just like you

Chapter 8 Because only if you are good, you are qualified to do other things
The wind is blowing gently, and the weather is getting cooler.

The days are getting shorter and the evening is coming soon.

The sky gradually dimmed.

Twilight Quadruple.

There was silence in the corridors of the hospital.

In the ward, the incandescent lamp was shining brightly. Under the light, Yan Xirui sat on the hospital bed and read a book intently.

Suddenly, the door was pushed open.

She looked over, and what caught her eyes was Han Junhao's smiling face.

Today he was wearing a dark blue shirt, khaki pants, and wearing big glasses on his fair face, looking a bit hippie and exaggerated.

"Han Junhao, why are you here?" She put down the book in her hand and looked at him in surprise.

Han Junhao walked in, took off his glasses, and sat by her hospital bed, "What? Don't you welcome me?" He was talking, his slender eyes narrowed slightly, but the corners of his mouth were raised.

"Of course not!" Yan Xirui waved her hand and hurriedly explained, "It's just that you are very busy these days, so I didn't expect you to appear at this time..."

"Then when you saw me, did you feel very surprised?" Han Junhao's eyes were shining, and he looked at her fixedly, with a smile that was not a smile.

"Shocks are there, but joy...it doesn't seem to be." She spread her hands with a helpless expression on her face.

"Student Yan Xirui, do you know that what you say is very hurtful." He covered his heart and made a very hurt look.

"Okay, okay, I'm really happy to see you here." Seeing his appearance, Yan Xirui had no choice but to surrender.

"That's about the same." Han Junhao laughed, his eyes became darker and brighter, and his concerned voice resounded in the air, "Is your leg still hurting? Do you feel better?"

"It's already much better. I think it should be completely healed in a few days." Yan Xirui said lightly, because she was afraid that the other party would worry, so she deliberately concealed the fact that her leg was still in pain, and said things lightly light.

But the shrewd boy in front of him is not so easy to deceive.

Han Junhao looked at the girl in front of him questioningly: "Please! Yan Xirui, it's a broken bone! Do you think it's a cold? It's so easy to say." His tone was extremely tense, and he sighed slightly, "I really never I've seen a girl as stupid as you, so I don't know how to take care of myself."

The tone was obviously reproachful, but it made people feel inexplicably moved.Yan Xirui quietly looked at the boy in front of him and smiled slightly, his eyes were curved and very pretty.

Those lake-like deep and clear eyes, that gentle and beautiful smile seemed to be more lingering than the spring breeze.

Han Junhao only felt a movement in his heart, and his heartbeat became more and more violent.

Silence spread around the two of them.

After a while, he finally calmed down, calmed down, changed the subject and asked, "Xi Rui, are you hungry? How about I go out and buy you dinner?"

"Don't bother..." Yan Xirui waved her hand, "I've already eaten just now, besides, you sent too many things, I can't finish them at all, okay..." She pointed to the table with her finger , "Here, look, that pile is still there..."

Han Junhao looked in the direction of her finger, and a table of food came into his eyes.

He smiled silently, and then asked with concern: "Then do you feel thirsty? Do you want mineral water?"

"When you say that, you're really thirsty." Yan Xirui was about to grab the water glass on the table while speaking.

"Don't move, it will be really bad if you hurt your leg again!" Han Junhao hurriedly stood up and warned in a stern tone.

Seeing his serious face, Yan Xirui stuck out her tongue and sat down obediently.

Han Junhao carefully unscrewed the bottle cap of the mineral water before handing the water to her.

"Thank you." Yan Xirui took it, took a few sips, screwed off the cap, and handed it back to the boy.

"Yan Xirui..." Han Junhao suddenly called her name, but he hesitated to speak.

"Ah? Is there something wrong?" Yan Xirui looked at him intently, puzzled.

After a moment of silence, the corners of Han Junhao's mouth rose, and a strange light flashed in his eyes: "I suddenly have a good suggestion, do you want to listen to it?"

"What proposal?" Yan Xirui looked at him suspiciously.

