive me, then why did you come to see me? Such behavior represents concern, doesn't it ?" Yan Xirui shook her head lightly, her eyes became bright.

But Guan Luochen still had that expressionless look on his face, as if he ignored her words.

"Do you really think that I can easily forgive you for what you have done to me?" He said indifferently.

"But it's been a long time, can't you really try to forgive me?" Yan Xirui's eyes were full of sadness and sadness.

Guan Luochen clenched his fingers tightly: "Yan Xirui, some things happen as they happen. There is no way to pretend that they never happened. Therefore, you and I will never go back to the past, forever..."

"I can't go back again, right..." There was a trace of despair on Yan Xirui's face, but she still repeated unwillingly, "If your heart is really so determined, why, why do you still come to the hospital to visit me... …why is that?"

Guan Luochen stood there without saying a word for a long time.

"Okay..." Yan Xirui smiled bitterly, "I know what you mean."

The surroundings were extremely quiet, and there was a sad atmosphere in the air.

However, what she didn't know was that it was only because she couldn't make a reasonable explanation all at once that Guan Luochen remained silent the entire time.

Is he going to tell her that he has an uncontrollable desire to care about her?

Do not……

In such a case, how could he say it so easily if he was as proud as him.

There was a suffocating silence in the ward.

The girl's face suddenly turned pale.

Sadness is quietly written on the snow-white wall...

Yan Xirui didn't say anything anymore, she lowered her head, trying to cover up all the sadness at the moment, but those tears still burst out of her eyes uncontrollably.

She originally planned to explain to him what happened two years ago, but at this moment she couldn't open her mouth no matter what.

Because she was too emotional, her frail body trembled slightly, which involved the injured leg, and a piercing pain came.

She gritted her teeth and tried hard to suppress the sadness in her heart.

After a while, she raised her head and looked directly at Guan Luochen in front of her, with obvious sadness in her tone.

She asked word by word: "Guan Luochen, what exactly do you need to forgive me for what I did to you two years ago? As long as you say it, I will do it, as long as you are willing to forgive me, is that okay?" ?”

Her words were low, but it seemed that she had exhausted her whole body's strength, and there was a sense of desolation in her tone, so when she finished speaking, her breathing became sluggish.

How can I forgive...

Guan Luochen stared fixedly at Yan Xirui in front of him, he seemed to be shocked, and a strange light shone in his eyes.

After a long silence, he finally spoke, "Yan Xirui, do you really want my forgiveness?" He repeated.

Yan Xirui nodded lightly, as if seeing a glimmer of light.

"Okay then..." The corner of his mouth suddenly turned up, evoking a faint smile, but it looked a little weird, "If you really want my forgiveness, then just be my girlfriend again..." Guan Luochen's understated voice resounded in the silent ward.

Yan Xirui was stunned!

She never expected that he would make such an unexpected request!
She widened her eyes in surprise, with an expression of disbelief on her face: "What? Do it again...to be your girlfriend?" Her voice was so uncertain, as if she was confirming whether she had heard it wrong up.

A trace of indifference appeared on Guan Luochen's face again: "Yes, you heard correctly, but what I want to tell you is that I will not make it easy for you. I will try my best to torture you, and I will repay you twice the harm you caused me to suffer before." His expression was extremely stern.

It turned out to be like this... It turned out that he made such a strange request just to take revenge on her and let her bear the hurt he had suffered...

It seems...he really hates himself...

Yan Xirui felt a sharp pain in her heart.

"Are you really going to do this?" she asked sadly.

"Otherwise?" he asked back.

"It turns out... I hurt you so deeply back then, and it made you hate me so much..."

"Did you not know until now?" The sneer on his lips deepened.It's just that at this moment, he seems to have forgotten that there is as much love as there is deep hatred.

Yan Xirui looked at the cold Guan Luochen in front of her, with tears in her eyes. After a long time, she nodded, "I agree to your request." Her voice was trembling, but her eyes were unusually firm.

She thought, if he was so obsessed with what she did to him two years ago, and wanted to get it back from her, then she would grant him without complaint. After all, he said that only Only in this way can he forgive her.And only after she got his forgiveness, could she go to heaven to find her mother with peace of mind.

She doesn't want to be hated by the person she likes all the time.

Only with his forgiveness can she leave this world without regrets, can't she?
So no matter what kind of request he made, she would gladly accept it, wouldn't she?