After Han Junhao paused for a few seconds, he opened his mouth again: "Otherwise...or how about you just be my girlfriend?"

"What?" Yan Xirui was taken aback, her expression turned numb.

"Yeah, don't you think it's bad? Anyway, I've been doing what boyfriends do for you, so just be my girlfriend and let me take good care of you!" Han Junhao's eyes brightened Yes, like countless stars sprinkled into the eyes in an instant, shining brightly.

"Ah..." Yan Xirui stared at him fixedly, stunned on the bed, looking a little silly.

No one spoke for a long time, and the room was so quiet that one could clearly hear a needle drop.

Time moves forward minute by minute.

Yan Xirui stared wide-eyed, looking at the boy in front of her in surprise, as if trying to find a hint of mischief on his face, but after working hard for a long time, she still couldn't understand the expression on his face.

After a while, she finally mustered up her courage, and said softly, "Well... are you kidding me? Han Junhao?" She asked cautiously, with a trace of anxiety in her voice.

A moment of silence.

The corners of Han Junhao's mouth rose slightly, and he laughed exaggeratedly: "Of course! This is of course a joke!" His voice was high, as if he was trying to hide something.

"Could it be... Do you think I'm serious? Yan Xirui?" He asked suddenly, with a fleeting unnatural expression on his expression.

"Scared me to death!" Yan Xirui breathed a sigh of relief, with a relieved expression on her face, she paused, and said, "Of course I know you're joking! How could I take it seriously!" She laughed, eyes widening. Bend into a beautiful crescent shape, "But your appearance just now is quite deceiving! Han Junhao, you are so good at deceiving people, didn't you consider applying for the Oscar Best Actor in the past?" She tilted her head jokingly, The expression is very childish, but very cute.

Han Junhao laughed "hehe" a few times, but his voice was dry. He turned around and said, "I think I'd better go out and buy a bottle of drink. Plain water is really hard to swallow."

As he spoke, he turned around and walked out of the ward, moving extremely quickly.

Therefore, Yan Xirui didn't have the chance to see clearly what kind of desolation was on his face just now.

The sound of stomping footsteps resounded in the empty corridor.

His footsteps were so fast, as if he wanted to get rid of some lost and difficult emotions.

He squinted his eyes slightly, but the eyes that were usually bright like a bright moon were so dim at this moment, and his eyes were full of disappointment.

Perhaps Yan Xirui will never know how serious he was when he asked that question just now, and how nervous his heart was...

She wouldn't even know that his cryptic confession was something he had considered for a long time before mustering up the courage to tell her.

The corridor was empty, only the sound of footsteps whirling around, in my ears, but it was so lonely and desolate...

In the ward, Yan Xirui sat on the bed thoughtfully.

Her eyes were full of puzzlement, as if she was deeply suspicious of his inexplicable joke just now.How could he make such a joke with himself?She couldn't figure it out, but she didn't think the joke was funny at all. On the contrary, she felt slightly embarrassed because of his words.

But Han Junhao, why does he look weird today.

She shook her head, a little confused in her heart, and really couldn't figure it out.

But no matter what, that confession couldn't be true, after all, the tone of his speech just now was so joking, it really wasn't like a normal confession.

But of course—

She frowned slightly, even if he confessed, she would definitely not accept it, wouldn't she?
After all, there is an unforgettable person living in her heart, and from then on, she can no longer tolerate other people...

But what they didn't know was that something happened just outside the door of the ward that they didn't notice.

A tall and handsome figure was reflected on the snow-white wall.

Guan Luochen frowned, his eyes were full of sadness, his slender fingers were clenched tightly, and his face became paler and paler amidst the voices of questions and answers coming from the door.

A few days ago, he had learned the news of Yan Xirui's injury. The moment he heard the news, his heart ached.

Even he himself couldn't explain why he was in such pain. She had hurt him so deeply and cruelly betrayed the promise and love between them. He clearly said that he would never forgive her, but at that moment, What is that unavoidable heartache?

No, he won't go to see her!He and her have long been strangers, and have become strangers who have nothing to do with each other. Whether she is safe or not has nothing to do with him?
However, that uncontrollable worry prevented him from turning a blind eye to her injury...

No matter how much he wanted to ignore it and turn a deaf ear to it, he couldn't help but worry about her in his heart!

After hesitating like this for a long time, he still couldn't avoid his inner feelings, so he couldn't help but secretly ran to the hospital to visit her...

But what caught him off guard was that when he finally mustered up the courage to unscrew the doorknob of the ward, he heard a strange male voice coming from the door.

At this moment, it was as if his heart had been hit hard, and his heart was actually in such pain!
His footsteps stagnated outside the door, and he suddenly lost all courage in an instant.

Someone already took care of her, he should leave, shouldn't he?
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Guan Luochen's mouth.

He wanted to leave, but he couldn't bear to move.

Just look at her again, just stand outside the door like this, just look at her again!
Through the narrow glass window, his eyes lingered on her body, and his eyes were full of deep affection.

No matter what, he still has to leave after all...

He stared at her deeply for the last time, then turned around conveniently, clenched his hands tightly, his knuckles turned white.

The doorway where he was standing just now became empty again.

It's like he's never been here.

Guan Luochen hurried down the stairs, his face was expressionless, but what no one knew was that at this moment his heart was filled with sadness.

He was so close to her just now, and he was just a door away, but he lost all his courage at that moment and ran away in embarrassment.

The boy who was so considerate to her just now is her...boyfriend?
Thinking of this word, his heart was slightly prickled.

No!He needs to get out of this place fast!He felt like he couldn't stay there for a second.

There was a dull suffocation in my heart in vain.

Thinking of this, the steps under his feet became faster and faster, so he didn't even see Liu Xinran who was standing blankly opposite him with a surprised expression.

"Guan... Senior Guan Luochen!" She had an unbelievable expression on her face, and the surprise in her voice was hard to suppress.

God!Liu Xinran couldn't hide the joy on her face, how lucky she was to meet Senior Guan Luochen in the hospital!
Countless pink bubbles suddenly rose before her eyes, as if she had fallen into a sweet dream.

When Guan Luochen's figure disappeared at the end of the stairs and could no longer be seen, Liu Xinran reluctantly looked away.

etc--

Liu Xinran thought to herself, the direction that Guan Luochen came just now seemed to point to the innermost ward on this floor...

Could it be that... is he here to visit Xirui?

Liu Xinran's brain was running fast, and then thinking of Xirui's abnormal appearance when she saw Guan Luochen twice before, she became more and more sure of her bold guess just now!
It must be so!

No matter so much, don't you know if you ask Xirui face to face?Liu Xinran was extremely curious, thinking about it in her heart, she involuntarily quickened her steps.

She pushed open the door of the ward excitedly.

"Xi Rui!" Liu Xinran breathed steadily, called out the girl's name loudly, and rushed into the door recklessly.

After breaking through the door, Liu Xinran saw Han Junhao standing beside the hospital bed, and at this moment he was looking at him in astonishment.

He even let the person he likes see his reckless appearance!Liu Xinran kept yelling "Damn" in her heart, and her cheeks became flushed.

The decibels of her speech dropped immediately, but the joy remained undiminished, "Xi Rui, guess who I just met?" She ran to Yan Xirui's hospital bed, blinking her clear eyes and asking .

"Ah? Who did you see?" Yan Xirui looked puzzled, but she was obviously not as excited as Liu Xinran. Her injured leg was still aching, and she had no time to think about anything else.

"Guess what, I guarantee you will be surprised!" Liu Xinran said exaggeratedly.

"I can't guess." Yan Xirui shook her head slightly, with a helpless expression on her face.

"Just guess..." Liu Xinran's voice was soft, guiding carefully, with a slight hint of coquettishness.

But Yan Xirui on the opposite side still shook her head blankly.