Thinking of this, Yan Xirui spoke again: "However, I have a request." Her voice has gradually returned to calm.

"Request?" Guan Luochen raised his eyebrows, "You really have a lot of requests. How dare you negotiate terms with me!"

"There's only one request..." Yan Xirui paused, "Let's set a deadline... If I don't set a deadline, if I am bullied by you every day, then I will be at a disadvantage, right?"

"Deadline?" Guan Luochen jokingly looked at the serious girl in front of him, with a playful smile on his face.

"Yes, the time limit." Yan Xirui nodded lightly, "We are limited to one semester, and during this period, no matter what you do to me, I will be your girlfriend for one semester without complaint. It's just that after one semester, please forgive me, and then...then find the girl you really love and live happily together. You must do this!" At the end, her voice became a little choked up.

Guan Luochen never expected that Yan Xirui in front of him would say such words. He looked at her blankly, and his heart became extremely complicated in an instant.

He also couldn't tell whether he was more happy or sad when he heard her say such words...

Although his heart was agitated, but at this time, he still didn't see any emotional ups and downs on his face.

He just looked at her indifferently, as if what the two of them were talking about just now was what they had for breakfast.

The long-awaited weekend has finally arrived.

There was silence in the hospital ward.

The scorching sun cast strange and mottled shadows on the ground.

A tall figure stood behind the window.

The light shone down, outlining the boy's angular profile.

At this time, Han Junhao's eyes were staring nervously at Yan Xirui who was slowly practicing walking in front of him, his brows were furrowed, and his face was full of worry.

Seeing Yan Xirui moving step by step, Han Junhao's eyes kept on for a moment, and his heart seemed to be up and down. His expression was so tense, it seemed that he even became cautious about breathing.

One step, two steps, three steps...

Yan Xirui was practicing walking by the hospital bed, she looked so focused, she was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, she would fall to the floor.

That would be very painful.

Although the movement is not very smooth, it is gratifying that her legs can basically walk normally.

After walking smoothly from one side of the wall to the other, Yan Xirui finally let out a long breath of relief.

She turned around, with joy in her eyes: "I can finally walk normally!" Her slightly pale face was full of smiles.

Han Junhao also had an expression of relief on his face: "It should be: Yan Xirui, why is your physique so poor, and you recovered after resting for so long." He was obviously happy for her in his heart, but he refused to give up half of his mouth, and his face still showed Showing a deliberate look of disgust.

It's a pity that Yan Xirui didn't take it seriously, she smiled at the other party hahaha, it can be seen that after recovering, her mood became extraordinarily cheerful.

"Please, I am a patient who has just recovered. Why should you express your blessings a little bit, student Han Junhao?" She looked at him solemnly.

"Congratulations, you've finally recovered, student Yan Xirui." Han Junhao arched his hands and smiled.

"Thank you." Knowing that the other party was just perfunctory, Yan Xirui still responded in a serious manner. She slightly bent her knees and squatted down, making a curtain call gesture, which looked very cute.

Han Junhao had an expression of "I'm really defeated by you" on his face.

She giggled, and then asked: "You see, I can walk normally now, does that mean that I will be discharged from the hospital soon?" After she finished speaking, she looked expectantly at the boy opposite.

"This..." Han Junhao pondered for a while, then said, "Actually, your leg has just recovered, it's better to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days..."

"Please, I really don't want to live anymore. You really don't know how boring it is to lie in bed every day." Yan Xirui looked as if she couldn't bear it anymore, paused, and continued, " Even the book you brought me to read, I've read it three times."

"Otherwise, I'll give you the new book, and I'll arrange for you to be discharged from the hospital after you finish reading it for the third time?" Han Junhao looked at her with a half-smile, his eyes seemed to be serious, but also seemed to be joking.

"Han Junhao!" Yan Xirui called the other party's name loudly, "Please, don't challenge my patience anymore!"

"But it's not appropriate for you to be discharged from the hospital as soon as you can walk normally." He was still stubborn and disagreed with the girl's proposal.

Yan Xirui walked slowly to Han Junhao's side step by step, and her tone softened: "Please, Han Junhao, let me go out of the hospital!" Her voice weakened, and there was an obvious hint of pleading in her tone.

Her bright and clear eyes like a deer looked at Han Junhao in front of her with longing, her eyes were determined, and she was holding her breath waiting for an affirmative answer.