Liu Xinran couldn't hold back the excitement in her heart. Considering she wanted to maintain her ladylike image in front of her favorite senior Han Junhao, she deliberately lowered her voice and said in surprise, "It's Guan Luochen, it's Guan Luochen!"

Yan Xirui was stunned!

At this moment, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed heavily by a dagger, and she didn't deviate even an inch, so the pain increased, and the suffocating pain even made her gasp!

A heart is beating fast!

Guan Luochen, did he come here?
Seeing that her expression was stiff and unable to recover for a long time, Liu Xinran repeated: "I didn't expect it at all, I was surprised, didn't I, I would meet Guan Luochen!"

Yan Xirui's fingers trembled slightly, her heart was beating wildly as if it was about to pop out.

Immediately, Liu Xinran asked: "When I went upstairs, I found that he seemed to have left from the door of this ward, Xirui, he came to visit you, right? What did he say to you just now?" ?"

Yan Xirui stared at the front without moving, her eyes were dull and she was silent.

Liu Xinran clasped his hands together, with longing on his face: "Oh my God, if it were him who came to visit me, I think I would be so happy that I could cry."

"Do you want to be so exaggerated?" Han Junhao, who had been silent by the side, suddenly opened his mouth, with a hint of teasing in his voice.

Liu Xinran blushed for a while, stuck out her tongue, and then turned to Yan Xirui who had been silent all this time: "Xirui, what's wrong with you? Xirui..." She was speaking, and shook Yan Xirui vigorously.

The pain from her legs made Yan Xirui recover from the daze just now, and Liu Xinran noticed that Yan Xirui, who had a normal face just now, was now pale.

"Xi Rui, what's wrong with you?" Liu Xinran yelled out in fear.

Yan Xirui waved her hand weakly: "No...it's nothing...it's just that my legs hurt just now, it's okay, it's gone now." She reluctantly moved the corner of her mouth, but there was a bit of sadness in her smile.

Han Junhao, who had a calm face just now, frowned at this moment. He looked at Yan Xirui on the hospital bed seriously, only feeling puzzled.

At this moment, Yan Xirui wished she could grow wings, because she could leave here immediately!

She wants to find him!

Go find him now!
Hearing the news that he had actually been here just now, her heart was like boiling hot water, unable to calm down for a long time.In her mind, his handsome appearance reappeared, and through the gap of time, she seemed to see him smiling at her, as if time had gently returned to the best time.

He still misses her after all, doesn't he?

Otherwise he wouldn't have come to visit her.

But why... He has clearly arrived at the door of the ward, yet he refuses to come in to meet him?
Thinking of this, her heart tightened instantly!

She wanted to rush out and see him right away!Maybe... maybe he hasn't gone far, has he?
This idea grew wildly like summer weeds, and it also made her unable to calm down like a demon!

Thinking of this, she struggled to get out of bed.

"Oh my God! Xirui, what do you want! Please don't move around? Your leg is still hurting. You forgot that the doctor told you repeatedly that your feet can't walk completely?" Liu Xinran said loudly. Shouted, his eyes filled with surprise.

"No, I have to go out..." Yan Xirui shook her head, as if determined to get out of bed, because of the movement just now, she felt severe pain in her legs, and immediately there were beads of sweat on her forehead .

"You can't do this! Xirui, you can't move any more, or you'll be in trouble if your leg injury gets worse!" Liu Xinran yelled in horror, trying her best to stop her from moving.

Yan Xirui struggled to get up again, but the pain from her legs made her gasp.

Beads of sweat slid down the corners of his forehead.

But even so, she continued to move her body with difficulty, not giving up at all.

Sudden--

Her shoulders were clasped vigorously!
Immediately afterwards, Han Junhao's serious face was reflected in her eyes!

"Yan Xirui, what on earth are you trying to do!" He roared angrily.

"Let go of me, please let me go!" Yan Xirui resisted vigorously, but the strength of the other party was so great that she was powerless to break free from his hold.

"Please let me go, please? Let me out, please!" She gave up trying to break free, and looked at the resolute boy in front of her with sad eyes.

"Don't even think about it!" Han Junhao replied coldly, "The doctor clearly said that your legs have not recovered, so you can't walk on the ground at all, so... Yan Xirui, give up, I am I won't let you walk around casually and mess around at will!" His eyes sparkled, as if he had changed into a different person, putting away his usual cynicism.

"But I have to go out now, I have a reason to go out..." Yan Xirui's voice was extremely firm.

"What reason? What reason is more important than your own health!" Han Junhao frowned, his brows bulged slightly, and his face was serious like never before.

"Even more important than my life..." Yan Xirui murmured.

"No matter what the reason is, Yan Xirui, the first thing you have to do is to cherish your body. Because only if you are healthy, you are qualified to do other things." Han Junhao stared at her face, speaking earnestly .

Only if you are good, you are qualified to do other things...

His words echoed in Yan Xirui's ears, and she gradually calmed down.She thought to herself, only if her legs get better soon, can she see him sooner, can't she?Besides, if I go out like this, I may not be able to see him...

She finally gave up the last struggle, calmed down, stared at the ceiling with empty eyes, and said nothing more.

Seeing that she had calmed down, Han Junhao gently let go of the hand holding her, with a relieved expression on his face: "Xirui, promise me, will you take a good rest?" His voice became gentler.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of myself, because I must get better soon. So I will try my best to cooperate with the doctor's treatment." Yan Xirui nodded obediently.

Han Junhao breathed a sigh of relief.

However, his frowning eyebrows still did not relax, and his face still had a thoughtful expression.

Although Yan Xirui didn't say anything, Han Junhao still saw through her thoughts. There must be a reason for her abnormal behavior.

It's just that if she doesn't say it, he won't point it out.

A strange feeling has been affecting Yan Xirui's thoughts for the next few days.

For some reason, she seemed to be able to feel Guan Luochen's breath a lot of times, and no matter what she was doing, or even closing her eyes, she would think of him inexplicably.

His familiar figure is lingering in front of her eyes, firmly engraved in her heart, as long as she closes her eyes, she can always see him looking at herself sadly.

As the sky darkened and evening came, the incandescent lamp in the ward was turned on, and the room was bright.

But this bright light didn't seem to be able to illuminate her gloomy mood.

When she was secretly thinking about something, the door of the ward creaked and was pushed open from the outside.

Yan Xirui suddenly opened her eyes, and Liu Xinran's cheerful face came into her eyes.

"Xi Rui, do you know?" While panting heavily, she kept shaking her head with an expression of disbelief.

"What's the matter, what happened?" Yan Xirui sat up and asked her with a puzzled face.

"Xi Rui, you would never have thought, who did I meet again!" Liu Xinran gradually calmed down her breathing, but the surprise in her eyes did not diminish by half, and her bright eyes were rounded by surprise.

The heart seemed to be stabbed hard by a needle, and then, a heart beat violently. There was fleeting joy in Yan Xirui's eyes, and then asked in a trembling voice: "You...you met who?"

"Guan Luochen! My God! It's Guan Luochen again! It's so strange, why is he wandering around the door of your ward?" Liu Xinran had an unbelievable expression on his face.

Did he really hover at the door of her ward?No wonder I felt his familiar aura inexplicably...but why...he couldn't walk in the door, because he still hated her, so he didn't want to see her at all, right?However, since he no longer likes her and treats her as an absolute stranger, why would he act like this again?
At this moment, a look of incomprehension appeared on Yan Xirui's face, she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything with her trembling lips.

"Xi Rui, what's wrong with you, Xi Rui?" Seeing her dull face, Liu Xinran called her name loudly, with a very nervous expression.

But Yan Xirui turned a deaf ear to Liu Xinran's call, she seemed to have fallen into some kind of deep thinking.

What Liu Xinran didn't know was that Yan Xirui's heart was surging like an overwhelming river.

The small hands clenched tightly into fists.

She made up her mind at this moment!

If he appears here again, she must ask him face to face, what is on his mind...

In the afternoon of the second day, Yan Xirui felt Guan Luochen's aura again without any surprise.