Han Junhao's heart froze!
The longing that flowed out of those clear eyes was hard to refuse no matter what, and he didn't know what was wrong with himself at this moment, so he nodded his head silently in a strange way.

"Okay, Xirui, since you insist on it again and again, it's the only way to do it!" He spread his hands helplessly.

"What, did you agree? Can I be discharged from the hospital?" Yan Xirui looked at Han Junhao overjoyed.

"Yes, I agree that you are discharged from the hospital." He actually repeated it in a good-tempered manner.

"Oh my God! I can finally regain my freedom, long live!" Yan Xirui was a little carried away with joy, she raised her arms exaggeratedly, and even wanted to jump up!

Han Junhao took a few steps, grabbed her arms, and said domineeringly: "If you don't pay attention, do you still want to stay in the hospital for another half a month?"

"I don't want to at all." Yan Xirui waved her hands hastily, stuck out her tongue, her appearance was extremely playful.

He was so close to her that he could see clearly the thick eyelashes on her dark eyes.

A pleasant fragrance spread from the tip of her hair to the tip of his nose.

Han Junhao's heart was beating wildly, and he lost his mind in an instant.

Soon, Yan Xirui was discharged from the hospital smoothly.

On Monday morning, she showed up at school on time.

Looking at everything around her that she hadn't seen for a long time, her hanging heart slowly fell down.

She took a step forward, and as soon as she entered the teaching building, she met two girls in the same class.

Yan Xirui waved her arms and greeted the two of them with a sweet smile: "Good morning!" Her voice was soft and sweet.

But to her surprise——

The two girls in front of him who were originally friendly to him treated her as a transparent body and walked away without seeing her. Even after walking a long distance, one of the girls turned back to look at her contemptuously.

is something happened?Otherwise, why did these two people suddenly have a 180-degree change in their attitudes towards themselves?Could it be that I did something wrong?But during this time, she was clearly lying in the hospital and did not go back to school.

Yan Xirui was extremely surprised, and walked towards the classroom in a daze.

What made her even more unprepared was that on the short way to the classroom, someone kept pointing at her, and then whispering with her companions about something.

Could it be that something really happened?

Yan Xirui's heart suddenly became uneasy, and her steps became faster and faster.

When she walked into the classroom out of breath, she anxiously searched for the figure of her good friend Liu Xinran.

Perhaps at this time, she is the only one who can tell herself the truth.

Thinking of this, she walked straight towards Liu Xinran.

"Xinran..." Yan Xirui looked at Liu Xinran in front of her, but suddenly became hesitant to speak, because she noticed that the girl in the same class standing next to Liu Xinran was looking at her strangely.

Yan Xirui bit her lip, took Liu Xinran's hand, dragged her out of the classroom involuntarily.

After finally finding a secluded corner, she couldn't wait to ask, "Xin Ran, what happened?"

A panic appeared on Liu Xinran's face: "What are you talking about, Xirui, I don't quite understand." She twitched the corner of her mouth, but the smile was far-fetched.

Yan Xirui looked at each other silently, but Liu Xinran suddenly changed the subject, "Xirui, has your leg healed yet? Is there really no problem with normal walking?" She was talking, trying to check Yan Xirui's injured body leg.

"Xinran!" Yan Xirui's voice suddenly became sharp, "Are you planning to keep it from me and not tell me the truth of the matter?" Her emotions suddenly became agitated.

"No...Xi Rui..." Liu Xinran looked extremely aggrieved, "I didn't mean that, we are friends, why would I hide it from you on purpose? It's just... just I'm afraid that you will be very upset when you find out the truth. unhappy."

"You don't tell me, let me be blinded like a fool, don't you think that I will feel more sad?" Yan Xirui looked directly at Liu Xinran, "Shouldn't good friends be honest? Is it relative?"

Liu Xinran's fair face turned red all of a sudden, she hesitated for a long time and couldn't speak a complete sentence.

"Xin Ran, I'm really embarrassed like a fool." Yan Xirui twitched the corners of her lips, but a sad smile appeared on her face.

"I'm sorry, Xirui, don't be sad..." Seeing that she was about to cry, Liu Xinran became a little at a loss. She stomped her feet vigorously, as if she had made up her mind, "Xirui , I’ll tell you everything, please don’t be sad anymore…”

Yan Xirui looked at Liu Xinran in front of her with bright eyes, silently waiting for her next words.