She always felt that he was by her side, but with such a cautious posture, it seemed that he was trying to hide his existence, preventing her from discovering his existence.

Why did he do this?

Guan Luochen is a complete fool.

Doesn't he know?How much she wanted to see him, the tide of longing would swallow her up...

Thinking of this, a small scheme gradually took shape in her mind.

She hesitated for a few seconds, took a deep breath, and tried to get out of bed.

As soon as he moved, the severe pain in his leg swept over him.Yan Xirui bit her lips tightly, desperately enduring the pain that seemed to be suffocating.

Little by little she sat up and slowly lowered her legs to the side of the bed.

When she mustered up her courage and tried to stand up, she still fell down without any accident!

The injured leg has not yet healed, and it is simply unable to support the weight of her entire body.

She fell to the ground all at once!
Severe pain instantly spread to the limbs!

Big beads of sweat slid down her forehead, and her face was full of pain!
Even though she deliberately wanted to fall and lure Guan Luochen to show up, the pain in her leg now really made her feel suffocated...

It was really hard to restrain, and she couldn't help moaning in pain.

Her voice was full of helplessness, and the sad moan spread, and it was heard in the ears, making people want to cry.

The door was quiet, no one opened the door.

Yan Xirui's heart was beating fast, as if she was placing a bet on the next game, she thought, if he really showed up, she decided to explain to him thoroughly what happened two years ago.She would tell him everything, tell him her sadness, her despair, and her reluctance.

Tell him how much she has missed him for so long.

But she waited for a long time, but there was still no movement at the door.

She struggled for a long time, trying hard to endure the pain in her leg, before she staggered to stand up again.

Disappointment gradually filled her eyes, and she felt that the pain in her heart was ten times, a hundred times more severe than the pain in her legs.

So he didn't come, did he?

It turns out that everything is just her own illusion, it's all just her own wishful thinking!
Thinking of this, my heart hurts like a knife!

The clear eyes also became a little moist...

She stood there numbly, lost for a moment.

But what she didn't expect was that when she tried to move her feet, she fell to the ground again!
"what--"

Without any defense, she exclaimed, her voice full of panic.

The pain in her leg made her gasp!
But she knew that no one would come to help her, and she could only rely on herself to stand up bit by bit...

without him at all...

It's just her alone...

She held back the tears of grievance in her eyes, struggling to stand up again.

However, at the moment when she felt sad, his figure suddenly appeared in her lowered vision...

Guan Luochen.

Short bangs fell casually between his brows, star-like eyes stared at him, his body leaned forward, as if he was ready to hug her at any time.She met his eyes, and at that moment, she actually read the deep affection in his eyes, was that... Pain for her?
Like an angel, he suddenly appeared in front of her eyes...

His whole body seemed to be shining with some kind of holy light, instantly illuminating her gloomy and gloomy world...

He stood in front of her like this, looking at her silently, his eyes were as bright as a bright moon, and when he looked at her, his eyes seemed to be covered with crystal diamonds.

At this moment, it seems that the whole world has disappeared.

Only him who looked at her silently, and her with tears in her eyes were left.

He really came...

It turned out that he would still care about her when he saw her hurt, wouldn't he?

Crystal tears rolled down, she looked at him with tears in her eyes, the world in her eyes was blurred by the rising mist.

Yan Xirui suddenly became at a loss!
Before she could react, Guan Luochen hugged her without hesitation, his familiar breath lingered on the tip of her nose again, his embrace was so warm.

He gently carried her to the hospital bed, and put her down carefully, as cautious as he was with the most precious porcelain in the world. He was afraid of touching her injured leg, and he didn't want to cause her any pain.

After he settled her down, he straightened up again, silently looking at this pitiful girl in front of him, he maintained a calm appearance on the surface, but his heart was already full of turmoil!
He looked at her, and there was a warm current surging in his heart.

Didn't he say he would never forgive her?But why did my heart, which was as hard as a rock, become so soft the moment I saw her...

(End of this chapter)