But before Liu Xinran could say anything, a shrill female voice pierced the silent air.

"Look, Lin Lin, isn't she the girl who was rumored to be chasing after Guan Luochen?"

Backtracking... Guan Luochen?

What's happening here?
Yan Xirui suddenly felt a "buzz" in her head, as if a thunder had exploded.

"You, what are you talking about?" After a brief moment of stupefaction, Yan Xirui stared at the tall girl in school uniform in disbelief with her eyes wide open.

"What do I mean, don't you know?" The tall girl sneered, "Stop pretending, I thought he was such an innocent person, but he was just a lowly bastard who snatched someone's boyfriend!"

"Hey! How do you talk? Xirui is not what you said at all! Please show some respect!" Liu Xin couldn't help but yelled loudly at the girl opposite.

"Why are you arrogant? You are friends with someone like her, so it seems that you are definitely not a good guy!" The tall girl cast a contemptuous glance at Liu Xinran who was next to Yan Xirui, her arrogance not diminished by half.

"Hey! I say you are enough! I advise you to shut up immediately, or believe it or not, I will beat you up!" Liu Xinran raised her fist unceremoniously.

"Tingting, let's go, don't quarrel with them." Lin Lin, the little music princess who had been standing by the side, suddenly spoke. Yan Xirui, who was in front of her, left arrogantly.

During the whole process, Yan Xirui didn't say a word.

Until Lin Lin's back disappeared at the end of the corridor for a long time, she still stood there dumbfounded, motionless.

"Hey, Xirui, what's wrong with you? Xirui, don't scare me!" Liu Xinran kept shaking Yan Xirui in front of her with her hands.

"Xi Rui, don't be silent, you are talking!" Liu Xinran was at a loss and was about to cry.

It took a long time for Yan Xirui to come back to her senses, her voice was faint: "Xin Ran, that's what you were going to tell me just now, isn't it?"

Liu Xinran was silent for a long time, then nodded emphatically.

"So it's like this..." Yan Xirui muttered to himself, with a hint of understanding in her eyes.

"Since you already know, then I won't hide from you anymore..." Liu Xinran bit her lip, hesitated for a few seconds, and then made up her mind, with an indignant expression still on her face, "Xi Rui, you don't know , They are really too much! Now there are rumors everywhere in the school that you went after Guan Luochen, and there are even outrageous versions!" Liu Xinran looked extremely angry, "Since you were hospitalized, this matter It's been going on for quite a while. The rumors spread more and more, and even the worst version is that while you were flirting with Han Junhao, you shamelessly chased after Guan Luochen. It's really embarrassing!"

Liu Xinran paused, her breathing became sluggish because of her anger.

"When I heard it for the first time, I was so angry that I even had a big fight with them!" Liu Xinran said, with uncontrollable anger shining in his eyes.

"Xi Rui, the reason why I haven't told you is because I was afraid that you would be sad if you found out. I really didn't intend to hide it from you, so please, don't be angry with me, okay?" Liu Xinran's voice softened, pitifully Looking at Yan Xirui intently.

But to her surprise——

Yan Xirui just pursed her lips and smiled, other than that, she didn't express much!
Liu Xinran looked at her worriedly: "Xi Rui, are you angry with me? Do you not want to be friends with me anymore?"

"How come!" Yan Xirui waved her hand lightly. Compared with the previous shock, she looked very calm now. After a while, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, "Xin Ran, I'm not angry with you, let alone I don't want to be friends with you."

"Then are you still sad?" Liu Xinran asked worriedly.

"Do you believe these words?" Yan Xirui asked without answering.

"How could you believe it!" Liu Xinran flatly denied, "It's just nonsense!"

"Isn't that right?" Yan Xirui smiled softly, "My best friend believes in me, so why should I care what other people say, what do I think? Isn't it too tiring to take everyone's words into consideration? ?Besides, I think it's just someone's prank, so don't take it to heart at all." She looked very calm.

"That's good, that's good!" Liu Xinran's rosy face gradually calmed down due to excitement, and she let out a long sigh of relief, with a relieved expression on her face.

Yan Xirui didn't speak anymore, she seemed to be in deep thought, she thought, this should just be a prank played by Guan Luochen on her.

Because the only one who knows the contract between him and her is each other, isn't it?Since she didn't say it, then the only answer is him.

No matter what, since she has accepted his request, she has to bear what he did to her calmly, right?

(End of this chapter)